#111
Since it was a scent released with intention, it felt thicker and stickier than usual.
In the very hot summer, if I threw my whole body and embraced the earth that had melted down viscously from the rainy season, would it feel like this? The solid ground that had been supporting me was nowhere to be found, and a deep, thick swamp ecstatically blocked my airways.
“Mmm…”
The pheromones were stronger than I had thought. While my body lost strength and went limp, my mind seemed to float up, creating a sense of disconnect.
Was he doing this on purpose to help me relax? When I looked up at Jin Woohyeon with hazy eyes, he, who had been quietly meeting my gaze, frowned slightly.
Even his face with his brow deeply furrowed looked handsome, and I was thinking that I must be completely bewitched by that face.
“I only released a little.”
Jin Woohyeon, who had been gently caressing the inside of my exposed thighs, muttered.
“Were you more scared because your body is sensitive?”
When his hand slipped in smoothly and caressed places that no one had ever touched before, groaning sounds escaped naturally.
“Hah…”
“Sorry. I don’t have anything to compare it to either, so I might fumble around a bit.”
I nodded and struggled to move my loosened tongue.
“Are we… doing it here?”
It was a question I asked because I thought it was usually done in bed.
“I think here would be better today.”
Jin Woohyeon pressed his lips to my forehead. The body temperature that felt a bit cool when it touched seeped in surprisingly hot.
“Because it’s easy to wash off right away.”
“…Mmhm.”
“Will you lean back a little more?”
His large hand gripped my entire length as if wrapping around it.
Did I answer properly when he asked if I remembered the promise? I think I nodded, but I’m not sure. From the moment he started moving his hand, all my nerves were focused there.
It was an act I rarely did normally. No matter how diligently I moved and urged myself to climax, it was only difficult, and I had rarely felt any particular pleasure. I had almost never even thought about wanting to stimulate my body in that way…
“Mmhm… Ah, haa.”
The heat that bloomed from his fingertips seeped along the sensitive skin and gathered softly inside my stomach. It wasn’t unpleasant, but it was strange, making it difficult to keep my whole body still. My toes curled and my eyelids trembled.
Is masturbation originally like this? I don’t know. At least it was completely different from the clumsy attempts I had made so far, but like me, he didn’t have anything else to compare it to.
I seemed anxious and excited at the same time. It was a bit overwhelming to have sensations I had never perceived before opening up.
“…Hah.”
When I opened my tightly closed eyes, Jin Woohyeon’s face filled my vision.
He was looking down at me without even blinking. Thirst was boiling fiercely in his dark pupils.
“Just a little more.”
“…”
“Just a little, let me do a little more.”
It was a gaze that seemed to drink up all my desire that oozed out like tears and leaked out with each breath. I felt embarrassed to be completely dismantled in front of him who only wanted my desire.
When I lowered my head and bent my body forward a little, he also bent his upper body and pressed his chest close to my back. The arm that embraced my waist became more firmly strengthened.
“Do you hate it?”
“No… Ugh, hah… Mmhm, no, I don’t hate it…”
“Are you scared?”
“…”
“Sanho hyung, are you scared?”
“…No, no, no, ah, haa, mmhm, I’m not scared…”
As soon as he heard my laboriously squeezed answer, his touch became bold. He pressed the hardened shaft firmly with his whole grip, traced the protruding veins as he stroked and caressed it. He also gently rubbed the tip with his thumb and spread moisture on the tightly swollen skin, making wet sounds each time.
My voice kept echoing in the bathroom that was completely enclosed on all sides. Even though it was a sound coming from my throat, I tried to hold back the moans that felt unfamiliar, but when he rubbed as if exploring with firm pressure, moans inevitably burst out.
Under his touch, I steadily became wet. Sounds like sobbing dripped down and shallow tears hung at the corners of my eyes. I panted and pleaded with him.
“It’s strange, Woohyeon… Ah, heu, hah… This…”
Countless kisses, too many to count, fell softly on my ears, cheeks, and nape.
“It’s okay.”
“Ahah, uh…”
“It’s not bad. You’re being good… Really just a little more.”
“…”
“The bathroom might burst from hyung’s pheromones. You know?”
I thought helplessly while panting under his touch. No, I don’t know. You’re wrong. It’s not me who’s filling it, it’s you. You’re boiling, melting, mixing, completely emptying, and then filling my entire world to the point of bursting.
“…I like you. Hyung, I like you. I like you.”
“Heuk, yeah…”
“So don’t be scared and endure it.”
I must have answered his words asking me to come closer to him. Because Jin Woohyeon laughed softly.
Light clusters burst white inside my tightly closed eyes. Soon my body, which had reached its limit, trembled sharply.
“…Ah!”
What I couldn’t hold back burst out with a splash and wet his hand. It seemed to have flowed down to the floor, but I didn’t have the courage to check directly.
When I looked at the mirror with a dimly blurred gaze, there was a face that was both familiar and unfamiliar.
Red-flushed cheeks and wet eyes, disheveled hair and parted lips, and even finely shaking pupils.
In my face that I had never seen before, there was no fear.
“…”
I wasn’t scared. I didn’t hate it either. Even though I had reached my limit, it didn’t feel like I was going to die from fear. It was amazing.
“Pretty.”
Jin Woohyeon said as if sighing and pulled me into a tight embrace. That short phrase was overflowing with overwhelming affection.
“This is trouble. Why are you so pretty?”
“…Even seeing me like this?”
“This appearance is pretty too.”
While I was leaning my exhausted body against him, I suddenly felt a very concerning pressure from below. The tense heat pressing against my back felt too substantial to ignore.
“Should I help?”
When I moved my hand down to caress his front, Jin Woohyeon made a low groaning sound and grabbed my wrist.
“…Mm.”
“…”
“It’s not that I hate you helping. Rather…”
He pulled my hand up and kissed my fingertips.
“I think I’ll want to put it in.”
“You can put it in.”
I wasn’t confident, but I didn’t hate it.
I carefully moved my hand to touch his lips. I stroked his plump, soft lower lip and sometimes slid to his deeply curved lip line and pressed firmly.
Then Jin Woohyeon slightly parted his lips and drew my fingertips inside. His hot, soft tongue tangled around my fingers and a gentle pressure was transmitted.
I asked in a careful voice.
“Are you worried I might say I can’t do it in the middle? Because it would be disappointing if we stopped halfway…”
“That’s not it. Even doing this much now feels like receiving a gift.”
Jin Woohyeon answered, releasing my hand after playfully biting it a few times.
“Rather, I was worried about the opposite. I was worried that our brave hyung might stubbornly push through to the end.”
Wouldn’t it be good if I succeeded? The words that I wanted to sleep with him were sincere without a doubt. Those words ultimately meant I wanted to achieve not just this level of intimacy, but penetrative sex.
“You have a schedule tomorrow.”
Jin Woohyeon said with a voice full of laughter. His hand that had gone down was now caressing near my dampened entrance.
“If we go all the way, hyung can’t go out tomorrow.”
“…”
“And there’s something I want to check…”
Before I could ask what that was, my body suddenly turned around.
“Instead, I’ll ask you for one thing.”
Jin Woohyeon’s shadow, with the light behind him, gently covered me.
“Will you just stay like that? Don’t run away.”
I nodded with acceptance and reached out my hand. He willingly bent down so I could put my arm around his shoulder.
Only after hearing the sound of clothes rustling and belt clinking did I understand exactly what his request meant. It meant he would resolve his own desire while I was embraced by him.
“…Hah.”
I looked at Jin Woohyeon as if bewitched.
I couldn’t look away, and I didn’t want to either. Rather, I wanted to look more. Because I liked receiving and absorbing the hot emotions rippling in that face that stared at me intensely.
Only then did I understand why he had looked at me so fervently earlier. I liked seeing Jin Woohyeon becoming full of me, becoming complete with me, and thus consuming me and overflowing.
“Sanho hyung.”
“…”
“Haa, kuk, Sanho… Sanho hyung.”
The pheromones pouring from him seeped through all my skin. It felt like wandering through a deep, rich dream. This small space seemed packed full of him to the point of bursting.
Whenever his hand and length occasionally brushed against my body, my body heated up thrillingly. I could have pressed my body closer, but I didn’t. Testing his patience didn’t seem like a good choice.
Instead, I held my position. Until he traced my name with his tongue, measured me with his eyes, and poured his hot release onto my body. While hugging him tightly and listening to his rapidly beating heart, I secretly hoped that someday that heat would fill not the outside but the inside of me.
The moment what had been a lifelong fear changed into vague expectation, I realized that I had finally put down one heavy burden I had been carrying for a very long time.
It was a liberating pleasure.
Author: Hyacinthus B
Hyacinthus
