“…What? Didn’t it already all go in?”
With Min Siheon’s faint, crooked smile as the last thing I saw, something slid in from behind—his cock pressing deeper inside me.
“Mm…! Wh-what is this, ah, ahh!”
It kept going and going, so deep it felt endless, the length of him pressing through my belly from the inside. How much… how much of him was still left?
I reached down and felt where we were joined, and his balls brushed between my fingers.
“Hff—.”
It felt like we were already fully pressed together, yet even that tiny gap—barely the width of a knuckle—made my mind go blank.
At the same time, Min Siheon pushed forward with force, driving his hips deep. Thud—his cock filled a place it shouldn’t reach, and the absurd sensation forced my mouth open.
At last, his groin pressed completely flush against me.
“Haaah—!”
What came next was simple. I clung to him like something broken, rutting against him.
With my legs wrapped around his waist, my body moved on instinct. My soaked, loosened hole from all the petting gripped him tightly, and both of us chased the rising pleasure.
Rocking, rocking—our bodies swayed back and forth, my gaze spinning with it.
The overwhelming pleasure felt like my brain was melting into sludge. Maybe my tear ducts had broken, because I could feel streams of tears constantly slipping from the corners of my eyes.
“Ah, ahh, ah— n-no, can’t, can’t—.”
Listening to my moans, Min Siheon shook his hips like a wound-up doll gone haywire. Thud, thud—each hard thrust knocked my pelvis back only for it to snap forward again.
His tip pushed past the deepest point I could feel, touching somewhere it should never reach. Slick, wet sounds of flesh parting echoed in my head.
Fear crept in that I might truly lose my mind if this kept going, and my body trembled.
“Min—Siheon, haa, ah, ah, ngh, hng…!”
Seeing that, Min Siheon stuck out his tongue and licked away the tears around my eyes. Lick, suck, lick—wet sounds filled both above and below us.
Through my shaking vision, our eyes met. Even through my tear-blurred sight, I noticed how sharp his gaze had become.
The shadow lingering around his eyes flickered fiercely, and as if he’d been holding back until now, Min Siheon moved without mercy.
“Ah— ah, ah, I—I feel weird! Siheon, hnng… Siheon, ahh…!”
He seemed completely out of his mind now, only rough breaths escaping him. He didn’t stop kissing me or pulling me closer as he kept pushing deeper, deeper inside.
Our pelvic bones collided, a strange ache flaring up—only to melt into pleasure again and again.
Once the pain faded, an unfamiliar sensation took over my entire body. I had the overwhelming feeling I’d never be able to return to the person I was before knowing this.
I shook my head desperately, but Min Siheon lifted my hands and laced our fingers together like restraints.
Then he pinned me down firmly and rolled his hips with flexible ease.
“Mm, ngh, ah… hnng….”
At my wet moans, his eyes burned vividly. He sped up.
The bed frame shook as if it might collapse, my whole body bouncing with it. Faster, more, more! At some point, I found myself begging him for more, chasing the pleasure myself.
The sensation of him striking upward inside made my feet stretch straight out.
Hot—too hot. My insides felt completely churned up.
The pounding of his tip was something I knew I’d never forget. My warm, soft inner walls sucked greedily around him.
…I couldn’t think anymore. Overwhelmed by pleasure, I threw my head back and rocked my hips wildly.
Crushed, crushed again—the repeated motion turned me into an idiot.
It felt like my entire body had become one giant erogenous zone; everywhere Min Siheon touched or brushed against burned hot.
“Ah, ahh, Siheon— ah, hah— Min Siheon! I—I!”
Another sensation shot up my spine, and a cry slipped out that I couldn’t stop.
This… The sizzling heat blooming deep inside my belly was something I’d felt before.
Thud—thud—thud—his thrusts grew shorter and faster, and my whole body melted limp. How long did it go on? As release surged closer, my hips trembled on their own.
My knees drew inward, my toes twisting helplessly.
My arms and legs jerked like they weren’t even mine. As I struggled to escape, Min Siheon pinned me down with his arms.
My chin lifted high, tension tightening it as I stuck my tongue out and let out a long moan.
Twitch—spurt— the cock trapped between our bellies jerked, spilling white semen.
“Ah—hnng…!!”
Even while my body convulsed, thick sticky fluid kept pouring from below me without pause.
Even though it was the second time, it felt so heavy and dense—hot, weighty, and slick… My mind hazy, I came again.
It felt completely different from when we’d only gone as far as petting, leaving me unable to gather my senses. Then Min Siheon finally stopped moving his hips. He looked at his hand—apparently my release had splashed onto him too.
After staring at it for a long moment, he slowly stuck out his tongue and licked his fingers. Lick— The provocative gesture made me freeze, and after swallowing my semen, Min Siheon smiled slyly.
As if that wasn’t enough, he dragged his tongue slowly across his large palm. The thick flesh of it stole all my attention.
“Haa, haa… Hey. Why are you eating that…?”
“It’s sweet.”
Startled, I reached out, but Min Siheon moved his hips again. Holding me easily with one hand, he swallowed the rest of what remained on his fingers.
Then he let out a deep, satisfied breath. Over that long exhale, I saw his eyes. …This was bad. He’d completely lost it.
There was none of his usual expression left—only a dark, sensual face dripping with desire. As I met that ominously burning gaze that seemed to say this was only the beginning, fear flooded me and my body trembled.
“Ha….”
“Ngh, Min—Siheon! Hnng, I just came… I just came, ah—ah, why again…!”
“It’s so sweet I could die, Jungwoo.”
Min Siheon pinned my struggling arms against my upper body. Even more merciless than before, he began taking me again.
Through my shaking vision, he exhaled hot breaths. Thud, slap, slick—the lewdest sounds I’d ever heard filled my ears.
As my consciousness drifted away, Min Siheon spoke in a rough voice.
“…I want to swallow all of you. So no one else can ever see you.”
That was the beginning of a sex that felt endless. All I could do was keep moaning as he moved without mercy.
Pleasure and climax came one after another, and tears kept spilling endlessly from my eyes. Was I always this prone to crying? Even as I shook helplessly, I clung tightly to Min Siheon.
I liked him too much. If love could be condensed and forged into a single form, it would probably be Min Siheon himself.
I like you—so much I feel like I might die. This fear of sinking endlessly and the despair that I couldn’t live without him were emotions I’d never experienced before.
Feeling like I was being pulled deeper and deeper down, I spent that desperate night with him. It was so overwhelming that it felt like I couldn’t live unless it was Min Siheon—time that stretched on like that.
***
Maybe the alcohol still hasn’t worn off.
The neat—almost excessively tidy—figure turned toward the noisy person beyond the hill. As he shifted his body sideways, my eyes followed without thinking.
If you’re going to talk to me, finish what you started. Just as irritation made me instinctively open my mouth, the guy whose name had been called turned back toward me again.
When those darkly pigmented eyes faced this way, an inexplicable satisfaction welled up inside me. It felt like being a child who’d just gotten the toy they wanted.
“Was it too sudden? Um… you didn’t look well, that’s why. There wasn’t any other meaning, so please don’t misunderstand. Oh, right—if you don’t need it, you can throw it away. If you want to use it, feel free. I’ll get going now….”
Watching his eyes roll restlessly stirred a strange feeling in me.
“And lastly, sorry for suddenly talking to you.”
By the time I realized it, he’d already walked far away from me.
Before I could stop him, he turned and approached the person who had called him.
If I hadn’t noticed the hat sitting on my knees—left there at some point—I might’ve gotten up and followed him.
The black hat visible through the gaps of the hand covering my face felt oddly out of place.
Why? Normally I would’ve refused such pointless kindness.
I couldn’t say anything to the person walking away while rolling their stiff shoulders.
I just stared stubbornly at his back as it grew smaller and smaller.
Only when he became a tiny dot and disappeared did I realize I was gripping the hat tightly.
Maybe I’d been staring at it too long, because when I lifted my head, the headache that had been tugging at my nerves was already gone.
With no will to go to class, I looked at the hat in my hand and thought about its owner.
…Cha Jungwoo, was it? I was sure I’d heard that name somewhere before.
Sitting on a campus bench where people had grown scarce, I spent a long time thinking about him.
For some reason, I felt like I absolutely had to remember who he was.
After digging through my memory with rare focus, I finally recalled his identity.
“…Ah.”
Cha Jungwoo—right, he was definitely someone I knew well.
The guy from the same department who had supposedly returned from a leave of absence this semester, the one who hung around Go Heemin’s group.
He was well-known among both undergraduates and professors, yet I’d barely remembered him from freshman year, which had always felt strange.
I’d been hearing his name often lately, and even from afar I’d thought he looked fairly decent.
Of course, seeing him up close felt completely different from back then.
Had he always caught my attention like this? Compared to other people, he did seem calmer, though.
…What am I even doing right now? The neuralgia from lack of sleep had faded, but a new puzzle tangled up my thoughts.
What kind of person is he? He was someone who’d made me, someone who hated unnecessary contact, hold onto a hat another person had worn.
Normally I would’ve tossed it straight into a trash can without a second glance, yet now I couldn’t take my eyes off it.
I just stared at it for a long while, tracing the edge of the cap.
Cha Jungwoo—I rolled the unfamiliar name over in my mouth again and again.
It seemed like an interesting target had appeared. Something like this had never happened to me before.
