#123
Though there was a flinching movement, there was no hand to refuse, so Tae-rim swallowed Ha-min’s lips whole. Tilting his face to deepen the contact, Tae-rim raised his hands, which had been wrapped around Ha-min’s waist, to cup both of Ha-min’s cheeks, and as if he had been waiting for this, he penetrated Ha-min’s mouth.
It had been so long since he had tasted a kiss, the sensation of a tongue, saliva, that he explored Ha-min’s mouth mindlessly, like a person who had forgotten how to breathe. Ha-min, overwhelmed by the kiss that poured down as if he would die if he didn’t, panted heavily, but unable to push him away, he struggled to respond, holding Tae-rim tightly. Tae-rim, feeling as if he were clinging to that embrace, let out a voice mixed with feverish breaths.
“I’m not going.”
“…”
“I’m going to stick by your side like a madman.”
“…”
“Don’t you even think about getting tired of me, or being scared of me, and throwing me away.”
“…”
“Because if you do, I don’t know what I might really do.”
Perhaps those heavy, chilling words didn’t matter now. He, too, didn’t know what he might do. More than anyone else, he had been that way until now.
Ha-min’s eyelashes fluttered. Hundreds of emotions washed over him, but now he was more certain than ever. Forgetting all confusion, anxiety, and worry, he thought only of him. Thinking only of his own feelings, he hugged him even tighter, until his arms felt numb.
**
It was right to say he had lost his reason.
Their lips collided even before the door lock opened. Kissed as he was, not even knowing how to enter the password, Ha-min moved as Tae-rim led him, relying solely on him. Tae-rim pinned Ha-min against the wall next to the front door, not breaking the kiss even as he unbuttoned his shirt. Ha-min hesitated, closing his eyes tightly and only opening his mouth.
“I like you so much…”
He whispered, sucking on Ha-min’s plump lower lip. His gaze, devoid of laughter, was more excited than ever, and seemed desperate. The sight of his desire, more blatant than before, was unfamiliar and frightening. But at the same time, it was exhilarating, and his lower abdomen throbbed.
The contrasting sensations were intensely stimulating, and after a moment of hesitation, Tae-rim suddenly scooped him up, supporting his buttocks with both hands and wrapping his legs around his waist. Surprised by the sudden lift, Ha-min looked down at him, and Tae-rim grinned, kissing Ha-min’s face all over.
“I like you so much, hyung… does Ha-min too?”
He wanted an answer, but he pushed so hard that an answer was impossible. He mixed and sucked on his tongue endlessly, heading straight for his bedroom. He slammed the door shut and gently laid Ha-min on the bed as if he were afraid he would break, throwing off the shirt that was only unbuttoned.
When Ha-min unknowingly turned his head away from his naked upper body, Tae-rim whispered in a feverish voice, “Do you not like it?” The voice was so stimulating that Ha-min shook his head, his eyes tightly closed.
“Then tell me you like it.”
He looked down at the flustered Ha-min, teasingly tracing his lips with his finger. Even the childish sound felt erotic, and Ha-min licked his lips. His throat felt parched, and words didn’t come easily.
“Am I the only one going crazy?”
He seemed to be asking for permission. As if he wanted to know that he liked it too, acting like a spoiled child. Even as he asked playfully, Ha-min sensed an anxious look, and slowly opened his eyes, which had been half-closed, and shook his head.
“I… I like it too.”
“…”
“I, I was the one who wanted to sleep with you first… wasn’t I…”
“…”
“From the beginning, I… I wanted to sleep with hyung… I wanted to be with you…”
Huff, with a gasp of breath, Ha-min’s voice was swallowed whole into Tae-rim’s mouth. His eyes changed in an instant, and he took advantage of the slightly parted lips to immediately insert his tongue, rummaging around as if it were his rightful place. Ha-min, as if possessed, moved his body and tongue in response to his movements.
He had pushed him away and pushed him away, but he had to admit it. He loved the closeness, as if they were clinging to each other. He loved everything, the breaths and touches that met. Ha-min closed his eyes and embraced Tae-rim’s neck as if surrendering. It wasn’t an aggressive touch, but Tae-rim seemed stimulated and hugged Ha-min even more fiercely. He intertwined his tongue even deeper, sucking on Ha-min’s lips so intensely that it felt like he was devouring them. It was a vulgar act, devoid of any refinement.
“Me too…”
He licked Ha-min’s lips along with the broken words, and slipped his hand inside his shirt. Rummaging mindlessly over his bare skin, Tae-rim swept from the tip of Ha-min’s tongue to the back of his throat like a beast, tickling the roof of his mouth. Ha-min flinched at the maddening sensation, gripping Tae-rim’s hardened shoulder tightly. Fearing he might be tense, Tae-rim gradually softened his fierce movements and stroked his spine reassuringly.
“I think I felt that way too…”
“Ha… uh.”
“I think I wanted to do this from the beginning.”
“…Heuhut.”
“From the moment I met you again…”
Tae-rim sucked on his lips once, said a word, then licked his lips again and said another word. Ha-min, overwhelmed by the extreme stimulation, couldn’t even open his tightly closed eyes, like someone on a bungee jump, and only gasped for breath. Tae-rim was just as out of his mind. He tried to restrain himself as much as possible, but he dug in relentlessly, as if the thread of reason had snapped.
Tracing his lips over Ha-min’s plump lips, Tae-rim moved his hand from stroking his spine to caressing the area around Ha-min’s stomach, then slowly moved up. He caressed Ha-min’s chest, which was lean but had small, rounded muscles, and as he was about to take off Ha-min’s top with a rough breath, Ha-min paused and grabbed his hand. Tae-rim stared at Ha-min with a desperate look and said without taking his lips off him.
“I’m going to take it off.”
Ha-min slowly opened his tightly closed eyes at the gentle, caressing question. He whispered sweetly in a voice full of feverishness. The whispered words dug in thickly, as if pouring into his ears.
“…I want to see Ha-min’s chest.”
Tae-rim bit and swallowed Ha-min’s lips, smiling charmingly. His explicit words were so unfamiliar that it was hard to adjust, but Ha-min swallowed his panting breath and nodded slowly.
“Wh, what…”
He let out a faint laugh at the clumsy and honest words.
“You’re cute.”
In that state, he bent down and licked Ha-min’s tongue, busily taking off Ha-min’s top. Ha-min was flustered by the sudden action, but he didn’t resist. He even twisted his body slightly to make it easier for him to take it off. Even that subtle action made Tae-rim feel like his lower body was about to explode. No, his lower body had been swollen and out of his mind for a long time.
He never knew that his honest words that he liked him would be so exciting. Tae-rim threw off Ha-min’s top and grabbed Ha-min’s chest as if he had been waiting for it. He didn’t have a lot of chest muscles to the point of extreme curves, but there was a plump chest that could be grasped.
Mindlessly squeezing Ha-min’s chest, he pressed his lips against Ha-min’s. With the kiss becoming even more intense, saliva, regardless of whose it was, passed into each other’s throats, and those that couldn’t pass dripped between their overlapping lips.
Ha-min twisted his legs at the intense stimulation and tried to cover his chest with his hands, but Tae-rim wouldn’t allow it. Dominating Ha-min’s lips, he slowly moved down and sucked on Ha-min’s apricot-colored nipples as if a bee were taking honey. At the sound and sensation of sucking and pulling, Ha-min arched his back and couldn’t help but moan.
“Haaht… Heuht!”
Tae-rim circled the areola with the tip of his tongue, tickled the nipple hole that was slightly overlapping with his tongue, and gently rolled the opposite nipple with his fingers wet with saliva. His eyes, half-lost to reason, were only burning with lust.
“I wanted to keep doing this. Ha… always.”
Tae-rim whispered occasionally as he sucked on his chest like a child. The words were so stimulating that Ha-min’s drawers were slowly getting wet with pre-cum. His lower body, which had already been stripped of his pants, was only covered in gray drawers, revealing the wet shape.
And then, with a click, Ha-min unknowingly clenched his legs at the sound of his pants buckle opening, but his spread legs couldn’t close because of Tae-rim’s body already digging between his legs.
“Ha-min’s wet.”
The hand caressing Ha-min’s dick over his drawers was sensual.
“Hyung’s also wet… do you want to see?”
He smiled faintly and shamelessly revealed his already swollen dick. Ha-min’s breath trembled at the sight of his wet dick, which were so huge and explicit under the bright bedroom lights that it was breathtaking. Ha-min closed his eyes tightly at the sight of his dick, which seemed to be wetter than his, but Tae-rim gently rubbed his dick over his drawers as if telling him not to.
“I don’t know how long it’s been.”
“…Hyung, wait… euung.”
“Since I’ve seen Ha-min’s dick.”
He gently rubbed his hips and pushed his drawers to the side without hesitation. Instead of taking them off completely, he pushed them to the side, and his apricot-colored dick, the same color as his nipples, popped out between his drawers. Ha-min’s toes trembled at the sensation of being exposed to the outside air.
“I feel it every time I see it, but it’s pretty.”
“…Haeuh…”
“The color, the shape…”
“…Ha.”
“Enough to suck on for days and nights.”
Tae-rim let out a feverish breath and immediately swallowed Ha-min’s dick into his mouth. Ha-min’s back arched with a gasp, and he gripped the pillow placed at the head of his bed like a lifeline. The sensation of being inserted into a humid hole was so dizzying that his vision blurred.