Chapter 82
His eyes had a faint red tint when I faced him. It seemed he had enthusiastically spent his energy again.
“Where did you go?”
“I went to brush my teeth…”
My words didn’t finish. Song Ji-hyeok stretched out his hand, wrapped it around my nape, and overlapped his lips with mine.
“…!”
As the distance closed between us, a faint smell of blood wafted over. Surely Song Ji-hyeok wasn’t injured? Such thoughts naturally came to mind, but there wasn’t much time to worry.
As if asking me to open up quickly, Song Ji-hyeok licked my closed lips with his tongue. When I hesitantly parted my lips, his hot flesh pushed in through the gap.
Pleasure immediately blossomed as our wet tongues rubbed against each other. Song Ji-hyeok, who had been impatiently invading every corner of my mouth, briefly pulled his face away and said, “You smell like mint.”
“Because I just brushed my teeth…”
“What about down there? Are you ready?”
I don’t know when he had moved his right hand downward, but my body trembled at the movement that was explicitly rubbing between my buttocks. Meanwhile, Song Ji-hyeok brought his lips to my ear. While licking my earlobe and neck area with his tongue, he urged for an answer.
“Well?”
“Hnngh, th-that part I couldn’t do.”
“I’ll have to loosen you up then.”
He slightly lifted me up and moved to the bed. My buttocks soon touched the mattress of the bed, which was quite high like a hospital bed.
Contrary to my expectation that he would start by taking off my pants, Song Ji-hyeok stared directly into my eyes from up close. Looking at me with red eyes, he whispered, “Guide me.”
Tension surged again, and my face stiffened. Afraid of revealing my agitation, I quickly lowered my gaze slightly and tried to maintain a calm voice.
“Close your eyes.”
Song Ji-hyeok immediately closed his eyes like an obedient child. I could clearly see his thick, neat eyebrows, his prominent nose bridge even from the front, and his lips that were an attractive color but looked slightly dry. Normally, I would have admired his flawless face even at this close distance, but now other thoughts were much stronger.
‘Please, please let nothing happen.’
‘It will be fine. It has to be fine.’
I mentally repeated these self-affirmations. But there wasn’t much time to dwell on them. Before Song Ji-hyeok sensed something strange and opened his eyes again, I gathered my courage and pressed my trembling lips against his.
After hesitating for a moment with our tongues touching, I tentatively let a small amount of energy flow. Though it was probably less than 10 seconds, my back was already drenched in cold sweat.
‘It seems okay…?’
Despite my intense nervousness, there were no immediate adverse symptoms. But since previously it had been fine at the start before suddenly hitting me, it was still too early to feel completely at ease.
Unlike me, who continued to be cautious, Song Ji-hyeok seemed to be growing increasingly impatient. Just when I thought he was unusually waiting for me to take the lead, he soon separated his lips and tilted my chin up.
“Are you deliberately trying to tease me?”
“No, whoa!”
Our lips overlapped again, and his soft flesh invaded. As if telling me to stop overthinking while he was right in front of me, Song Ji-hyeok vigorously swirled his tongue.
Sometimes emotions can be conveyed without words, and this was one of those moments. His desperate longing was already transmitted through his gaze alone, so I decided to change my mindset now.
‘To hell with it. Side effects be damned, I’ll endure them with sheer willpower if they come.’
As if igniting my resolve, I let a strong current of energy flow at once. Song Ji-hyeok, who received it fully, let out a short moan and then pushed my body down onto the bed.
His excited gaze looking down at me, probably mixed with various emotions, stirred anticipation within me as well. Song Ji-hyeok, who had quickly thrown off his clothes, lowered his head toward me again.
Starting from below my earlobe, he nibbled and kissed all over my neck area. If I had known this would happen, I would have worn a turtleneck. With this belated regret, I slightly pushed his shoulder and said, “Don’t leave marks.”
“Your jacket will cover it anyway.”
“No, it won’t, you idiot.”
“What does it matter? Everyone knows we’re a pair.”
I unconsciously paused for a moment.
Pair.
Though it was a word I had once desperately wanted and had become familiar with over time, hearing it from Song Ji-hyeok’s mouth strangely made my heart flutter. It wasn’t just because of the sentiment—it was a feeling of mixed emotions that were difficult to define.
“Ah…!”
There wasn’t much time for distractions. Fingers that had somehow made their way inside my clothes strongly pinched my chest. As my body involuntarily arched, Song Ji-hyeok held me down, licking my neck while saying, “Guide me.”
“…Come here.”
When I cupped Song Ji-hyeok’s face with both hands and gently pulled, he obediently followed. As our lips met, I began guiding.
Once I cast aside my fear, the amount of energy being transmitted definitely increased. Thanks to this, it wasn’t long before I felt a fluffy pleasure spreading like a haze.
“Haaa…”
When our lips separated, a long strand of saliva stretched between us. Song Ji-hyeok, who had sat up, reached toward the corner of the bed. There was a small plastic box containing gel and condoms—something Song Ji-hyeok had placed there, saying it would be convenient to have them within reach during sex.
Song Ji-hyeok set down what he was holding and first removed my clothes. I cooperated by lifting my waist as he impatiently stripped me, and soon I was naked.
Well, not entirely. Seeing the white socks that remained on my feet made me feel strangely embarrassed yet perversely excited.
Unfortunately, I wasn’t given time to remove them. Song Ji-hyeok pressed his lips against mine again and naturally resumed guiding.
At some point, I felt Song Ji-hyeok’s touch below. His fingers, slick with gel, probed over my private parts before entering my body.
I could feel some pressure, suggesting he had inserted two fingers at once. Song Ji-hyeok made several back-and-forth movements before stopping while deeply inserted. Then another finger gently rubbed the sensitive perineum right above.
“Hnng!”
I couldn’t help but fidget my legs at the ticklish sensation. Song Ji-hyeok lifted his head and unnecessarily narrated the situation.
“It’s twitching like crazy inside.”
The pressure increased a bit more. Song Ji-hyeok continued to bite and suck various parts of my face and neck while focusing on loosening me up.
“Ha, fuck.”
I heard his short curse. The moment I registered it with my ears, I felt the part gripping his fingers twitch, and my face turned red. I had never once thought I had masochistic tendencies, but getting excited from hearing curses made me question myself.
Wanting to divert attention from my embarrassment, I reached down. Confirming Song Ji-hyeok’s powerful erection, I felt somewhat reassured thinking, ‘At least I’m not the only one excited.’ After stroking it up and down a few times, I also reached for the box. I picked up a condom and put it on Song Ji-hyeok’s penis.
As soon as I removed my hand, Song Ji-hyeok positioned himself as if he had been waiting. He placed each of my legs on his thighs and aligned the tip of his glans with my entrance. With the sensation of my thoroughly loosened hole stretching to its limit, Song Ji-hyeok’s member began to push inside me.
The time that followed flowed according to a familiar pattern. Song Ji-hyeok was completely aroused and drove into me so hard that the metal bed creaked. I was equally captivated by pleasure. The mental satisfaction felt each time I guided him, combined with the direct stimulation applied to sensitive parts of my body, swirled together like a whirlwind, making it impossible to maintain my composure.
I had ejaculated several times by then. Only when what came out grew increasingly diluted to the point where nothing more would come even if squeezed did Song Ji-hyeok withdraw from me.
Looking for and putting on his pants, Song Ji-hyeok’s face appeared very refreshed. On his back were clear red scratch marks. The fact that I had made such marks with my closely trimmed nails showed how desperately I had clung to him.
Anyway, the emotion I felt right after sex was clearly relief. Despite having let a large amount of energy flow while guiding, my head didn’t hurt, and I wasn’t dizzy.
As a result, the tension completely drained, and my whole body went limp. I didn’t want to move even a finger—it seemed like taking a nap right now would be perfect.
