Chapter 46
Jeonghyeok let out a hollow laugh. His insides were still boiling and he felt like he was going crazy, but seeing Yuwon calmly making excuses only made his anger rise to the top of his head.
From the beginning, he had parked his car around the beer hall with the intention of taking Yuwon home. He’d surprise him by appearing without warning. Wanting to see Yuwon’s face with wide eyes, he had waited silently without particularly notifying him.
About an hour after parking the car in the parking lot, thinking it was about time for them to come out, he lit a cigarette in a spot where he could clearly see the beer hall entrance. Though he had promised to cut back, refraining from smoking even on a day like today was unreasonable. As expected, not long after, three men came out through the beer hall door. Yuwon was among them.
He had planned to give them time to say goodbye. So he was silently smoking and watching Yuwon. Until some bandit-looking bastard hugged Yuwon.
Choi Seongcheol. Yuwon had called that name several times. Yoon Jaejoon and Choi Seongcheol. One of those two was that bastard. He stepped forward, crushing the cigarette he’d thrown on the ground.
The moment he saw that bastard’s hand touch Yuwon’s waist, his vision went completely white. Only after running up and pulling that bastard away from Yuwon did he feel like his vision had returned.
However, that’s when his anger truly surged. Until he had separated that bastard, Yuwon had continued to be held in that bandit-like bastard’s arms. Though he seemed to be struggling, he couldn’t tell if it was genuine or just for show.
If he hadn’t spotted Yuwon. If he hadn’t pulled that bastard away. Then how much longer would the two of them have stayed like that?
Raw, pulsing emotion swallowed Jeonghyeok whole. Rational judgment was completely impossible.
“Meeting those bastards—today is the last time.”
When he spoke quietly, Yuwon’s brow furrowed once again.
“Ajeossi…”
“I won’t say it twice.”
Jeonghyeok released the wrist he’d been gripping tightly as if throwing it away. Watching the white hand fall limply made him feel even more disgusted.
“Those friends are all I have. We’ve been friends since elementary school, and they’re the only ones who know everything about my situation. How can I not meet them?”
Though he tried to sound as pitiful as possible, Jeonghyeok remained silent. He just calmly fastened his seatbelt and started the car. Yuwon didn’t give up and grabbed Jeonghyeok’s hand.
“Last time you told me not to meet Sohyeon noona, and now you’re telling me not to meet Jaejoon and Seongcheol too?”
I tried to understand ajeossi. Since I can live comfortably like this now all thanks to ajeossi, it’s natural that I should follow his words as much as possible and accommodate his demands. Thinking like that, I endured with great effort.
But this was too much anymore. Telling me not to meet my only friends—this was going too far no matter what.
“Then who am I supposed to meet and live with? Isn’t ajeossi being too much?”
“What’s the reason you absolutely have to meet them? Have you seen me meeting anyone other than you?”
“Are ajeossi and I the same?”
“Then are we different? I’m satisfied with just you, but I guess you’re not?”
“Haa, ajeossi…”
His words weren’t getting through at all. It felt like talking to a wall. Still, Yuwon continued speaking calmly.
“I know you must have felt bad. But that’s a misunderstanding. Choi Seongcheol was drunk and made a mistake.”
Mistake. Jeonghyeok repeated that word with a bitter smile.
“You must have already forgotten.”
“…”
“Drunk. By mistake. You’re the one who came at me with those kinds of excuses. You’re the one who entered my house like that.”
At the cold voice, Yuwon momentarily forgot even to breathe. He wanted to say no, that it was all a misunderstanding, but his mouth wouldn’t open. Because there was nothing wrong with what Jeonghyeok had said.
Using alcohol as an excuse, I had clung to ajeossi, and because I fell fast asleep, I ended up spending the night at ajeossi’s house. No one else but me had done that.
“Don’t provoke me any further. I’m being patient enough as it is.”
Without giving Yuwon a chance to respond, Jeonghyeok started the car. Clear veins were writhing on the back of his hand as he turned the steering wheel.
***
After finishing his shower, Yuwon quietly entered the bedroom. He closed the door as silently as possible and walked like a ghost.
Jeonghyeok, lying on the bed, was sleeping motionlessly. Over his neatly closed eyes, the face of the man who had hurt him came to mind. Just recalling that cold gaze made one corner of his chest ache as if being stabbed.
“…”
Yuwon carefully pulled back the covers and lay down on the bed. As always, the bed was soft, but it wasn’t comfortable at all. Though it was a place where he laid his body every day, tonight it felt as uncomfortable as sitting on a bed of thorns.
After lying down looking at the ceiling, he moved his body and lay on his side. Imagining himself lying alone on this bed with his back to Jeonghyeok, his heart strangely felt a little more at ease.
Yuwon closed his eyes and tried to sleep. Though he still felt gloomy, he just wanted to forget everything. It’ll be okay tomorrow. Once his anger subsides a bit, then I’ll talk to him again. Just as he was thinking vaguely and letting out a small breath, it happened.
He felt a presence behind him.
“Ajeossi…?”
A hand came up to his waist, and lips touched his nape. At the sudden hot breath he felt, Yuwon shrank his shoulders.
“Ngh.”
When Yuwon tried to avoid him, Jeonghyeok came even closer. He gently licked his nape, then painfully sucked on the skin. Only after confirming the reddish mark left behind did Jeonghyeok lift his body and change position to climb on top of Yuwon.
“Why, why…”
I naturally thought he was asleep. Could he have been acting like he was sleeping? He remembered once hearing that some animals pretend to be dead to lure prey. Instantly pinned under Jeonghyeok, Yuwon thought he looked exactly like a beast caught in a trap right now.
Just as he was about to move his body, cold hands grabbed Yuwon’s waist. After kneading his sides, they naturally slipped inside his clothes and caressed his chest. Though he’d been furiously angry just a while ago, the sudden groping hands were bewildering.
Yuwon struggled and tried to avoid Jeonghyeok’s hands. He wasn’t in the mood for this right now. At least tonight, he didn’t want to face Jeonghyeok.
“Stay still.”
But Jeonghyeok’s touch ruthlessly swept over the intimate parts of his body. To draw out Yuwon’s reactions, he touched weak spots more persistently than usual.
When he finally scratched the hardened nipples, Yuwon twisted his waist to show his refusal, but Jeonghyeok moved without caring. Eventually, when his pants were stripped off and thick hands grasped his cock, Yuwon couldn’t hold back and let out his voice.
“No, ah… ngh, I don’t like it. Ajeossi.”
For a moment, Jeonghyeok’s face hardened coldly.
“You don’t like it?”
However, in the dark room without a single light, and in this situation, it was impossible for Yuwon to notice Jeonghyeok’s expression.
“Why don’t you like it?”
“Hng, haa, ah…”
“What exactly don’t you like right now?”
Jeonghyeok roughly stimulated Yuwon’s cock. He moved his hand quickly, stroking the area that hadn’t gained strength yet. Yuwon, who was desperately trying to close his legs, couldn’t overcome the physical stimulation and soon made moaning sounds.
Looking down at that sight, Jeonghyeok clenched his molars. He shook the cock in his hand until the blood vessels in his forearm all stood up. Until a high moan burst from Yuwon, he moved stubbornly.
He was angry. He still couldn’t forgive Yuwon for being held in another man’s arms. If he’d had his way, he would have wanted to strip Yuwon’s clothes off as soon as he got him in the car, but he had grasped the last thread of reason and returned home.
Now Yuwon was pouring oil on such feelings and setting them on fire.
Saying he didn’t like it. What exactly didn’t he like? Those words that popped out of his small mouth pierced sharply into the center of his chest.
Jeonghyeok only pulled down the front of his pants to take out his cock. When he rubbed the wet glans against the cleft of his buttocks, a startled Yuwon shook his head.
“No, no, ajeossi. If you do it directly like this, hng, ngh!”
The dark red cock plunged with a squelch into the hole that wasn’t fully loosened yet. When he pressed his lower abdomen between the trembling legs, he could feel the delicate trembling directly.
Jeonghyeok grabbed the chin of Yuwon, who had thrown his head back, and pressed their lips together. He swallowed all the words saying no and all the groaning moans.
“Fuck…”
A low exclamation naturally burst out at the feeling of being squeezed much tighter than usual. Jeonghyeok moved his hips slowly. He bent his head close to Yuwon and spoke.
“Kim Yuwon.”
“Ngh, ah, ajeossi. Please, stop, hng…”
“Say it feels good. That I feel good.”
He couldn’t hear Yuwon’s screams. He couldn’t feel the hands painfully scratching his arms, or the legs struggling wildly. He just pushed his cock as deep as possible into the narrow interior and let out thirsty breaths.
“Say it, quickly.”
His head felt completely emptied.
Author: Hyacinthus B
Hyacinthus
