#87
“Huff, huff!”
Yeoul, who had escaped into the hallway, ran and ran like a madman. It felt like crossing a maze. As he ran, he noticed the walls and floors were all pure white spaces, and he could smell the distinctive disinfectant odor. He hadn’t realized it while being held by Eun Sajun the whole time, but now he understood this was a hospital. It seemed he had been moved here from that mountain.
“Haa…”
The image of Yeojin’s corpse flickered in Yeoul’s mind. It felt like his solar plexus was being crushed and his heart was being torn apart. His eyes also became moist in an instant and tears welled up. He wished it was a dream, but the fact that it wasn’t a dream tormented him too much.
Should I die? If I die, I’ll be able to meet Yeojin. A heavy impulse tore at his heart. Yeoul headed toward the elevator as if possessed. First, wondering what floor this was, he checked the sign. Where he was located was the 5th floor, and the elevator was currently on the 1st floor. So he pressed the button and was waiting for the elevator to come up when…
A cool breeze swept over his entire body.
“Cold…”
It was still March and he was completely undressed, so the hallway was quite cold. The coolness gradually became stronger, and just when he felt like he might cough, he felt something warm covering his back along with a familiar warmth.
“You’ll catch a cold like this.”
It was Eun Sajun. Yeoul frantically checked his condition. He had put a furry robe on him. For a moment, Yeoul felt like his whole body would melt from the sweet warmth, but he barely came to his senses and stepped back. He couldn’t fall for his poison-like kindness. So he tried to take off the robe he had put on him.
“Stop.”
Eun Sajun hurriedly approached and embraced Yeoul tightly.
“I don’t want to… go away.”
“Yeoul.”
His hot voice rang in Yeoul’s ears. Even after doing such terrible things, his voice was cruelly sweet. How could such a person exist?
“You may not understand me now, but you’ll know someday.”
Soon he grabbed Yeoul’s shoulders and turned him around. Their eyes met. Eun Sajun’s blue irises shone as if they would swallow Yeoul whole.
Soon he slowly tilted his head. His lips approached Yeoul’s lips. At the same time, sweet pheromones bloomed from him like flowers. Perhaps because of that, Yeoul’s heart also pounded.
It was bewildering that his crazy instincts seemed to have awakened again. I can’t rub lips here. I can’t mix tongues either.
Yeoul eventually pushed him away.
“Go away! I don’t want to!”
And he quickly escaped from Eun Sajun and ran.
The more he thought about it, the more he felt that an Omega’s instincts were like a curse. Because of that, it seemed like he would be tightly bound to Eun Sajun without even recognizing what was wrong and destructive. So he wanted liberation.
“Geum Yeoul!”
He heard a sharp voice calling him. But Yeoul ignored it and ran wherever his feet took him. The place he arrived at was an empty hospital room with the door slightly open. Yeoul first went inside.
It was dark, but gradually the darkness became familiar to his eyes, making it possible to roughly identify what furniture was there and where. A bed and nightstand. And he could see something hanging on a clothes stand. Yeoul quickly reached out and touched it. It was a patient gown.
Yeoul quickly took off the robe Eun Sajun had put on him and changed into the new gown. Of course, it was thinner than what Eun Sajun had put on him, but his mind felt much more comfortable because his scent seemed to have gone away.
Yeoul came out of the hospital room. Then he carefully looked around. He was anxious because wherever he went, Eun Sajun would amazingly follow him.
At least his shadow wasn’t visible, which was somewhat fortunate. Just as Yeoul quickly came out and was about to go down the stairs, he felt someone coming up from below. Yeoul checked through the gaps in the railing.
All too predictably, it was Eun Sajun. For some reason, intense heat seemed to be alive in his eyes.
“Huk.”
Yeoul went back up the stairs. He climbed and climbed until his feet turned black. The place he reached was the rooftop.
That place close to the sky. A light of liberation appeared in Yeoul’s eyes. Suddenly he remembered the common knowledge that most rooftop doors are locked. But just in case, he approached and looked at the door handle.
“Huh?”
The door was slightly open. Did someone have business there? Or was someone in the same position as him already inside? But it felt regrettable to retreat, and if he went back down like this, there was a high possibility of encountering Eun Sajun again.
So he chose to carefully open the door and enter the rooftop.
The pitch-black night sky. Deep silence greeted Yeoul. He looked around. Contrary to expectations, there were no people and it was quiet. Thinking it was an opportunity, Yeoul took a deep breath and approached the railing.
An unbeautiful night view entered his sight. He just saw Yeojin’s final moments flickering before his eyes and felt like a lump of lead was stuck tight in his chest.
“Sob…”
Soon Yeoul’s eyes became moist and he burst into tears. His heart felt like it would tear apart. Let’s cross the railing. Let’s cross over and escape now. Yeoul approached the railing and lifted one leg.
At that moment, cold wind tore through him. At the same time, he felt hands wrapping around his waist.
“Stop.”
A low voice heard by his ear. Firm, large fingers. It was Eun Sajun.
“Let go!”
Yeoul, filled with rebellious spirit, tried to throw his body diving into the air. But the more he did so, the more Eun Sajun’s fingers bound Yeoul like a prison.
“Stop.”
“N-no…”
Yeoul violently refused. Gradually, the temperature in Eun Sajun’s eyes dropped rapidly. Following that, he pulled strongly while tightly holding Yeoul’s body. Because of that, Yeoul moved away from the railing and his feet touched the ground. At the same time, Eun Sajun grabbed Yeoul’s shoulders and turned him around. The two faced each other and their faces became much closer.
Though it was dim, he could feel that his complexion had turned pale. His brow was also intensely furrowed.
“You’re not even alone right now, what are you doing?”
“Ah…”
The shock of losing Yeojin was so great that he had momentarily forgotten. Right now, there was a baby in Yeoul’s belly. Upon recognizing this fact, his heart became heavy and heat rose.
Eun Sajun also read Yeoul’s condition like a ghost and caressed his forehead.
“You have a high fever.”
He, who had become worried-looking at some point, began to kiss Yeoul’s lips. Moist lips overlapped according to the creases. It was truly persistent lip movement.
“Mmm.”
Yeoul moaned without realizing it. When he made physical contact with him, the fever that had been rising endlessly instantly went down, and the touching lips also felt strangely sweet. It really was a damned body.
Yeoul, whose insides were burning up, turned his head to avoid his lips. But Eun Sajun persistently didn’t let go. Soon his thick tongue penetrated into Yeoul’s mouth.
Yeoul tried to push him away in discomfort, but he persistently coveted and coveted Yeoul’s lips again. It was sweet yet stimulating like poison. It aroused the impulse to keep feeling and tasting. It was truly a curse itself. It would be troublesome to keep melting into this sensation.
Eventually Yeoul pushed him away. But Eun Sajun fitted Yeoul’s lips again as if blocking them. He was truly persistent. Thinking this wouldn’t do, Yeoul eventually bit his tongue. A soft feeling came along with a stinging sensation at the same time. But Eun Sajun didn’t fall away from Yeoul’s lips. Rather, his snake-like tongue licked and swept everywhere on Yeoul’s palate and gums. It was very stimulating. Yeoul felt like he was going crazy.
So he bit his tongue hard once more. When additional stimulation was added to the place he had already bitten once, a fishy taste was felt in his mouth. It was blood flowing from his tongue.
But even this time, like a patient who couldn’t feel pain, he ignored the rushing sensation and continued to suck and swallow the blood. He really seemed crazy. Should I bite once more… Maybe he would stop the dirty kissing only if I just cut off this tongue.
Flame-like madness came alive in Yeoul’s eyes. Soon, just as he was about to bite that tongue, Eun Sajun’s lips fell away.
“Why did you stop biting?”
He looked into Yeoul’s eyes with serious eyes. Then he stuck out his bitten tongue.
“It would seem glorious to have my tongue cut off by you.”
What? What kind of crazy talk is this, he thought as he looked at him.
“Don’t say strange things…”
In all his life, he had never seen someone use the word “glorious” in such a moment. He tried to escape because he felt like his mind would become stranger if he kept facing him, but Eun Sajun’s two arms held Yeoul’s thin body and wouldn’t let go.
“I love you.”
Whispering fishily, he lifted Yeoul up and headed back to the hospital room.
“Let me go…”
Yeoul tried to resist once more, but Eun Sajun didn’t budge. Gradually he felt his abdomen getting hot and his consciousness becoming distant. Although he was currently in the position of being held by him, he resolved that he would definitely escape.
Author: Hyacinthus B
Hyacinthus
