The entrance was already tight, but Vin persisted, trying to push deeper inside. Telling me to relax was easier said than done; just because I relaxed didn’t mean it would fit any better. I felt like I was going to die.
“Ah, it hurts, ugh.”
“It’s okay. You always manage to take it.”
Vin patted my buttocks as if soothing a child afraid of a shot. But no amount of reassurance could make that enormous thing fit into such a narrow space.
Of course, eventually, it would all go in, but the beginning was always this difficult. If only he could reduce the size or shorten the length, it would be so much easier.
“Seo-yul, look at me.”
Opening my tightly shut eyes, I saw Vin’s smiling face. His perfect features always left me in awe, and before I knew it, he had lifted my knees high and thrust the remaining length inside me.
“―!”
The pain was so intense I couldn’t even scream. I gasped for breath as Vin held me tightly, my body trembling from the shock.
As he embraced me, he pushed even deeper, making my lower abdomen bulge. The distinct shape of his cock inside me was terrifying, and my face paled.
“It’s going to tear―”
“It won’t tear, so don’t worry.”
Vin cut me off firmly and kissed my pale face all over. The flood of pheromones, or perhaps the tension finally easing, allowed my rigid body to slowly relax.
The slick fluids flowing from where we were joined began to ease the way, giving him room to move. But as Vin tried to shift his hips, I quickly stopped him.
“Not yet. Don’t move.”
“…Looks ready to me.”
Vin reached down and showed me the wetness on his fingers, but I insisted I wasn’t ready, wrapping my legs around his waist to keep him still.
“Seo-yul, let go. We can’t stay like this forever.”
“No. I said not yet.”
“Trust me. I’ll make you feel good.”
Vin whispered seductively, his lips brushing against my ear. Unable to resist, I slowly relaxed my legs, and his cock slid out of me.
I glanced down and saw my once-bulging stomach flatten, making me squeeze my eyes shut at the surreal sight. My insides churned.
“Hngh.”
The slow re-entry of his cock made my already sensitive walls even more responsive. The curved tip pressed against a spot deep inside, making me see stars even with my eyes closed.
“Ah, ah…”
“Haah…”
Vin paused briefly to savor the tightness of my walls clenching around him, then began to move roughly. The sound of flesh slapping against flesh filled the room, a stark contrast to the earlier slow pace.
“Ah, ah, oh! Ah!”
“Seo-yul, do you like it? Open your eyes and look at me. Come on, open your eyes.”
Vin pleaded, biting gently under my chin. I struggled to open my eyes, tears streaming down my temples. As I reached out to him, he embraced me tightly.
Our lips met in a deep kiss, even as our hips continued to move in sync. With each thrust, the wet sounds of our union echoed through the room.
The large living room was filled with the scent of rich floral notes and a hint of cocoa. I breathed in Vin’s overwhelming pheromones, feeling nothing but pure excitement, the pain now a distant memory.
After what felt like an eternity, Vin hugged me tightly, his body trembling as he released deep inside me. I finally felt the end was near.
‘I feel like I’m going to die.’
I tried to lift my limp arm, but my fingers wouldn’t budge. Just as I was about to close my eyes and drift off to sleep, Vin lifted me up.
“Ah!”
Still joined together, the movement pushed him even deeper inside me. Sitting me on his thighs, Vin began to thrust again. It seemed I was the only one who thought it was over.
“Still… not enough. Seo-yul, you’re not enough.”
His voice was filled with lingering excitement, his hot breath against my skin. He gently bit my chin, then began to mark my neck with bruises.
Not satisfied with just my neck, Vin licked my ear, his hips moving steadily. I was already full from his first release, and the continued movement was almost too much to bear.
“Vin.”
I reached out to stop him, cupping his cheek and looking into his eyes. His bright red eyes held only me. This child, who had always looked at me this way, seemed so pitiful and beautiful.
“I love you, Seo-yul.”
Vin whispered shyly, kissing the palm of my hand. His confession always weighed heavily on me, even though I knew there was no need to avoid it. I couldn’t respond right away.
“…I love you too, Vin.”
Vin smiled beautifully at my strained confession, as he always did.
***
Exhausted from the night’s activities, Seo-yul had passed out. Vin knew he shouldn’t push him so hard every time, but once they started, he couldn’t control himself.
Perhaps it was a way to make up for the time they had spent apart. Vin couldn’t even understand his own thoughts sometimes. The only certainty in his life was his feelings for Seo-yul.
‘I should get some water ready.’
Seo-yul always drank water as soon as he woke up, especially after their intense sessions. Vin carefully got out of bed, put on his pants, and headed to the kitchen. He filled a bottle with water and returned to the room.
‘The curtains…’
Sunlight streamed through a gap in the curtains, falling directly on Seo-yul’s face. Vin adjusted them to block out the light.
He placed the water bottle on the nightstand and climbed back into bed, lying next to Seo-yul. He listened to his soft breathing and gazed at his peaceful face.
‘So small and beautiful.’
Seo-yul had always been petite, partly because he was an omega, but also due to his frequent illnesses.
‘Is it too cold here for him?’
Vin kept the house warm for Seo-yul, who was particularly sensitive to the cold. But they couldn’t stay indoors forever. Layering clothes had its limits, and sudden outings, like today, could lead to a cold.
Vin had considered moving several times, but Seo-yul insisted on staying. Vin knew Seo-yul preferred this place because of him, remembering the long nights he spent without Seo-yul in the endless daylight of District 1.
‘We could move somewhere else now.’
Vin decided to discuss moving with Seo-yul when he woke up. Somewhere warmer and safer, where Seo-yul could go outside freely. District 1 was out of the question, but maybe District 2 or 3 would work. As a Shining, Vin would need to live away from the village to avoid attention.
Though Seo-yul never complained, Vin knew he must feel confined in this cold, desolate place. He had spent much of his childhood indoors due to his weak health and hated feeling trapped. That’s why he would sometimes go out alone, like today.
But this place was too harsh and dangerous for Seo-yul to wander alone. Though Vin dealt with any threats immediately, occasional pests still lingered.
‘I’ll sleep on it and ask him later.’
With his mind made up, Vin leaned over and gently kissed Seo-yul. Smiling at his sleepy murmurs, Vin closed his eyes and drifted off to sleep.
