“What’s your first time?”
“…”
“Following a stranger all the way to a bar? Or entering a hotel?”
It would be the latter. It was incomprehensible why this worn-out bastard was pretending not to know, as if he were a novice.
“Do Jae-young-ssi.”
When Gong-hyun’s voice dropped, Jae-young’s throat closed up. Unable to speak, he could only manage to nod.
“I have never once forced anything on you. It was your choice to follow me here, and if you don’t like it, you can walk out on your own feet. Instead of trembling like this here.”
Suddenly, all his energy drained away. If Jae-young had been given a choice, he would have poured alcohol all over Gong-hyun without hesitation.
Even then, his anger wouldn’t have subsided, and he would have punched him in the solar plexus and cut in two the genitals that dared to perform questionable acts on him.
However, contrary to his words, Jae-young had no choice. If he left now, they would have to remake the entire plan. Perhaps it would have been better to completely revise the scenario when he first watched the sex video.
Jae-young, with tears in his eyes, took a deep breath. It felt like the hand that had been tied in his grasp was suddenly slipping away. Realizing this, he grabbed his hand again.
As his breath reached his lungs smoothly, the tension seemed to gradually subside. Jae-young met Gong-hyun’s cool gaze.
“I don’t dislike it.”
Gong-hyun slowly lowered and raised his eyelids.
“So you… I mean…”
“I’m Sa Gong-hyun. My surname has two characters, so my given name is a single character.”
“I don’t dislike doing this with you, Hyun-ssi. It’s just… I’m a bit nervous.”
It was pathetically desperate, to the point of being tearful. Jae-young actually felt a coldness around his eyes. One wrong blink and he thought tears would fall.
His eyes trembled anxiously as if watching for Sa Gong-hyun’s reaction. His breathing was unsteady, as if he couldn’t easily exhale.
“So I…”
Sa Gong-hyun, who had been sitting silently like a totem pole, finally pulled his captured hand away. Jae-young trailed off and slightly lifted his chin.
“I understand what you’re saying.”
Jae-young’s wide eyes showed a slight movement. Sa Gong-hyun’s hand rose up near his face. Jae-young continued to watch Sa Gong-hyun’s movements with an anxious expression.
Sa Gong-hyun’s hand cupped Jae-young’s cheek. Reflexively blinking, Jae-young pressed his lips firmly together and followed the other’s gaze.
“So don’t cry in front of me.”
Sa Gong-hyun’s face drew closer. Judging by the naturally tilting head, it was the moment for a kiss. Jae-young grabbed Sa Gong-hyun’s forearm, putting strength into his fingertips.
Soon their lips overlapped. Sa Gong-hyun’s tongue skillfully delved inside. Jae-young tightly closed his eyes and allowed the other’s tongue entry.
Sa Gong-hyun is a woman. A very assertive type of woman. With a larger build than his own, but very pretty. Even as he tried to brainwash himself with these thoughts, his concentration was disrupted by the large, rough hand cupping his face.
Sa Gong-hyun’s kiss was beyond imagination. Jae-young had never experienced such a heated kiss before.
The relentless entanglement of tongues was mind-numbing. His breathing quickly grew rapid, and before he knew it, he was moving his own tongue in response to Sa Gong-hyun’s movements.
The faint sound of a door opening was heard, but no one paid attention to it.
“Haah…”
Jae-young slowly tilted his body under the seemingly heavy, pressing motions. So skillful was the technique that his entire body tensed up.
“Ah!”
Suddenly, a cold hand slipped under his hoodie and stroked Jae-young’s chest. Startled, Jae-young’s body trembled.
Kissing a man while completely sober without a drop of alcohol. Moreover, being swept away by that bewitching tongue play until excitement welled up.
Jae-young found himself half-lying on the sofa. With each touch of the unfamiliar hand brushing and touching his nipples, he gave small reactions.
Ah, I hate this. I really hate this. I truly hate this. Every time he became aware that those hands belonged to Sa Gong-hyun, resistance flared up like fire.
Yet he strongly pulled at the sleeve he held, not wanting to let go of Sa Gong-hyun’s tongue. His completely blocked breathing endured until it reached an unbearable point. He slightly twisted his head.
Sa Gong-hyun, who had been desperately exploring Jae-young, slightly detached his lips. Jae-young exhaled heavily and narrowly opened his eyes.
Their gazes met directly, as if Sa Gong-hyun had been keeping his eyes open throughout the kiss. The fingertips that had been wandering over his chest roughly scraped across his nipple.
“Hnn…”
Jae-young, reflexively shuddering, let out a moan. Carefully observing Jae-young’s expression, Sa Gong-hyun parted his lips again.
He didn’t attack as intensely as before. His tongue lightly traced over Jae-young’s lips. Then their overlapping lips fell apart insipidly.
Jae-young, continuously exhaling hot breaths, examined Sa Gong-hyun’s movements. Sa Gong-hyun persistently maintained eye contact while tracing his own lips with his tongue. It looked exactly like he was savoring the taste. Suddenly, he smiled briefly.
“Do Jae-young-ssi, you’re hard.”
His face turned red in an instant. Jae-young hurriedly pulled down his hoodie. He forcibly avoided the gaze that had been intently connected. Though it was useless due to Sa Gong-hyun’s arm, he continued to pull down the hem of his hoodie.
He wasn’t pretending; he was genuinely embarrassed. He knew he was sensitive to stimulation, but he didn’t know that the impulse would occur regardless of gender.
Jae-young, this isn’t right.
…No, actually, according to the plan, this was an appropriate desire. But he still wanted to cry.
He hadn’t deliberately become aroused; it happened involuntarily due to external factors. Am I perhaps gay? He clearly showed his embarrassment while entertaining even impossible thoughts.
The hand that had entered under his top was now infused with Jae-young’s body heat. Perhaps the chest that Sa Gong-hyun had touched was heated more than other parts.
Sa Gong-hyun, who had been carefully observing each of Jae-young’s actions, slowly withdrew his hand. His fingertips obscenely stroked down Jae-young’s upper body. The touch was so delicate that it felt teasing.
Jae-young responded to his touch while thinking he wanted to bite his tongue and die right there.
Please, just stay still. It’s just touching. Despite clearly knowing the intention mixed in the touch, he deliberately denied it.
“Want a drink?”
Sa Gong-hyun, who had removed his hand, smiled leisurely and nodded toward the alcohol set up on the table.
To put it crudely, he felt like dying of embarrassment. Moreover, that person wasn’t even aroused. Jae-young secretly examined Sa Gong-hyun’s lower body and gritted his molars.
Sa Gong-hyun was supposed to get caught up in Jae-young’s pace, but somehow it felt like he was the one getting caught up in Sa Gong-hyun’s.
Jae-young sat up without making any particular response. He saw Sa Gong-hyun pouring what was visibly expensive alcohol into a glass.
With a tap, Sa Gong-hyun placed the first glass of poured alcohol in front of Jae-young. Jae-young continued to stretch his already large hoodie, which covered half his thighs, as he grabbed the glass.
Please go down. He silently repeated his wish like a mantra. Feeling thirsty, he hastily gulped down the alcohol while Sa Gong-hyun filled his own glass.
“Is the taste of the alcohol alright?”
“…Yeah, I guess.”
Alright? He only felt regret for not savoring the expensive alcohol and just gulping it down. Sa Gong-hyun, who had finished pouring the alcohol, put the bottle down on the table.
“Drink a lot. I can’t stand dealing with drunken whining, but with someone like you, Do Jae-young-ssi, it might be enjoyable to indulge. I’m also curious to see how you’d cling to me when you can barely control your body.”
Sa Gong-hyun smiled, pulling up the corners of his mouth, and stroked Jae-young’s lips with his thumb. What are you planning to do to a drunk person? Jae-young only thought that he needed to hold onto his sanity firmly today no matter what.
After that, Sa Gong-hyun emptied glasses periodically. And most of them weren’t consumed by himself but fed to Jae-young.
As Jae-young hastily drank the alcohol and tried to move his Adam’s apple, lips immediately pressed against his. All the alcohol trickled down the corners of his mouth.
Before he could think about the waste, a tongue soaked in alcohol deeply penetrated. His mind was hazy. He was already swallowing strong alcohol, and with the kisses making his breathing rapid, the intoxication rose faster than usual.
“Haa, Hyun-ssi…”
Jae-young was soon almost embraced by Sa Gong-hyun and pushed toward the wall. Despite being helplessly pulled by the strong hand drawing his back, he couldn’t handle the oncoming force. The back of his head was pressed against the wall.