# 3
“Th-that’s, hng.”
“Your dick is so damn cute too.”
“…ha, uh, yes!”
A strange frenzy was visible on his extremely excited face. Tae-rim swallowed hard, not taking his eyes off Ha-min who was losing his mind, appreciating every moment. Years of sexual activity had given Tae-rim several habits. One was persistently observing Ha-min’s face when he was feeling pleasure, and another was playing with Ha-min’s completely hairless erect dick. Not just holding and shaking it, but tapping it lightly, really fondling it, or rubbing just the tip with his finger, acting like a child full of curiosity.
“It’s mine, right?”
Tae-rim asked again with flashing eyes. Ha-min thought he was mischievous for not stopping his movements and even teasing his dick. Usually endlessly affectionate, only at times like this did he always seem naughty. As Ha-min had felt before, during sex, he seemed like a completely different person.
“Ha… when I touch your dick, you tighten so much.”
He raised the corner of his mouth and thrust his hips up strongly again. The splashing sound was indistinguishable between water and flesh. It felt like both his dick and the bathwater were entering his stomach. Ha-min reached back to grab his forearm as if to tell him to stop moving, but instead, Tae-rim grasped that hand, pulled it to his mouth, and teased it with his tongue. Day by day, he enjoyed increasingly explicit acts.
“Ha-min is going to be full today.”
“…Ha. Pl-please… stop…”
“Because you’re going to sleep after eating plenty of hyung’s cum today.”
He touched his own undulating lower abdomen and continued with satisfaction. He had another habit during sex. He had to ejaculate inside. For that, condoms were absolutely not allowed. It was the aspect of sex he was most obsessed with. Sometimes he would intently stare at his own semen flowing out of Ha-min’s opening. As if enjoying watching something interesting.
“Ha… j-just a moment… I’m, I’m going to…”
“Are you going to come?”
“Haah.”
“Want to come?”
He asked again, gripping Ha-min’s waist more firmly and thrusting in. Helplessly swaying on top of him, Ha-min finally couldn’t hold back his ejaculation due to Tae-rim’s movements. An opaque, whitish liquid wandered through the bathwater. Ha-min went limp as if his energy was spent. Tae-rim, who had been supporting him from behind, embraced Ha-min’s upper body with both hands and whispered in his ear with a laughing voice.
“But hyung isn’t done yet.”
“…Hmm.”
“Just lie there. Hyung will do everything.”
He pressed against Ha-min’s upper body, which couldn’t even hold itself up, and accelerated his thrusting. Having just ejaculated and still feeling the aftereffects, Ha-min writhed at his immediate stimulation, but his body was already trapped in Tae-rim’s arms. In the end, unable to move at all, Ha-min had to endure receiving Tae-rim’s dick, letting out intense moans.
Every time their flesh collided, water flowed out of the bathtub. Ha-min desperately grasped Tae-rim’s sturdy arms that were embracing his upper body.
“Hngh, ngh. Ah, down there, strange… strange… ngh!”
“Ugh. Ha… hyung feels strange too… hoo.”
“Ha, hah, ugh, hm— ugh!”
“Why is it like this.”
“Ha—. St-stop, hyung, uh.”
“The more we do it, the better it feels, right? Hmm?”
Tae-rim asked seriously while teasing Ha-min’s ear with the tip of his tongue. With a face devoid of playfulness, he spoke as if talking to himself and reached his climax. Tae-rim’s eyes convulsed as he thrust all the way to an unreachable place, making a clear “plop” sound. Euphoria stimulating all five senses resonated throughout his body. Feeling as if his nerves would be crushed by a pleasure he had never experienced in his life, Tae-rim left his mark deep inside Ha-min’s stomach.
As the movement stopped, Ha-min’s body, trapped in Tae-rim’s embrace, squirmed slightly. Tae-rim turned on the faucet and wet Ha-min’s body with warm water. Thinking he could finally wash, Ha-min gently closed his eyes. Looking at Ha-min who had fallen asleep as if fainting, without even the energy to open his eyes, Tae-rim rubbed his lips all over Ha-min’s face with an infinitely satisfied expression.
**
“Oppa, why do you look so pale?”
Ha Eun-soo, entering the lecture hall, naturally asked as she sat down next to him. Ha-min, who had been nodding off, suddenly came to his senses at her voice.
“Me, me?”
“And you’re even dozing off during class.”
Eun-soo continued with a face that suggested this was unusual. Ha-min was the person who wasted his tuition least in their school. He never missed classes if possible, and was so diligent—or stubborn, if you will—that he wouldn’t even properly go to the bathroom for fear of missing something during class.
“Ah, I couldn’t sleep well.”
“Ah~ Is that so?”
At those words, Eun-soo narrowed her eyes and nodded. At her meaningful smile, Ha-min blinked blankly.
“Why, why…?”
“It’s nothing.”
“…No, you just looked at me strangely…”
Ha-min muttered quietly, glancing around cautiously.
“Well, I just thought you must have had a good time with your partner.”
Eun-soo answered casually, smiling secretively. At the shocking answer, Ha-min’s eyes widened.
“Wh-what are you, saying.”
“Why are you so surprised?”
“…You’re saying strange, strange things…”
“What’s strange about it? You can have a hot night with your partner.”
Eun-soo shrugged as if it was nothing. While Eun-soo spoke as if it wasn’t surprising, Ha-min, as the person involved, couldn’t help but feel embarrassed. This was because Eun-soo clearly knew who his partner was. She already knew even though he hadn’t specifically told her. When asked how she knew, she answered that she had noticed since their first year. Ha-min was shocked, unable to close his gaping mouth. It meant she had known for years already. The fact that he was dating a man. And even that his partner was Tae-rim.
“No, no, it’s not like that…”
Ha-min, feeling even more embarrassed because of this, mumbled in a crawling voice. But it was true. Once Tae-rim started, he never ended things moderately. Their lovemaking continued from the bathroom to the bedroom. He couldn’t tell exactly what button had been pressed, but he was only able to properly fall asleep around dawn.
When he tried to get up after only a few hours of sleep for his morning class, Tae-rim pulled him back to bed, telling him not to go and to sleep more. But never missing school classes was Ha-min’s iron rule. Despite Tae-rim’s temptation, Ha-min firmly went to school without yielding.
Just as there were things that Tae-rim wanted him to uphold in their relationship, he had his own principles as well.
The first was that he wanted to be diligent in his school classes no matter what. Although Tae-rim said he would wait until graduation, sometimes he couldn’t hold back and urged Ha-min to go to America with him. Though Ha-min would do anything for Tae-rim’s words, he couldn’t give in on that point. He felt that only by graduating from this school would he have a legitimate reason to be by Tae-rim’s side. Moreover, how had he endured his high school years to come to this school? And how much had his parents struggled to send him here? For that reason alone, he couldn’t give up.
“By the way, I heard you can’t go this time either?”
Eun-soo asked, chewing on dried sweet potato snacks she had brought. Ha-min looked up as if to ask what she meant.
“The graduation trip Tae-in oppa planned.”
“Ah…”
“I heard he’s been determined that you should come this time.”
At that thought, Ha-min’s face darkened rapidly. At first, Tae-in seemed to be letting it slide, but this time he seemed unwilling to give in, being more persistent than usual. Because of this, Ha-min’s heart was only heavier.
“Why don’t you just go this time?”
Eun-soo also gently encouraged him once more.
“Besides the trip itself, oppa hasn’t been able to participate in many department activities. We’re already in our 4th year, and we probably won’t have many more chances to meet and have fun like this, you know?”
“…That’s true.”
“I’m starting an internship from the first semester, and Chae-rin will be busy with music work following Tae-in oppa. Shin Woo-kyung is also about to start studying accounting.”
That was true. As graduation approached, everyone started to have clear goals and tasks. It was definitely different from the carefree first year. Now it was really the first step and beginning as a member of society rather than a student. Eun-soo, who had competed with Ha-min for the top spot in their department, had already secured an early employment as an intern at a famous corporation.
“That’s right…”
So it wasn’t easy for Ha-min to simply refuse either. He also knew well that it would become difficult to gather and travel or play like this. As much as he knew this, he felt sad about it, but knowing that Tae-rim extremely disliked it, he found it hard to stubbornly insist on going.
“It’s because of that senior, right?”
“Huh?”
“The reason you can’t go on the trip this time too.”
“…Ah, it’s not just because of hyung…”
As Ha-min continued, speaking as if in excuse because he didn’t want to blame Tae-rim entirely, Eun-soo shook her head.
“Really, he’s so controlling despite how he looks.”
“Con…trolling?”
“Yes. He controls you. Don’t do this, that’s not allowed. Ordering you around as he pleases.”
Eun-soo laid out the facts as they were, like young people these days. Ha-min shook his head with a surprised face.
“No, no. Hyung… doesn’t do that…”
“Honestly, I’ve kept quiet until now because he’s your boyfriend.”
“…”
“But that senior seems a bit excessive.”
“…”
“Even at drinking gatherings, if it’s time, he always comes to pick you up and makes everyone uncomfortable.”
“…Did, did it make people uncomfortable?”
“A bit, yes. Sometimes when you’re very drunk, he kind of gives us, well, glares.”
Was that so…?