Chapter 31
Yuwon clung to Jeonghyeok as if hanging onto him. Matching his still clumsy movements, Jeonghyeok carefully embraced Yuwon in return. Burrowing deep, deeper into that broad chest, Yuwon felt Jeonghyeok’s reality.
Live depending on me.
It was like a dream. No, Jeonghyeok’s very existence was like a dream to Yuwon.
Overwhelming emotion spread through his entire body. It felt like receiving a gift he had never dared to wish for. Something he had desperately wanted but thought he could never have. Jeonghyeok had given him that security.
A life of completely depending on someone. A life that was still okay. Could he really live such a life? He had always been alone and thought he would continue to be alone forever.
A tongue that slipped between his lips entangled and rubbed against Yuwon’s tongue. Soon moving his lips to the nape of his neck, Jeonghyeok deliberately tickled the spots Yuwon liked with his tongue tip. Then, like a predetermined sequence, excited moans burst from Yuwon’s mouth.
“Ha, ngh, ajeossi……”
Thick hands flowed along his sides and then gripped his buttocks fully. When the other hand pulled down his loose pants, his long legs were completely revealed. Jeonghyeok lowered his hand to gently rub his thighs, then gripped his buttocks again. It had only been two days, but he was already thirsty to enter inside again.
“Come here.”
Dinner or whatever, he wanted to hold Yuwon right now. Jeonghyeok grabbed Yuwon’s wrist and headed to the bedroom. But somehow, Yuwon planted his feet and wouldn’t follow.
“W-wait a moment.”
Yuwon firmly grasped Jeonghyeok’s hand that was holding his wrist. Jeonghyeok raised his eyes as if asking what was wrong. Surely he wasn’t going to say he didn’t want to again. Today he really had no intention of stopping.
“What’s wrong?”
“I have something I want to ask.”
He had been tormented for days, and he didn’t want to just brush this off carelessly. At least this one thing he wanted to make clear.
Yuwon, who had been biting his red lips, hesitantly spoke up.
“What you said earlier…… is it true? You really only treat me this well, right?”
Had he been keeping that on his mind all this time? Laughter burst out at the childish question despite himself. Looking at Yuwon’s still serious face, Jeonghyeok answered with a smile.
“I told you it’s true.”
Because his bright eyes were cute, Jeonghyeok gently stroked under Yuwon’s eyes.
“You’re the first for everything.”
It was sincere. He had never found anyone this difficult in his life. He had never repeatedly worried about how to treat someone, not knowing what to do. Being conscious of whether he might be hated, being so flustered like this – it was all a first.
In front of Yuwon, everything felt unfamiliar as if he had returned to some day when he was twenty. It felt like riding a time machine from a movie. Even if people cursed him for acting foolishly after dating a young lover, it couldn’t be helped. He found it hard to understand himself too.
They say everyone has their destined person – maybe he had finally met his. He desperately felt the truth of words he normally wouldn’t believe, dismissing them as childish.
Jeonghyeok headed to the bedroom while making kissing sounds on Yuwon’s cheeks. Even when Yuwon turned his face away saying it tickled, he didn’t care. He laid Yuwon on the bed and carefully pressed his lips to his earlobes and nape.
When he suddenly looked up, he saw Yuwon with his eyes tightly shut. His thick eyelashes were trembling. It seemed like he should be getting used to it by now, but whenever foreplay began, he always stiffened up like that.
And his wicked nature couldn’t leave innocent Yuwon alone. Jeonghyeok lightly touched Yuwon’s nose bridge with his fingertip and said:
“I have something I’m curious about too.”
Yuwon’s eyes snapped open to look at Jeonghyeok. His gaze seemed to ask what he could be curious about in this situation.
“Do you like me that much?”
“……Pardon?”
“I was wondering how much you must like me to be this jealous.”
Jeonghyeok, tilting his head at an angle as he approached, was smiling. Their lips overlapped just like that, and Yuwon remained frozen in a daze until he felt the soft breath. Then he realized. That ajeossi was teasing him.
He thought he hadn’t made it obvious, but apparently the fact that he was jealous of ajeossi’s ex-lovers had been completely found out.
He had been bothered by Jeonghyeok’s past and avoided physical contact for days, maintaining a cold war. How many people had he dated, how long had he been with them, how much had he liked them. Whether he had done the same things for them as he did for him. There was a lot he wanted to ask, but he absolutely wouldn’t open his mouth.
But how did he know? Was this the difference in experience? Somehow it felt like he was dancing in the palm of his hand.
Feeling embarrassed, he turned his head away, avoiding his lips for no reason. Fortunately, Jeonghyeok obediently backed away. Yuwon covered his mouth with his hand and said:
“Don’t tease me. I don’t know about ajeossi, but I’m quite serious.”
“I’m asking seriously too.”
“No you’re not. I know it’s all a joke, hup—”
Before he could finish speaking, Jeonghyeok grabbed Yuwon’s wrist. He pressed his lips against the exposed lips with a smacking sound. He also lightly kissed above his eyes that glared at him cutely.
“I don’t know how to joke around.”
“……Liar.”
“I don’t know how to lie either.”
He really wouldn’t concede even one word. Yuwon frowned deeply and avoided Jeonghyeok’s gaze. Even so, there was no way to escape Jeonghyeok who pressed his face close.
“Yuwon-ah.”
Calling his name so affectionately like this seemed like cheating. When he didn’t call him Kim Yuwon with his surname but just called him Yuwon-ah with only his name, his heart sank all the way down.
“What do you like so much about me, hm?”
“I don’t know such things!”
Yuwon shouted sharply. The voice still full of playfulness was annoying. He was dying of embarrassment from having his feelings exposed, yet he resented Jeonghyeok who seemed to enjoy even that with such leisure.
He twisted his body trying to escape from Jeonghyeok’s embrace, when suddenly his buttocks were grabbed.
“Ah!”
Yuwon let out a scream without realizing it. It was that strong of a force. Not satisfied with just gripping his buttocks, Jeonghyeok began kneading them teasingly.
“Tell me. What you like most about me.”
“No, haa, I won’t answer.”
“Why. I answer all the questions you ask me.”
“Then can ajeossi say it? What you like about me?”
He said this hoping Jeonghyeok would be flustered even a little. No matter how thick-skinned he was, he had no talent for embarrassing words, so wouldn’t he hesitate just a tiny bit?
But Yuwon’s expectation was spectacularly wrong.
“Of course.”
Jeonghyeok answered with a bright smile.
“I’ll tell you. Everything.”
At the same time, he pulled up Yuwon’s loose t-shirt. Lowering his head over the completely exposed chest, Jeonghyeok flicked the erect nipples with his tongue tip.
“Haah, ah……”
When he bit a mouthful of his chest and chewed steadily, Yuwon let out the moans he had been holding back. When he continued sucking his chest hard without stopping, now he even arched his back and shook his head.
“Look at this. Ngh, you said you’d tell me but you’re lying again!”
Even at Yuwon’s gesture of hitting his shoulders, Jeonghyeok paid no mind and greedily chewed the erect nipples. Looking up clearly as if this was his answer.
He bit and sucked persistently as if flesh would tear away, and pleasure spread behind the stinging pain. It definitely hurt, but why did it feel so good? His body had definitely become strange somewhere.
This is all because of ajeossi. Because ajeossi does such lewd things, my body keeps……
“Ah, hngh, ngh!”
When Jeonghyeok gripped the opposite breast as if to burst it, there was no more time to think. Yuwon bit his molars and swallowed his moans.
After making both nipples completely wet, Jeonghyeok gradually moved his lips downward. When he lowered his head between his already exposed legs, Yuwon jumped in shock.
Regardless, Jeonghyeok bit and sucked everything from Yuwon’s cock to his buttocks without exception. Every time he made crying sounds as if he couldn’t bear it, he deliberately licked more persistently.
Finally, when he touched the entrance of the hole with his tongue tip, Yuwon seemed unable to endure any longer and spoke in a voice full of moisture:
“Hngh, stop now, please…… stop it, ajeossi.”
“It’s still far from over.”
“N-no. That’s enough. I’m saying it’s enough, ngh.”
He loved how teardropss fell from Yuwon’s eyes that trembled with pleasure.
I wish I could be the only person who can make you cry, Jeonghyeok thought. Even when pushing his cock into the thoroughly wet hole, even when Yuwon’s body trembled at the fierce hip movements, Jeonghyeok’s gaze was focused only on Yuwon’s eyes.
Stop, it’s hard, please. Though he said such words, his pupils were filled with passion no less than his own. The deeper he penetrated, the brighter those clear eyes shone.
Ngh, ugh, hngh. Suppressed moans burst alternately from both of them. Jeonghyeok put full strength into his thighs that trapped Yuwon. He wished they could stay connected like this and freeze together.