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…Right, it should be fine. He’s been groping and touching mine freely too.
I slowly lowered my hand and gently touched his reddened glans that was burning hot. Because pre-cum was flowing from the urethral opening making it slippery, it was more moist and smooth than usual.
I had worried I might feel repulsed, but fortunately I felt nothing of the sort.
It just seemed fascinating that another person’s cock, similar yet different from mine, was having the same physiological reaction as me.
When I touched the split opening of the glans with my finger then pulled away, a transparent thread stretched out. Seeing that strangely made my mouth feel parched.
“Hah…”
Cedric’s breathing trembled finely.
Does it feel good? When I touched the corona more boldly, he, who had been faintly flushed, twitched his eyebrows slightly. That disheveled appearance was so stimulating that I couldn’t look away.
Soon Cedric, whose expression had relaxed, let out a slow breath and gently grasped my hand that was timidly fidgeting.
“Here… touch me more.”
“Hm? Oh, l-like this?”
When I gripped the curved part of the corona in a circle and stroked up and down, he gripped my hand more firmly and shook it. Then he pulled my cock over and started rubbing them together.
My heated face grew even hotter.
“Haah… ah, it’s good. Eddie… I love you.”
Cedric revealed his excited emotions and elated mood without reserve. He rubbed his straight nose tip against my forehead as he breathed. Perhaps because of his arousal, his pheromones kept getting thicker then lighter repeatedly.
“Huwook… hng.”
The voice constantly whispering sweet words, the hand gently gripping and moving, the sticky sensation, the touching warmth, and his scent. I quietly panted while savoring all of Cedric.
When his emotions of being so happy he didn’t know what to do with himself reached me completely, I felt a strangely deep and distant feeling. At the same time, a peculiar guilt seemed to scratch at the inside of my chest.
“Ungh, hah, uh…”
The feeling of climax rushed over me quickly and I bit my lips. When my breathing became greatly disturbed, Cedric, who had been panting quietly, also whispered.
“I think I’m going to cum, can I cum on your hand?”
He doesn’t need to ask about such things each time.
My cheeks grew hot.
I nodded my head, and not long after, the intense feeling of climax that came made me squeeze my eyes shut tightly. The two cocks that had been twitching and reacting began spurting thick white semen in gushes.
The viscous liquid flowed down the shafts and got on my fingertips. While I briefly savored the tingling pleasure, Cedric stroked the shaft for quite a while longer.
As I trembled from the good feeling of the shallow, continuing climax, his deepened voice was heard quietly.
“Eddie… I want to kiss you.”
“…”
“I want to have sex too.”
For a moment my already heated face became even more burning hot. At the reality that I had ultimately succumbed to desire again, I also felt doubt and glared at him for no reason, saying.
“We’re a complete mess.”
“What is?”
“It’s like our cocks are attached to our brains too.”
“So what. As long as it feels good.”
“You…”
You might be able to say that because you’re confident in your own feelings, but I’m not there yet. I wanted to add that, but I swallowed all the rest of my words.
I didn’t want to bring up unnecessary topics and hurt Cedric. Besides, it was largely my fault for ultimately being unable to resist and getting swept up in it…
“We haven’t even properly kissed yet.”
“Then let’s do it now.”
“…You mood-killer.”
I pushed away Cedric’s face as he leaned in and jumped up from the bed. Though it was right after washing, my clothes were dirty with semen and felt sticky, so I felt like I needed to wash again.
“I’m going to use the bathroom first.”
“Want to wash together?”
“No. Don’t even think about coming in.”
While adjusting my pants and walking, I gave him a firm warning before closing the bathroom door. After taking turns with Cedric and lying down on the bed, sleep came pouring over me. It was probably because I was already tired and had done something energy-consuming on top of that.
‘I’m sleepy.’
The dark bedroom with all the oil lamps turned off and only moonlight faintly coming in. I covered myself with the blanket up to my chin and lay there, then drowsily closed my eyes. I remembered not saying goodnight to Cedric and tried to wait until he came out, but… I ended up falling fast asleep like that.
I slept particularly deeply that night, and when I opened my eyes to sunlight tickling my eyelids, the first thing I saw was someone’s broad chest.
“…”
I blinked blankly, then remembered sleeping with Cedric last night and lifted my head. He was still sleeping soundly, holding me in his arms.
I slipped out quietly and sat up. Gentle sunlight was shining on sleeping Cedric’s face. That sight was exactly like a painting, so I ended up staring at him intently.
‘Sleep well.’
I watched him a bit longer, then was about to lower my legs off the bed.
Perhaps feeling the rustling movement? Cedric, who had woken up, wrapped his arm around my waist and I couldn’t get up.
“Oh, sorry. Did I wake you?”
“No… what time is it now?”
He mumbled in a voice still half-asleep and rubbed his face against my back. I checked the clock.
“It’s around 7 o’clock. We should eat breakfast and get moving soon.”
“Mm-hmm. Did you sleep well last night?”
“Yeah. I slept completely soundly without even dreaming.”
When I turned my body halfway, I could see Cedric’s round head. When I unconsciously stroked that head, Cedric made a low sound like a purring cat.
“It’s because you slept with me.”
“Mmm. Well, maybe so.”
“Good… love me more.”
“Just get up already.”
“I’ll get up if you kiss my forehead.”
“…”
Instead of a kiss, I gave him a light smack. Cedric, with a slightly sulky face, removed his arm from me and sat up. His back view looked somewhat dejected.
‘…Maybe I should have just done it.’
It’s just a kiss. I decided to try harder.
I felt bad thinking he might be hurt, so I kept glancing at him.
‘Ugh.’
But this is really… expressing affection first is harder for me than giving in to lust.
Especially when trying to make embarrassing expressions that are more about emotional intimacy than desire, somehow I unconsciously kept putting on the brakes.
The reason for this is surely because I don’t have confidence in my own feelings…
I stared intently at Cedric getting out of bed, then steeled my heart and quietly approached from behind to hug him once.
Cedric, startled, looked back at me.
In the meantime, I quickly separated from him and left the room first. When he immediately followed behind me asking what that was, I brushed it off saying I just hugged him once.
Fortunately… Cedric’s sulky expression had quickly cleared up. He was someone who got upset easily but also got over it easily.
* * *
We gathered in the dining room to finish breakfast, then prepared to move again. The carriage advanced west without incident, stopping at territories we saw along the way.
And Cedric… secretly visited my room every night. There was no more fooling around after the first day, but he slept holding me tight as if I were a comfort doll.
Of course, I didn’t say anything since sleeping close to him made me feel more cozy than usual and helped me sleep well.
Anyway. Today we finally entered Leonhardt territory.
“So this is Leonhardt territory.”
I opened the carriage window wide and looked outside.
“Wow, the weather is really nice.”
Lionel, who was sitting next to me, also stuck his face outside and said. Today was the day we arrived at Leonhardt, so Riette and Lionel were riding in the same carriage as Cedric and me.
Thanks to that, it was busier than usual.
With Cedric and Lionel, two tall and well-built large men sitting there, the inside of the carriage felt somewhat cramped.
“It’s nice but it seems too hot too.”
Riette, sitting across from us, muttered while fanning herself with her clothes. Lionel responded as if agreeing with her. As we got closer to the west, the climate changed and the days became hotter. The air seemed more humid and muggy than in the east.
“Right. Maybe because it’s humid, I’m sweating a lot.”
“Lionel, you smell like sweat so move away.”
“Aw! Young master! That’s too much.”
“No, I’m worried I might smell.”
Right now he’s sticking his face between my armpits saying he wants to look out the window together…
“Young master, you’re fresh and clean. I think you actually smell good?”
Perhaps because Lionel made such a somewhat perverted comment while sniffing around.
Suddenly from across, Cedric, who was sitting next to Riette today, kicked Lionel’s shin with his toe.
“Huk.”
Lionel, who fell away from me in surprise, smiled awkwardly at Cedric’s sharp glare. He seemed puzzled since he was just joking around in his own way, but Cedric was glaring at him fiercely.
…Cedric always seems only kind, but sometimes he does mean things like that.
Author: Hyacinthus B
Hyacinthus
