#055
An awkward silence hung between the two. Eunseok was still trapped between the wall and Choi Hanseo. After a moment of silence, Eunseok gently pushed against Choi Hanseo’s chest with his hand. However, instead of being pushed away, Choi Hanseo wrapped his hand around Eunseok’s hand resting on his chest.
“Do we have to wait longer?”
Choi Hanseo asked.
It was an unexpected question, but Eunseok understood what he was asking.
When Eunseok didn’t answer, Choi Hanseo leaned forward, bringing his face closer.
“Why are you hesitating? If you were the type to refuse, you would have done it right away. That means you have some feelings for me… So why are you hesitating?”
Eunseok felt an impulse to escape the situation. However, he had no interest in beating around the bush when the other person was being so direct.
“…We’re both men, aren’t we, Choi Hanseo?”
Choi Hanseo’s eyebrows slightly raised at Eunseok’s response. Eunseok hurriedly added, as if making an excuse.
“I understand that distinguishing between genders among ability users is strange. But I lived as an ordinary person for 25 years. I’ve never even imagined being in a relationship with a man.”
“Just because we’re both men? Is that all?”
Choi Hanseo asked. He was trying not to show it, but a look of disbelief was subtly evident in his eyes.
Eunseok never thought that the excuse of distinguishing between genders would work on Choi Hanseo. But for some reason, he felt a surge of anger. It had been five years since he became an adult and lived as a soldier. For Eunseok, who had become accustomed to that macho group that was exclusive to homosexuality, it was a natural concern.
“At least for me, it’s a serious issue.”
Eunseok tried to speak calmly.
Choi Hanseo let out a faint sigh for a moment. His gaze became complicated. It seemed he was also trying to understand Eunseok’s thought process, which was no different from that of an ordinary person.
“Did you enjoy kissing me?”
Choi Hanseo asked after a brief silence. Eunseok hesitated for a moment but nodded honestly. It wasn’t just enjoyable; it was damn good.
“Then did you enjoy rubbing against me?”
“Can you not use such vulgar words….”
“Did you enjoy it or not?”
Choi Hanseo interrupted, asking again. Eunseok couldn’t respond and bit the soft flesh inside his mouth.
“Why? Don’t you remember? If you don’t remember, we can do it again right now.”
Choi Hanseo whispered meaningfully as he caressed Eunseok’s lips. His hand, which lightly touched Eunseok’s lips, slid down smoothly.
Chest. Stomach. Waist. And…
When Eunseok suddenly grabbed Choi Hanseo’s hand as it moved lower, Choi Hanseo smiled and asked.
“Do you remember now?”
“…….”
“So, how was it? Did you enjoy rubbing against me?”
“I’ll pass on commenting.”
“Is that also classified information?”
“…Let’s say it is.”
Eunseok averted his gaze slightly. I swear, this was the first time in my life I had avoided eye contact like this.
“Are you that embarrassed?”
“It’s not that.”
When he quickly shot his gaze back, Choi Hanseo chuckled. The glint in Choi Hanseo’s eyes and the faint smile on his face stirred something in Eunseok’s heart.
“Please answer me.”
“Is it really that important?”
“It is. If you enjoyed rubbing against me, then the game is already over.”
Eunseok kept his mouth tightly shut. It was a territory he couldn’t possibly respond to.
After staring at Eunseok for a moment, Choi Hanseo brought his face even closer. Then he whispered in Eunseok’s ear.
“It seems like it’s hard for you to answer directly, so let’s change the method a bit. I’m going to kiss you now, Eunseok. If you don’t want to be with me, push me away.”
As if giving him time to choose, Choi Hanseo’s lips slowly approached. Even before their lips touched, Eunseok could already feel his presence lingering on his lips.
Even in a situation where bullets were flying like rain, and he was about to be interrogated as a prisoner in the middle of a mission, the choice he had never once considered quickly gnawed at his reason.
It was none other than… surrender.
Their lips met. Eunseok accepted the soft kiss, not rejecting it as if to show his surrender.
Through his slightly lowered gaze, he could see Choi Hanseo’s eyes narrowing. A deep sense of victory and pleasure rose in his gaze. Soon, Choi Hanseo’s hand wrapped around the back of Eunseok’s head and pulled him closer.
A fierce and passionate kiss poured out. The aggressive kiss, as if to devour him, even felt urgent. A sensation he had never experienced with anyone else overwhelmed Eunseok. Thoughts, worries, and regrets were instantly swept away by the thrilling sensation that engulfed his entire body.
Damn it.
He cursed inwardly at the first surrender of his life, but the feeling of defeat didn’t linger long.
Eunseok began to indulge in Choi Hanseo’s lips, pulling him closer with both hands. In response to his active participation, Choi Hanseo grabbed Eunseok’s waist and pressed their bodies tightly together. The sensation of Choi Hanseo’s solid, muscular body against him sent a rush of arousal straight to the top of his head.
It was just a matter of sucking, licking, and intertwining their tongues, yet it sent shivers down his spine. A thrilling current surged from his fingertips to his toes. The heat of their breaths, the solid body pressed against him, the scent of a man, and the wet sounds from their overlapping lips—all of it heightened his arousal.
Choi Hanseo’s hand, which had been wrapped around Eunseok’s back, gradually moved lower and slipped inside his shirt. His large, strong hand caressed the skin along Eunseok’s spine.
“…Ugh.”
A soft moan escaped as his nape tingled. Each time Choi Hanseo’s hand rubbed along his spine, Eunseok’s grip on his shirt tightened.
“Ugh… Hah…”
Eunseok squeezed Choi Hanseo’s shirt tightly, flinching at the sensation. Perhaps because of that reaction, Choi Hanseo’s previously urgent kisses began to change gradually. The once devouring kiss became slower and more sensual.
As their lips briefly parted and then reconnected at different angles, their heated breaths intertwined. Each time their eyes met, the intense desire and possessiveness in Choi Hanseo’s gaze struck Eunseok’s mind forcefully. The stimulation from his intense gaze made the hair on the back of Eunseok’s neck stand on end.
Suddenly, Choi Hanseo grabbed Eunseok’s thighs with both hands and lifted him effortlessly.
“…Ugh?!”
Eunseok gasped in surprise and pulled away, but Choi Hanseo swallowed his lips again. Then, still holding Eunseok, he strode toward the bedroom. Eunseok wrapped his arms around Choi Hanseo’s neck to steady himself as he was lifted. Although he was being held by another man, strangely, he didn’t feel embarrassed. Instead, with each step closer to the bed, excitement and anticipation surged within him.
Thud-.
Choi Hanseo threw Eunseok onto the bed and knelt on the mattress, tossing aside his own shirt. Eunseok’s mouth went dry at the sight of him loosening his tie. After loosening his tie, Choi Hanseo unbuttoned one of his dress shirt buttons. Then, placing his hands on either side of Eunseok’s head, he eagerly pressed their lips together again.
Eunseok buried his fingers in Choi Hanseo’s hair as he poured hot kisses on him. The intense and passionate kisses quickly made Eunseok’s mind hazy. In the place where his reason was slowly being pushed out, only raw instinct remained.
Was it because of the youthful vigor of being in his mid-twenties? Or was it because of the man he was kissing right now? Eunseok instinctively caressed Choi Hanseo’s hair and scalp, then slid his hand down. His palm seemed to caress the excellent muscular body beneath the thin dress shirt. When his hand reached Choi Hanseo’s tightly cinched waist, he tugged at the bothersome shirt. As he slipped his hand under the shirt, he felt the heat of Choi Hanseo’s skin beneath his palm.
“……!”
As he caressed the strong upper body, a soft breath escaped from Choi Hanseo’s lips. That reaction was immensely satisfying. Choi Hanseo’s brow furrowed slightly as he caught sight of Eunseok’s smile, which was tinged with amusement.
“Ugh…?!”
Choi Hanseo turned his body while holding Eunseok. As Choi Hanseo’s back hit the bed, Eunseok found himself on top of him. He could feel the solid, muscular body beneath him. Eunseok, determined not to lose, held Choi Hanseo’s face and devoured his lips.
The kiss, driven solely by primal instinct, continued without pause. The two rolled around on the bed, indulging in each other’s lips and bodies. Each time a soft moan or gasp escaped, their kisses and caresses deepened and became more passionate.
