The Villain Wants to Change Genres

Chapter 148

I clenched my fist inside my cloak. I squeezed until my nails dug into my palm and I felt pain. I hoped the pain would dilute the unwanted stimulation.

“Young master. Your cheeks are flushed. Let me check your temperature for a moment.”

“No!”

Knowing that contact with Luwen right now would lead to trouble, I instinctively blurted out a refusal. Even though I had turned my head away, I could feel the gaze directed at me.

“Perhaps earlier…”

Rona carefully began. I quickly looked at her and shook my head.

Don’t say it. Whatever it is, don’t say anything.

“What happened earlier?”

“It’s nothing. Luwen doesn’t need to worry about it.”

Have I really become an idiot? How is this different from confessing that something did happen?

Glance. I peeked at Luwen from the corner of my eye. Sure enough, he was watching me with a serious expression. Since I couldn’t take back what I’d already said, I turned my head away.

‘I should calm down first, then explain later.’

I didn’t have the capacity to talk or think of excuses now. It was becoming harder and harder to endure. I wanted to touch him, wanted him to touch me. I felt like I would do anything to be free of this relentless heat surging through me.

“I’m sorry, but would you mind moving to the carriage behind us?”

Luwen asked the three people. The carriage that had transported us during the kidnapping was following with Nadian and the others. There were no separate seats, so there would be plenty of room if they moved there.

I hoped they would refuse, but before I could stop her, Rona had already asked the driver to stop the carriage.

‘No.’

I didn’t trust myself to maintain my sanity if left alone with Luwen. It might be better to send him away too and deal with this by myself.

Soon the carriage stopped and the door opened. The others got out first, and just before Rona, the last to leave, stepped out of the carriage, she looked at me and mouthed something. When I gave no response due to my dazed state, she quietly left the carriage.

“Luwen, you get out too.”

Click. Luwen ignored my order and closed the carriage door. I swallowed a sigh and looked at him.

“Didn’t you hear me? I said you should get out too. I want to be alone right now.”

My tone was rough, my voice sharp. I didn’t want to treat Luwen this way. I didn’t want to show this ugly side of myself.

Luwen, who couldn’t possibly understand my feelings, knelt down. As the distance between us shortened, his familiar scent overwhelmed me. I momentarily felt dizzy and gripped my thighs tightly while lowering my head.

‘This is driving me crazy…’

I couldn’t speak for fear that the sounds I was desperately holding back would escape.

“Young master, it’s just the two of us now. Please tell me honestly what’s wrong.”

He placed his hand on my knee. It was just that, just a light touch, but my sensitized body perceived it as excessive stimulation. All my nerves rushed to the skin where Luwen had touched me. A shiver ran down my spine.

“Excuse me for a moment.”

Biting my lip and enduring was all I could do. When I couldn’t say anything, Luwen reached out to me.

His checking my temperature was a familiar action. I already knew this was the reason he had bitten someone before. That’s why I was trying to send him away…

I shook my head and moved away. But how far could I escape in a small carriage? If nothing else, Luwen never compromised when it came to my health, and his hand inevitably touched my cheek.

“…Hah.”

My body involuntarily curled up as my lower abdomen tightened. I covered my mouth with both hands, but what good was that when I had already made a sound? Not having the courage to look at Luwen’s face, I kept my head down and moved my hands to embrace myself.

“…master… drug…”

He seemed to be saying something, but I couldn’t hear well. Just suppressing my increasingly rapid breathing and clinging to my reason, which felt like it might snap at any moment, was overwhelming.

“A drug… I took a drug… Because of that, I need to be alone…”

I just told him honestly. Because I felt like I might lose my reason and cling to Luwen. I wanted to send him away quickly.

“I don’t want… to show this side of me… hic, sob…”

“…Can you handle this alone?”

After hesitating briefly, Luwen carefully asked me as I was whining like a child. “Alone.” Without time to think deeply, I nodded.

“I understand.”

I should have been relieved, but when he actually left the carriage, I suddenly felt sad. Tears fell unexpectedly. Had I actually wanted help? Despite my refusal, had I wanted to be freed from this torment? Though that wouldn’t be like Luwen.

“Sob, hic, huu…”

Stifling my sobs, I lowered my hand. My lower body was already slick with precum. Touching my painfully erect dick sent an intensely unpleasant pleasure shooting up from my toes.

“Ah…”

I hadn’t even stroked it many times, but the area, sensitized from continual restraint, quickly ejaculated. It was an unsatisfying release. Not being able to control my own body made me feel bad and irritated.

“Sob, fuck, that bastard…”

I continued moving my hand while cursing the First Prince who had made me take this thing. My grip was loose because I couldn’t put much strength into it, and though pleasure continued to pour through me, I simply couldn’t reach climax.

Twisting my body, I slid off the seat. Finding it difficult to keep my back straight, I leaned over the seat and moved my hand. Squelch, squelch. I hated the wet sounds.

“Hah, huff, ugh.”

But what I hated even more was that a name I didn’t want to call filled my mind. Luwen’s face. His smile. His warmth. His voice.

“Hnngh!”

The moment those vividly appeared in my mind, I ejaculated violently. I stared at my soiled hand with a dazed feeling. Somehow, I felt like I had committed a sin.

‘But why… still…’

I gasped for breath as I grasped my dick, which was beginning to harden again. Whether I felt despair or not, the heat from my body wouldn’t subside. It felt like I had fallen into hell.

* * *

After getting out of the carriage, Luwen gritted his teeth. Every time he heard the moans and sobs leaking intermittently from inside, he wanted to open the door and go in.

But he couldn’t move, unable to distinguish whether this was a pure desire to help Fei or because of his own dirty desires. Because he too had become aroused at the sight of his disheveled state.

“Hah…”

Even the biting winter wind couldn’t cool the heat rising from the center of Luwen’s body.

The wet eyelashes, cloudy eyes, flushed cheeks, hot breath, the way he had fidgeted with his thighs pressed together, the exposed skin revealed by the fallen cloak, and the temptingly erect nipples…

‘Damn it.’

He kept thinking about it. Despite Fei’s clear refusal, a fierce impulse arose to subdue him by force.

‘Stop.’

He didn’t want to lose Fei’s trust because of desire. Luwen closed his eyes tightly, then opened them and set the carriage in motion. He felt that only by separating himself this way could he endure.

“Rona. Can we talk for a moment?”

He called to her as she waited for the following carriage. Though he wanted to ask if she had any helpful information, Rona also didn’t know what drug Fei had taken.

“It seems like some kind of stimulant, but those types of drugs have a clear purpose. The solution is also clear. Therefore… since there’s no particular need for an antidote, there’s very little research on them.”

“You mean there’s no antidote?”

After hesitating briefly, she nodded.

“But it shouldn’t harm the body, so with enough time, he’ll be fine.”

“I see.”

“I’m sorry I couldn’t help…”

“Not at all. Please travel safely.”

“What about you?”

“I’ll follow behind the carriage.”

Luwen answered while looking at the carriage still visible in the distance, then quickened his pace. Partly to calm his own excitement, he rode maintaining a certain distance from the carriage. Though he knew there were no dangerous animals or monsters nearby, he couldn’t send Fei alone in such a state.

‘I should have killed him after all.’

If he had been late, those men would have violated Fei. The thought made his blood boil. If not for Duke Cromwell’s order to capture all of them alive to root out the entire group, he would have cut off the head of the man who had been torturing Fei.

Flap flap- flutter-

Birds suddenly flew up, breaking the forest’s silence in response to the killing intent that was subtly spreading. Luwen watched them and clicked his tongue, worried it might affect Fei, then suppressed his murderous aura.

How much time had passed? The carriage arrived at the mansion and stopped at the main entrance. However, there was no response from inside even after knocking on the carriage door.

Knock knock.

“Young master. We’ve arrived at the mansion. Are you alright?”

He asked again while knocking, but there was still no answer.