64
After finishing dinner together, I sat on the sofa in front of the warm fireplace in my room to rest for a while. Since there was still plenty of time before sleep, I was leisurely resting.
Knock knock.
Someone knocked on my room door.
I quietly looked toward the door. I felt like I could see who was standing beyond it. Soon the door opened even though I hadn’t given permission… and sure enough, the person I expected peeked their head in today too. It was Cedric.
“Eddie, want to eat snacks together?”
“Snacks?”
“Yeah. They made cake and told me to take some.”
When I gestured for him to come in, he scurried over to sit beside me. This guy with a mountain-like build comes running like a happy dog meeting its owner.
Actually, wasn’t this guy a dog in his past life?
“Looks delicious.”
The cake Cedric brought was topped with plenty of fruit.
I was about to move my fork, but before that, he cut the cake with his own fork and brought it directly to my mouth.
“Here.”
…He really likes feeding me.
It was embarrassing, but since it was just the two of us here with no one watching, I quietly accepted it.
Cedric smiled like a very happy person. I chewed the cake while looking at that face as much as I wanted to. It was delicious.
“Is it good?”
“Yeah. You eat some too.”
“Feed me.”
Then, as if naturally expecting me to feed him, he opened his mouth and waited, so I put a piece of cake cut with the fork into it. I deliberately pushed in a large piece, and watching him chew hard was cute.
“You eat well. Did you like sweet things?”
“No, not really.”
“…Huh?”
I was momentarily confused by the unexpected answer. Cedric wiped around his mouth with his thumb with an indifferent face and said.
“But I like eating together with you.”
“Anyway, you’re saying you don’t really like sweet things.”
“That’s true.”
“Then why did you specifically bring this?”
“Because you like it, so I wanted to eat together.”
…Right. I do like sweet things.
“……”
Cedric knows me well. Just from the actions he occasionally showed, I couldn’t help but know that he knew me well.
Compared to that, I…
With a somehow gloomy heart, I just mashed the innocent cake with my fork.
I had too much to learn about him to even embarrassingly call myself a friend, and I couldn’t help but feel sorry about that.
“Eddie, it’s not that I hate sweet things.”
“Mm-hmm. Then what foods do you like?”
“I’m not particularly picky about food, but for desserts, ones mixed with nuts are tasty. For drinks, I like tea and coffee.”
I pulled out the images of Cedric’s usual appearance that remained in my subconscious one by one.
Certainly… Riette and I, who liked sweet things, always ate well when we met in the salon, but Cedric always seemed to leave food.
To think such things are only now becoming visible.
It’s upsetting.
“So when you… sent tea leaves in a tea container as a return gift before. I was so happy then.”
Cedric added while cutting cake to feed me. At those words, I shook off my gloominess again and perked up. It was a return gift I had carefully chosen and sent, so he said he was pleased with it.
“I’m glad. I’m glad you liked it.”
Cedric smiled lightly, curling the corners of his mouth. Suddenly he leaned his body toward me.
Just when I unconsciously lifted my head and flinched momentarily as our breaths grew close, he licked and cleaned the corner of my mouth with his tongue.
There must have been some cream slightly stuck there, as something white disappeared into his tongue. A faint sweet scent brushed past my nose tip.
My eyes met Cedric’s in mid-air.
“…Can I kiss you?”
That low, sunken voice seemed to stick thickly to my chest. I quietly moistened my lips. Then instead of answering, I pressed my lips together for a kiss, and Cedric, taking it as permission, parted my lips and came in to entangle our tongues.
The tongue mixed with sweetness swept through my mouth. When I clumsily moved my tongue as well, Cedric gently sucked and released it.
Unable to maintain my balance, I leaned my shoulder against the sofa armrest and lay down, and he embraced me while gradually moving down from my jawline to my nape, pressing his lips. The more I focused on that sensation, the more heat gathered downward.
It seemed like it was just ticklish, but strangely, hot heat was spreading from where our lips touched.
“Eddie.”
Cedric looked up with a face that was slightly flushed. His eyes, blurred with heat, held me completely. More than anything else, that blind gaze made my heart tingle.
Soon his eyes drew a strange crescent.
“Fuck. I’m hard again.”
A listless voice was muttering small.
“…Seems like it.”
Actually, since Cedric was lying completely on top of me in close contact, I found out whether I wanted to or not. The hard mass that was bulging as if it might burst even though it was pressed inside his pants.
“Mm-hmm. I want to do it.”
“…Want to do it?”
I mean, I wasn’t in a very different situation either.
“Can we go all the way?”
Cedric threw it out lightly as if joking.
All the way… I couldn’t not know what that meant, so my face grew hot.
Probably, he was speaking jokingly thinking I might feel resistant or dislike it.
Even though I didn’t answer, Cedric leaned his cheek against my chest like someone with no great interest. Watching him rub against me like a child… I gathered courage and answered.
“Should we try?”
Then Cedric stopped his movements abruptly. After blinking his lowered eyes several times, he looked at me again.
His face had sunk seriously as if asking when he had been playful.
“Really?”
“…Yeah.”
Although I had a slight anxiety since I’d never even imagined experiencing with the same sex, since the partner was Cedric, I was also strangely looking forward to it. And since it was still a long time until dawn, wouldn’t there be enough time…
Suddenly Cedric slipped his hand under my buttocks. After firmly gripping my buttock flesh, he traced between the cleft with his finger.
“I’m going to put it in here, so you’re saying that’s okay?”
“……”
“No running away in the middle saying you can’t do it.”
I rolled my eyes around.
Right. That’s the only receiving hole there is. My heart pounded like a cornered mouse.
I did say let’s try because my heart was swayed by looking at Cedric, but thinking about it a bit more, that guy was saying he’d force his club-like thing… inside my body?
Did he notice my hesitation?
Cedric spoke decisively as if concluding.
“Eddie. It’s already too late.”
“I haven’t answered yet…”
“You said ‘yeah.'”
He sat up and grabbed my legs to lift them. Had my heart climbed to my face in the meantime, as my face was pounding like it might explode.
“W-wait a minute! I think it’ll hurt.”
Won’t my ass split in half?
The robe with loosened ties fell open. I first grabbed hold of his hands that were gently removing my pants.
“Don’t worry. I’ll make it not hurt.”
“No, I don’t think so. You can say that because you don’t properly realize the ignorant size of your cock, right?”
“Eddie. My cock is also a cock that exists to be put in.”
“…Who doesn’t know about its purpose! The question is whether it’s a cock that will just slip in, or a cock that will hurt like hell when put in!”
“Just trust me once.”
In the end, Cedric didn’t allow me to take back the words I had once spat out. After finally pulling down my pants and dropping them to the floor, he kissed my half-standing cock.
Flinch, my legs trembled. My lips felt parched, so while I kept moistening them with my tongue, Cedric, who had bent his waist, supported my cock with one hand and traced the shaft with his lips.
“Can I suck yours?”
“…Why do you like sucking so much?”
“Because your cock looks like it wants to be sucked.”
His fingers swept down from the urethral opening that was dripping precum to the split glans.
“The straight shape is pretty and the head shape is pretty too. The color is like a peach…”
“Ah, I got it so stop.”
If I could die from embarrassment, I would already be a corpse. When I suffered while covering my face, Cedric chuckled, then slowly opened his mouth and took it in.
“Nngh…”
My cock seemed to fit tightly in the wet, hot cave. When the soft tongue pressed and stimulated the glans and began sucking with increased pressure, my toes curled automatically.
“Ha, ah…”
I quietly looked down at Cedric, who had buried his head in my crotch and was meticulously sucking my cock as if tasting a delicacy.
Each time his long, dense eyelashes fluttered and moved, his sea-blue eyes that held the ocean were revealed and disappeared repeatedly. When he swallowed deeply to his throat, his high nose bridge slightly touched my pubic hair.
Thinking of that face blinking with my semen on it made blood rush even more downward.
Imagining all those many things… I squeezed my eyes shut.
Ah. Am I a pervert?