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Except for his newborn period, Youngjae had always practiced separate sleeping. The 15-year veteran nannies who took care of him insisted on it from the beginning, and Junjae actively supported it, saying that babies should develop independence on their own. As a result, Youngjae, now 5 years old, had always slept alone in his room, and when he woke up, he didn’t cry but played by himself or opened his door and sat quietly on the living room sofa, waiting for Junjae or Jeonggwan to come get him.
This was very different from Jeonggwan’s experience, who grew up in a home with many siblings and often ended up squeezed into his parents’ room after fighting with his brothers. Finding it fascinating, Jeonggwan thought, “This really does build independence,” and never questioned whether Junjae had other hidden motives for advocating for separate sleeping so strongly.
“Ah, shit. Hy, hyung.”
“Hmm?”
“You, ah, did this, nngh, on purpose.”
“Yes.”
“Had Youngjae sleep, ha, separately, ungh…”
However, these days Jeonggwan seriously doubted whether Junjae’s insistence on separate sleeping was really about the child’s independence. As Jeonggwan bounced up and down on top of Junjae, he asked in broken sentences, but Junjae understood perfectly and smirked, not denying it.
“Focus.”
Junjae always liked having Jeonggwan on top of him, so their intimacy usually began with them sitting face to face, then Junjae would lie down first so Jeonggwan could move on top, or Junjae would thrust upward from below, tormenting Jeonggwan. As if scolding Jeonggwan for thinking about other things instead of focusing on their lovemaking, Junjae suddenly thrust hard upward with his previously gentle movements.
This made Jeonggwan let out a loud “Ahhh-” and collapse onto Junjae’s body. Junjae then grabbed Jeonggwan’s buttocks with both hands and thrust rapidly upward. The sudden fast pace of Junjae entering and exiting him made Jeonggwan moan uncontrollably, and excited by these sounds, Junjae sat up from his lying position.
Although Jeonggwan could have been startled by Junjae’s sudden movement, he seemed accustomed to it, wrapping his legs around Junjae’s waist and tightening his arms around Junjae’s neck to prevent falling. Junjae was standing with one knee on the bed and one foot on the floor, supporting Jeonggwan solely with his core strength, yet showing no sign of strain as he kissed Jeonggwan while thrusting. This was the famous “standing lift” position that surprised both Jeonggwan initially and Jihoon when he heard about it.
Jihoon still wondered about this during adult conversations, asking if Junjae still did the “standing lift” and where he got the strength to lift Jeonggwan, who seemed too heavy for that position. He also suspiciously asked if Junjae liked having Jeonggwan on top because Jeonggwan unknowingly enjoyed it too much from that position, but these positions were truly 100% Junjae’s preference.
People might assume that their typical position would be Jeonggwan lying down with his legs spread and Junjae thrusting on top. Although they certainly did that for the final sprint, Junjae felt surprisingly intense desire for Jeonggwan’s chubby body, preferring to hold him or have him on top. He found it incredibly sexy when Jeonggwan’s white, plump thighs and buttocks bounced and shook on top of him.
Jeonggwan would think, “What’s that? How can jiggling fat be sexy?” assuming Junjae was just being nice to avoid making him feel insecure, but Junjae was sincere. When Jeonggwan’s white, large buttocks bounced up and down, slapping against his thighs, an indescribable sexual desire would explode within him. That’s why before penetration, he always rubbed his engorged dick against the fleshiest part between Jeonggwan’s buttocks and thighs.
Sometimes, sadistic thoughts would arise—wanting to lay Jeonggwan down, lift his legs, and slap his snow-white thighs and buttocks until they turned bright red with handprints. This surprised even Junjae himself multiple times. Then one day, during Jeonggwan’s intense heat cycle that had come unnoticed, Jeonggwan was on all fours, pressing his buttocks toward Junjae, begging him to hurry and enter. Impatient with Junjae taking time to unwrap a condom, Jeonggwan had slapped his own buttocks and exposed his entrance.
‘…Put it in?’
‘Ah… ah hyung…!’
‘Where.’
‘Here, here, quickly…!’
Junjae completely lost his reason upon seeing the spanking he couldn’t bring himself to do. He drove his fully erect dick into Jeonggwan’s entrance in one thrust and pushed so forcefully that Jeonggwan, lying face down, couldn’t even get up on his own. Then a second blessing occurred that day. Junjae, too excited to think clearly, realized too late that he hadn’t put on a condom as he hastily thrust himself inside. By the time he wanted to pull out, he had already released his white fluid deep inside Jeonggwan. His dick, which wouldn’t come out, stayed that way for two more hours, and Junjae and Jeonggwan, who had no plans for a second child, unexpectedly conceived Youngjae’s sibling.
“This position, though, ungh, might be too much?”
“…Let’s lie down.”
Suddenly realizing he was supporting the equivalent of two people, Junjae carefully laid Jeonggwan, whose stomach was slightly swollen, on the bed after hearing his concern. Then, worried he might have startled Jeonggwan’s body by being too excited, he resumed thrusting slowly.
Neither of them had any intention of stopping.
After finishing, Jeonggwan took a quick shower and opened the master bedroom door. He wanted to eat the mango ice cream he had bought earlier to cool down his body heat and calm himself with something sweet. However, he was startled by what he saw in the living room before reaching the kitchen.
“…Youngjae, what are you doing?”
“Watching Kid Detective.”
It was midnight. Youngjae, who should have been deep in dreamland, was sitting in the middle of the living room sofa watching TV. Jeonggwan wondered if the wall clock was broken, showing 12, so he checked the time on his phone: AM 12:08. It really was midnight.
“…At this hour?”
“Daddy watched drama during the day so Youngjae couldn’t watch.”
“…”
What’s this…? Should I scold him? Or let him finish watching this and then take him to bed? Jeonggwan was briefly conflicted. Normally, an adult would scold a child for watching cartoons at this hour, but Youngjae was somewhat of an exception. This was because Youngjae, taking after Junjae, had quite a precise sense of time—he always slept when it was bedtime and strictly observed meal times, snack times, and Kid Detective viewing times. But today, Jeonggwan had been watching an interesting rerun of a new drama during the day, which meant Youngjae couldn’t watch Kid Detective. Ah, so that’s why Youngjae had been staring at him earlier…
“But Kid Detective has a rerun at this hour?”
“Netflix shows it after 12.”
“…I see.”
How can a child who’s barely five be so smart? Jeonggwan was amazed at how knowledgeable Youngjae was. When Jeonggwan was five, he would play by making echo sounds into a fan or secretly eat an extra ice cream and get a stomachache… Yet here was Youngjae, giving up his favorite Kid Detective show because his daddy was watching TV, only to come out to watch the rerun as soon as it was past midnight. Youngjae was so sharp that sometimes Jeonggwan wondered if he had really given birth to a genius.
“Let’s watch it together, Daddy.”
So instead of scolding him right away, Jeonggwan decided to watch the cartoon with his child and then kindly explain while putting him to bed. He figured the little one must have really wanted to watch it to stay up so late. Jeonggwan gave up on his ice cream, hugged Youngjae, and watched as the Kid Detective on screen pushed up his round glasses.
“What are you doing?”
“…”
“Youngjae didn’t go to sleep?”
“…”
When Jeonggwan didn’t return after a few minutes despite saying he would get ice cream, Junjae eventually came out to look for him and was surprised to find Jeonggwan and Youngjae sitting side by side in the living room. Moreover, they were both so engrossed in whatever they were watching that they couldn’t even respond to Junjae, their expressions quite serious as they stared at the TV.
“What are you watching?”
Curious about what had them so focused, Junjae joined them on the sofa, only to find they were watching a 3D cartoon called Kid Detective that Youngjae often watched. Watching this at this hour? Not knowing the full situation, Junjae picked up the remote to turn off the TV, thinking this would disrupt Youngjae’s biological rhythm.
“Youngjae needs to sleep. And you too, Jeonggwan.”
“No, hyung. Just this.”
“…It’s too la-”
“No. Kid Detective is about to reveal who ate the cheese bites.”
“…”
But seeing that Jeonggwan seemed even more engrossed than Youngjae, Junjae couldn’t firmly turn off the TV. Besides, when he picked up the remote, Youngjae’s pleading gaze followed him. So Junjae decided to let them watch just this once and then properly explain that they shouldn’t watch cartoons so late next time. He sat down next to Jeonggwan.
“Wow. It was Pinko?!”
“It was Pinko!”
“They looked so wrongfully accused!”
“We were fooled!”
Additionally, seeing Youngjae so excited like a child and Jeonggwan deliberately exaggerating his reactions to match Youngjae’s enthusiasm was so warm and cute that Junjae simply reached out and embraced them both.
