Chapter 149
He was anxious. Even if it might not harm others, it might affect his fragile young master.
‘Your master is different from ordinary people because of the poison he consumed as a child. You must be careful not to let any harmful substances touch his body.’
Count Rodiahim gazed steadily through the clinic window. Luwen didn’t understand why Fei was afraid of his master. The way he looked at Fei closely resembled how Fei looked at him.
‘What would be a minor illness for others could be fatal for that weak disciple of mine. He’s careless with his body, so you must take good care of him.’
The Count stroked Luwen’s head.
‘At least he seems to pretend to listen to you.’
‘Yes! I will protect the young master!’
‘Such a reliable young man.’
He had answered confidently. But he wasn’t properly keeping that one promise.
“Excuse me.”
Unable to wait any longer, he flung the door open. A cloak sprawled on the carriage floor. Fei was sitting on it, slumped over the chair.
“Young master!”
Luwen hurriedly boarded the carriage, grabbed Fei’s shoulders, and lifted him up. His powerless head fell into Luwen’s arms.
However, contrary to expectations, he hadn’t lost consciousness. His hazily unfocused eyes were blinking.
“Lu, wen…”
“We’ve arrived at the mansion. Are you alright?”
Fei, completely limp, shook his head. Tears hanging from his eyelashes fell one by one.
“Hngh, ugh. Luwen… help, me. I can’t, by myself… I can’t…”
There was no strength in the hands clutching his arms. Yet he was clinging desperately. He was pleading tearfully for help. In his entire life, Luwen had never seen Fei like this.
For some reason, an unfamiliar satisfaction welled up. Wasn’t it as if his master had fallen right into his arms? His master, who had always been lofty and noble, who had seemed beyond reach, was now whimpering with a sensual scent. Asking to be taken.
Gulp.
Luwen wrapped Fei in the cloak so that not a single strand of hair was visible, then lifted him. The head servant who had come to greet them approached hurriedly in surprise.
“Don’t let anyone up to the second floor until the young master gives orders.”
“A-alright. Is the master okay?”
“He will be fine. Another carriage will arrive soon, and I’ll entrust those people to you. They are important guests to the young master.”
After hearing the head servant’s acknowledgment, Luwen hurried his steps.
It didn’t take long to reach the second floor. He kicked open the door to Fei’s bedroom and laid him on the bed. When he unwrapped the cloak, Fei’s exposed state was revealed.
The only thing covering his naked body was a thin shirt. Even that was so thin that his skin showed through, and all the buttons were undone.
“Lu, haaah, Luwen… help, me, quickly…”
His whispering voice was incredibly suggestive. Luwen’s gaze traveled down Fei’s body. His nipples, red and swollen as if rubbed, his flat stomach with white semen stuck all over, his dick slick with pre-cum, his thighs trembling finely.
“It’s okay. I’ll take care of it for you.”
With an intensified gaze, Luwen climbed onto the bed and caressed Fei’s stomach. The skin temperature under his palm was high.
“Ah, ungh!”
Even with just that, Fei writhed. He threw his head back and exhaled feverishly. Sweet moans that could melt one’s ears tempted and stimulated Luwen.
“How would you like me to do it?”
“Touch, touch me. Keep, touching me…”
“Where?”
Fei sobbed. Luwen licked the tears flowing down his temples with his tongue.
Sweet. He wanted to lick his entire body. But when Fei pulled his hand and placed it on his dick, Luwen inhaled sharply from the dizzying sensation.
“Haah, ha, quickly… I feel like, I’m dying, it’s painful…”
When he remained stiff and unresponsive, Fei thrust his hips as if impatient. Belatedly coming to his senses, Luwen felt the hot, pulsating sensation against his palm and grasped the erection.
“Ah, ah!”
“Don’t you want this too?”
He lowered his head and lightly touched Fei’s nipple with the pointed tip of his tongue.
“Ahng! Yes! There, good… hnngh!”
“Shall I lick it more?”
Fei pulled his head closer, as if telling him not to leave his chest. Luwen licked the nipple with his tongue while moving his hand.
“Huah! Together, don’t- hnng, ungh!”
When he firmly bit the nipple with his lips, Fei’s hips leaped up. He ejaculated while convulsing finely. His panting breath clung hotly.
“Ah… feels, go-od… More, do more, more…”
If he ejaculated a few more times like this, the drug’s effect would wear off. His rational mind persuaded him that it was enough without crossing the line.
‘But if not now…’
It felt like he would never be able to touch him again. Because Fei might regret it once his reason returned.
Simultaneously, thanks to the sweetness Fei was giving him, Luwen realized what the base desire lurking deep inside him was.
He wanted to possess him.
‘Fei…’
He wanted to call him by his name, not “young master.”
He wanted to keep him preciously in his arms like now and monopolize him.
He disliked how Fei treated others kindly, how he worried about them. He wished that Fei’s world contained only him.
What would he think if he discovered this lowly greed? He might never allow Luwen by his side again.
‘I must endure.’
The conclusion was clear. To remain by his side as before, he needed to focus on relieving Fei’s desire and then step back cleanly.
Yes, that’s what he should do, but.
“Luwen… why, why aren’t you doing anything… Hurry… hmm?”
His tearful gaze was beautiful. Luwen kissed his cheek, then grasped his white thighs and asked.
“How far shall I go?”
A vile question. Because in his current state, Fei would permit anything. Just to be freed from the aphrodisiac, solely for that reason. It would be permission for only physical desire, without emotion.
Nevertheless, he couldn’t help but ask. This way, he would have an excuse when Fei regained his senses later. He calculated that Fei wouldn’t distance himself because of something he had permitted.
“All, all of it, touch me. If it’s you, Luwen, everything… is good.”
“You’ve given permission.”
“Yes, yes. Hurry… sniff. It’s hot…”
Fei reached out his arms to him and cried. Luwen positioned himself between his legs. The spread legs came up over Luwen’s thighs. As he lowered his upper body, Fei’s waist lifted.
“Hold onto me.”
Slender arms wrapped around his neck. Luwen supported him with one arm while touching the tightly closed entrance with the other hand. He carefully pushed his finger into a place so narrow it felt like there was no gap.
“Unnngh!”
“Does it hurt?”
“N-no, it doesn’t, hnngh, it feels, strange…”
Luwen slowly moved his finger. The tight grip pushed his patience to the limit. But if he didn’t stretch it, Fei would be hurt. That was absolutely unacceptable.
“Please bear with it a little. I’ll make you feel good.”
Fei clung to him even more. Noticing his arms trembling slightly from strain, Luwen lowered his upper body completely and licked his nape. While listening to the sweet moans that kept bursting out as if he felt good, Luwen moved his fingers.
“Haah, ngh, ah, ah!”
It was when he passed a certain point on the inner wall, a slightly swollen area. Fei’s body trembled violently, and he made a loud sound. Instinctively recognizing it, Luwen found the same spot and rubbed it.
“Ah! Ahngh, there!”
“Does this feel good?”
He nodded with his mouth open. At the honest reaction, the corners of Luwen’s lips curved gently.
Then he carefully increased the number of fingers. Taking ample time to observe Fei’s reactions to ensure he wasn’t in pain.
After a time of patience, he finally determined it was widened enough to accept his own. Luwen straightened his upper body and took out his dick that had been trapped in his uncomfortable pants. His engorged dick sprang up, pointing upward.
“Young master.”
Luwen called him as he aligned the head with the entrance. He wanted him to know who he was joining bodies with.
Fei, who had been panting and trembling violently, met his gaze with blurry eyes, then immediately looked downward.
“Tell me if it’s too difficult.”
“Are you, going to… put it in?”
At his question, Luwen hesitated. He thought Fei wouldn’t know what the end of this act would be. For a moment, feeling as if his shameful desires had been exposed, Luwen pulled his hips back, but Fei wrapped his legs around him.
“It’s okay. If it’s you… it’s fine. I like it…”
Omfg it’s happening,
its funny how they’re basically hesitant and fearing the same thing, they better fckn talk after this because if they don’t it will only cause more misunderstandings, like Luwen already thinks the only reason Fei is allowing this is bc of the drug, and part of it is true, but also the desire is directed towards Luwen AND ONLY LUWEN, in a way Fei is practically confessing his feelings here