#143
“I have no intention of arguing.”
“Neither do I. Whether my memory comes back or not, you’ve already decided to break up with me, haven’t you? Then no matter what I say to persuade you, Eunseok, your decision won’t change.”
“Then what do you want to do?”
“Sex.”
“…What nonsense are you talking about….”
“I’m talking about sharing love, not just guiding insertion.”
“Are you out of your mind? How can you say that in this situation?”
“I feel like if we don’t do it now, it’ll be the end. I need to do it.”
“I don’t want to.”
Eunseok gritted his teeth as he spoke. But Choi Hanseo held him tightly, pressing their bodies together. It was the first time he had forced Eunseok like this.
“I’m sorry, Eunseok.”
“It’s not something you should apologize for, Choi Hanseo. If you’re really sorry, then let go of this.”
He crawled into the mountains to avoid facing him. And he finally managed to sort out his feelings. But he was furious that Hanseo barged in like this and disturbed his settled mind.
“I’m sorry, Eunseok.”
Choi Hanseo leaned in closer and apologized again.
At his apology, the resolve he had built crumbled, and he felt a surge of emotion. Losing his memory wasn’t his fault. Still, he couldn’t help but resent him.
“Just let go of my arm for now.”
“I can’t let go.”
A firm reply came back. In a fit of anger, Eunseok finally punched Hanseo hard in the abdomen.
Thud!
“What the hell.”
Thud!
“Let go, I said!”
His voice involuntarily rose. A storm raged again in the heart he thought he had completely suppressed and organized. Resentment and betrayal clawed at his heart recklessly. The heart wounded by loss and loneliness bled anew.
“I can’t let go, Eunseok.”
Choi Hanseo spoke slowly, pressing his lips close.
“I’m sorry for making you wait, Eunseok.”
“…….”
“I’m sorry for making you feel lonely.”
“…….”
“I’m sorry for only remembering now. I missed you, I wanted to see you.”
“…Damn it.”
Eunseok bit down to calm his burning eyes. But he was helpless against the rising tears. To crumble like this over just a few words of apology. To become so weak. It was the worst.
“Still, I’m going to break up with you. Choi Hanseo, you’re no longer attractive to me.”
I can’t keep someone I might lose again by my side. Eunseok desperately tried to raise the crumbling walls of his heart. But Hanseo was, as always, not an easy opponent.
“I won’t hurt you anymore.”
Choi Hanseo pierced through Eunseok’s defenses.
“I won’t lose my memory again.”
He seemed to understand the reason Eunseok wanted to break up like a ghost.
“I won’t die, I won’t get hurt, and I won’t leave you alone.”
“…….”
“If I do die, I’ll die one minute later than you. Even if I have to see you die first, I’ll wait until after I see you die.”
Choi Hanseo knew too well how to penetrate Eunseok’s heart. The promise of dying later than him was thousands of times sweeter and more tempting than a confession of love.
“So… let’s have sex for now.”
Choi Hanseo whispered as he pressed his lips against Eunseok’s neck.
Their lips met. Eunseok tried to push him away, placing his hands on his chest, but the pleasant sensation he felt made his strength drain away.
Choi Hanseo didn’t rush. He showered Eunseok with light kisses, like a bird pecking, waiting for him to open his lips. It was almost like a plea. The loneliness, resentment, longing, and solitude he had felt alone melted away like sugar poured into hot water. Eunseok tried to hold on a little longer, but he had no strength left to resist. In fact, he was so glad that Choi Hanseo had returned. The sweet words about dying a minute later made his body and heart melt helplessly.
As he slightly parted his lips, Choi Hanseo didn’t miss the chance and gently intertwined their tongues. The hand that had been resting on Hanseo’s chest naturally moved up to wrap around his neck. As if he had been waiting for that moment, Hanseo tightly embraced Eunseok’s waist with both arms. And then he began to shower him with hot kisses.
As they indulged in each other, their bodies heated up to the point where the past time felt insignificant. No, it was as if all their senses had bloomed wide open, desperately absorbing Hanseo’s presence to fill the void of the past. When they came to their senses, they found themselves tangled on a cheap bed, tearing each other’s clothes off. And without even the luxury of fully undressing, they were busy exploring each other’s bodies revealed between their clothes.
“Eunseok. Eunseok.”
Choi Hanseo unbuttoned Eunseok’s pants and pushed his hand inside, whispering in a heated voice. Eunseok also slipped his hand inside Hanseo’s pants while exploring the body beneath the unbuttoned shirt.
He couldn’t remember what state of mind he was in as he unbuttoned Hanseo’s pants. Eunseok grasped the heavy, warm dick filling his hand and rubbed it eagerly.
They held each other’s dicks, shaking them as they exchanged kisses that felt like they would devour each other. Without needing to say a word, they could feel the depth of each other’s desires.
“I want to put it in.”
Choi Hanseo whispered as he bit Eunseok’s lips. Eunseok nodded slightly without a second thought.
The pants were stripped away and flew off. Hanseo hurriedly pulled out the gel from his pants pocket. The sound of the gel being squeezed out was provocatively loud. His thighs were gripped and the gel was slathered on the back.
“Are you okay?”
Hanseo asked, gathering his last bit of patience. His eyes, watching Eunseok’s expression, were filled with urgency and concern.
“Hurry up and do it.”
The urgency was mutual. Once Eunseok gave his permission, Hanseo no longer hesitated.
The hot, firm tip pressed against the entrance. The sensation of being forced open from behind was vivid.
“Ugh… Huh.”
Eunseok clung tightly to Hanseo’s shoulder. Thanks to the generous amount of gel, the dick was entering relatively easily and quickly. Of course, while the entry was somewhat easy, the pressure Eunseok felt didn’t lessen at all.
“Just a little longer, hold on, okay?”
Hanseo coaxed as he nibbled on Eunseok’s neck.
When he felt like his stomach was about to burst from being so full, their bodies completely overlapped.
“Ha….”
Eunseok felt both pressure and a strange satisfaction at the same time.
“Ha, I’m going to move.”
Hanseo whispered as he grabbed Eunseok’s calves and placed them over his shoulders. The insertion went even deeper, and a severe pressure surged. Hanseo devoured Eunseok’s lips as if to soothe him. Then he began to move his waist, showering him with fierce kisses.
What followed was truly a beastly time, a time ruled by lust.
They clung to each other desperately, indulging and indulging again. Especially Hanseo seemed to be pushing Eunseok to his limits, perhaps trying to compensate for the time he had lost his memory or seeking compensation.
The hot dick constantly poked, rubbed, pressed, and stroked the peak. Under the relentless assault, Eunseok crumbled helplessly. The moans escaping his lips felt like they were no longer his own. Every time Hanseo thrust powerfully, his body also moved as if it wasn’t his own. Only the overwhelming pleasure of being embraced by Hanseo dominated his mind and body. He thought he might die like this, and that thought floated in his hazy consciousness.
Hanseo’s dick rubbed against Eunseok’s peak.
“Ahh…!”
Eunseok clawed at Hanseo’s back and shoulders, reaching a climax he couldn’t even remember how many times it was. His rigid body soon trembled uncontrollably. Hah. Ugh. He gasped for breath, unsure if it was from pain or pleasure, his chest heaving heavily.
Their eyes met. Hanseo also had completely lost his reason. Every time their eyes met, they exchanged sticky, dense kisses as if they had made a promise. Then, as they had done several times before, Hanseo began to move his waist again.
The stormy sex of the two, who had completely erased the word restraint from their minds, ended when Hanseo climaxed deep inside Eunseok for the third time. With barely enough strength left to breathe, Eunseok lay in Hanseo’s arms, gasping for breath. He had no energy left to move his body or to think of anything. Hanseo, finding Eunseok in such a state, licked and nibbled at his sweaty neck as if he found him adorable.
“Are you tired?”
Hanseo asked in a gentle voice. Eunseok could feel the unfulfilled desire in his voice.
“If you do more, I’ll kill you.”
Eunseok threatened in a completely exhausted, hoarse voice. If they went any further, he felt like both his body and mind would go crazy.
Author: Hyacinthus B
Hyacinthus
