You Want Me to Roleplay with My Unrequited Love? 50

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#50. The Duration of Affection (5)

[1st generation Hope fan kit arrived (photo)]

[What’s in the fan kit contents? I lifted the delivery box but it was scarier than expected so I was flustered lol]

[I’ve been waiting since the school look stage, come forth ID photo]

└ Sol-fans honestly were all waiting just for this day

[It’s funny how they all wear the school uniform like themselves lololol]

└ Haesol and Seowoo wore it neatly but Hapil lololol Hapil ㅠ Don’t you know how to button up? Don’t you know?

└└ Jihan there also wore it neatly though

└ That guy’s face is far from neat though

└└ Ah why

[The handwritten signatures on the back of the photo cards give a good feeling]

└ Lee Seon and Seowoo really wrote letters densely too… ㅠㅠ

└ ‘When you turn your head, I’ll become your rainbow that always shines in the same place’ what… Joo Lee Seon, are you perhaps a poet?

[I’m happy because there’s so much to eat]

[I actually secretly hoped JihanSeowoo would appear together on Knowing Bros (;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`) How could they separate the two]

└ Missing the opportunity to experience Na Jihan and Yoon Seowoo as school classmates like this? ㅠㅠ It’s unfair

└ But Sikbuhae was fun, give it a chance.

[If you watched the Arcus episode of Sikbuhae, you obviously have to watch Yoon Seowoo’s morning cooking live (video)]

└ Sikbuhae Vienna plate recipe (link) / Seowoo live version Vienna plate recipe (link)

└ Oh I thought only the orange usage was different but it’s slightly different, the coffee goes in stronger too

└└ That’s because Oh Jinseok slightly modified the recipe when he heard Arcus members would eat it together ㅇㅇ I tried both and I liked the broadcast version a bit more

[🔒 There’s so much JihanSeowoo bait that I don’t even know what to organize anymore… I thought they were flirting but they’re just married]

└ I never thought I’d use the phrase “official is more extreme” like this

[🔒 Actually NaJihan lol Even though he’s on good terms with other members, he doesn’t feel like he clings to them that much, but only to Seowoo he’s totally all over him?]

└ Really

└ Is this friendship? I don’t think so;

└└ lololololol

[This debut song will be included in mini 1st album… Then when will the mini 1st album come out?]

└ Hapil said within this year on his live stream~ Second half? Or maybe it’ll come out in summer?

[The fan club name came out and the fan kit arrived but there’s still no private message channel??? Please enter Arcus ㅠㅠㅠㅠ I thought they’d enter before Haesol’s birthday… You’re telling me I couldn’t send a birthday gift message to my bias?]

[Since it’s Midnight, these guys won’t be on Pondang but on the agency’s exclusive app right???]

└ Yes yes of course… Midnight kids including actors always enter Whisper first! They sometimes do bundle discount packages but I don’t know if they’ll do it this time

└└ Honestly I think they should do it, I’m both Hope and Moment so if I subscribe to all 10 people my back will break;;;;

[Entry date dropped!!!!!!!!!!! April 1st!!!!]

└ Amazing!!!!!!

└ My idol’s entry date coming like an April Fool’s joke lololol

[Bae Dojin’s “On a Moonlit Night” radio regular guest… After the big scandal controversy this time, he’s finally leaving the show lol I knew it would happen]

└ Probably until they find the next guest, they’ll rotate and cast people they’re close with…

└ (Photo) Dojin oppa says on Whisper there’s someone he wants to cast as the next guest

└└ Wow even the great Bae Dojin has someone he’s waiting for because he wants to get close? Who on earth is it?

└ If you speculate a bit on this, isn’t it ㅇㄹㅋㅅ ㅇㅅㅇ?

└└ I also vote for this, it seems like Arcus juniors

└ Main vocal duo please meet… I’m holding my breath until they duet on visual radio hup

* * *

Spring had already approached.

Now even the wind blowing in the morning and evening wasn’t so cold, so during the day we could open the windows wide and enjoy the breeze to our heart’s content. It was also much better that our clothing had gotten lighter.

Arcus, having smoothly finished their first activities, immediately began work on their first mini album. The debut single and three new songs, plus one special song to be included only on the album. The new album with a total of five songs was scheduled to be released to the world in early summer.

And today. At Midnight Entertainment’s March monthly evaluation, we were going to present the stage for that special album track for the first time.

‘I’m nervous.’

Even when I was a trainee at my previous agency, there were evaluations. But since the number of people was so small, it didn’t feel particularly novel.

But this time was different. As large as the company was, there were usually many people involved. I heard that not only trainers from Twelve Label where Arcus belongs, but also trainers from other labels would be coming.

Not only same-agency artists but even trainees would gather in one place to perform on stage in the grand auditorium. Honestly, there was no way not to be nervous.

“It’s okay.”

Thanks to the gentle voice, I snapped out of my thoughts. When I looked up, Na Jihan was pressing cold water to my cheek and said.

“Just do it like usual. You’re already good at it.”

“…Yeah.”

“Drink this. Once Haesol hyung and Lee Seon come, we’ll move to the auditorium.”

“Thanks.”

Not only did he rush to get water when I said I was thirsty, but he even opened the cap and handed it to me. Since he’d been like this his whole life, I was already used to it.

“Wow, I still can’t get used to it.”

Hapil Jae shook his head.

“Do you know that Jihan hyung’s eyes are completely different only when he looks at Seowoo hyung? At this rate, he’ll offer to debone fish for you next.”

“Uh…”

“Don’t tell me that too?”

I quickly took a sip of water to manage my expression before replying.

“Only when I was young.”

I was slower than others at learning to use chopsticks. It was because Na Jihan kept trying to do it for me. Making everything easy to eat and serving it on my plate was practically his creed.

Of course, it was just childhood stuff. The adults who knew that kids getting along well wasn’t just a day or two thing stopped it at an appropriate time. I too didn’t want to become someone who couldn’t do anything without Na Jihan, so I diligently learned dining etiquette.

“Crab preparation too?”

“It’s better for the person who got their hands dirty to do it all at once.”

Na Jihan answered.

“Shrimp shells?”

“Of course.”

“Do you grill meat for hyung too?”

“There’s tongs, but should I give them to Yoon Seowoo?”

“Wow…”

Hapil Jae stuck out his tongue.

“Even if you’re trying to pick someone up, you couldn’t do it like that. Honestly, Seowoo hyung won’t be able to date later, right? I think that’s definitely Na Jihan-ssi’s responsibility. How can you endure doing that without your eyes being on top of your head?”

Honestly, he was right. I learned affection from Na Jihan, and ordinary things couldn’t satisfy me anymore.

I even came to like him for being that way, so if I couldn’t date, it would simply be because I couldn’t go out with Na Jihan.

When I finished drinking the water, Na Jihan whispered “just one sip” and approached. He put his lips to the water bottle I had drunk from without any hesitation.

I stared as if mesmerized at his slowly moving Adam’s apple. Wasn’t it too unfair that even drinking water looked handsome? I had such silly thoughts.

“If Yoon Seowoo can’t date, I’ll take responsibility, what.”

“……”

“That’s better. It would be a waste if he met someone who couldn’t treat him well. Don’t you think?”

Then, if I met you, I wouldn’t be a waste. Since I’ll never be able to date, you take responsibility for me.

Those words rose to my throat but I couldn’t bring myself to say them. I wasn’t foolish enough to break this good relationship with a few words of greed.

Fortunately, Hapil Jae roared at the right timing, clearing the atmosphere.

“Ack! Goosebumps! When on earth are Haesol hyung and Lee Seon coming! Don’t make me squeeze between a couple!”

Fortunately, the two arrived soon. They had boxes in their arms, having safely obtained clothes and props for the stage.

“You waited long, let’s go now.”

Even though we arrived quite early, there were many people in the underground auditorium. Since it was a big event held once per quarter, it seemed they were preparing the stage more seriously than expected.

Since this quarter’s biggest event was Arcus’s debut, the first stage was ours.

“Once you put on the costumes, we’ll touch up makeup and check in-ears right away. Anyone who needs to use the bathroom, would you like to go now?”

Na Jihan lightly gestured to me with his eyes.

“Going to go?”

“Yeah.”

Since I wanted to focus on watching other people’s performances too, I didn’t want to create a reason to leave my seat in the middle. I nodded and headed to the bathroom.

It was just the moment I arrived and was about to pull open the bathroom door.

“Ah, so we finally get to see that bastard Yoon Seowoo.”

The moment I heard my name, I had no choice but to freeze in place.