The Beijing Circle Young Master’s Public Lackey Ch48

After two cups of sweet water, Chen Zemian became happy again.

Because of his low blood sugar, Lu Zhuonian asked him to drink one more cup.

It was refreshing.

While drinking the second cup of Xinglex Ice, the two sat in the car and talked about the topic of “property fees.”

Lu Zhuonian was very patient and explained from the beginning. “No matter how good friends are, if one party advances a certain amount of money for the other party, even if it is out of courtesy, the other party should take the initiative to mention it, right?”

Chen Zemian nodded to show his approval: “But I didn’t want to ask you for it.”

“Then you are very generous,” Lu Zhuonian looked at Chen Zemian sideways and said in a gentle, persuasive way, “But as a friend, don’t I also have the right to know? Why do you think it is expensive to buy yourself a plane ticket for 9,800 yuan, but you are willing to spend 300,000 yuan on me?”

Chen Zemian was stunned, vaguely feeling that Lu Zhuonian was leading him in circles — but he couldn’t quite pinpoint what felt off. So he could only try to answer: “Because you are… a very expensive person.”

Lu Zhuonian’s eyes drooped slightly: “What do you mean by a very expensive person?”

Chen Zemian hesitated: “Yes, expensive.”

Lu Zhuonian smiled and said, “Chen Zemian, you are very good at answering questions.”

Chen Zemian said, “No, I don’t think so.”

Lu Zhuonian nodded and said seriously, “Yes, you are.”

Chen Zemian subconsciously wanted to refute  —  Where is there?  —  but considering Lu Zhuonian’s terrifying memory, he didn’t dare to test Lu Da Shao’s memory on these trivial matters.

Unfortunately, after all the calculations, there were still mistakes.

Even if he didn’t ask, Lu Zhuonian still counted out his wonderful moments in detail.

“You are looking for dignity by looking down at the ground. The bodyguard you knocked out was asleep. I showed you the video of you fighting and asked if you had anything to say. You said you were very handsome and asked me to send you a copy of the video.”

Chen Zemian lowered his head as he listened.

He had a small head and face, and he could tuck his chin into his cotton coat little by little like a little turtle. When Lu Zhuonian finished speaking, only a pair of bright eyes were exposed, and his eyelashes flickered like butterfly wings.

Lu Zhuonian tapped the steering wheel with his index finger, and a sentence turned over and over in his mouth, hesitating whether to say it out loud.

Chen Zemian blinked and looked at Lu Zhuonian innocently.

Lu Zhuonian locked the car door, turned around, and looked back at the man who had almost completely hidden in the cotton coat, and asked slowly, “Chen Zemian, that was the first time we met, right?”

Chen Zemian’s amber pupils suddenly widened.

The first time we met?!!

Lu Zhuonian has such a good memory that it is impossible for him not to remember when he first met ‘Chen Zhe,’ and the name he just called was not Chen Zhe, but Chen Zemian.

So he… did he know something?

Should I admit it?

Chen Zemian was completely stunned.

He was torn between his conscience and his desires. On one hand, he thought that Lu Zhuonian was his best friend, and friends should be honest with each other. Lu Zhuonian just told me everything he thought.

Should I tell him too?

On the other hand, he thought, wouldn’t this be too dangerous, because the truth was too unbelievable? If he told it all, would Lu Zhuonian believe it, or would he think he was abnormal?

They are good friends now; what if something goes wrong one day?

Will it be bad?

Chen Zemian’s misty brown eyes trembled slightly, as if he was fixed in place. Nodding and shaking his head were simple movements, but he didn’t know which direction to move his head.

He didn’t want to lie to Lu Zhuonian, but he really couldn’t tell Lu Zhuonian the truth.

Once he explained his origins, he would inevitably mention another world. Chen Zemian had already revealed a lot, and there would be more in the future. Lu Zhuonian was so smart that he could guess that this world was actually a book.

Can Lu Zhuonian, who is so proud and noble, accept that he is just a character on paper?

There are also Xiao Kesong, Ye Chen, Liu Yuebo, Xue Duo, Yan Luo, Shen Qingwan… Each of them is the protagonist of his own life, and it is not an existence that can be written about in a few words or revolves solely around the protagonist.

This is obviously a complete world.

He should keep the secret and should not bring the suspicion of another world to this world.

But can he keep it?

Lu Zhuonian seems to have discovered a lot.

His body slid down uncontrollably, and Chen Zemian seemed to be suspended in the air, helpless.

He wanted to hide again.

But if he slid down again, the whole person would disappear in the cotton coat.

“Are you going to suffocate yourself?” Lu Zhuonian raised his hand and unzipped Chen Zemian’s cotton coat, revealing his slightly flushed face. “Chen Zemian, you don’t have to be afraid, and you don’t have to hide.”

Chen Zemian moved his eyes like a small animal forced into a corner, looking at Lu Zhuonian with cautious vigilance and hesitation.

Lu Zhuonian never asked for much, and this hesitation and struggle was enough.

“I don’t need your answer.”

Lu Zhuonian freed Chen Zemian from his cotton coat. “I have the answer in my heart.”

Chen Zemian’s Adam’s apple rolled slightly. “What is your answer?”

Lu Zhuonian learned the way Chen Zemian answered questions. “My answer is the answer.”

Chen Zemian: “…”

Lu Zhuonian leaned over to fasten Chen Zemian’s seat belt. “As long as you don’t want to say it, I will never ask again.”

Chen Zemian’s eyelashes trembled, and all at once, his body seemed to relax  —  as if being held even more tightly.

The feeling of suspension vanished.

He was lifted high, then placed gently back down.

It felt like being caught  —  and at the same time, like being set free.

Chen Zemian didn’t know how to describe that feeling.

He could write thousands of words of gorgeous game copywriting, and he could also make up tens of thousands of words of exciting and dramatic background stories, but at this moment he was at a loss for words and couldn’t even say a word.

Lu Zhuonian seemed afraid that the human-computer interaction on the other side would not understand his words, would come up with some strange guesses, and be scared to run away overnight, so he added: “This matter is over. I will not mention it again, and I will cover up for you from other people.”

This statement was very clear.

Chen Zemian didn’t know what Lu Zhuonian knew or guessed, but he was sure that Lu Zhuonian must know that he was not Chen Zhe.

It is not certain that he can guess that he is a book or a time traveler, but it is very likely that he guesses he was resurrected from the dead or reborn from a dead body.

I should have known not to let Lu Zhuonian read so many power-fantasy novels!

Themes such as time travel and rebirth are common in online literature. Lu Zhuonian must have read so many novels when his hand was injured, and he must be very familiar with these routines.

Wait! Lu Zhuonian suddenly became interested in online literature. Could it be that he was taking the opportunity to study him?

From his usual hobbies, he could infer the abnormalities that might happen to him. This is something Lu Zhuonian could do.

As expected of the protagonist of a male-oriented novel, his IQ and insight are really terrifying.

Fortunately, Lu Zhuonian always keeps his word. Since he didn’t make a fuss or pursue the matter, he should be safe.

Fortunately, he worked diligently as a younger brother and moved the male protagonist. Otherwise, he might have been handed over to the country by the male protagonist!

It was a close call.

Chen Zemian let out a long breath, and his tense back slowly relaxed. He leaned back on the co-pilot seat and confirmed with Lu Zhuonian again, “Did I really pass?”

Lu Zhuonian nodded.

Chen Zemian was a little happy again. He looked at the people hurrying outside the window and felt much more pleased to the eye. “Then let’s go home quickly.”

Lu Zhuonian asked politely, “Then the property fee… is it passed?”

Chen Zemian said, “Yes, yes. I will tell you directly if there is anything in the future, and I won’t think about it myself.”

Lu Zhuonian’s face was slightly pleased, started the engine, and drove away from the underground parking lot.

Chen Zemian’s mood improved, and he was no longer depressed for no reason.

He couldn’t explain what happened to him today.

His mood was just very strange.

*****

The reason for this abnormal mood was finally revealed after returning home.

When he got home, Chen Zemian was very tired, but he was not too sleepy because he drank matcha. In order to fall asleep earlier, he decided to take some sleeping pills to help him sleep.

Chen Zemian walked into Lu Zhuonian’s bedroom and skillfully opened the drawer of the bedside table to take out the melatonin.

A small white medicine bottle and a small white pill.

He could fall asleep quickly every time after taking it.

As soon as Lu Zhuonian walked into the bedroom, he saw Chen Zemian holding the medicine bottle in one hand and the pill in the other, putting it into his mouth.

“!!!!!!”

Lu Zhuonian called out, “Chen Zemian.”

Chen Zemian put the medicine into his mouth and turned his head, “Huh?”

Lu Zhuonian raised his hand and pinched Chen Zemian’s jaw. “Spit it out.”

Chen Zemian: “???”

Lu Zhuonian looked at him and asked, “Did you swallow it?”

Chen Zemian shook his head.

Lu Zhuonian stretched out a tissue and put it to Chen Zemian’s mouth. “Spit it out.”

Chen Zemian obediently spit out the white pill.

Lu Zhuonian sighed softly. “Why are you eating this?”

Chen Zemian looked at the medicine bottle. “I can’t sleep, so I take some melatonin to help me sleep.”

Lu Zhuonian was silent for a few seconds. “Did you take it yesterday too?”

Chen Zemian said matter-of-factly, “I took it before going to bed. What’s the matter?”

Lu Zhuonian: “…”

No wonder Chen Zemian slept all morning and had been in an unusually low mood since the afternoon.

It turned out that it was not only because of hypoglycemia but also the side effects of the medicine.

Lu Zhuonian screwed the medicine bottle back onto the bedside table. “This is not melatonin. Don’t take it blindly in the future.”

Chen Zemian asked curiously, “Then what is this?”

Lu Zhuonian said in a declarative tone, “Paroxetine.”

Chen Zemian had never heard of it. “What’s it used for?”

Lu Zhuonian replied, “It inhibits excessive nervous excitement.”

Chen Zemian thought for a moment. “Inhibits nervous excitement? No wonder I felt so depressed today.”

Since he didn’t get the game license in the afternoon, his emotional reaction had been a bit excessive. After dinner, the symptoms of hypoglycemia added to it, and he felt extremely uncomfortable.

It felt like many spots of light exploded around his head. Looking at the people coming and going outside the car window, it seemed as if they were in two separate worlds, as if he was locked in a transparent coffin. He could see the hustle and bustle around him, but he felt very empty and sad.

Chen Zemian asked Lu Zhuonian, “You must feel very uncomfortable after taking this medicine. Does it make you unhappy?”

Lu Zhuonian never expected that after Chen Zemian knew he was taking the medicine, he wouldn’t ask why he wanted to take it, but instead asked if he felt uncomfortable after taking it.

This was an issue that no psychologist had paid special attention to.

They would only tell him that this was already the medicine with the least side effects. Many children younger than you are taking it. If you take it longer to get past the initial stage, the side effects will not be so obvious.

Lu Zhuonian’s eyes sank slightly. “A little.”

Chen Zemian looked unconvinced. “Just a little? When I was most uncomfortable today, I felt like the whole world was spinning.”

“This is your first time taking it, so the reaction may be more serious.”

After saying that, Lu Zhuonian stood up and walked to the cabinet in the corner. When he opened the door, he found a constant-temperature medicine cabinet like a shelf, with dozens of unopened medicine boxes neatly arranged inside.

Probably imported medicines — the words printed on the boxes were all in English.

Lu Zhuonian opened a box of new medicine, took out the English instructions, and looked at them. “The half-life of paroxetine is 24 hours. It should be fine tomorrow.”

Chen Zemian was surprised. “Are you running a drugstore?”

Lu Zhuonian said calmly, “I take a lot.”

Chen Zemian took the medicine bottle from Lu Zhuonian’s hand. Lu Zhuonian’s fingers curled up slightly without being noticed, but he let go and handed the bottle to him.

The label of the new medicine bottle had not been torn off, and the word Paroxetine was clearly printed on it.

Below was a brief introduction to the indications in English. Chen Zemian’s English was okay, and he recognized the general meaning.

It is used to treat various types of depression, obsessive-compulsive neurosis, panic disorder… He couldn’t understand the rest.

Chen Zemian wrinkled his nose in disbelief.

He would rather doubt his English level than doubt that Lu Zhuonian had depression.

Depression.

Obsessive-compulsive disorder is a possibility, so… mysophobia should be a kind of obsessive-compulsive neurosis?

It’s for that, right? Yes.

There are also sleep disorders. This medicine is extremely effective in treating insomnia.

Chen Zemian took a pill last night, and his consciousness disappeared quickly. He slept very deeply and didn’t wake up when Lu Zhuonian entered his bedroom in the morning. Later, he woke up for a while, and when he was studying the belt buckle, he lay down on the carpet and fell asleep again.

Lu Zhuonian didn’t say anything, and his fingertips unconsciously rubbed the instruction manual.

Chen Zemian chuckled and said dumbly, “This is the first time I know that mysophobia also needs to be treated with medicine, but it is indeed effective.”

No wonder Lu Zhuonian’s mysophobia seems to be not so serious recently, and he doesn’t reject his limbs.

In the past, he would say things like, “Don’t get so close to me,” and “Don’t touch me suddenly,” but now he doesn’t say that anymore.

It turns out he took medicine.

Chen Zemian grabbed Lu Zhuonian’s hand and put the medicine bottle back in his hand. “Look, I can touch you now!”

Lu Zhuonian put his fingers together and held both the medicine bottle and Chen Zemian’s hand in his palm. “It’s best not to touch it. I’m very sick.”

“I don’t think you’re seriously ill,” Chen Zemian said in a natural tone. “The side effects of this medicine are quite severe.”

Lu Zhuonian said, “It’s okay once you get used to it.”

Chen Zemian recalled his abnormal emotions that day and didn’t think that “getting used to it will make it better,” so he said, “How about I pay more attention in the future, and you don’t need to take the medicine?”

Lu Zhuonian looked at Chen Zemian. “How should you be careful?”

Chen Zemian thought for a while. “I can carry alcohol wipes with me. If you want to touch something, I will wipe it clean before giving it to you. I will try to keep a distance from you… But now I’m used to being close to you. If I accidentally forget, just remind me.”

Lu Zhuonian’s Adam’s apple rolled. “No, it’s too troublesome.”

Chen Zemian wrinkled his nose again. “But it’s uncomfortable to take medicine.”

Lu Zhuonian’s breathing was slightly choked. He turned around and put the medicine bottle back into the constant-temperature cabinet. “It’s my own problem.”

Chen Zemian poked his head from behind and chirped, “How can it be your own problem? We are good friends. If there is a problem, we should solve it together.”

Seeing that Lu Zhuonian didn’t speak, Chen Zemian continued, “I was too ignorant before. I didn’t know that mysophobia is also a kind of obsessive-compulsive disorder. I always didn’t pay attention to the degree.”

Lu Zhuonian closed the cabinet door and said to Chen Zemian with his back to him, “This is not your fault.”

Chen Zemian was worried and blamed himself. “If I had known, I would have taken it more seriously. Xiao Shao told me so many times that you are sick. I thought you were just being abstract.”

“…”

Lu Zhuonian turned around. “Speaking of abstraction, who dares to show off in front of you?”

“Where am I abstract?” Chen Zemian was slightly angry. “Why take paroxetine? You should take some medicine to treat your mouth poison.”

*****

Because he didn’t take ‘melatonin,’ Chen Zemian had a hard time falling asleep.

Anyway, he couldn’t sleep, so he got up and worked.

It was just right to sort out the materials needed to apply for the license number.

Chen Zemian wandered into the study room with his computer, opened the document, and tapped the keyboard twice. His mind gradually emptied, and he began to daydream.

Lu Zhuonian picked up the list of materials from the printer and glanced at him. “Put it here for me. You go out and play.”

Chen Zemian came back to his senses. “I’m so sorry.”

Lu Zhuonian sat in front of the computer, lowered his head, and read the required reports one by one. From the hundreds of icons on Chen Zemian’s computer desktop, he barely found the game application folder.

The mess of various icons stacked together was a double test for the eyes and the mind.

“Can I tidy it up?” Lu Zhuonian considered his words, trying to make his words sound less vicious. “Your desktop… is messier than my recycle bin.”

Chen Zemian slowly raised his head. “If you really can’t stand it, just tidy it up according to your habits.”

Lu Zhuonian quickly created three folders, namely games, office, and other files.

After the icons were classified, they were put into the relevant folders, and the wallpaper hidden under the icons slowly appeared.

Chen Zemian said quietly, “I can’t find them anymore.”

Lu Zhuonian paused holding the mouse and turned to look at him. “Did you find them before?”

Chen Zemian said, “I can’t find them, but I’m used to putting them on the desktop.”

Lu Zhuonian didn’t seem to agree, but didn’t say anything to refute.

“It’s indeed a bad habit,” Chen Zemian reflected on himself for a second, but the thought of establishing a new order made him feel difficult and troublesome. He lay weakly on the table, tilted his head to look at Lu Zhuonian, and asked for his opinion, “Should we change it?”

Lu Zhuonian glanced at Chen Zemian, raised his hand, and pressed the undo key.

The disappeared icons were like fireworks, one after another, blooming again on the computer desktop.

Chen Zemian sighed and sat up suddenly. “No, the last time my computer desktop was so tidy was when I just bought it.”

Lu Zhuonian typed a string of code on the computer and pressed the run key. The extra icons on the desktop disappeared instantly. “Not all bad habits need to be changed.”

Chen Zemian looked at the clean and tidy desktop and exclaimed, “This is good, this is good.”

Lu Zhuonian pressed the undo key again, and all the icons returned to the screen. “I’m just a little worried whether you can find it.”

Chen Zemian: “…”

As the desktop returned to chaos, the small program icon disappeared like a stone sinking into the sea, and it was impossible to find it.

Thank you for reminding me, I can’t find it anymore.

Because the desktop is too messy, I wrote a program to organize the desktop and put it on the desktop. Because the desktop is too messy, I can’t find the small program icon that can make the desktop tidy.

It’s also no one else.

Chen Zemian thinks Lu Zhuonian did it on purpose.

But he has no evidence.

He looked at Lu Zhuonian twice again, but still couldn’t read any clues from the other’s indifferent and cold face.

Humph! You are so good at hiding! Don’t let me catch you laughing!

Lu Zhuonian didn’t laugh secretly, and Chen Zemian couldn’t catch him after staring at him for a long time.

Angry!

Chen Zemian’s heart was as cold as iron, and he issued a task expressionlessly: “Since you are so good at computer skills, please help me clear the junk files. I haven’t done it for a long time.”

Lu Zhuonian agreed and handed the license number application form to Chen Zemian. “Then fill this out first.”

Chen Zemian took the application form and lay listlessly on the table like a primary school student who didn’t want to do homework, scratching with a pen.

“Don’t you want your eyes anymore?” Lu Zhuonian straightened Chen Zemian: “Sit down and write slowly. Leave the ones you don’t know blank first.”

Chen Zemian muttered and complained in a low voice: “You said you would help me, but you didn’t help me. I still have to write this myself.”

Lu Zhuonian asked him, “What do you want me to do first?”

Chen Zemian had downloaded a lot of games on his laptop, which took up a lot of memory and would occasionally freeze suddenly. According to the order of importance, it was more important to clear the junk files first.

The two of them divided the work. After about 20 minutes, Lu Zhuonian suddenly frowned and called Chen Zemian’s name.

Chen Zemian raised his head: “What’s the matter?”

Lu Zhuonian asked, “There is a hidden file that has not been opened for a long time. Do you still want it?”

The moment he heard the words “hidden file,” Chen Zemian’s mind buzzed!

Thinking of his [Key Plot Points] & [List of Villains], he immediately broke out in a cold sweat. He didn’t even hear what Lu Zhuonian said next and had already flown over.

“No!!!!”

Chen Zemian threw himself on the computer like a stressed cat, his hair standing on end: “Who told you to touch my files? You can’t touch them!”

Lu Zhuonian frowned: “I didn’t touch them.”

Chen Zemian’s heart was pounding, and he thought of ten thousand possibilities in an instant:

For example, Lu Zhuonian had already cracked the folder password with his superb skills and told him after reading everything, or Lu Zhuonian had copied the folder with his superb skills, waiting for an opportunity to crack it and read everything, or Lu Zhuonian had already read the folder remotely with his superb skills, and now all the files were in his head.

Chen Zemian was so nervous that he wanted to vomit; his fingertips were cold, and he looked at the computer screen as if he was ready to die.

Hey? What’s this?

This is not his folder.

The files were selected, and judging by the date, it seemed they had not been opened in three years.

This… this is Chen Zhe’s hidden file.

Chen Zemian did not find any relevant memories in his brain, and his curiosity soared.

He sat on the armrest of the chair, wanting to open the file to study it carefully, but after double-clicking it, he found that there was a password.

Chen Zemian looked back at Lu Zhuonian, hoping the other party could use his superb technology to help him crack it.

Lu Zhuonian gave the chair to Chen Zemian and got up to walk out of the study.

Seeing that Lu Zhuonian had misunderstood his meaning, Chen Zemian immediately said, “No, no, no, we are just friends, I will look at it with you.”

Lu Zhuonian’s tone was emotionless, and he just said in a statement tone, “No, Chen Zemian, I won’t touch your computer in the future.”

Chen Zemian’s heart was grabbed, and he looked up at Lu Zhuonian. “Are you angry?”

Lu Zhuonian’s eyelids drooped slightly, and the shadow of his eyelashes blocked the look in his eyes. “I’m going to rest.”

Chen Zemian was about to say something, but a string of numbers suddenly flashed through his mind.

He entered the string of numbers into the password field and pressed the Enter key.

File loading!

After the file was decoded, the file name was displayed — 

[Love·Feng]

Lu Zhuonian wanted to leave, but after seeing these three words, his body shook violently, as if he was forcibly controlled by an invisible force and was instantly fixed in place. He could not see anything except the three words on the screen.

Time seemed to stop, and his thoughts and actions were stagnant.

He heard the sound of double-clicking the mouse.

The folder was clicked, and there was a thumbnail inside.

Click, there were two subtle clicks of the mouse.

The thumbnail was loaded, and it was a photo.

The photo showed a young man wearing a navy blue police uniform, with an upright figure and a heroic appearance. He was facing the camera against the light, and the whole person was covered with a beautiful and gorgeous golden light.

He turned slightly, revealing only a little bit of his pointed chin, and even his hair was so just right, full of atmosphere. Although his face could not be seen clearly, he gave people the feeling that he was very, very handsome.

Chen Zemian’s pupils contracted, and he took a breath of cold air.

Lu Zhuonian used all his restraint and politeness to retract his gaze.

He forced himself not to observe any details in the photo, lest he lose control one day in the future and secretly investigate the man named ‘Feng.’

Chen Zemian enlarged the photo again and again.

Lu Zhuonian wanted to leave.

But Chen Zemian grabbed him and said, “Look, Lu Zhuonian, look!”

“I saw it,” Lu Zhuonian quickly calmed down and even commented very objectively, “Very handsome.”

Chen Zemian focused all his attention on the photo and replied casually, “Of course, my dad is a flower in the police academy.”

Lu Zhuonian was slightly startled. “Your dad?”

Chen Zemian adjusted the photo back to normal size, confirmed it again, and was very excited: “Yes, this is my dad!”

Lu Zhuonian looked at the photo and found that the picture was very low in pixels. It was a scanned copy. The details of the corners showed the sense of age everywhere, and even the police uniforms were from before the revision.

Because he was too restrained and did not deliberately observe the details in the photo, he accidentally mistook the father of the other person for a love rival.

Lu Zhuonian pursed his lips and covered up his mistake with a calm tone. “Of course this is your dad.”

Chen Zemian turned his head to look at Lu Zhuonian and repeated again, “He is my dad.”

Lu Zhuonian seemed to have noticed something and turned back to look at Chen Zemian.

Chen Zemian grabbed Lu Zhuonian’s arm and squeezed it tightly, hoping that the extremely intelligent male protagonist could understand what he meant. “Lu Zhuonian, this is my dad.”

Lu Zhuonian was stunned, and a glimmer of understanding flashed across his eyes. “You mean?”

Chen Zemian nodded gently, his mind was in a mess, and he didn’t know what to say next.

Why is his father’s photo in Chen Zhe’s computer?!

Or is this person actually Chen Zhe’s father, but he just happens to look like his father?

After all, Chen Zhe in this world looks so much like him. From a genetic point of view, it is normal for Chen Zhe’s father to look like his father.

How come even the fact that he attended the police academy is consistent?

The father in the photo is full of vigor and looks very young. The name of this folder is [Love·Feng], so this should be… saved by Chen Zhe’s mother.

But Chen Zemian’s father is not called Chen Feng!

No, no, Chen Zhe in this world is not called Chen Zemian, so it is very likely that the father in this world and the father in his world are not called the same name.

What is going on?

Is it a parallel world?

The man in the photo is probably Chen Zhe’s father; there should be no mistake about this, but he did not marry Chen Zhe’s mother, yet Chen Zhe’s mother still got pregnant with his child and gave birth to Chen Zhe.

But no one knows that he is Chen Zhe’s father.

The mother got pregnant before marriage and gave birth to a child alone, so others say that Chen Zhe is an illegitimate child.

So where did Chen Zhe’s father go? Why didn’t he marry Chen Zhe’s mother, and why did he disappear from Chen Zhe’s mother’s life after Chen Zhe was born?

A series of questions came up one after another in Chen Zemian’s mind.

The effect of paroxetine in Chen Zemian’s body had not been metabolized yet. Under the violent emotional ups and downs, his arms trembled slightly, and his head was splitting.

“Where did he go 20 years ago?”

Chen Zemian supported his forehead with one hand, looked at the man in the photo, and murmured, “He also studied in the police academy. Did he go to the army later? Or did he do something else?”

Lu Zhuonian said in a deep voice, “Do you need me to check it for you?”

Chen Zemian turned his eyes to look at Lu Zhuonian. “My dad studied in the police academy, and his information may not be so easy to find.”

Lu Zhuonian said, “I’ll find a way.”

Chen Zemian had a vague guess in his mind, but that guess was too heavy, so heavy that he didn’t even want to mention it.

But he had to tell Lu Zhuonian.

Although it was impossible to determine whether it was right or wrong, it at least provided a direction for the investigation.

“The public security system selects people from the police academy every year,” Chen Zemian closed his eyes and said slowly, “He didn’t even leave a frontal photo. It is very likely that he went to carry out a secret mission and has never appeared. He is either on a mission or… gone.”

Lu Zhuonian’s voice was firm and powerful. “I will find out. Give me some time, okay?”

Chen Zemian sniffed and said, “This photo is not clear. I will draw his appearance for you.”

Lu Zhuonian said gently, “It’s late. Can you go to bed first?”

Chen Zemian gave a small nod. “Okay.”

Lu Zhuonian curved his eyes: “You are so good today.”

“I want to cry when I think of my dad,” Chen Zemian curled his lips, his voice a little choked, “Maybe I can’t finish the painting.”

Lu Zhuonian sighed.

Before the tears fell, Chen Zemian knocked his head on Lu Zhuonian’s shoulder and cried silently for a while.

After crying, he was no longer so sad, but he felt a little embarrassed to cry in front of his brother.

It was embarrassing; he took paroxetine.

“If I hadn’t taken the wrong medicine, I wouldn’t have cried so easily,” Chen Zemian emphasized.

Lu Zhuonian couldn’t help but laugh softly.

Chen Zemian tilted his head slightly and rubbed his tears on Lu Zhuonian’s clothes.

Of course, there was snot.

*****

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