The distance between him and Sa Gong-hyun closed to the point where not even a piece of paper could fit between them. Whether his heart’s successive strong beats were due to the alcohol or aversion, there was no way to know.
It was so stimulating that he could completely forget where he was and what he was doing. That unfamiliar excitement made him reflexively struggle, but he was quickly restrained.
Sa Gong-hyun, who had been continuously intertwining their tongues, suddenly changed the path of his lips. His tongue, pushed along the corner of Jae-young’s mouth, rolled over his skin.
“I’m going to… haa, I’m going to die…”
“You won’t die from just this.”
He ground out his voice without affection. Though there was no specific point of pain, somehow his eyes reddened. Sa Gong-hyun’s hand fumbled with the front of his pants. With very smooth movements, he undid Jae-young’s belt.
Finally coming to his senses, Jae-young pushed Sa Gong-hyun’s shoulders. He felt more strength being applied to the large hand pressing against his back.
“Hyun-ssi, wait, just wait a moment.”
As Sa Gong-hyun caressed his neck after passing his jawline, his body tilted sideways. Soon after, his back touched a soft cushion.
“Hyun-ssi…!”
It was truly maddening. With his head tilted back as far as possible, he stubbornly pushed at Sa Gong-hyun’s shoulders. Sa Gong-hyun, who had been relentlessly pressing forward, finally moved back.
Jae-young opened his tightly closed eyes and looked up at Sa Gong-hyun. He continued to pant.
“Didn’t Do Jae-young-ssi say so with his own mouth?”
“…”
“That you don’t dislike it.”
A teardrop precariously gathered at the corner of his eye trickled down his temple. As Jae-young tried to steady his breathing, Sa Gong-hyun pulled down his pants and underwear in one go.
Cool air clung to his lower body. His thighs trembled. Sa Gong-hyun lifted one of Jae-young’s legs and personally removed his shoe, then pulled off the rest of his pants.
“Just a little… can’t you go more slowly…?”
His saliva went down heavily. Sa Gong-hyun, narrowing his eyes and exhaling a long sigh, slowly opened his mouth.
“Do Jae-young-ssi.”
“…”
“I didn’t bring you here just to beautifully wrap up your first experience.”
“…”
“If you don’t like this, you can quit now. My tolerance for Do Jae-young-ssi’s reluctance ends right here.”
This bastard, you want to talk like that while taking my virginity? A massive feeling of resistance welled up from deep in his throat.
His gaze had settled into something cold. Sa Gong-hyun examined Jae-young’s body thoroughly with those eyes. Jae-young could guess where that downcast gaze was fixed.
It was on Jae-young’s erection that had been aroused for a while. Sa Gong-hyun began to move his hand fluidly. His fingertips stroked up along the shaft of the half-risen cock.
“Ah…!”
Jae-young let out a short moan and his body trembled. Tears welled up again.
“Tell me.”
“…”
“How much longer would you like me to wait?”
While Jae-young delayed his answer, the other man spoke again. His voice was so tender that if Jae-young hadn’t looked into his eyes, he might have forgotten what Sa Gong-hyun had said earlier.
There was something unusual in his pupils. The color had an arrogant, insolent quality. He already seemed to know that Jae-young wouldn’t refuse him.
Jae-young, who had been lying down with trembling fingertips, slowly moved his body. Kneeling on the cushion, he raised just his upper body.
Jae-young reached out with both hands and cupped Sa Gong-hyun’s cheeks. He parted his lips, which had been tightly closed as he kept swallowing.
Rather than saying a word, he pressed his lips against Sa Gong-hyun’s. When this silent permission was given, Sa Gong-hyun placed his hand on Jae-young’s waist.
Jae-young moved one leg. He ended up trapping Sa Gong-hyun between his legs. Asking for any more consideration from him would be like asking to quit the game.
He deliberately moved his tongue clumsily. As if he were leading for the first time. As if he were kissing him for the first time. Showing signs of wanting to be treated tenderly, if the other felt any sympathy.
Sa Gong-hyun merely opened his mouth and grabbed one of Jae-young’s buttocks. Sa Gong-hyun’s knuckles moved wetly.
“…Haa.”
The way he intimately kneaded his buttock felt like he was enjoying the clumsiness. The hand that had been cupping his buttock spread open, and Sa Gong-hyun’s hand stroked Jae-young’s groin.
At that unfamiliar sensation, his tongue movement momentarily stalled, but he soon continued. He wrapped his arms around Sa Gong-hyun’s neck, feeling like he couldn’t endure without using all his strength.
Without reciprocating movements tangling with his tongue, it seemed as if he were begging for kisses. Jae-young kept rolling his tongue undeterred.
“Hng…!”
Every time Sa Gong-hyun’s fingertips brushed against his hole, his body trembled. The touch that stroked from the back of his thighs to his buttocks and along his spine felt disgusting, but he just squeezed his eyes shut.
He resented his body for accepting every stimulation as pleasure despite his feelings. The long hoodie was bothersome, but he focused only on sucking Sa Gong-hyun’s lips.
“Ah!”
Suddenly, an unbearable sensation enveloped his lower body. Jae-young buried his face in the other’s shoulder and gasped for breath. The fingertips that had only roughly identified the location of his hole had unexpectedly invaded.
He tightened below with all his might to push away the long, rough hand. Just a moment ago the trembling had been manageable, but now Jae-young couldn’t control his own trembling.
“Do Jae-young-ssi.”
Sa Gong-hyun’s soft voice spread through the top of his head. Even at that call, he couldn’t lift his head.
“Look up.”
His face would obviously be terribly distorted. That’s why he didn’t want to lift it.
“Hngh…!”
Meanwhile, Sa Gong-hyun’s finger went deeper. Although he had personally fingered himself for days in preparation for their relationship, there was a big difference between knowingly accepting the foreign sensation and accepting it without warning.
Moreover, it had been somewhat bearable when he used lubricant, but it hurt terribly when the thick finger entered him raw.
“If you keep being boring, my patience has its limits.”
Tears welled up uncontrollably. Having Sa Gong-hyun’s finger inside him made all kinds of shame boil up intensely.
The finger stirred busily inside. When the fingertip pressed against different spots on the inner wall, an indescribable, ambiguous sensation consumed his lower region.
It was strange. His lower abdomen felt tingly, and he felt something like pleasure rising sharply.
“…Ah.”
Suddenly, perplexity spread across Jae-young’s face. What was that just now? Jae-young raised his head and stared at Sa Gong-hyun’s face. His expressionless face now encompassed what seemed like a sneering smile.
As he blinked blankly, the finger that had been stirring inside painfully thrust in again. The sensation he had never felt before was already becoming familiar.
The moment he faced that smile—whether it was sneering or mocking—his pride was hurt.
Jae-young gripped Sa Gong-hyun’s collar tightly and gritted his teeth. He suddenly felt angry too. To put it bluntly, this wasn’t a life-threatening situation, and he was furious at himself for continuing to be afraid while feeling so humiliated.
Jae-young, who had been exhaling rough breaths repeatedly, slowly parted his lips.
“More… please put in more.”
He intended to do his best even if his rear hole tore. Sa Gong-hyun chuckled at the voice that seemed full of determination.
Before he could move, Jae-young dropped his hand. He fumbled with Sa Gong-hyun’s waistband and unfastened the belt.
Apart from steeling his mind, his fingertips continued to tremble as they swallowed the pain. Jae-young tried to stay calm as he parted the loosened pants with his hand.
He squeezed his hand into the underwear. He fumbled inside to find Sa Gong-hyun’s cock. As soon as the shaft touched his fingertips, a new finger roughly dug into his stiff interior.
Gritting his molars and suppressing a moan, Jae-young grasped Sa Gong-hyun’s cock with one hand.
Fuck. His eyes widened reflexively. Jae-young’s gaze dropped hesitantly to Sa Gong-hyun’s front.
This crazy bastard. Why does he have something like this down there? He almost shouted out loud without realizing.
Author: Hyacinthus B
Hyacinthus
