The Original Work Got Ruined After I Quit Being the Sub Male 33

Right after that.

A strong sense of climax arose and my body naturally stirred.

“No, don’t… it’s coming out, hng.”

I felt like I was going to come again and my toes curled. At the moment I spilled semen from the unbearable sensation, a thrilling shiver flowed through my entire body.

The semen that flowed out with a gurgling sound stuck to the flesh pillar that kept rubbing. As it continued to rub without restraint in that state, the squelching sounds grew louder.

“No, hng…! Stop, stop, I…”

“Just a little more, okay? Just a little…”

“Ah, unh…! Hng, ah…”

I felt like I was going to die from being driven without even having time to feel the afterglow of climax.

My vision flickered and bounced. My mood floated like clouds and I gradually lost my sense of reality.

Unable to escape from his embrace and struggling, only after making me come two or three more times… Cedric seemed satisfied as he nestled in my arms and fell asleep happily.

I also became extremely exhausted midway and fell asleep briefly as if fainting, then opened my eyes again…

“……”

Cedric was sleeping soundly with his arm wrapped around my chest, holding me as if restraining me.

“…Haah.”

The arm resting on my chest was heavy and suffocating.

I wanted to wipe off my groin that had become sticky from cumming so much, and I wanted to pick up my pants that had been thrown away and put them back on, but I had no strength to move.

‘Has the rut subsided?’

I quietly observed the sleeping Cedric. Although he still had a flushed red tinge remaining, his breathing was much more stable than before.

He’ll probably be back to his right mind by tomorrow.

‘Ah. I don’t know.’

I was already afraid of when I would open my eyes the next day, but… since I didn’t want to think about anything right now, I closed my eyes with avoidance psychology and tried to sleep.

* * *

Early morning when the gentle light of dawn was still seeping through the window. Cedric opened his eyes feeling very refreshed for the first time in a while.

He blinked a couple of times and looked at Edgar nestled in his arms.

“……”

Facing Edgar’s face, yesterday’s events also came back to him one by one. Thinking it over… fortunately, the rut seemed to have passed as symptoms at the level of ‘lightly suffering like a cold’ thanks to the pheromone-controlling herbs.

In fact, an alpha’s rut without an imprinted partner is serious enough to become a social problem as it makes them focus only on instinct and increases aggression.

Because of this, passing through at such a cute level as yesterday was extremely fortunate.

If ruts and heats aren’t properly released and are suppressed with drugs for a long period, the symptoms become more severe when the suppression is lifted… so it’s being pointed out as an even bigger problem in aristocratic society that considers displaying ruts and heats vulgar and always controls them with drugs.

It’s a vicious cycle.

So… if he hadn’t known from the beginning that there were many herbs in the forest, he wouldn’t have tried to stay with Edgar no matter what.

Of course, controlling the rut with pheromone-regulating herbs and using that state as an excuse to reverse the situation was intentional.

‘If he really hated it, I was going to stop appropriately and pretend I didn’t remember anything, pretend it was all the rut’s fault.’

His condition had been hazy, but he definitely had enough reason to distinguish that much. Cedric had essentially made a gamble. It was one of the few opportunities to test Edgar using the rut as an excuse.

Even so… he didn’t expect to see such a reaction from Edgar. Responding faithfully to his touch, getting aroused along with him, making a pleased expression when reaching climax.

It was such an ecstatic time that he unconsciously wished this moment would continue forever. The euphoria that came like waves enveloped his entire body, his chest felt like it would burst from the rising thrill, and that time when brilliant joy seemed like it would blind him.

Finally feeling like he had Edgar… that heart-flutteringly good moment was so maddeningly wonderful that he couldn’t control his emotions well.

He wanted to kiss him too. Was it fortunate that he unconsciously didn’t do it because he was a little scared?

Perhaps maybe… it felt like hope was clouding his vision. If Edgar’s resistance wasn’t that severe, wouldn’t it be okay to approach him a little more actively?

He lightly touched the lips of Edgar who was sleeping soundly. Yesterday he acted like a pathetic baby cat with all its fur standing up, but now he’s sleeping so peacefully. That face was pretty, so he watched for a while before hugging Edgar a little tighter. The body scent he could feel fully in his arms was lovely.

‘I like you.’

If those words that were overflowing rather than just full accidentally came out of his mouth, how would you react then?

He was most afraid that his gloomy and one-sided love would bring misfortune again. There’s no chance to turn back time anymore.

‘I like you… Eddie.’

But he was already vaguely aware. That the day when the poison of his heart that he had forcibly, forcibly stuffed down would break wasn’t far off. That in the end, he wouldn’t be able to give up on Edgar and would end up saying those words.

‘…I like you.’

Cedric hugged Edgar’s head and rubbed his nose tip. He planned to enjoy the present moment just a little longer until Edgar woke up.

* * *

When bright sunlight tickled my eyelids, my eyes opened. Seeing strong light coming through the cabin window, it was morning…

‘Gasp.’

The moment I recognized that, my drowsy eyes widened. I sat up abruptly, then saw Cedric’s uniform covering my body and realized that my lower half was still completely naked.

I hurriedly picked up my pants. I felt like I needed to quickly go to the spring and wash.

Since Cedric wasn’t visible inside the cabin, I immediately went outside and saw that he had apparently already washed and returned by himself, looking neat as he was lighting a fire.

“Good morning, Eddie.”

He even greeted me like that when he saw me.

“……”

I was at a loss for words. I couldn’t believe his casual attitude, acting as if nothing had happened.

After what happened yesterday…

Or maybe he has no memory of yesterday at all? I was harboring such strange hope when it happened.

“You must feel sticky after cumming so much yesterday, are you okay?”

“…Argh! Don’t say any more!”

Damn it. I want to pretend I didn’t hear that.

I covered my ears and turned around, but regardless of whether I did that or not, Cedric, who had gotten up from his spot after lighting the fire, said,

“You’re going to wash up, right? Let’s go together.”

“It’s fine! I can go by myself!”

“Really? What if something happens to you?”

“……”

That’s right. What if something happens if I go alone?

As I hesitated because I couldn’t readily refuse, Cedric, who had smiled brightly, first moved his steps toward the spring. In the end, I had to walk following Cedric with my mouth tightly shut.

“……”

Silence where only the sound of footsteps could be heard.

Before long, Cedric looked back at me following behind him. Soon, facing me, he slightly opened his mouth.

“Why are you glaring like that?”

I twisted my lips crookedly.

“…You do remember what happened yesterday, right.”

“Yeah.”

Yeah, he says. Really absurdly calm.

“Ha, are you… not bothered by it at all?”

“By what?”

“After doing that, that kind of thing with me yesterday.”

I stopped talking there and closed my mouth again. I felt like I shouldn’t have brought it up. I became embarrassed and my face got hot.

Maybe I should have just acted like nothing happened too. No, but that guy was the first to show that he remembers!

“Thanks for helping me jerk off yesterday.”

Cedric calmly went one step further. I was so angry that I punched his back with my fists.

“Ow. Why are you hitting me?”

“Die, you bad guy.”

“Are you embarrassed?”

“No, you said you had someone you liked!”

But how could you act that way?

…Was what happened between me and him really nothing? Not worth caring about? Is it okay to treat a friend like that?

I was annoyed and angry. When I got really mad and fumed, Cedric, who had been pausing before answering, quietly muttered.

“It was a rut, what could I do? I couldn’t help it.”

“……”

When he made that excuse, I had nothing to say. Even if he remembers, that doesn’t mean he was in his right mind at the time. I also honestly wasn’t without the feeling that I got caught up in it partway through.

“…Right.”

This incident was clearly a…

“It was an accident.”

I know that. I definitely know, but.

Why do I feel so bad?

In the end, I closed my mouth again and walked silently.

Arriving at the spring without conversation like that, I only glanced at Cedric who told me to wash up and go, then moved my steps.

Before washing, I checked behind me again and he was standing quietly behind a tree with his back turned.

“Phew.”

I first wet my face, which still had lingering hot heat, with cool water. Then I threw off my clothes roughly and examined the inside of my thighs. I thought the inside of my legs felt somewhat stinging, and after rubbing so earnestly yesterday, the skin was chafed.

‘…Fortunately it’s not severely scraped.’

It wasn’t like we were in a relationship where we liked each other, and it was just an accident from losing our minds for a moment due to the rut, so it was natural that there was a lack of care.

“……”

With my mood becoming even more depressed, I quickly washed away as many traces as possible from my body and clothes.