#130
The persistent questions continued. Ha-min, feigning embarrassment, rattled off predictable answers.
“A, a lot…?”
-I want to see you so badly right now, I could come just from hearing your voice, you know.
“Huh?”
Unexpected words came back, and Ha-min paused. Suddenly, he apologized.
-Sorry.
“…For what?”
-Actually, I’ve been touching myself for a while now.
Before Ha-min could even ask what he meant, he deduced the meaning and covered his mouth with his hand. He hadn’t even considered it. Was that why he stopped the car? Ha-min’s face turned bright red, and he couldn’t close his surprised, gaping mouth.
-Hah….
He no longer seemed to want to hide it, letting out a raw, heavy breath. At that moment, Ha-min felt goosebumps run down his back, and at the same time, he checked his own throbbing erection under his pants. I’m going crazy…. Ha-min felt like he was going crazy, both he who was masturbating while on the phone, and himself, who was so easily stimulated by just a breath.
“H, hyung.”
-I want to see Ha-min’s chest.
As he playfully spoke, a dull thudding sound came from afar, as if he had started shaking it in earnest.
-You know what?
“…What?”
-You get so tight when I suck your nipples.
“…….”
-I like it more than sucking your dick….
“W, what kind of, I, when did I ever.”
-Do you want to touch yourself too, Ha-min?
While Ha-min was losing his mind from the flood of his lewd talk, he suggested it in a heated voice. Ha-min froze, swallowing hard.
-Have you ever masturbated alone?
“…….”
-…Take off your pants.
His voice felt like a hypnotizing spell. Ha-min, as if possessed, breathed heavily and slowly shook his head.
“I, I can’t… It feels weird, like something’s wrong….”
-You can’t?
Ha-min hesitated for a moment, sensing disappointment in his question. For some reason, he felt like he might be disappointing him, but in reality, his reason was paralyzed by the stimulation that had been building since before the call, making it difficult to refuse. To be honest, he was no different from him.
After a moment of hesitation, Ha-min slowly pulled his pants down to his ankles with trembling hands. The cold air touched his lower body, making the feeling even more erotic, and Ha-min squeezed his eyes shut and answered with difficulty.
“I… I, I took them off….”
-…Your underwear?
Ha-min hesitated to answer again. His breathing gradually became rougher.
“…I don’t have any.”
“A, after I showered earlier… I didn’t put any on.”
He hadn’t put on underwear after showering, only pants, so he didn’t have any to begin with. Ha-min’s skin flushed red all the way to his neck, embarrassed that the fact had been discovered.
-Hah.
He let out a laugh as if he was dumbfounded, then the sound of grinding teeth came again.
-You’re naughty, Song Ha-min.
“Huh?”
-That means your hole is showing if you just take off your pants.
“What….”
-Don’t wear underwear when I’m around from now on.
Ha-min was speechless for a moment at the words, which sounded like a sulky child. While he was hesitating, his low voice flowed out again.
-Are you wet?
He always asked embarrassing questions without hesitation. Ha-min stared silently at his dick, his lips parting slightly. Already, a little precum was flowing between his glans from his lewd talk. But he hesitated because it wasn’t easy to answer honestly, and his gentle voice soothed him.
-It’s okay, it’s just us.
With nothing to fear and reassured, Ha-min, in his ridiculous state with only his lower body exposed, answered with difficulty.
“…A, a little.”
As soon as he finished answering, he commanded.
-Roll it gently over your glans.
Ha-min brought his hand up as if he were doing something very important and moved it gently as he was told. Even though it was his own touch, it felt like his, sending shivers down his spine.
“……Ugh.”
-Don’t hold back the moans.
As soon as he tried to hold back the moan that was about to come out, his urging came, and Ha-min let out a breath that was boiling with tension. As he stroked his glans and ran his hand down the length of his frenulum, the precum flowed thickly, making an obscene sound.
“I, it’s weird.”
Ha-min’s voice trembled, unfamiliar with the unusual sensation, and his voice, intoxicated with satisfaction, sounded mischievous.
-I’m wet too.
“Hah….”
-Can you hear the water?
As if it wasn’t a lie, the sound of precum soaking could be heard splashing. Ha-min, who was so excited that he wondered if it was possible to get this way with just auditory stimulation, began to pant without knowing any more shame.
“Haa….”
-Are you touching your shaft too?
His voice, resonating subtly, felt like he was controlling him. Ha-min naturally brought his hand to his shaft and nodded.
“Ugh, yeah.”
-Hah… I’m touching mine too.
The squelching sound could be heard both from below him and from beyond the phone. Ha-min moved his hand and shook his shaft as he was told, but it was nothing compared to the stimulation he had given him in the meantime. Ha-min, impatient with this feeling of almost reaching the peak, panted heavily.
“Haa… Hyung, I can’t come….”
-Not enough?
“Hah… Yeah. Ugh….”
It wasn’t enough. He nodded and shifted his body, moving to a prone position. His whole body was flushed, and he couldn’t think rationally anymore, only feeling how he wanted someone to do something to him. Eventually, Ha-min, lying face down with only his lower body naked and his buttocks raised, couldn’t even imagine what he looked like now, and just held the phone and groaned.
“Hy, hyung….”
-Hah… I should be the one fucking you, right.
He was just as intoxicated with excitement. His breathing, more flustered than usual, was conveyed as it was.
“D, don’t say things like that.”
-It’s true, isn’t it? Our Ha-min can only come if I fuck him and shake him now.
Ha-min couldn’t vehemently deny the words he wanted to deny. It was because his buttocks had been tickling slightly since he had become aroused. Would he feel a sense of liberation if he touched his buttocks, if he tormented the secret parts between his buttocks? Conflicting emotions tormented Ha-min, feeling self-loathing, yet not caring about self-loathing at all. Eventually, Ha-min, whose reason was swallowed up by excitement, slyly moved his hand, which had been stroking his shaft, down to below his testicles. It was then.
-Don’t touch the hole.
A firm command came. Ha-min was startled and bit his lip tightly, feeling impatient.
-That’s my job.
“But….”
Ha-min continued, as if to retort, but Tae-rim immediately cut him off.
-Just hold on a little longer.
“Heu….”
-I’ll fuck you until you’re sick of it when I get back.
Even though it was the same lewd talk as usual, Ha-min felt more chills than before. Sometimes when he said things like that, he felt like a gangster from the back alleys. The feeling was unfamiliar, but on the other hand, it was so electrifying that his lower abdomen ached. It was because a strange sense of superiority, that only he could see this side of him, had settled in one corner of his heart.
And in the end, it was back to square one. They were both touching their own lower bodies, missing each other, but in the end, only a deeper longing covered him. This feeling of wanting to touch him right away destroyed all his reason and intellect, bringing him to this point. Masturbating while listening to his hyung’s voice, it was probably an episode he could never tell anyone for the rest of his life.
**
In the end, Ha-min, who had come without touching his buttocks, fell asleep as if he had fainted. It was just one masturbation, but Ha-min felt an enormous expenditure of energy and fell into a deep sleep without even thinking about putting on his pants. The next day, he felt enormous self-loathing and shame as he looked at his naked lower body, but as soon as he saw his message, Did you sleep well?, his heart melted.
He realized anew what Tae-in had said about him being severely addicted. Sometimes when he was with him, he did a lot of things that weren’t like himself. Even though those things rushed in like crazy, Ha-min didn’t care about any of it. Because he wasn’t the only one who liked him anymore.
But he had no intention of doing that embarrassing thing again. Tae-rim, who was only able to call the next day due to his busy schedule, greeted Ha-min as soon as he answered the phone with, “You’re not wearing underwear today either?” Ha-min shook his head, his face flushed red at the memory of that night.
He vowed to always wear underwear, even when he was alone. Then he swore that he would never do such a thing again. Tae-rim reluctantly accepted his opinion in a voice that clearly showed his disappointment.
Now, there were only a few days left until he came. Ha-min was marking off each day on the desk calendar. And next to it was a scheduler with a fairly long scribble.
Ha-min had planned out his vacation to some extent. He was planning to take a certification exam, get a license, and study English from time to time. In addition, he was going to earn pocket money by working part-time when he had time, but plans were not easily realized. First of all, Tae-rim was against the part-time job. He said it would take up too much time during the vacation.
He said there was no need to work and spend time when he had a rich boyfriend, but Ha-min’s moral standards were too high to spend his rich boyfriend’s money. Ha-min adamantly refused, and Tae-rim was unhappy with the refusal.
He didn’t force him to, but he insisted that he couldn’t lose on this, saying that he couldn’t work part-time until too late. He said that it couldn’t be helped during the school year because he had classes, but there was no need to do it until the vacation.
For that reason, he changed his part-time job to a cafe where he only worked a few hours during the day. Because it was such a large cafe in the university district, there were many part-time workers who rotated, so the part-time hours were flexible. In addition, it was close to Tae-in’s studio and it was also a cafe that Tae-in used to frequent. So he often stopped by to match Ha-min’s part-time hours. Just like now.
Author: Hyacinthus B
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