#Side Story 2 – 01
Military Girlfriend Diary
#0
What have I been doing not getting US citizenship.
#1
Having cried once seeing Cheongmyeong with his buzz cut, I had to desperately hold back tears at the send-off.
Still, I’m glad I could use a vacation day on his enlistment day. Cheongmyeong tried to comfort me, saying I should know since I’ve been through it too. It didn’t help at all. I’d rather go twice…
…I promised to write letters every day.
#2
These days, training videos are uploaded to video sites too. The world has improved a lot. It’s funny to see his expression while working hard – it’s exactly the same as when he was young.
I miss him.
#3
I can’t sleep. I think I bought a king-size bed for nothing.
#4
I dreamed of Cheongmyeong.
Damn it!
It was too miserable that a 31-year-old man with a partner had to take care of himself alone. I’m counting the days until Cheongmyeong is discharged.
#5
Maybe enlisting one more time would be better. (That’s how desperate I am.)
As always, I wrote a list of things to do when baby comes on leave in an internet letter, then deleted it all. To be precise, I only deleted things we could do naked and rolling around. Cheongmyeong probably only knows about the barbecue party at the pension now.
Damn it, damn it all
#6
Sometimes while working, crew members ask about having a partner. I said they’re studying abroad. I cried.
#7
He finished basic training after 5 weeks!! I’ve decided to use all the vacation days I’ve saved up for my military girlfriend life.
I went with my aunt and uncle. I don’t remember well what excuse I made. Seeing that they seemed to accept it, I guess my true feelings didn’t show. Cheongmyeong, who I met again after a few weeks, was… damn, beautifully pretty. I thought I’d go crazy wanting to see that bright smile again. When I hugged him familiarly, he seemed to have lost weight. I wanted to strip him right there to check. It doesn’t make sense to have to lock up such a jewel.
We had a meal, and spent some time resting comfortably at the pension. Thankfully we could kiss secretly without my in-laws knowing…
…
I thought I’d go crazy because of Cheongmyeong’s stern expression telling me not to wear rubber shoes backwards. I almost lost my mind for a moment. I tried to comfort myself by touching over his clothes to feel how thin he’d gotten, but not being sure, I tried to check by putting my hand inside his clothes while kissing him, but then my mother-in-law came.
It’s not too late even now. I need to become a US citizen. A spouse visa…
#8
One good thing happened after Cheongmyeong became a private. We can now exchange messages. But I don’t know why contacting Cheongmyeong in the same country feels more distant than when I contacted him from overseas while he was in Korea.
#9
I dreamed of Cheongmyeong again.
After waking up, I couldn’t bear how frustrated I felt. It’s not too late even now. If I become a US citizen
#10
D-10 until Cheongmyeong’s leave
#11
D-5 until baby’s leave
#12
D-3 until leave. If the company suddenly puts me on a flight schedule, I’ll cut off my wrist if I have to but I won’t go. I’m not joking, I’m serious.
#13
I kidnapped Cheongmyeong from in front of his base. Cheongmyeong, who was trying to salute quite maturely with a “Yes, sir!”, was kidnapped into my car before he could even finish his greeting.
He seemed a bit bewildered, but after a deep kiss, Cheongmyeong chatted away softly smiling like before. I can’t express how much I missed hearing that voice directly, not through a phone.
You’re not going to be able to leave the house for your entire leave. I’ll show you how terrifying I can be.
#14
^^
#15
I’ll write the diary tomorrow. Having a good time
#16
I didn’t realize how sexy a naked body with dog tags could be. I thought I’d lose my mind seeing him shake with each thrust, accompanied by the sound of the dog tags. Spending all day face to face with someone this pretty would surely make even strangers fall for each other! (That’s what happened to me!)
I should have checked first if he had an affair in the military. I was relieved to see the color of his semen suggested he hadn’t. Lost in military girlfriend life, I hadn’t realized this was the first time both Cheongmyeong and I (probably) had abstained for so long. I felt a bit sorry for pushing the already tired kid until dawn, making him pass out asleep…
No, actually that’s a lie. To tell the truth, I habitually lied thinking of Cheongmyeong’s reaction if he were to open his sleepy eyes. Actually, I’ve rarely felt sorry until now.
This is a secret. Anyway… After hugging, biting, and sucking enthusiastically until I was satisfied, I feel like I can live now. But then I looked at the countdown to baby’s discharge date set as my phone background and felt like dying again.
Damn it
It’s not too late even now. If I become a US citizen, a spouse visa…
#17
I secretly cancelled the pension reservation. There were various leave plans I mentioned in the internet letter, but… home is best after all. Isn’t it right to spend vacations at home?
Home sweet home
Good Cheongmyeong good
#18
The day to send Cheongmyeong back to his base has come. I fed him lots of delicious food during his leave to fatten him up nicely. (I checked with my hands.) I could feel his stomach sticking out slightly, and it was funny how he tensed up when I touched it, but I pretended not to notice. Actually, Cheongmyeong holds his breath when his stomach is touched. But still soft and squishy
This happened before… I said he was soft and squishy like a marshmallow, and he got upset and only ate a low-carb diet for 3 days. After learning my lesson, I told him his body is the sexiest I’ve ever seen, but then he got angry again and hid my swim cap. I almost went on a run to Yongin after saying my swim cap disappeared like Cheongmyeong’s pubic hair, but that doesn’t seem important.
Anyway, soft and squishy
#19
I’ve never wished for relations with North Korea to be this peaceful before.
#20
Our wish is unification
#21
These days I’m looking into immigration cases. Apparently there are cases of being discharged mid-service due to family immigration. It seems it’s not too late even now. If I become a US citizen, I can bring Cheongmyeong on a spouse visa
#22
Damn it. Turns out my colleague is a New Zealand citizen. He says he didn’t even go to the military. He’s laughing saying “Kiwi~” but the sound of kiwi turning into rock is sitting there.
I studied in the US for several years, why was I only focused on becoming a co-pilot for a Korean airline… My junior from my study abroad days got citizenship early and re-entered a US airline. I only regret my narrow-minded thinking from the past.
#23
Cried listening to “A Letter from a Private”
#24
I heard my in-laws said they should have sent Cheongmyeong to the Marines. That’s a bit harsh… Sending a baby with only peach fuzz to the Marines, sending a tiny baby to the Marines!!
#25
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#26
I need to find a way to change my mind.
#27
Mungmung baby, I love you… Please come back…
#28
My baby seems to have adapted too well to military life.
While his lover is feeling like his blood is drying up, our Cheongmyeong casually suggested driving in tent pegs.
Honestly, I wouldn’t be this shocked even if Kwon Chaehun said he was going to study abroad in Brazil to become the king of the samba festival.
I respect your choice, but still… I said let’s look into other jobs too, but inside I wanted to say just discharge quietly because I don’t want to see myself driving a stake into my own head.
But I’m not sure… I might have said the opposite.
#29
…
I really might have said the opposite.
Cheongmyeong says he wants to discharge quietly and become a flight attendant…
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