Flip Side Volume 3
[Re-form] (2)
Kalix glanced around nervously and avoided Alexander’s hand. The hand that had been trailing along Kalix’s arm, past his shoulder, and tickling his ear dropped away with a thud, then immediately reached out to touch him again. When Kalix didn’t avoid the hand this time but simply held it instead, Alexander moved to sit right beside him.
“Finished with your assignments?”
Usually Kalix’s semester ended first, but this time unusually, Kalix had more assignments remaining. But those had also finished this morning, and Alexander knew it too. Perhaps because of that, Alexander, who would normally just touch him once and leave, this time cupped Kalix’s cheek completely and lightly pressed his lips to Kalix’s, then gently parted them.
“Sasha.”
He reflexively called Alexander’s name, but Alexander only slipped his hand into Kalix’s hair and pulled him closer instead.
“Sasha.”
Of course, it felt good. Naturally it felt good. But.
“Wait, wait a moment.”
Kalix gripped his shirt that Alexander was naturally undoing and looked at Alexander with anxious eyes.
“Again?”
At that voice tinged with slight hollow laughter, Kalix nodded quietly while rebuttoning his shirt. Nearly a month had passed since they first slept together, but Kalix and Alexander hadn’t slept together since then.
Alexander always made advances, but it was because Kalix had been avoiding him until now. Alexander said it hurt, so they couldn’t do that sort of thing again. At least until now it had been easy to subtly refuse. There really were a lot of assignments before winter break, and he was busy preparing for exams.
Last year had been relatively fine, but Kalix had to enter the main department next year, so there were particularly many small details to worry about. That was the same for Alexander, who had been a military department freshman last year but was now a full military department student in earnest.
Perhaps because of that, even when they barely managed to enter the room, they often did assignments together or went to the common room. Moreover, on weekdays there was little time to talk. Weekends were the critical point, but there were always assignments even on weekends, so he had managed to avoid it well somehow.
But now all those excuses had disappeared. As of this morning, Kalix was also on break. Alexander had been since two days ago. Moreover, both had decided to remain at the Academy during this break. So now, it really was just the two of them. Naturally it was good. Of course it was. But.
“CC, do you not want to do it with me?”
“I like it.”
At the honest immediate answer that bypassed thought, Alexander pushed back Kalix’s shirt collar and traced his neckline with his finger as if drawing it.
“Then why? Even considering we were both busy until now.”
“I like it, I really do like it.”
Kalix tried to speak as calmly as possible.
“Sasha, you don’t like doing it with me.”
Kalix really didn’t have to do anything if Alexander disliked it. What mattered most to Kalix was Alexander’s thoughts. If Alexander said he disliked it, then they didn’t have to do it. But while touching casually like this in daily life, he might sometimes find it hard to endure, so he had only avoided it little by little.
“I never said that.”
But Alexander actually looked truly incredulous, then continued speaking.
“CC.”
When Kalix looked quietly at the softened tone, Alexander spoke quite seriously.
“I think you’re misunderstanding something. I like kissing and I like sex too.”
That seemed likely. That’s why he went out every night before dating Kalix. Moreover, he seemed experienced at it too. Knowing that it hadn’t been directed at him made him feel a bit choked up for a moment, but he forcibly suppressed it.
“Even doing it with me?”
But he had said doing it with Kalix wasn’t great.
“Would I say I liked doing it with someone else?”
Someone else?
“That’s not allowed.”
Speaking immediately without needing to think, Alexander also said:
“You’re not allowed either.”
At those words, Kalix frowned.
“I dislike everyone except you.”
Alexander already had experience liking sex with people other than Kalix, but Kalix was completely different. If it wasn’t Alexander, he disliked not just sex but even simple touching. But seeing Alexander’s expression soften into a smile at those words, Kalix couldn’t help but steal glances at that smile.
“Mm.”
After that response, Alexander gently pulled Kalix toward him. Then he immediately bit and licked his ear. His ear heated up instantly. When he startled and covered his ear with his hand, Alexander bit the back of that hand lightly.
“Sex isn’t only about penetration.”
Now Kalix squeezed his eyes shut completely. All his avoiding until now seemed pointless. Alexander had simply been considerate of Kalix.
“Do you dislike it?”
“I like it.”
Having immediately blurted out that obvious answer, Kalix slowly opened his eyes. Honestly, there was no way Kalix would dislike this situation. He just hadn’t wanted to hurt him again, not that he hadn’t wanted to touch. If they just didn’t do penetration, it wouldn’t hurt? Then other things were okay? He should have asked earlier.
“But Sasha, then how far do we go?”
At that question, Alexander smiled and removed Kalix’s hand covering his ear, holding it instead. Then he lightly sucked on his earlobe. By now his nape was probably flushed red too.
“As far as we can endure.”
Then they should stop now. But after so long, wanting to touch beyond kissing, he didn’t want to stop like this. When Kalix nodded, Alexander kissed him.
Kalix immediately pulled Alexander close and pushed him toward the bed. Alexander followed willingly while undoing Kalix’s shirt buttons again. When Kalix also undid Alexander’s buttons and even unbuckled his belt, Alexander slightly pulled his lips away.
“CC, you can’t cry today.”
“I won’t cry.”
Though suddenly embarrassed, urgency was stronger than that. Kalix carefully laid Alexander down and kissed him again. He could feel Alexander’s touch as he unbuckled Kalix’s belt and caressed around his waist. Instinctively pressing their waists together tightly, heated breath escaped.
“Is this okay?”
Not knowing exactly how far they could go, he asked while sucking on his Adam’s apple, and Alexander nodded. Kalix bit his collarbone in relief. The marks he had left initially had long since disappeared.
“Since it’s break, you can leave marks freely.”
Even at those words, Kalix carefully kissed his chest.
“Back then, did other people see?”
The military department sometimes changed clothes during practical training. Had someone seen those marks? They weren’t in visible places, but if he changed clothes, they would have been noticeable enough. They had been quite distinctive.
“No. I deliberately changed elsewhere.”
Receiving Alexander’s touch as he slipped his hand into Kalix’s hair and caressed it, Kalix now kissed his side. Whether it tickled, each time he gave small kisses the muscles would tighten slightly, then flinch. Every corner of his body, each and every part was stimulating. It couldn’t be that only Kalix felt this way. Anyone would clearly feel the same.
“Can’t you change elsewhere in the future too?”
Though he felt sorry that Alexander had deliberately done so because of the marks Kalix left, honestly he was also pleased. He wished no one could see Alexander. Anyone who saw would surely fall for him.
“Mm. I will.”
At the languid voice that came while touching Kalix’s ear, Kalix kissed his stomach.
“Is it bothersome?”
“Of course I like it.”
That was fortunate. Kalix already knew well that he was dependent on Alexander. And jealous too. But Alexander didn’t seem to mind, so it was fortunate. Kalix kissed him again like that, then slowly rubbed their erect cocks together through their clothes.
“Is this okay too?”
Moving slowly while asking, Alexander gripped Kalix’s waist and pulled him to press together more tightly.
“Good.”
Though it was nothing special, the voice that trailed slightly at the end was particularly sensual. Kalix gripped Alexander’s waist firmly.
“You should have told me sooner.”
He had avoided it for no reason. He thought nothing was allowed at all, but if this much was okay, he shouldn’t have avoided it. The missed opportunities until now were too regrettable. Though they were busy, there was always time to be with Alexander.
“You were the one avoiding it.”
Before he knew it, Alexander was pulling down Kalix’s pants. He had noticed at some point that Alexander’s habits with his hands were not modest at all. While kissing, shirt buttons would somehow be undone, and even while talking, he would subtly caress his body. It was slightly irritating, but also nice.
“You said it hurt.”
Kalix pulled off Alexander’s pants and underwear in one go. Was it okay to touch? Glancing down, it seemed fine. Since it had been a while since he looked closely, somehow he couldn’t take his eyes away. He had definitely seen it before, but now it felt new again.
Author: Hyacinthus B
Hyacinthus
