“Doji. There are a ton of people in the world, and just as many different personalities, you know?”
“I know.”
“That was definitely something that could’ve become trauma. I admit that. But not for me.”
“I’m really glad to hear that. You have no idea how worried I was.”
“Damn it. So that’s why you didn’t touch me for three months? I thought you were impotent.”
“I’ve already heard that word several times today—something I never thought I’d hear in my entire life. Let me state this clearly: I am not impotent.”
Do Jihoon answered quite seriously. And just like that, the grand debate of Introduction to Impotence Studies came to an end.
“Then, Doji.”
I brushed my fingertips across Do Jihoon’s face. Lowering my head, I whispered quietly near his ear.
“You’re not going to tell me to stop anymore, right?”
One corner of Do Jihoon’s lips tilted upward. It was an unmistakable sneer. I looked at him in confusion.
Do Jihoon grabbed my lower back. The moment he applied force of his own will, my body was instantly shoved down into the mattress.
His long, beautiful fingers intertwined with mine. With our fingers laced together, he lightly kissed the back of my hand. His lips against my skin were soft and smooth.
When I shifted my gaze toward him, Do Jihoon was smiling in an extremely sly way.
“Yuri. Don’t worry.”
His voice embedded itself clearly in my ear. It was deep and low, like a sound scraping the inside of his throat.
Had Do Jihoon’s voice always been this good?
“Now that I know you’re not suffering from trauma,”
His red, smooth tongue dragged across the back of my hand. The rough surface of it traced a path across my skin. It tickled, making my hand tremble slightly. My body curled inward.
“You’ll be the one asking me to stop.”
Do Jihoon lowered his head.
His lips met mine.
“……”
Do Jihoon gently sucked on my lips. His tongue brushed lightly across them. My lips tingled. He lightly bit down on them with his teeth. A slight sting rang sharply through my brain.
His rough tongue pried open my already swollen lips and slipped inside. The textured surface of his tongue swept unapologetically along the soft flesh inside my mouth.
“Mm….”
A moan slipped out. A heated pleasure slowly wrapped around my body.
Do Jihoon’s tongue touched mine. As our tongues rubbed together, the cluster of sensitive nerves transmitted waves of sensation. Maybe because it felt like foreplay this time, unlike before—my head felt soaked in blossoming lust.
Eventually, his tongue pressed into the soft flesh deep inside my palate. The sharpened tip of it slowly swept through the depths. A ragged breath escaped me. My nose tingled, and tears gathered at the corners of my eyes.
For a long time, Do Jihoon explored the inside of my mouth, staining it with his scent.
I liked this act. I liked the feeling of the pheromones flowing from his mouth gradually occupying every organ inside me. It felt like I was being completely filled with Do Jihoon. A satisfied sense of possession and fulfillment shot along my spine like electricity.
I wanted to explore his mouth too. This time, I wasn’t going to just let him touch me.
I pushed away the tongue stirring inside my mouth and thrust into his instead. To stop his head from moving, I grabbed both of his cheeks with my hands. When I opened my eyes, I saw Do Jihoon staring at me with sharp, heated eyes.
“……”
Do Jihoon had been watching me the whole time from the beginning, his eyes open, taking in every detail of me.
“Ugh….”
Realizing he must have seen every expression I made made embarrassment rush over me like a tide. My face burned hot.
Our eyes met. Do Jihoon gave me a gentle eye-smile. Even though he never usually did that. My brows furrowed as my body heated up. Like a broken dam, the scent of roses burst out wildly. Do Jihoon’s eye-smile deepened.
The wet sounds filled the room. I dragged my tongue along his gums. I pushed my tongue deeper into his mouth, probing behind his neatly lined teeth.
Do Jihoon squeezed his eyes shut and his body shuddered. It was so beautiful. Do Jihoon was so lovable I didn’t know what to do with myself.
I wrapped my arms around the back of his neck.
Just as we were completely absorbed in kissing—
“……Doji!”
Do Jihoon’s hand moved somewhere else.
“Yeah. What is it, Yuri?”
He answered shamelessly.
“……Mm.”
His fingers brushed across my skin as if tracing over it. It felt strange. Like something had gone wrong with my nerves.
Do Jihoon’s lips slowly traveled downward. His lips hovered near my neck, almost touching, making it ticklish.
“……Doji, that tickles.”
He ignored me completely. Instead, he buried his lips against my collarbone and lightly chewed on the bone. It wasn’t painful, but it wasn’t exactly ticklish either. My body kept curling inward.
“……Ah!”
The moment Do Jihoon’s hand touched me, pleasure surged through me. It was shocking.
My mind went blank. Physical pleasure stormed through me from several places at once.
And just as Do Jihoon’s pheromones soaked into my entire body, heating it up—
“……Doji. I’m feeling something weird right now.”
“I told you. Mine functions perfectly normally.”
“……”
A cold shiver ran down my spine. A low curse slipped out of my mouth.
Fuck. This was completely impossible. My face drained of color.
“……Doji. I don’t think I can do this.”
“Yuri. Don’t worry. Even if you tell me to stop, I won’t.”
“That’s not what I’m worried about, damn it.”
“I told you not to worry.”
As he started moving, my body—which had gone cold—began heating up again.
I bit down on my lip.
Damn pheromones. Damn Do Jihoon.
Every time he moved like he was handling something precious, my body trembled like a newborn puppy.
“Mm… Jihoon.”
“Yeah. Yuri. I’m listening.”
Don’t say things like that out loud every single time. I wanted to scold him, but all that came out of my mouth were weak moans.
“What’s wrong, Yuri? Go on, keep talking.”
His words were teasing, but his voice sounded far too good. Like soft chocolate cream.
All five senses were dyed in pleasure. The fear slowly faded away.
But impatience grew instead.
“Jihoon. Now stop—”
“Mm. Is there something you want to say?”
“You know already… hurry.”
“I don’t know. I’m not sure what you’re trying to say.”
He was teasing me. Even though he clearly knew everything. My face burned with embarrassment. I bit my lip and glared at him.
Do Jihoon only smiled brightly in response. Tears pooled in my eyes, blurring his face. It was embarrassing, but the urgency was stronger than the shame.
Barely audible, I whispered softly.
“……”
My entire body flushed red with embarrassment. After hearing what I said, Do Jihoon nodded with a shameless expression and answered.
“Alright. I understand, Yuri.”
“……Doji. You’re seriously a perverted bastard.”
“Yeah. Thanks for the compliment.”
Smiling softly, Do Jihoon whispered beside my ear.
“Yuri. Should we stop?”
Sweet words. The bastard was all talk.
I glared at Do Jihoon between my arms and said,
“……You crazy bastard.”
“So, should we stop?”
Do Jihoon spoke as if giving me the choice.
But he knew me well.
“……No.”
Do Jihoon had already seen straight through what my answer would be. He smiled brightly like sunlight.
I wrapped my arms around his back and hugged him tightly. My arms were trembling badly. I rubbed my face carelessly against his neck. A small laugh escaped from Do Jihoon.
Do Jihoon pressed his lips to mine again. The inside of my palate tingled as it was brushed. It felt like pleasure was being absorbed from every possible place. My body gradually lost strength in the haze.
And from the intense physical exertion, I collapsed as if fainting.
