I should’ve cried sooner.
Just like how you don’t feel the pain right after a bad fall—too shocked to notice until later, when you finally realize what’s hurt and the pain floods in—tears suddenly streamed down as the delayed sting in my cheek flared up.
It was nothing compared to when I was choked and had my wrist shattered, but still… it was the first time in my entire life that I’d ever been slapped.
Of course, I felt humiliated and miserable…
But there was also—faintly—a strange thrill that began to stir.
I admit it. I kinda get off on this sort of thing.
Truth is, it wasn’t just about fulfilling S-Class fantasies under the guise of completing quests. I got something out of it, too. I satisfied my own desires.
Sex that teetered on the edge of violence and depravity. Sex so relentless and intense that I was never allowed to rest. That’s what I was into.
Maybe that’s why, ever since returning to life as Lee Eun-soo, I hadn’t slept with a single person. Not once.
Even after my body had completely recovered, even after rehab was over, I didn’t feel the urge to meet anyone.
As if, deep down, I already knew—despite the memory loss—that no one could ever satisfy me like they did.
“Ugh…! Hnnngh!”
Jang Hee-gang’s tongue ravaged the inside of my mouth, growing more aggressive with every passing second. I tried to shake my head, but the grip on my hair left me utterly helpless.
My saliva was forcefully taken, my inner cheeks scraped raw. The sound of our wet mouths clashing echoed lewdly through the air.
The guiding, which used to trigger just by making contact, was now flaring up wildly. Blood surged through my veins at dizzying speed, and my vision spun.
Jang Hee-gang’s abyss-like energy waves—and his brutal lust—were dragging me in without mercy.
Even now, with all my memories back, it felt like I’d only just guided him yesterday…
But his current state had deteriorated so much, it was downright terrifying.
How was he managing to hold himself back from going berserk?
Suddenly, the hand on my abdomen clutched my shirt violently. The work outfit I’d carefully chosen for the day didn’t just lose a button—it ripped apart with a loud tear.
My pants and underwear met the same fate in the blink of an eye.
My legs were forced wide open. Settling himself between them, Jang Hee-gang grabbed my hips and pulled me toward him. After sucking on my lips one last time and releasing them with a wet pop, he straightened up.
I heard the sound of his zipper being pulled down.
A heavy cock—hard and massive, who knows how long it had been like that—pressed firmly against my crotch.
Jang Hee-gang let out a breath, trembling faintly from excessive arousal.
My vision was swimming, my body unsteady, and I could only blink in alarm as a rising sense of danger closed in.
No way… he’s not even going to untie me…
“Don’t…” I murmured like a whimper.
I tried to push myself up with my elbows, but my arms gave out and I collapsed instantly. The guiding, working on its own regardless of my will, was draining every ounce of my strength.
Even now. Even now, I could still tell Jang Hee-gang the truth—that I hadn’t left by choice, that I hadn’t returned as Lee Eun-soo of my own free will. If I just explained everything, surely he’d realize it had all been a misunderstanding, and his attitude would soften.
…But.
A part of me was curious. Curious to see just how far someone who already clung to me so obsessively would go if he thought I’d run away.
Honestly, I just… really wanted to enjoy it.
Where we were didn’t matter. Why I came back as Cha Eun-soo didn’t matter. What my family was doing, where the other S-Classes were—none of it mattered.
I just didn’t want to deal with all the questions, all the complicated strings of cause and consequence.
…Ha. Fuck.
Maybe I’ve finally lost it.
Then again, it’d be weirder if I hadn’t. My memories had been erased, returned, erased again, and restored once more by the system. How could anyone stay sane through that?
And even without all that…
“You look like you’re thinking too much.”
“…!”
Smack! A sharp crack rang out, and my head whipped to the side again.
My thoughts were scattered on impact.
I stared blankly, eyes unfocused, my cheek burning red. Thanks to the mirror-covered walls and ceiling, I could see myself from every angle—there was no escaping it.
This place was pure madness. A truly perverse space that would drive anyone insane if they stayed too long.
“I was planning to wrap this up quickly since you’re clearly struggling…”
Jang Hee-gang’s face hovered right beside my ear as he whispered.
“But if you’ve still got the energy to scheme… then I suppose we’ve got time.”
He chuckled, eyes locked onto mine through the mirror.
***
Jang Hee-gang was not someone who showed concern for others. He wanted a world built for him, shaped by his rules. A version of himself that existed for anyone else simply didn’t exist.
Therefore, his ideology was domination.
A world under control was the most rational and peaceful one. And the right to rule belonged to those of strong mind and stronger body. The one who met every qualification was none other than Jang Hee-gang himself.
He was, without question, a man who could stand at the very peak of Espers, drunk on his own power. And he knew that fact better than anyone.
That’s why he felt no doubt—no hesitation—in forcing what he believed to be right onto the world.
“Ah……. ugh.”
So even if this precious guide had been through hell and back, barely returned…
No.
Precisely because it was precious, the guide too must be dominated.
To ensure not an ounce of resistance remained.
To never again think of escaping.
“Please……. stop, ah, please…….”
Please.
Cha Eun-soo’s terrified voice trembled with sobs. The guide, overwhelmed by the Esper’s power, was helpless.
As Jang Hee-gang rubbed his cock against the entrance, teasing as if he would enter at any moment, Cha Eun-soo struggled to break free despite his weakened state.
Jang Hee-gang watched without pausing, dissatisfied with Cha Eun-soo’s attempts to escape. But… the sight of Cha Eun-soo’s reddened cheek, where he had struck him, and lips glistening with saliva, improved his mood. The naked body held in his hands was enticingly pale.
He recalled the past, when he had greedily ravaged this body, reducing it to a mess.
He wondered if Cha Eun-soo knew how pathetic he had looked, despairing as he was violated by the man who killed his father.
“Ah, no……! Ahh!”
The monstrous cock forced its way into the tightly clenched entrance. Cha Eun-soo screamed, his eyes wide with shock. His entire body tensed, making it even harder for the entrance to yield.
Unlike Cha Eun-soo’s agony, Jang Hee-gang felt an incredible pleasure. The sensation of entering the guide’s body brought an indescribable ecstasy. His last shred of sanity threatened to snap at any moment.
Driven by desire, he wanted to thrust it all in, to feel the deepest parts again, remembering every reaction Cha Eun-soo had shown.
But the guide’s body was fragile. If the hole tore, it would take a long time to heal, and he would have to endure the agony of not being able to have him.
That wouldn’t do. There was still a long way to go.
Jang Hee-gang reluctantly pulled his cock out, sighing as he massaged Cha Eun-soo’s ass. The soft, white flesh yielded under his rough palms.
“You need to relax,” he murmured, almost gently. Cha Eun-soo, barely aware, gasped for breath, his body trembling. His beautiful face was streaked with sweat and tears.
After savoring the sight of Cha Eun-soo’s suffering, Jang Hee-gang lifted his legs, draping them over his shoulders. He then lowered his head, his breath, heavy with lust, brushing against the exposed entrance.
His wet tongue licked around the hole.
“Ah!”
Cha Eun-soo arched his back and moaned. The unfamiliar sensation seemed to surprise him, and a flicker of satisfaction crossed Jang Hee-gang’s eyes.
“……Ah!”
The thick flesh easily pushed its way into the entrance that had briefly accepted the tip of his cock before closing again. The tongue, moist and supple, was far less intrusive compared to his cock.
Moving like an independent creature, the tongue relaxed the tension inside. Cha Eun-soo felt a shiver in his belly as the foreign sensation invaded his intimate space. The feeling of something gliding along his inner walls was strangely arousing.
The entrance, explored by the tongue, grew wet and slick.
“Ah, ah, ah……..”
His moist, hazel eyes gradually lost focus.
His pale fingers clutched the sheet, crumpling it.
Jang Hee-gang buried his face deep between Cha Eun-soo’s cheeks, probing inside. He even rubbed his nose against the perineum, inhaling Cha Eun-soo’s scent deeply.
The sweet and intoxicating aroma stirred both a sense of calm and desire. His lower body throbbed with anticipation, his erection pulsing with need.
The tight, slippery entrance pressing against his tongue made him desperate to thrust inside.
With a wet sound, Jang Hee-gang’s mouth left the hole. The sudden coolness made Cha Eun-soo’s eyelashes flutter.
“Ah…….”
He felt ticklish and empty.
His aroused senses craved something more substantial.
Fortunately for Cha Eun-soo, Jang Hee-gang immediately positioned his cock at the quivering entrance.
Jang Hee-gang’s broad shoulders heaved with lustful breaths. His original plan had been to prepare him with his fingers, but… he couldn’t wait any longer.
He knew the ecstasy this delicate body could provide, and he had yearned to ravage Cha Eun-soo’s insides since their reunion.
Just like before, when he had taken him with wild abandon.
“……!”
“Ugh……..”
Even though the entrance was more relaxed than before, it was still tight. The enraged cock forced its way in, engulfed by the hot, clenching walls. It felt like his cock would melt from the intense sensation.
