September 11, Lunchtime
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[Texts]
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Snow White
Hyung.
Are you okay?
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–No…..
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Snow White
I’m sorry.
But your parents’ identities probably won’t be made public if it can be helped.
They’re unconscious right now anyway…..
There was no other way if we wanted to bring down the Ha-neul Truth Church quickly.
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–I don’t care about that.
–It’s fine if it comes out.
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Snow White
Hyung.
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–Taeyoung.
–Taeyoung really…..
–He died because of me.
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Snow White
Heesoo hyung.
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–It wasn’t an accident.
–It wasn’t murder.
–My parents ordered it.
–Gitae…
–He killed Taeyoung.
–To be honest, I’d had my suspicions about how everything happened.
–But I never thought it would really be true.
–And I didn’t even know…..
–I resented Taeyoung.
–When he died because of me.
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Snow White
Hyung.
Why would your parents being horrible make it your fault?
Song Gitae’s parents didn’t have a good opinion of Kim Taeyoung either,
so they disliked him too….
The real villain is someone else.;
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–You.
–You asked me once if Taeyoung had ever hit me, didn’t you?
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Snow White
…….
Yeah.
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–Taeyoung did hit me once.
–Just once.
–Right before he left on that last business trip….
–So when he left for that trip, I pretended to be asleep and ignored him.
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Snow White
Then…
Do you think Kim Taeyoung
was possessed by a ghost back then?
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–Yeah.
–Do you think I’m just imagining it?
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Snow White
…….
You also did a lot of strange things while you were possessed.
You weren’t acting like yourself.
So… it’s definitely possible he was possessed too.
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–Yeah….
–Hey.
–You looked into Taeyoung, didn’t you?
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Snow White
Yeah….
I heard Kim Taeyoung
practically clocked in at your school every day.
The two of you were almost always together whenever you came and went.
And you never even went on things like MT trips….
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–Yeah….
–Taeyoung definitely…
–He was incredibly jealous.
–I think he’d even considered locking me away… He was like that.
–But I loved Taeyoung too, so I went along with it….
–For the first few years, anyway.
–If Taeyoung spent all day with me, I didn’t feel like I needed anyone else.
–But after that went on for more than ten years…
–It got hard for me too….
–It’s true that I got worn out, and that’s part of why we fought.
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Snow White
Yeah.
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–But when I came out to my parents at twenty…
–And everything fell apart…
–I was completely devastated….
–My parents meant everything to me, just as much as Taeyoung did.
–It felt like my whole world had collapsed….
–I tried to kill myself over and over.
–The one who kept me alive all this time… was Taeyoung.
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Snow White
You’ve been through so much, hyung.
Kim Taeyoung too.
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–Yeah….
–A lot of strange things happened to me.
–I almost got scammed.
–I got dragged into bad situations.
–Every time, Taeyoung was the one who helped me….
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Snow White
I know.
I know, so stop crying.
You don’t have to keep talking.
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–I know…
–That from other people’s perspective…
–We looked abnormal.
–That’s one reason I never talked about it.
–And it’s not like I never had any complaints about Taeyoung.
–Honestly, I had a lot of them.
–But I really loved Taeyoung.
–I…
–If it weren’t for him, I wouldn’t even still be alive today.
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Snow White
Hyung.
—
–But still…
–I’d loved him for over ten years….
–Then, as the investigation went on…
–Hearing people say all those things about him hurt so much.
–When it became unbearable, part of me wanted to tear him down instead…
–Just so I could forget him.
–I should’ve believed him.
–But I couldn’t.
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Snow White
Hyung…. That’s…
It doesn’t make you a bad person.
The situation was awful.
Anyone would’ve wanted to run away.
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–But…
–You didn’t run away.
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Snow White
Me?
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–You listened to my story…
–Even though you barely knew me.
–You came to help me.
–You believed me.
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Snow White
Well, that’s true, but…
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–It was the same before Taeyoung died.
–Even though something was clearly wrong with him…
–I just thought,
–He’s always been a little obsessive.
–Maybe he’s just changed over time….
–That’s all I thought.
–I didn’t worry about him.
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Snow White
That’s understandable.
Who would think someone was acting strangely because they were possessed by a ghost?;
The weirder person would be someone who immediately blamed everything on ghosts.
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–Even so…
–Taeyoung wasn’t the kind of person who’d hit me….
–And I didn’t believe in him.
–Even though he was acting strangely around then…
–I brushed it off like it was nothing.
–I was the one who left him like that.
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Snow White
No….
To be honest, it’s not like I believed everything you said either.
I’d seen so many genuinely strange things myself.
I didn’t really have a choice but to believe it.;
And besides,
I helped because I was in a position where I could.
So don’t compare me to yourself.
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–But…
–You even came all the way to the reservoir for me.
–If I’d really been worried about Taeyoung…
–Instead of just sending a few messages, if I’d gone to see what was wrong myself…
–Taeyoung wouldn’t have died.
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Snow White
Why do you think that?
I’m telling you, it wasn’t your fault.
There’s someone else who’s actually to blame.
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–I want to believe it wasn’t my fault too.
–But if I hadn’t existed, Taeyoung wouldn’t have died.
–And after all that… I ended up being afraid of him….
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Snow White
Hyung.
Seriously, you’re driving me crazy.
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–I’m jealous of you.
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Snow White
What?
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–You’re kind, and you’re strong.
–You’re handsome, and you’re rich.
–Mm.
–And…
–I think you’re kind of cute too….
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Snow White
Hyung.
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–Stop.
–Stop knocking on the door.
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Snow White
Hyung….
Snow White’s leg still hurts.
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–You’ll be fine. You’re strong.
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Snow White
I’m not.
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–Haha…..
–I’m sorry.
–Yesterday, I was the one who grabbed onto you first…
–And then I pushed you away even though you hadn’t done anything wrong.
–It’s just that I….
–I just…
–I can’t face you right now.
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Snow White
Okay.
I understand, so at least let the bodyguards in.
The Ha-neul Truth Church is falling apart quickly,
and we’re preparing the ritual too.
If everything goes well, Song Gitae will be dealt with soon.
But Kim Taeyoung is genuinely dangerous.
If you keep thinking like this…
he’ll come back again.
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–I don’t care.
–Just leave me alone.
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Snow White
What do you mean, leave you alone?
What are you talking about?
I care.
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–Don’t worry about me.
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Snow White
……
If you wanted me not to worry about you,
you never should’ve asked me for help in the first place.
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–I’m sorry.
–Just forget it.
–Forget about yesterday too….
–Just forget it.
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Snow White
It’s…
far too late to say that.
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–I’m really sorry.
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Snow White
Hyung.
I won’t ask you to like me.
It’s okay if you don’t.
But don’t act…
like you’re about to follow Kim Taeyoung.
Because I can’t bear to watch that.
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–I’m not trying to die.
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Snow White
If you were in my place,
would you believe that?
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–Yi-hyun.
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Snow White
…….
Fine.
I’ll do things my own way.
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–What?
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Snow White
I’m counting to five, then I’m coming in.
Five.
Four.
Three.
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“Wait. Just… wait a second.”
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[Texts]
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Snow White
Two.
One.
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“Didn’t I tell you not to come in….”
“Heesoo hyung, don’t go.”
“……”
“Stay here with me.”
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Got kicked out of T Cafe -_-; | Daily Life, and…..
by XStrongestMageX | 20xx.09.15. 20:23
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How dare they kick me out.
That bitch Venus of Beauty☆ -_-;;
I’m gonna kill her….
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Damn….. T Cafe’s atmosphere really sucks. Hang in there, Mage.
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(Private Post) Priorities | Love ❤
by XStrongestMageX | 20xx.09.16. 21:33
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Need to deal with Lee Heesoo before Venus of Beauty☆.
Fucking bitch… slut… -_-
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(Private Post) Lee Heesoo’s Schedule | Love ❤
by XStrongestMageX | 20xx.09.23. 21:33
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Lee Heesoo arrives at school around 7:20 a.m. (Kim Taeyoung is with him.)
Eats with classmates during school.
Sometimes gets a lunch tray from the cafeteria line and goes to Kim Taeyoung’s classroom to eat with him.
After school, evening self-study. (Sits next to Kim Taeyoung.)
Leaves school with Kim Taeyoung too.
-_-…
Looks like Lee Heesoo doesn’t know how to do anything by himself. -_-;;
Can’t believe I liked an idiot like that…. What a disappointment. -_ㅠ;;
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(Private Post) So Pretty…, | Love ❤
by XStrongestMageX | 20xx.10.01. 19:05
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Today… Lee Heesoo talked to me. ==
Asked if something bad had happened lately…. It’s because of you…. Damn it…. ––
But… I’d decided to ignore him from now on…… Then I saw his face. ㅠ.ㅠ
He’s still so pretty…;; He looks five hundred times more innocent than those girls who cake on makeup… but he’s not a virgin. ㅠ.ㅠ
Kim Taeyoung’s probably fucked him so many times…. I’m so jealous.;;
I don’t even care if he’s a slut. I want to fuck him too…….
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(Private Post) Side Dish | Love ❤
by XStrongestMageX | 20xx.10.05. 01:45
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(Photo of clothes, heavily crumpled and covered in semen.)
During PE class… he said he wasn’t feeling well, so I stole Lee Heesoo’s clothes~ lol
His shirt… and pants… lololol
What a rush. lol
Stole them and… hid them in an alley. lol Picked them up safely after school~ +_+
They smell so good… Haaah~
Next time I wanna steal his sweaty gym clothes… I’m sure even Lee Heesoo’s sweat smells nice….
Even if they’re dirty… it’s so. damn. arousing….
Kim Taeyoung, that fucking bastard… he’s the only one who gets to fuck him. ㅠㅠ
I never doubted he was the love of my life….
After smelling him, I think he’d be even better suited to selling his body. ;;
Lee Heesoo belongs bent over a squat toilet… lol
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(Private Post) Today’s Side Dish | Love ❤
by XStrongestMageX | 20xx.10.08. 00:52
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(Photo of dried blood and semen stuck together on a crumpled tissue.)
A tissue Heesoo used….
It’s even got nosebleed stains on it…. Rare item. +_+)b
Stuff like this seems pretty easy to get…. As long as I keep a close eye on him… lol
The gym clothes… are way too heavily guarded now…;; Impossible. ;;
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(Private Post) Sleeping Pills | Love ❤
by XStrongestMageX | 20xx.10.12. 03:11
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(Photo of six or seven pills.)
I’ve been stealing one of my mom’s sleeping pills at a time….
Once I’ve collected enough….
Ahhh.
I’m gonna drug Lee Heesoo with them and fuck him….
Then I’ll finally become a real man. +_+
I bet the inside of Lee Heesoo is…. nice and wet….
I just hope Kim Taeyoung hasn’t fucked him so much that he’s all stretched out like a worn-out slut….
Hmph. -_;
Think that bastard’s dick… is bigger than mine??
Mine’s kinda small, but isn’t it still about average…..
Still… I think it’s bigger than my thumb…;
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(Private Post) Plan | Love ❤
by XStrongestMageX | 20xx.10.15. 23:13
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Lee Heesoo isn’t very cautious. =_= lol
I’ll crush the pills into powder and give them to him…. They’ll mix into a drink really well… +_+ so he won’t notice the taste. lol
I wanna kill Kim Taeyoung too… but that’s too difficult for now. -_-;;
I’ll quietly slip some cigarettes into his bag… then snitch to the homeroom teacher. lol
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(Private Post) I’m Screwed | Love ❤
by XStrongestMageX | 20xx.10.18. 21:56
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Kim Taeyoung caught me…… ㅠㅠㅠㅠ
I’d already drugged him and had just barely managed to drag him away. I was almostㅠ successful. =_=;; But I couldn’t do anything.
=_=….
ㅠ.ㅠ
There isn’t any evidence, so it’ll probably be okay, right????
I can just say Lee Heesoo fell asleep, can’t I?
TT
Where he hit me hurts so much….
I’m gonna tell everyone the disciplinary teacher beat me. -_-; What a violent asshole!!!
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(Private Post) Revenge?? Failed… | Love ❤
by XStrongestMageX | 20xx.10.19. 20:14
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Whoa…….
Kim Taeyoung never told anyone why he hit me, and got punished with a month of cleaning the bathrooms. -_-
He came over and said… he wasn’t going to tell anyone because Lee Heesoo might get scared. =_=;;
But if I keep hanging around, he’ll report me. -_-;;; That thug threatens people like it’s second nature. ㅠ.ㅠ Damn it….
Guess I should… give up on Lee Heesoo….
TT
I don’t think it’ll be possible anymore…;;
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(Private Post) ……. | Love ❤
by XStrongestMageX | 20xx.10.28. 22:34
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Kim Taeyoung found this blog….
I shouldn’t have made the password… Lee Heesoo’s birthday…..
He said that even if I deleted everything, he’d already printed it all out….
If he tells my parents….
My life will be over…..
He said he’d never… forgive me….
……
I was… the one who got betrayed………
And on top of that, Lee Heesoo….
He… was just playing with me.
That fucking slut.
He supposedly called me a filthy otaku bastard.
He flirted with me… but behind my back… he said things like that…
…………..
He’s lying, right?
Kim Taeyoung made it all up, didn’t he?
…
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Kim Taeyoung, You Murderous Bastard | Daily Life, and….
by XStrongestMageX | 20xx.10.29. 01:12
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I’m going to die.
Kim Taeyoung might as well have killed me.
Even if I have to do it after I die, I’ll take Lee Heesoo away from Kim Taeyoung.
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