It probably wasn’t just a little. Kalix couldn’t hide anything in front of Alexander. Still, when Alexander apologized for something he didn’t need to apologize for and gently rubbed his cheek soothingly, his mood quickly melted away.
“I was a little jealous, but it’s okay. We’ll do lots of things that are firsts for us too.”
As he spoke while unbuttoning Alexander’s shirt, Alexander had somehow already pushed aside Kalix’s shirt and was caressing his shoulders. When? Kalix was still unbuttoning Alexander’s shirt, but Alexander had already unbuttoned all of Kalix’s shirt and was now pushing it aside. As always, his hands weren’t well-behaved.
“This is our first time here too.”
At the subtly whispered voice, Kalix nodded while pushing Alexander onto the bed.
“Yeah.”
Kalix felt Alexander take off his shirt and stroke down his bare back, and he took off that shirt as well.
“You don’t have to hold back your voice.”
When he bit his earlobe while laying him back on the bed, Alexander pulled Kalix close and kissed him.
“Is that why you wanted to come?”
“Yeah.”
That was actually one of the reasons. No matter how much fewer people there were than during the semester, there were bound to be people still remaining in the dorms. So it was always disappointing to have to stifle sounds. He wanted to hear everything clearly.
“You don’t hold back your voice either.”
At Alexander’s low words as he bit Kalix’s lower lip, Kalix nodded and undid Alexander’s belt, pulling off his pants. When he immediately lowered his waist to press against the cock that was starting to erect, Alexander pulled Kalix’s body closer to him and slightly lifted his waist.
“Ah,”
At the sensation of being pressed together, a sigh-mixed moan came out involuntarily, but when he reflexively closed his mouth, Alexander’s fingers touched his lips.
“Hey, I told you not to hold back.”
Something was different. Different from what he’d thought. Clearly when they came in, Kalix had told Alexander not to hold back his voice, but in reality it was the opposite.
“Mmh.”
As he panted slightly from the mounting excitement of their bodies pressed together and buried his lips in Alexander’s neckline, Alexander once again pressed Kalix’s lips softly yet not too gently with his fingers.
When the fingers touched his teeth, Kalix gently bit those fingers without hurting and sucked them. Alexander used his other hand to pull down Kalix’s pants while gently caressing inside his mouth. He pressed as if stroking his tongue, touched the inside of his cheek, then curved his fingers and scraped his palate with his knuckles, and a moan almost flowed from the ticklish heat.
When Kalix reflexively tried to close his mouth, Alexander pushed his fingers deeper to prevent him from closing it and gently stroked his palate. Kalix gently bit those fingers and glanced at Alexander.
“But Sasha.”
Because he was biting the fingers, every time he spoke his tongue touched the fingers. Then Alexander gently rubbed Kalix’s tongue.
“I’m a little embarrassed.”
While not having to hold back sounds was one of the reasons for coming to the hotel, when it came to actually doing it, he felt a bit embarrassed and awkward. At Kalix’s words, Alexander’s expression suddenly hardened and his brow furrowed.
“Hey, you really,”
That voice was quite stiff too. Besides, Alexander had even pulled his fingers out of Kalix’s mouth. Shouldn’t he have said such things?
“I’m going crazy.”
At the laughter that suddenly burst out, Kalix looked at Alexander bewildered. Whether Alexander knew about Kalix’s state or not, he was now covering his face with his hands and laughing. The heated atmosphere was instantly broken.
“Why.”
At first he’d been embarrassed, but seeing Alexander continue to laugh, now he felt a bit displeased. Alexander couldn’t seem to stop laughing, and now even a physiological tear had fallen from the corner of his eye. Was this something to tease about? But in reality, Alexander didn’t seem to have any intention of teasing, which was most awkward.
“Don’t laugh.”
When he spoke without hiding his sulky mood, Alexander’s laughter finally subsided a bit.
“Then don’t be cute.”
Even while quietly accepting the touch that rubbed his cheek as if pressing it and staring at Alexander, Alexander finally pulled Kalix close to kiss him and patted his back. When Kalix tickled his side, Alexander’s waist muscles trembled slightly as if spasming.
“Don’t do that. My stomach hurts from laughing too much.”
Who told him to laugh anyway? It wasn’t even something to laugh about. Kalix had tried his best not to show his embarrassment, but it was probably already completely visible to Alexander. Alexander kissed him in small pecks from the tip of his nose to his cheek as if soothing and apologizing. Kalix couldn’t help but smile back at that affectionate warmth and covered Alexander’s abs that were still slightly trembling from lingering laughter with his hand.
“I’ll make it not hurt.”
Starting from his chest, he slowly kissed downward and nibbled on those well-defined abs with his lips, feeling Alexander gently stroke his hair. Kalix now quite naturally spread Alexander’s thighs and kissed his hip bone.
“Sasha, aren’t I cool?”
“You’re cool.”
“Liar.”
Alexander’s answer came quite quickly, but it definitely wasn’t true. He’d just laughed like that. Besides, thinking about it, he’d never really been told he was cool. He’d just called him cute too. Kalix always thought Alexander was cool though.
But thinking about it again, even Kalix thought he hadn’t really done anything particularly cool. Just now too. Why had he said he was embarrassed there? Thinking about it, it seemed worth laughing at, making him embarrassed again. As he moved his lips down along the hip bone and sucked the inside of his thigh, Alexander suddenly gently lifted Kalix’s chin to make him look at him.
“Really. You’re cool and sexy.”
At those words, Kalix lightly kissed Alexander’s half-erect cock and gently rubbed his cheek against it. While glancing at Alexander, the pupils staring intently at Kalix were instantly filled with lust. Along with the now fully erect cock, he was finally satisfied. Sexy was good enough.
“Sasha, do you like this?”
“Weren’t you trying to turn me on?”
At first, words like these had been a little unsettling, but now they only made him more excited. It seemed Alexander no longer had the composure to refine his speech—not that he’d ever really needed to.
“Yeah.”
Kalix poured a generous amount of lube from the pre-opened bottle into his palm, then smoothed it over the inside of Alexander’s thigh. He started by gently stroking the surrounding area, leaving slick, sticky trails wherever his fingers passed. It reminded him of the aftermath of sex, and his cock stiffened even though they’d barely done anything yet. Truthfully, he’d been half-hard since they started undressing.
“Sasha, your skin seems sensitive.”
Red marks and faint bruises dotted the inside of Alexander’s thigh. Alexander didn’t hold back when leaving marks, but it didn’t seem to hurt—yet the traces always lingered.
“Nah.”
Alexander bit down on the side of his knee as Kalix’s fingers teased his hole, circling lightly before pressing in. The moment a finger breached him, Alexander’s back arched slightly, his hips tensing against Kalix’s supporting hand. They’d spent the entire break doing much the same thing in this room, so both were used to it by now—but Alexander still seemed awkward, as always. Kalix soothed him by licking the inside of his knee before slipping a slick finger inside.
No matter how often they did this, Alexander’s body still clenched tight around even a single finger. Kalix dragged his tongue along the length of Alexander’s cock before taking it into his mouth. God, how could he ever get used to this? It was too obscene.
Alexander’s inner walls twitched, loosening slightly as excitement took over, allowing the finger to slide in more smoothly. Kalix pushed deeper, the drag of his knuckle making Alexander’s thighs tremble against his shoulders.
He worked the finger in and out slowly, mouthing Alexander’s cock, and the tension in Alexander’s legs eased bit by bit. As Kalix added a second finger, stretching him, Alexander’s breath hitched, his body relaxing only when Kalix swirled his tongue around the crown.
At first, even with plenty of lube, Alexander had seemed uncomfortable—but now, arousal was taking over, his movements growing smoother. Kalix curled his fingers, pressing against that sensitive spot inside, and Alexander’s walls clenched hard, his hips jerking upward instinctively.
At that reaction, Kalix pulled off Alexander’s cock with a wet pop, palming the shaft, slick with saliva and precome, and stroking it firmly.
“You okay?”
He gripped Alexander’s hips, grinding the tip of his cock against him, and Alexander met his gaze, flushed with heat.
“Yeah.”
The rough, breathless tone sent a shiver down Kalix’s spine. Alexander’s voice, usually so composed, always undid him when it dropped like this—husky and unraveling. Kalix tightened his grip on Alexander’s hips, pushing in slowly, filling him inch by inch until Alexander’s abdomen tensed.
“Ah—nngh…”
The pressure must have been overwhelming; Alexander’s back twisted slightly, but Kalix pulled him closer, sinking deeper. The tight heat enveloped him, and he couldn’t look away from Alexander’s face—breathless, flushed, beautiful.
“Fuck, you—”
Before Alexander could finish, Kalix leaned in and kissed him, swallowing the rest of the words.
“Yeah, sorry.”