Chapter 105
Bright golden eyes shone in the darkness. A fierce longing burned in those sharp eyes, a savage intensity that seemed ready to tear at Ruan’s throat.
Ruan thought those eyes, which seemed intent on devouring him, were truly beautiful.
Truly, captivatingly so. Instead of a sense of danger, a hunger to possess that beauty arose within him. Even if those eyes were to swallow him whole, he felt he wouldn’t be able to tear his gaze away until the very last moment.
Only their gazes met in the precarious silence, a silence that felt like it could shatter with the slightest shift of gaze or swallow.
A wave of intense heat radiated from their touching bodies. Ruan could feel the rise and fall of the Grand Duke’s broad chest against his skin, a result of his own rapid breathing. That vibrant breath was the only reminder that time was passing.
Then, the moment Ruan thought the Grand Duke’s pupils had widened dramatically, the tense atmosphere crumbled.
The Grand Duke, with a powerful movement, lunged forward and roughly began to kiss him.
His rough tongue moved brutally, as if to scrape the flesh from Ruan’s mouth. What had initially been a mere imitation of Ruan’s movements quickly transformed into something akin to predatory consumption. Yet, Ruan’s mind interpreted even the stinging mixture of pain and pleasure as pure pleasure.
“……Ah.”
Ruan’s foot twitched at the intense stimulation against the inside of his cheek.
Letting out a pained moan, Ruan also reached out eagerly. With one hand, he tangled his fingers in the Grand Duke’s thick hair, while the other hand went to the Grand Duke’s groin.
He had felt it since the Grand Duke began to grind against him, but the Grand Duke’s dick had been noticeably swollen, bulging against his trousers. Ruan’s hand clasped the area, feeling the fabric strain against the impressive size. He could feel the unusual thickness beneath his hand throb and move.
Ruan unconsciously swallowed. A low, throat-clearing sound came from the Grand Duke’s mouth, still pressed against his. Ruan swallowed that sound as well, eagerly tracing the shape of what lay beneath his hand.
The Grand Duke’s hips, which had paused for a moment, began to move again. With blatant thrusts, his lower body ground against Ruan’s hand. Ruan looked up. Those intensely bright golden eyes were staring straight down at him.
Even though he was only offering his hand, he felt violated, a shiver running down his spine.
He couldn’t bear it any longer. Ruan used his free hand to undo the Grand Duke’s trousers, then swiftly pulled down his underwear. A fully erect dick sprang free. Ruan’s gaze stopped at the dick, its tip almost touching his navel.
And.
‘Shit.’
He felt his half-melted brain begin to cool slightly.
The curse word was a more fitting exclamation than any expression of admiration.
In truth, even without seeing it, the feel alone had told him the size was extraordinary. Even while kissing, he had felt it grinding against him and thought, ‘Ah, this is really big,’ He had even wondered if it was a sword hilt before. But this…
Ruan stared at the Grand Duke’s dick with a bewildered expression.
Did it really need to be this big…?
Ruan frantically thought about the experience points of ‘Ruan Daen.’ He wondered why he should be thinking about someone else’s sexual experience, but at this moment, it was no longer someone else’s business. But no matter how much he thought about it, Ruan couldn’t possibly know the answer now.
This is going to hurt if it’s my first time, isn’t it? No. Even if it’s not my first time, that won’t fit, will it? Is it even right to put that in? I definitely can’t do it today, can I?
Just as Ruan’s mind was plunged into unexpected turmoil…
“Hmph!”
The Grand Duke bit Ruan’s neck again, hard enough to sting.
Snapping back to reality, Ruan looked up at the Grand Duke, who was using his long tongue to lick the spot he had bitten. The Grand Duke said,
“Don’t think about anything else.”
The Grand Duke’s voice, already low, was thick with excitement. His desire was palpable, even just from his voice.
Meanwhile, the Grand Duke’s large hand continued to grope Ruan’s buttocks.
The blatant desire emanating from the hand exploring his inner thighs made Ruan realize that the Grand Duke was nothing more than a beast in heat, and that the option of not doing it tonight had never existed.
For the first time since his initial misunderstanding of the Grand Duke when he first became an aide, Ruan felt a sense of danger from him.
Meanwhile, the Grand Duke’s hand began to peel off Ruan’s trousers. Feeling a sense of impending doom, Ruan grabbed his hand.
“Your Highness. Wait a moment!”
The Grand Duke looked up at Ruan, a look of bewilderment on his face.
Looking at the Grand Duke, Ruan thought, there’s so much I need to teach him. Really… so much.
Ruan removed the Grand Duke’s hand and said,
“I’m a man, so it won’t go in right away. I need to prepare.”
The Grand Duke looked as if he couldn’t believe Ruan was pushing him away, and asked,
“Prepare?”
The Grand Duke’s tail began to thump against the bed. It was cute, but some things couldn’t be helped. It was physically impossible. No matter how much he loved him, it was impossible.
Ruan pushed the Grand Duke’s body, which had completely enveloped his, backward, saying,
“Just a moment. Please wait a moment.”
His firm shoulders resisted slightly before yielding to Ruan’s push. Ignoring the Grand Duke’s incredulous gaze, Ruan quickly got off the bed, fearing he would be caught if he hesitated even a little.
As he heard the furry tail thumping on the bed, a sense of shame, forgotten in the excitement, crept into his mind as he rummaged through his bag for lubricant.
‘Is this right…?’
Before Ruan’s thoughts could deepen, the thumping of the tail quickened. Urged on by the sound, Ruan focused on finding the item. Finally, he found what he was looking for.
Ruan looked down at the bottle in his hand.
It was oil he had bought because Magda had nagged him endlessly about his dry hair, telling him to buy something when he went to the capital. He had been unsure if he would ever use it, but he had bought something that would also be harmless to cats, just in case.
‘I never thought I’d use this like this. With the Grand Duke, no less.’
After briefly closing his eyes in a daze, Ruan decided he shouldn’t think too much and returned to the bed.
The Grand Duke was looking at Ruan, who had abruptly interrupted things, with displeasure. The sight was cute, but the size of his still-erect dick was anything but.
Meanwhile, Ruan’s mind, which had cooled down somewhat, was once again filled with the thought, ‘Will it… really work?’ Ruan took a deep breath. As a man, he couldn’t back down here. And…
‘I… also want to.’
After all, Ruan’s own groin was also tense.
Having made up his mind—though the thought of having to steel himself before sex with his lover made him feel uneasy—Ruan quickly took off his pants and climbed back onto the bed.
Immediately, he grabbed the Grand Duke’s cheeks and said,
“Your Highness. You said you didn’t want me to get hurt.”
Even with his cheeks pressed against Ruan’s palms, the Grand Duke remained stern, serious, and solemn.
“I did.”
Ruan, striving to be equally stern, serious, and solemn, said.
“I know it will be difficult, but if you don’t want to see blood, please wait.”
At that, the Grand Duke calmed down as expected. However, his dick hadn’t calmed down, so Ruan quickly opened the oil bottle.
After generously applying the oil to his hand, Ruan thoroughly lubricated his perineum and anus before exploring the cleft of his buttocks. The feeling of ‘another person’s body,’ something he hadn’t felt since the beginning of the possession, was strange. Ruan bit his lip in embarrassment and pushed a finger inside.
‘……As I thought.’
The owner of this body seemed to have little experience with such things, as the tightly closed hole stubbornly resisted the intrusion.
Ruan sighed and added more oil. Only then did his finger slip in a little more easily. It was only one finger, though.
Ruan rubbed and explored the inner walls, trying to relax the opening. Even with diligent finger work, the tension didn’t ease. Unable to bear the unfamiliar sensation, his body began to sweat. The pressure increased as he stretched the opening. His thighs ached from the effort of keeping them spread.
The erection that had been standing tall had long since softened.
The thought, ‘This seems impossible…?’ crossed his mind, and when he looked up, he met the Grand Duke’s gaze, who was watching him intently.
Dark eyes, swirling with desire.
Eyes that were frantic with lust for the person before him.
At that moment.
“Khh…!”
Ruan’s finger brushed against something.
