#45
I finished my words with a mumble. Saheon hyung’s incomprehensible emotions seemed strange as always. Hesitantly closing my mouth, I subtly raised my gaze to the unexpectedly quiet reaction above.
It was the first time I had ever seen Saheon hyung so flustered. The embarrassment that showed on his face made me feel awkward as well. The strong arms that had tightly embraced and comforted me were now tense. It felt like I was about to be crushed at any moment.
He pretended to sulk because I hadn’t followed his wishes, but when I finally did as he wanted, his reaction was closer to that of someone who didn’t know what to do. I wondered if he was surprised by such nonsensical words that could never come true, and just then, the hand that had been firmly pressing me down changed its angle and tightly grabbed my cheeks.
The grip was so strong that it made my already sore jaw tingle. Saheon hyung, in a hurry, found my lips and violently invaded my mouth.
It was more appropriate to say he was rummaging than kissing. The rough kiss, so intense it made the root of my tongue ache, evoked an unrefined pleasure. Even though I tried to awkwardly follow his movements, it was overwhelming.
Breathing heavily, clearly excited, Saheon hyung gradually added his weight on top of me, pushing me without giving me a chance to breathe. I tried to breathe through my nose clumsily, but the attempt was not very successful.
Finally, when my head felt like it was going blank, I hit him with my fist as if to push him away. Saheon hyung pulled his lips away with a bit of pain. It felt like my tender flesh had been torn.
I gasped for air, making a choking sound. My eyes felt hot due to a physiological reaction. While I was panting, Saheon hyung brushed his hand over my stinging lips. I could vaguely taste blood, whether from a tear or not.
“Ah, I think I’m going to explode….”
Saheon hyung muttered in a hoarse voice. The low, threatening tone sent chills down my spine. He kissed my lips once more, then, as if restraining himself, lightly bit my lower lip before pulling away. My lips felt swollen.
He buried his face in my shoulder. I could see his earlobe turning red. The ominous object touching my thigh was also hot. I couldn’t decide what to do and turned my gaze back and forth. I felt goosebumps from the low breaths escaping from him.
Saheon hyung, who seemed to be holding back a moan, lifted his face again and looked half-crazed. His intimidating demeanor made my body instinctively shrink back. He kissed my cheek as if he were sucking it, then muttered low curses.
“…Cheongmyeong.”
Saheon hyung’s voice, heavily laden, seemed to threaten me while also trying to soothe me. After exhaling a deep breath, he truly looked like someone who had lost their mind.
“Why are you so pretty?”
The sudden compliment made my toes curl. I felt embarrassed and shy, a ticklish sensation made me subtly avoid his gaze. Saheon hyung, who had once again pressed his forehead against my clothes, made a strange sound that seemed like a suppressed shout.
“What if I do everything you want like this, Cheongmyeong?”
Suddenly, Saheon hyung spoke like a guardian. I felt sulky because the words were not teasing but genuinely filled with concern. After all, he was the one who initiated it, so I thought he could have just not asked from the beginning.
His finger lightly pressed against the torn corner of my mouth. Even though it wasn’t much pressure, a sharp pain shot through me. When I frowned, he gently wiped away the moisture from my eyes. Soon after, a calm voice that seemed to explain something I didn’t understand came through.
“What would you do if I kept going until you got pregnant?”
Since men can’t get pregnant anyway, I couldn’t empathize with his concern, but I didn’t show it and remained silent. Saheon hyung, who let out a deep sigh, lightly tapped my nose with a playful tone.
“Hmm? What would you do if you suddenly got pregnant and had to deal with me?”
Wouldn’t that be a good thing? After all, men can’t get pregnant, and if I could continue to be with him…. Lost in my thoughts, I realized I had been staring blankly at him.
Saheon hyung smiled softly and pinched my nose. It was a kind smile, but somehow it also seemed self-deprecating.
“What should I do? I’m going to go crazy.”
He shifted his weight off me. As the pleasant pressure lifted, I instinctively clung to him.
There were times when Saheon hyung’s questions on the bed were hard for me to understand, but when I did my best to answer in my own way, he would suddenly retreat with a face that looked like he had been hit unexpectedly.
It seemed like it was the same this time. Was this not enough? The hyung caught by me raised one eyebrow. While there was certainly a foundation of consideration behind it, I still didn’t want him to leave midway.
“…Tongue, hyung….”
Saheon hyung remained obediently caught. Suddenly, the sentences I had previously thought were strange felt embarrassingly intimate. I swallowed hard. With a sensation of heat spreading throughout my body, I cautiously spoke.
“…I… want… a baby….”
“Ah, Lee Cheongmyeong!”
But my words were cut off by Saheon hyung suddenly shouting. He shouted angrily, his brow furrowed as if he were extremely upset.
However, Saheon hyung approached me as if to grab me by the collar and roughly invaded my mouth. The teeth that lightly bumped into each other felt cold.
In the chaotic kiss, my clothes were stripped off in an instant. The loose clothes I had been wearing at home fell to the floor. It was clear that my lower half was extremely excited, rubbing against him aimlessly. The hot breath Saheon hyung exhaled tickled my cheeks. After briefly pulling away, he lunged at me again, like someone whose fuse had blown.
In the blink of an eye, I was naked, and before I could even feel the hot air in the room, I shivered as his fingers delved below.
“Ah!”
Perhaps because we had been intimate for several days, my hole accepted his finger without difficulty, but it felt quite foreign since there was no gel to facilitate the insertion. However, when his long finger brushed against the pleasure point I had somewhat gotten used to, a scream-like moan escaped me, stronger than ever.
“Ah, ha, ah!”
The excitement that began without foreplay was suddenly dizzying, like being pushed off a cliff. As I twisted my waist in unprepared pleasure, Saheon hyung cursed repeatedly, desperately searching for the gel.
Unlike the usual Saheon hyung, who could find the lotion bottle without looking, the current Saheon hyung fumbled several times and almost dropped the bottle containing the gel. His face, usually so relaxed, was filled with anxiety.
Continuing to mutter low-quality curses in a hoarse voice, Saheon hyung suddenly slathered gel on his own dick and without warning, pushed inside me. The sensation of being penetrated was seamless, and the hole that had been used for several days accepted him without difficulty.
“Ah, ah! Hah!”
My vision exploded with light. After the first insertion, Saheon hyung usually waited for me to get used to it, kissing my body here and there, but now he was thrusting with such intensity that it was hard to keep up.
“Ah, wait, ah! Hah, hyung, no…!”
The previous encounters felt like mere play, and an overwhelming pleasure brought fear. My body didn’t feel like my own. I couldn’t see myself shaking my head with my mouth open, and Saheon hyung, gripping the headboard, began to thrust even deeper.
“Hah! Hah! Hyung, too fast, hah, too fast…! Ah!”
But Saheon hyung continued to thrust, his teeth clenched. Even if I tried to say it was too fast, it turned into a cry, and in the end, I could only flail helplessly in the overwhelming pleasure.
Even though the pleasure was usually hard to bear, I realized how much he had considered me until now. The relationship that had been difficult but manageable became overwhelming as he pushed me unilaterally into a whiteout of pleasure.
“Hah, ah! Ah! Ugh, hyung, ha, ugh! Hah!”
My whole body trembled. I felt like I was going to lose my mind, so I wrapped my legs around his waist. It was a desperate signal asking him to stop for just a moment, but Saheon hyung’s breaths only grew heavier.
As I tightly closed my eyes, tears streamed down my cheeks. When Saheon hyung mixed his tongue with mine, my moans were swallowed. My crown kept hitting the headboard, making a loud sound. He wrapped his palm around my head and let out a hoarse groan.
“Ah… Cheongmyeong, huh…”
“Ah, ugh, ah, ah, ugh!”
The heat of our bodies touching was intense. We were intertwined without a single gap, shaking mindlessly. His erect dick pressed against his belly, creating another wave of pleasure.
Eventually, I twisted my body and came. A silent scream escaped between my parted lips. While I was swept away by the sensation of climax, Saheon hyung pulled out, easily flipping me over and thrusting from behind.
“Ah! Hah! Hah!”
Tears streamed down my face. My body collapsed as if I had fallen onto the pillow, but Saheon hyung held my waist and continued his rough thrusts. The sharp bones of his hips collided with me, creating a violent sound.
“Ah, ugh, hyung, ah… ugh… it’s hard, ah…”
A sob escaped involuntarily. I crossed my arms and buried my face in the pillow. The heat on my face felt like it was pressing down on my skin. The movements were like those of beasts mating.
Saheon hyung’s hand, which had been holding my waist, moved down to my lower abdomen. Before the climax ended, the pleasure began again, tightening me up. Saheon hyung pressed his body against mine like a beast mating, kissing my ear softly. After a sweet kiss, a loud sound followed.
“Ugh, ha, ah…”
“With a body this thin, how do you expect to get pregnant? Huh? Now that I’ve put it in, you can feel the shape of my dick, right?”
“Ah, hah! Hah! Hah!”
It was strange. Until then, I had thought it was nonsense, but suddenly an unbearable excitement surged through me. My body felt so hot that even the sheets against my skin were stimulating. Tears pooled in my eyes, dripping down to wet my hands and the pillow.
“You have to take my cum deep inside you to get pregnant, baby.”
Saheon hyung’s rough voice was hot. I shook my head, expressing no, but surprisingly, I could feel my body more excited than ever.
After kissing my nape with a smacking sound, he lifted our bodies again and continued his strong thrusts. It felt like stars were bursting in front of my eyes as he pushed solely for his own release.
My body, which had already reached climax once, was sensitively heated. As I tried to twist away, Saheon hyung noticed and thrust deep inside me, pinning me down. I let out a cry and came again, my cum splattering across my chest and stomach.
The overwhelming pleasure that rose sharply naturally tightened my backside. Saheon hyung let out a low groan and paused for a moment. It seemed he had also reached climax at the same time. He lightly pulled out and pushed back in, exhaling a sticky breath. Whether it was just a feeling or not, my belly felt entirely hot.
With my legs losing strength, I gasped and collapsed. My raised butt felt hot. The rough pubic hair that had brushed against me repeatedly felt even more painful.
I was filled with a deep exhaustion that made me forget the shame of my position. Something with a slightly thicker texture than liquid flowed down my buttocks and pubic area. The heat on my face made my cheeks burn.
After a moment of enjoying the afterglow, Saheon hyung lightly laughed and slipped his hand under my knee. As he seemed to want to flip me over again, I felt a sudden rush of fear and trembled, hurriedly stopping him.
“…Hyung, wait….”
But Saheon hyung’s eyes were already half-rolled back. I called out urgently as he simply smiled and patted my knee.
“I’m struggling, hyung, just a moment….”
“You said you wanted to do it until you got pregnant.”
“No, no. Just a moment.”
“What? You’re saying no? Are you messing with me right now?”
“No….”
Hyung, who was babbling anything, seemed like a truly crazy person. Fear began to creep in slowly. Despite being handsome, his expression looked deranged, and I shrank my shoulders.
“I’m hungry. Hyung, I’m hungry. I want a hamburger….”
At my words, Saheon hyung turned his gaze out the window. He looked at the sky where the sunset was fading and roughly swept his hair back.
“Hungry?”
“Yeah. Really hungry. I haven’t eaten….”
I desperately clung to what felt like the only breakthrough. Hyung, who had been caressing my knee with a hand full of lingering regret, pulled his hand away. A sigh of relief escaped me involuntarily.
I thought he had neatly let go, but perhaps he still had some lingering attachment, as he half leaned next to me while repeatedly clenching and unclenching his fist. I quickly climbed on top of Saheon hyung and pressed down with my weight. He chuckled softly and pulled me into his strong embrace.
Now positioned on his chest, I could hear the rapid beating of his heart and gently closed my eyes. Perhaps it was the relief of it being over, but a deep sense of exhaustion began to wash over me.
“Why are you so out of shape?”
Saheon hyung murmured with a low laugh. Thoughts of having passed all the physical fitness tests with the highest grades throughout middle and high school floated in my mind, but I didn’t say anything. Instead of answering, I chose to rub my slightly damp hair against his chest.
It was a position reminiscent of a baby otter or a sea otter I had seen in a documentary, floating along with its young on its body. Saheon hyung lightly patted my back and asked subtly.
“Shall we go eat eel for dinner?”
“Yeah… sounds good.”
“…Why?”
He asked with a hint of skepticism. I wondered if there was another reason besides just liking it. Blinking lazily, I slowly replied.
“Because it’s delicious.”
“…Ah, I see….”
Saheon hyung trailed off with a hint of reluctance. Just as I began to think that maybe he didn’t actually like eel, he let out a soft groan and stroked my back.
It was a gentle gesture, not something that happened in bed. As he lightly touched the dip on my backside, he murmured.
“You have a dimple here, it’s cute.”
At the sudden compliment, my ears flushed. However, it seemed he hadn’t said it expecting a response, as he continued to pat my backside and asked something resembling a question.
“I thought you were eating with your classmates at school. Wasn’t that the case?”
“Yeah. They asked me to go drink, but I just came back.”
“Because your stomach hurt?”
“Yeah. It hurt.”
A bit of pressure was applied to my waist, which was cradled in one of Saheon hyung’s arms. Feeling the pleasant pressure, I rubbed my cheek against his chest and sought a comfortable position. He began to run his fingers through my hair with the hand that wasn’t wrapped around my waist.
“Did you pay attention in class? How was it?”
“Yeah. I paid attention. Oh, right.”
Thinking of the gender education for students at Korea City University, something naturally followed. I slightly lifted my head to look at him.
“I’m going on a date with Hyun-oh.”
