Chapter 20
No matter how innocent he was, wouldn’t there be at least one person he had given his heart to? Even at his young age, it was an age where he might have had at least one puppy love.
But Yuwon just quietly shook his head.
“…There wasn’t.”
“You never had anyone you liked either?”
When he changed the question, Yuwon’s expression also changed. From his face that seemed to be thoughtfully recalling something, Jeonghyeok already knew the answer. Right, there’s no way there wasn’t anyone.
“Who was it?”
“Just… a girl from the class next door.”
A girl from the class next door. Just that brief explanation was enough to imagine. A white and pure girl resembling Yuwon flickered before his eyes.
Jeonghyeok put strength into his increasingly furrowing brow and asked:
“Why didn’t you date her?”
“Because I wasn’t interested. When I was a student, I don’t think I ever thought about dating anyone.”
Looking back, there was always at least one person in class who showed interest. He had even received direct confessions. But Yuwon had no interest in the opposite sex, and even less interest in dating. Even when someone approached him, it was just burdensome.
He thought making a boyfriend or girlfriend was something from another world. After leaving the orphanage, getting his own space, going to the military, and settling down to some extent, maybe then someone he naturally had feelings for would appear. He just lived thinking it was the distant future.
He never imagined that person would be an ajeossi who wasn’t a woman or his age.
“Was there no one else besides her?”
A somehow persistent gaze touched him. Yuwon tried to avoid Jeonghyeok’s eyes and said:
“I don’t know. I don’t remember.”
“There were more.”
“I said I don’t remember.”
Though he spoke quite firmly, it seemed like he didn’t believe him. Yuwon pretended not to know and wrapped his arms around Jeonghyeok’s neck.
Though he was inexperienced in love, he wasn’t completely clueless. He had absolutely no intention of spilling his past here. They were things too embarrassing to even call a past in the first place.
After being petty about Jeonghyeok’s past, he ended up being interrogated for no reason. Yuwon moved even closer to Jeonghyeok and rubbed his face against his shoulder. He was trying to act cute in his own way.
Jeonghyeok looked down intently at Yuwon in his arms. What he was thinking with that small head was clearly visible. He might tactfully shut his mouth, but he had no intention of letting it slide easily.
Jeonghyeok lightly gripped the back of Yuwon’s head and turned his head to kiss him. He slowly sucked his lips and intertwined their tongues while giving him room to breathe.
As the kiss deepened, Jeonghyeok’s hand touched Yuwon’s thigh. What started as a slow caress gradually became more intense. The white skin flinched at the hand that moved meticulously from top to bottom, from outside to inside.
At this rate, it wouldn’t end with just a kiss. Yuwon hastily pulled away and said:
“I think I should go now.”
Then Jeonghyeok’s arms instantly bound Yuwon’s body.
“Sleep over.”
“What?”
“I’m telling you to sleep here tonight.”
He wasn’t unaware of what “sleep over” meant. A few days ago, when he took Jeonghyeok’s words about sleeping over literally, his clothes were stripped off as soon as he lay on the bed.
Yuwon said in a small voice:
“It still hurts…”
“Still?”
With bright eyes, Yuwon nodded his head.
No matter how he looked at it, it didn’t seem to hurt. Jeonghyeok raised his eyebrows and grabbed Yuwon’s waist.
The elastic pants stretched well. When he put his hand inside and grabbed his buttocks, Yuwon’s entire body flinched and trembled.
“I’ll know if I check.”
“Ah, ajeossi! Don’t do that!”
He felt fingers going between his buttocks. Though Yuwon shook his head at the unrestrained movement, the thick fingertips quickly reached that place.
“Look at this. I knew it would be fine.”
The entrance, which was tense with strength, was smooth without a single swelling. Jeonghyeok lowered his eyes and said:
“How long are you going to avoid me by lying?”
“I’m, I’m not lying…”
Yuwon made a troubled face. He hadn’t expected Jeonghyeok, who had always backed off appropriately when he said it hurt, to check his condition so blatantly like this.
Actually, his buttocks were fine. Though it was a bit overwhelming each time during penetration, Jeonghyeok always took care not to cause injuries. Thanks to that, he only felt heat for a day or two, with no real pain.
Still, the reason he had exaggerated about the pain was because of shame. The moans that came out every time Jeonghyeok touched him were unfamiliar, and in the end, he was too embarrassed by his appearance of crying and clinging to him.
Looking at Yuwon hesitating, Jeonghyeok said firmly:
“I have no intention of stopping today, so take your clothes off obediently.”
“But doing it for too long… it’s too tiring, so just a little…”
With a face that seemed to understand what he meant, Jeonghyeok pressed his body closer.
“I understand. Just a little.”
His voice was quite affectionate. The touch that swept over his body was also gentle. Hot hands caressed his nape and collarbone, passed over his bare chest and touched his sides. Yuwon just gripped Jeonghyeok’s innocent shirt tightly.
His heart was beating wildly for no reason. Even his exhaled breath had trembling that could be felt directly.
At the natural touch that laid him down, Yuwon lay on the sofa with his back down. Looking up at Jeonghyeok approaching heavily, he closed his eyes.
Lips touched his trembling eyelashes. Jeonghyeok, who lightly kissed his eyelids, lowered his head and licked his earlobe. That place, which turned red with just a little touch, felt good and warm when taken into his mouth. When he bit the nape and shoulders below, his whole body stirred, and when he painfully bit his nipples, he let out moans as if it was unbearable.
Every reaction was damn stimulating, so he couldn’t stand it at all. Jeonghyeok picked up Yuwon and headed to the bedroom. When he laid him on the bed, Yuwon was flustered and wandered around again.
“You can take off your clothes by yourself now, right?”
At the words tinged with laughter, Yuwon immediately shot him a sulky look.
“…I was going to take them off.”
Though he had been stiff just moments ago, perhaps his pride was hurt, he began to strip off his t-shirt and pants hurriedly. Jeonghyeok watched Yuwon with a satisfied face, then promptly took off his own clothes. His muscular upper body and the thick cock below were revealed. The cock that held its head up stiffly had already turned red.
He had spent all day imagining this guy’s naked body. If someone had looked into his head, they would have cursed him as the worst bastard in the world – that’s how full his head was with such vulgar thoughts.
So it wasn’t strange that he got an erection this quickly. From the moment he kissed Yuwon, his lower abdomen was already boiling.
Jeonghyeok pulled Yuwon’s arm and said:
“Try kneeling.”
When Yuwon knelt with an innocent face, Jeonghyeok immediately grabbed the back of his head and pushed him down. In an instant, he was in an embarrassing position with his buttocks raised to the sky and his face buried in the bed. Surprised Yuwon tried to raise his head, but it was impossible because he was pressed down by force.
Just as he was groaning, wondering why this was happening, his cock touched Yuwon’s nose with a thud.
“Suck it.”
“What?”
“I’m telling you to put it in your mouth.”
Suddenly telling him to put his cock in his mouth – for Yuwon, who found even kissing difficult, the difficulty was too high. Yuwon, who was completely frightened, shook his head.
“I, I can’t.”
“Why?”
Why indeed… Yuwon looked up at Jeonghyeok without finding words to reply. His face, shadowed with his back to the light, was darker than usual. So he couldn’t see well what expression he was making.
When Yuwon hesitated and turned his head, finally Jeonghyeok gripped Yuwon’s jaw and fixed the direction. Facing the cock inescapably, Yuwon swallowed his saliva. It was probably impossible. To put that thing in his mouth – his jaw might dislocate.
“I’ll do it slowly. Just put it in.”
Though he was telling him to put a cruelly sized cock in his mouth, his voice was quite gentle. Even though it was definitely an affectionate tone, somehow a chilling energy brushed down his spine. It seemed like he had no choice.
Eventually, Yuwon slowly opened his mouth. When his red and plump tongue was visible between his lips, the cock twitched as if pleased. Jeonghyeok pressed down his rising lust and slowly pushed his cock into Yuwon’s mouth.
The moment skin touched the warm and moist interior, it felt like his whole body was melting. He had planned to stop when just half the shaft went in. That would be enough for today.
But contrary to his intention, when the glans fully entered, just that alone filled the small mouth completely. It seemed like he would need to open his throat for more to go in, but frightened Yuwon was tensing up.
Tsk, clicking his tongue, Jeonghyeok momentarily pulled his cock back. Thinking he was stopping there, Yuwon was quite relieved.
That’s when it happened. Suddenly, his cock plunged deep into his mouth.
“Gerk…”
“That’s right.”
His breathing stopped for a moment. When half the cock entered at once, his mouth was so full he couldn’t breathe.
Yuwon barely managed to raise one hand to grab Jeonghyeok. But that didn’t change anything.