“Does it hurt?”
“No.”
Getting harder to endure, he finally rested his forehead on Alexander’s shoulder, and Alexander moved the hand that had been touching his ear to stroke his nape.
“And what else did you think about?”
Kalix didn’t answer, but Alexander, as if he would continue like this if he didn’t answer, rubbed the tip even more slowly than before, spreading his palm wide. Very slowly and leisurely.
“How I hurt you.”
Honestly, that was it. It couldn’t be helped. It would be different if he hadn’t known at all, but he already knew. When Kalix finally answered, Alexander finally stopped tormenting just the tip and layered his hand with Kalix’s again, finally moving that hand a bit faster.
“I thought so.”
“Thinking, ah,”
Already anxious, when he scraped down the side of the shaft with his fingertips raised, the excitement of his lower abdomen tightening reached a climax for a moment.
“Because I remembered…”
“Mm.”
When he barely answered, Alexander gave small kisses around Kalix’s eyes.
“Baby’s going to cry again.”
Because of who. His vision was already blurry from the heat. Really because of who.
“Shut your mouth.”
When Kalix bit Alexander’s shoulder and spoke, Alexander this time licked around his eyes a bit more carefully.
“Mm, I know, sorry.”
There was no sign of being sorry at all. But Alexander, as if Kalix would really get irritated if he teased more, moved his hand to arouse excitement without tormenting like before. Clearly his own hand was underneath, so it was actually him shaking his own cock, but it felt exactly like Alexander was directly shaking Kalix’s cock.
When their hands occasionally tangled slippery, the hot warmth trembled as if clinging to each other. Since Kalix was holding Alexander tight with his forehead resting on Alexander’s shoulder, every little movement felt too big through their touching bodies.
Moreover, the pre-cum mixed with semen leaked between his fingers, making wet sounds with every movement, and inappropriately cute sounds of Alexander occasionally lightly kissing echoed in his ear.
Just moving his hand, but heavy pleasure kept building and his breath was blocked. Kalix finally panted slightly, removing Alexander’s hand layered over his own to grip his wrist.
“Sasha, I,”
“Mm.”
But Alexander rather moved his hand faster, deliberately rubbing the glans quickly.
“I’m about to,”
“Mm.”
Obviously knowing what he was saying, Alexander still wouldn’t let Kalix go. So this was how it felt. Indeed, people seemed to understand only when they experienced the other person’s situation.
“Sasha, ngh, let go,”
He spoke while barely enduring, but Alexander really showed no sign of letting go.
“When you’re alone and about to come,”
Alexander broadly rubbed Kalix’s lower abdomen like that. Every place he touched became hot, and his body stiffened.
“You don’t just stop in the middle.”
Kalix finally pulled Alexander close and climaxed into his own hand just like Alexander had. As he obediently let Alexander clean his hand while still leaning his forehead against that shoulder and breathing heavily, Alexander gently kissed his ear. Kalix quietly caught his breath as if feeling that tenderness, then lifted his head and planted small kisses from the shoulder he’d been leaning against to the neckline, jaw, and corner of his mouth.
When their eyes met in the air still intoxicated with afterglow, Kalix closed his eyes. Then he gently approached and kissed him, and his lips parted readily. After briefly flicking his tongue, he pulled back and this time pressed his lips lightly, and he could feel the touching lips smoothly curve into a smile. Kalix soon gently opened his eyes and looked at Alexander.
“Sasha, do you think you’d get hard now if I said I’d suck you?”
Wouldn’t Alexander have enjoyed it this time too? He hadn’t gone all the way with sucking, but still, this time he thought he’d done reasonably well. At least, Kalix had enjoyed it. Since they had to be pressed close together, he could feel each physical reaction vividly. Had Alexander enjoyed it too? He hoped so.
“Yeah. Definitely.”
That clean answer made him a bit embarrassed, but still felt incredibly good. Kalix wanted Alexander to enjoy it too, since he had. Kalix smiled slightly, then was reminded again that the corner of his mouth hurt. Alexander had only mentioned the corner of his mouth, so he’d thought only the corner had split, but it seemed his lips were chapped too.
Alexander seemed to notice Kalix’s condition and carefully stroked from his lips to the corners of his mouth with his fingers.
“What should I do. I think I’ll get hard just looking at your lips now. Your hands too.”
At those words, Kalix grabbed Alexander’s hand and glanced down to check.
“Me too.”
Since Alexander had climaxed once and then went through all that with Kalix again, he was hard again, and Kalix had no time to bask in the afterglow either, so he was hard again too. When he kissed Alexander’s jaw as if asking permission, Alexander looked at Kalix with a somewhat contemplative expression.
Since Alexander was also erect, he’d thought he’d want to do more, but was that not the case? Since he couldn’t clearly tell what signal was what, he just watched quietly as Alexander gently caressed the corner of Kalix’s mouth.
“Want to do more?”
“What about you? Sasha, if you don’t want to, then I don’t want to either.”
Kalix was really okay with it. Meaning that sincerely, he lightly kissed his cheek, and Alexander pressed down firmly on Kalix’s lips. When he reflexively frowned at the slightly stinging sensation, Alexander kissed his furrowed brow.
“What should I do when you’re so gentle.”
The touch that kept fiddling with the corner of his mouth stung, but when he quietly accepted that touch, Alexander carefully kissed the corner of his mouth soothingly.
“Hey, if you’re really confident you’ll stop when I tell you to stop, then shall we try a bit more?”
Kalix reflexively examined Alexander’s expression.
“Uh, that thing?”
“Yeah. That thing.”
At that answer that followed, Kalix asked again.
“Really?”
“Probably.”
Of course he knew what he was talking about. After already sucking and stroking everything, if he said “a bit more,” there was no way not to know.
“You said it hurt.”
Still, he couldn’t just be happy about it. Kalix was fine with anything if it meant he could touch Alexander more, but if Alexander’s pain was included in that, the story was completely different. If Alexander had to be in pain, it would be better not to do it at all.
“If you’re doing this because I said I thought about that, I’m really okay.”
He’d given in and said it earlier when Alexander was tormenting him, but still, that was just a thought. He had no intention of actually doing it. When Alexander said it hurt, how could he.
“It is because of that, but anyway, I want to check if it might not hurt.”
But at those words, Kalix’s thoughts gradually leaned that way too. If it wasn’t that it hurt every time, but rather that it hurt because they were clumsy back then, it seemed like they could check once as Alexander said. Maybe it wouldn’t hurt?
“Hey, you have to stop immediately when I tell you to stop.”
Kalix nodded right away.
“I can really do that.”
In case there was a lack of trust, Kalix spoke again.
“Really.”
When he spoke resolutely, Alexander also showed signs of wanting to try once.
“If it still hurts even doing it like that this time, let’s really never do it again.”
Never again, really, never. If it hurt this time too, it seemed like he really intended never to do it at all. Of course, Kalix didn’t like Alexander being in pain either. So, without causing pain.
“I definitely won’t make it hurt.”
“That doesn’t seem like something that happens just because you want it to.”
Alexander’s voice ended somewhat ambiguously, then he soon lay back against the bed and pulled Kalix to him.
“Alright, let’s try.”
Kalix immediately kissed his jaw, then carefully asked.
“Where is that thing?”
“That thing?”
“That thing.”
To try more, it was important that Alexander didn’t hurt. For it not to hurt, it was important to be able to do it as comfortably as possible. For that, they definitely needed that thing. Lubricant. But he was embarrassed to say it directly.
“Sasha, you know, that thing. That thing we used the first time.”
“Why are you being modest again.”
Alexander let out a hollow laugh at Kalix who had done everything but couldn’t say that name, and pointed to the desk drawer. It seemed he’d really intended not to do penetration anymore. Originally he’d kept it in the bedside drawer for immediate use.
Still, Kalix quickly brought the lubricant and opened the bottle to pour it on his hand. The slippery texture instantly reminded him of their first time. Since they’d been too rushed back then, this time he should do it more leisurely. Though there was no such thing as leisure now.
Author: Hyacinthus B
Hyacinthus
