#38
As the shocking words strung together, I felt a strange sensation as if my ears were being soiled. Saheon hyung wore the same gentle expression I was used to, but the words coming out of his mouth were incredibly vulgar. My mouth fell open, and my face burned hot.
Saheon hyung’s hand slowly wandered below my navel. It was a touch filled with pity and sympathy, but somehow, it also felt like he was checking how much of my dick would be revealed if he were to insert it. The moment I realized this, my already flushed face grew even hotter.
“…Can you… not… say things like that?”
I mumbled in a shrinking voice. The hand that had been creeping down and caressing my groin paused. Saheon hyung looked at me with a puzzled expression.
“What did hyung say?”
I nibbled on my lower lip with my front teeth and gave him a resentful look. Judging by the situation, he was clearly teasing me, but seeing his genuinely clueless expression, I wondered if he didn’t remember, thinking he’d just been mumbling to himself.
Saheon hyung’s hand moved towards my unbuckled pants. I vividly felt the denim of my jeans sliding down my slightly lifted buttocks, held by his arm. In the blink of an eye, my bare legs were exposed.
The heated air seemed to raise goosebumps on my bare skin. Saheon hyung, now blatantly rubbing his erection against mine, spoke words of urging.
“Hmm? I’m really curious.”
Saheon hyung asked in a coaxing voice. I lightly bit my tongue. Even if he was just repeating what I’d said, I couldn’t bring myself to utter such embarrassing words while sober.
As I nibbled on my lip, Saheon hyung’s hand wrapped around my pelvis. Swallowing hard, I muttered, averting my gaze.
“…What if… uh… it goes in… and then… uh… pops back out shaped like yours…”
A sharp gasp followed. Saheon hyung hadn’t even heard me finish before he inhaled sharply, his breath filled with surprise. He then dramatically feigned shock, his eyes wide as he pulled down my boxers as well.
“Cheongmyeong, where did you learn to talk like that?”
“No… Hyung, you were the one who…”
“Oh my. Did you think hyung would like it if you said things like that?”
“Hyung, you were the one who said it…”
“That’s right. It’s fucking hot.”
I glared at him and bit my lip. Saheon hyung, speaking such vulgar words, felt like a stranger. Tears of shame welled up in the corners of my furrowed eyes.
Saheon hyung’s lips curled into a mischievous grin. It was an expression that clearly showed he was enjoying himself. As expected, he had been pretending not to know just to tease me.
When I didn’t break my intense stare, Saheon hyung chuckled. It was a bright, open smile that reached his eyes. Seeing his handsome smile up close made me momentarily forget my embarrassment.
A light peck landed on my lips. The feeling against my lips told me he was still smiling. I, still frowning, curled my lips inward to show my disapproval. As a result, he kissed my philtrum instead and chuckled softly.
The hot sensation of skin against skin briefly disappeared. Lying on the bed, I watched Saheon hyung take something that looked like a lotion bottle from the dresser. He placed the cylindrical bottle near my ankles, took off his remaining clothes, and climbed onto the bed.
His menacingly erect dick caught my attention. The weapon, even more visible under the fluorescent light, looked like a different creature altogether due to its remarkable size.
Suddenly, my male pride seemed to be wounded. I glanced down at my own erection, then back at his. The size I had always considered above average now seemed insignificant.
Perhaps due to my slightly sulky mood, I must have been staring too intently at his dick. I was startled by the sudden approach of the large object. His fully erect dick, reaching almost to my stomach, bobbed menacingly.
“What are you looking at so intently?”
“Uh, well… Hyung… it seems big… so…”
As I described the size of his erection, my hand unconsciously moved towards my elbow. Hyung, looking down at my gesture, burst into laughter, as if he found it absurd. Embarrassed by his loud laughter, I awkwardly lowered my hand. Saheon hyung wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, his face still full of amusement.
“Really? Haven’t you seen it many times before? Back then…”
Saheon hyung, still smiling, paused mid-sentence. Suddenly silent, he pursed his lips as if lost in thought.
As he had said, I had seen it before. We used to go to the bathhouse together when we were younger, he would wash me, and he would change my clothes if they got dirty while playing outside. It wasn’t in this context, but it wasn’t the first time I had seen his naked body.
Newly reminded of old memories, my expression became complex. Saheon hyung, who had been holding my knee and tapping it with his fingertips, vaguely concluded his thought.
“…Right. You shouldn’t have known that back then.”
He slipped his hand between my legs, bending my knees, and rolled the lotion bottle with his other hand. The way he wet his lower lip with his tongue was sensual. As I followed the trace of his red tongue with my eyes, I met his gaze.
Suddenly, Saheon hyung let out a long sigh. He chewed on his lower lip with a troubled expression. I leaned back slightly on my elbows to support my weight and raised my head.
Below, the insides of our thighs were pressed together. The tendons on the back of Saheon hyung’s hand, which was gripping my knees with force, were visible.
But the tight grip soon loosened. His hand slid down from my knees to my thighs and then to my waist. He gripped my pelvis tightly, then his fingertips trailed over my smooth skin to my ribs, pressing down on the red marks.
It wasn’t painful, but I felt a dull sensation. Gently stroking my mottled chest, he sighed and mumbled as if to himself.
“I wonder who did this.”
“…Hyung did it before…”
“Don’t answer.”
I closed my mouth. The hand that had been pressing hard on the red marks moved away. Saheon hyung took another long breath and then placed the lotion bottle he had been rolling in his hand onto the dresser.
A small click accompanied the placement of the object. I followed his actions with my eyes. Saheon hyung, meeting my gaze, smiled softly.
It was the gentle, familiar expression I knew so well, but the atmosphere was somehow different. The tense, exciting edge that had felt like it could consume me at any moment had dissipated, leaving only a soft warmth.
The temperature of our touching skin felt different somehow. Nibbling on my lower lip until it felt numb, I realized I was overlaying his current image with that night. The image of his retreating figure after everything was over easily came to mind.
“…Hold me.”
I reached out to Saheon hyung and spoke with a sense of urgency. My stomach muscles tightened as I sat up halfway, supporting myself with my elbows. After the words left my mouth and reached my ears, I was surprised by my own boldness.
“Now?”
Saheon hyung asked back, a little late, but not late enough to be strange. However, the slight hesitation I sensed filled me with a sense of disappointment. Fully sitting up, I almost threw myself at him, embracing his neck.
With the weight of a grown man on him, Saheon hyung fell back. His head grazed the headboard but didn’t hit it. I leaned my weight further onto him, holding him tightly. A low chuckle tickled my ear as he was pinned beneath me.
Our erect dicks bumped against each other in our heightened state of arousal. Saheon hyung wrapped his strong arms around my back. As his fingertips caressed my back muscles, they naturally tensed.
His hand traced the indented lines of my back, then gripped my fleshless buttocks tightly. He gently rubbed the exposed area between my cheeks, making my toes curl involuntarily. He squeezed and released my buttocks repeatedly before speaking.
“It’s a little swollen.”
My ears burned as I rested my face against his chest. The “activity” that would cause such swelling naturally came to mind. I pressed my cheek against his rapidly beating heart. The thump-thump of his quickened pulse transmitted directly to my skin.
“Did it hurt a lot?”
Saheon hyung asked in a gentle voice. The shadows cast by his eyes and jawline as he looked down at me while lying down caught my attention. I shook my head, still pressing down on him almost suffocatingly. The feeling of his skin against my cheek was pleasant.
“…It felt good.”
“Good boy.”
The disappointment I had felt, thinking he would pretend nothing had happened, melted away with each of his words. His large hand stroked my hair as if in praise. Being held in his warm embrace and caressed like this made me want to act spoiled a little more.
“But it did hurt a little.”
“Is that so?”
Saheon hyung responded in an amused tone. His patting hand slowed. Still buried against him, I took a deep breath.
The lingering scent of cologne emanated from near his nape. It was a refreshing, almost cologne-like scent, the most mature scent I could imagine. I rested my cheek against his chest for a moment, then, emboldened, tightened my arms around him.
“But it still felt good.”
Saheon hyung burst into laughter again. I secretly pressed my lips against his heated skin and glanced at him to gauge his reaction. Whether he was letting it slide knowingly or hadn’t noticed, he continued to pat my lower back.
I felt certain that no matter what I did or said, he would be forgiving in this moment. In the softening atmosphere, there was only one thing I wanted to ask.
Whether that night we spent together had been as important to Saheon hyung as it had been to me.
But even in this seemingly understanding atmosphere, I was afraid to voice my true feelings. I shifted my position, twisting my waist slightly. Saheon hyung, frowning, let out a low moan that sounded suppressed.
“What did you say in the text?”
In the end, I chose to speak indirectly. Even after asking, I avoided his gaze, worried he might easily see through me. His low voice came from above.
“It said that I was going to the company because they contacted me about something that wasn’t on my original schedule.”
“Schedule?”
I looked up slightly at him. His gaze was intense and hot. I noticed the way his lips curved into a relaxed smile.
“After I sent the text, I remembered your phone was broken. But I was already out, so I sent another one telling you to check it on your laptop…”
So, as I had suspected, he had gone to work. Mid-sentence, Saheon hyung suddenly flashed a playful grin. He brought his other arm, which had been resting on the bed, around me and pulled me close.
My breath hitched. He held me so tightly I felt like I might suffocate. He easily overpowered me and laid me down, still holding me. My vision spun.
“…And what else did you say?”
“I’m not telling you.”
Saheon hyung grinned mischievously. He had regained his composure and seemed relaxed. Still grinning, he pecked my lips. His mannerisms suggested he wanted to crush my lips as he had crushed my body. I tried turning my head this way and that, but he accurately found my lips each time.
I had to endure Saheon hyung’s crushing, smothering kisses, like a teddy bear being squeezed in a tight embrace. I mumbled “Stop it,” but he just shifted to my cheek before returning to my lips. The kissing finally stopped when I, pinned beneath him, was truly starting to run out of breath.
“I didn’t want to go either.”
Saheon hyung whined, drawing out the last word, and kissed the tip of my nose. His almost coquettish behavior melted away my disappointment like cotton candy in water.
He acted like he knew exactly how to use his handsome face to his advantage. The way he looked up at me pitifully, with his eyebrows and the corners of his mouth downturned, made me feel like I had to let go of even the anger I didn’t have.
My heart pounded so hard I felt like I couldn’t bear it, so I took a deep breath, my chest heaving. Saheon hyung, who was holding me tightly, even nuzzled his cheek against my collarbone a few times.
I saw his fine hair right in front of my eyes. Suddenly, a subtle sense of satisfaction welled up at the thought of Saheon hyung nestled in my arms, acting cute. The corners of my mouth twitched strangely, so I tightened my lips to stop them.
But it seemed like he had already seen my lips curve upwards. He glanced at me, then flashed a playful grin, and did something that didn’t match his smile at all.
“Ah!”
A strange heat flared up in my chest. It was because Saheon hyung had taken my nipple in his mouth and started to suck on it hard.
The sensation on such a sensitive area, where nerves seemed to be bundled together, was incredibly stimulating. Caught off guard by the unexpected attack, I twisted my waist. As I did, his still-erect dick brushed against my thigh.
Saheon hyung groaned as if holding something back, his brow furrowed. He stopped what he was doing, the act that had brought such a strange heat, and his Adam’s apple bobbed as he clenched his jaw.
I looked at him with eyes full of surprise and tension. It was an unintentional action, but I knew exactly how it would feel if I provoked him too much.
Frozen in that awkward position, I slowly lowered my leg back down. But this time too, it brushed against his.
Having grazed against another person’s dick twice, I was stunned and looked at him cautiously. He muttered through gritted teeth.
“Are you doing this on purpose?”
“N-No….”
“Such a punk. Our Mungmung.”
“It was an accident….”
No matter what I said to defend myself, Saheon hyung pretended not to hear. He even grumbled, probably making up a strange word like “Mungpunk,” a combination of Mungmung and punk.
Saheon hyung nibbled at my collarbone as if sulking, then pulled away. The suddenly heated air touched my skin. He put on his usual gentle smile, as if trying to hide the lingering disappointment in his expression. Only a faint, aching trace remained in the empty space where his heavy weight had been.
The atmosphere cooled down as quickly as it had flared up. The starting point was… As I tried to retrace my steps, I quickly gave up. I didn’t know.
However, I quickly realized that Saheon hyung wasn’t going to continue any further today. If it weren’t for the prominent bulge below, and if he weren’t completely naked, he would have returned to his usual self.
I swallowed hard. I wanted to confirm again today that that day wasn’t a dream, and somewhere in my heart, there was also an anxiety that if I missed his desire, things would go back to the way they were before.
If it ends here, will this happen again? The fundamental anxiety I felt last time gripped me.
Even though I knew it was because of work, when I woke up after spending the night with him, I swallowed hard again. His dick, erect from our activities, caught my eye.
My face flushed with embarrassment as I tried to utter words I had never spoken in my entire life. Thinking I had to hold onto Saheon hyung at least, I grabbed his wrist. I felt the hard bone in my grasp.
“…I want to.”
Saheon hyung, who was halfway sitting up, looked down at his wrist in my hand. My ears felt hot from the words I had spoken, but I cautiously observed his reaction.
“Want to what? Do laundry?”
He chuckled. It was a light tone, as if he was joking, but I couldn’t understand why laundry was being brought up here.
Perhaps because I was holding onto him, Saheon hyung sat back down on the bed. I slowly took a deep breath. Even I felt my heart pounding at my own audacity.
Releasing his wrist and moving my hands to his shoulders, I climbed on top of him. Saheon hyung couldn’t hide his surprised expression.
After confirming that his back was against the headboard, I shifted my weight towards him as if to bind him completely. His hands naturally fell to my waist. With his large hands wrapped around my waist, there wasn’t much space left.
Even I thought it was a bold move. My whole body flushed with embarrassment and shyness, but the sense of mission to maintain this moment was greater than my feelings.
With my hands on his shoulders, I carefully kissed him. I just pressed my lips against his, then, realizing it was just a normal kiss like we used to do when we were young, I bit his lower lip and clumsily sucked on it, just like Saheon hyung had done.
I narrowed my eyes and looked at him. He closed his eyes and obediently offered his lips to me. His long eyelashes and the dark shadows beneath them were mesmerizing. I pressed my bare skin against him, pushing myself further into the space between his parted lips.
I managed to slip my tongue in, but then a wave of bewilderment washed over me. I thought he had done this and that to arouse me, but if I did it, it would probably just be awkward fumbling.
As if sensing my hesitation, Saheon hyung’s hand wrapped around the back of my head. In an instant, the lead in the kiss was snatched away.
He used so much force that the corners of our touching lips felt like they were going to tear. He sucked on my sensitive tongue so roughly that the base of my tongue felt sore. I arched my neck, following his movements.
Soon, there wasn’t a single gap left between Saheon hyung and me. As I clung to him precariously, receiving the pleasure created by the sensitive flesh, my waist twitched involuntarily. Each time, our erect dicks bumped against each other, creating another strange sensation of pleasure.
“Ahh… uh. Hmm….”
Even without much foreplay, pre-cum was leaking from the tip of my dick. The hand that was holding the back of my head slid down my neck, across my back, and down my lower back. It happened as smoothly as flowing water.
Saheon hyung’s hand naturally reached down, grasped my buttocks, and spread them apart. His fingers gently caressed my sensitive cleft, sending shivers down my spine.
Still stroking my buttocks with one hand, he reached for the lotion bottle he had put down with the other. Our lips parted for a moment. He lightly pecked my saliva-slicked lips and opened the lotion bottle with one hand.
Perhaps because of the bright fluorescent light, I could clearly see what he was holding. What I had assumed was a lotion bottle wasn’t lotion. But even under the light, I couldn’t read the small letters from a slight distance.
I watched as Saheon hyung skillfully squeezed something lotion-like into his palm with one hand. Normal lotion was usually white, but what was inside seemed closer to a transparent gel with a faint golden shimmer.
He repeatedly clenched and unclenched his hand with the gel-like substance. A strange squelching sound came with each movement of his fingers. Since he had applied it down there last time, I figured it was something to help with insertion.
As I watched him repeatedly bring his palms together and then spread them apart, as if checking the temperature, I couldn’t contain my curiosity and asked,
“What is that?”
“This? This is Cheongmyeong’s cum-juice.”
