# 56
“It’s okay.”
“What, what is okay… Aah!”
His hips kept rising. The traces still remaining in his belly ignited. Jin-ha, unable to handle the sensation of his and the man’s dicks touching and swaying against each other, flinched nervously before forcefully pushing Riyekan’s shoulders away. The cold air rushed into the gap between them. His damp dick grew cold before quickly being enveloped by heat again.
“Stop, ha, don’t, uhh, ah, aah.”
“It’s okay. Lean on me, Jin-ha.”
“This isn’t… Mmm. If we do this, if we do this…”
“Come here.”
Riyekan grabbed Jin-ha’s lower back and pulled him closer. Jin-ha, who had straightened his back and flinched at the sensation of his back being caressed, soon collapsed again, resting his forehead on Riyekan’s shoulder.
Their sweat-soaked skin stuck together as if glued the moment they touched. Jin-ha embraced Riyekan’s shoulders to keep from swaying, but realized it was meaningless. Riyekan wasn’t pushing him, nor was he shaking his body. Jin-ha’s body trembling was merely due to pleasure making him shake on his own, so what was the point of holding onto the other?
But that movement brought an unexpected meaning. Riyekan flinched and firmly grabbed Jin-ha’s waist with the hand that had been gently caressing his lower back.
It was as if he was grabbing him in advance to prevent him from escaping, and as if to prove Jin-ha’s thoughts weren’t wrong, Riyekan’s hand began to move vigorously.
“No, no. Mmm, no, ah, hnggh…!”
Jin-ha just shook his head, feeling a sense of crisis that all his plans would be ruined at this rate. This was too intimate an act. It was absurd to be doing something that people usually do after their hearts have connected when they weren’t even in any kind of relationship. Though Riyekan might be able to do such acts without any meaning, he couldn’t.
“Mmm…”
“Ri, Riyekan…!”
“Yes…”
As the squelching sounds grew louder, Riyekan’s languid voice grew stronger. That voice tickled his ear, and strangely, the area around his waist tingled.
Jin-ha rubbed his eyes against Riyekan’s shoulder to shake off the tears from his soaked eyelashes. When he opened his eyes, Riyekan’s dick came into view. It was an obscenely unmatched dick. Unnecessarily large, needlessly bulging, and too hard. Because of this, his own dick, squeezed between the large hand and Riyekan’s dick, was already near its limit.
At this rate, he felt like he would come again by himself. Even though it hadn’t been long since he had climaxed, he couldn’t hold back from being touched.
‘I don’t think he’ll let go if I come first.’
If that had been his intention, he wouldn’t have grabbed them together to stroke in the first place. Jin-ha had to acknowledge that there was only one way to avoid the torture of having his dick stroked even after ejaculation.
Jin-ha, who had been in Riyekan’s grasp the whole time, repeating only movements dictated by others, began to move his hand on his own. Riyekan’s hand hesitated and stopped. As Jin-ha’s hand pushed away Riyekan’s, his dick got a brief moment of rest.
That wasn’t enough to feel at ease. To distract Riyekan, Jin-ha lifted his body that had been leaning against him and bit his neck. Riyekan’s Adam’s apple moved greatly, followed by his trapezius muscle tensing up.
“…Ha…”
A soft moan brushed against Jin-ha’s shoulder. Just that made a chilling sensation run from his shoulder, past his scapula, along his spine. Jin-ha unconsciously hunched his shoulders.
The man grabbed Jin-ha’s chin, which was gently nibbling his neck, and made him meet his gaze. Seeing his expression of not understanding what was happening despite being the one who had recklessly fanned the flames made Jin-ha laugh.
There was no desire to disappoint Jin-ha. Riyekan didn’t close his eyes and kissed him while looking at him. It was a completely different kiss from the ones they had shared so far. Tongues intertwined, and gasps turned into moans that escaped between kisses.
He pushed his tongue into Jin-ha’s mouth and licked all over to taste him. He rubbed the tip of his tongue and tickled the roof of his mouth. After pushing so hard that Jin-ha could barely breathe, he briefly separated his lips, and the breath Jin-ha had been holding rushed out violently, hitting Riyekan’s lips. Riyekan didn’t hold back and overlapped their lips again.
Every time Jin-ha gasped for breath due to lack of air, his chest rose greatly. Riyekan, chuckling with satisfaction, laid Jin-ha, who had lost all his strength, on the sandy beach and covered him. Jin-ha’s hand had lost its strength long ago. Riyekan grabbed both their dicks together and shook them roughly.
“Ugh, ungh…!”
“Mm…”
At last, Jin-ha’s dick ejaculated. Jin-ha, covering his eyes with his forearm, suppressed his moans and panted before going limp. He had no strength left to do anything, nor the energy to resist.
In the end, what he had worried about had happened.
Jin-ha looked up at Riyekan with a frightened gaze. Riyekan’s heated gaze felt like it was strangling his neck. How long had they been maintaining eye contact like this?
Suddenly, Riyekan chuckled.
Jin-ha trembled, thinking that hellish pleasure would come. But instead of tormenting Jin-ha’s sensitized dick, Riyekan tilted his head, stared at him intently, and began to masturbate.
The sound of wet things touching and moving against each other dug into his ears. Although the sound was irritating and uncomfortable, Jin-ha couldn’t cover his ears. Riyekan’s face was shadowed as he bent over, but strangely, only his blue eyes shone clearly, binding him like chains.
Finally, when Riyekan finished masturbating with a frown at the corner of his eyes, only then did Jin-ha escape from the spell, hastily moving away from his embrace.
“Whew…”
As Jin-ha backed away on his buttocks, panting as if he had just finished running, Riyekan, kneeling in front of him, stroked his dick a few more times to squeeze out what was left. Those few drops splattered onto Jin-ha’s chest.
Only then did Riyekan smile like his usual self.
“Good. Now I’ll believe you.”
Jin-ha blankly looked down at his state. Due to ejaculating twice, his clothes were a mess, and he hadn’t yet put his dick back into his clothes, making for a strange appearance.
This was bad. He couldn’t go back like this, and if he changed clothes and went back, Seo Ji-seop would again make absurd assumptions.
Jin-ha paused in his thoughts. Given what had just happened, did he have the right to criticize those assumptions as absurd?
“What are you doing? Let’s go wash.”
“…Did you really have to do this?”
When Jin-ha asked irritably, Riyekan nonchalantly shrugged.
“Think of it as payment for making me lonely.”
“When did I do that? You’re the one who shut yourself away!”
“You made me shut myself away.”
“That blame-shifting is really…”
A hollow laugh escaped at the criticism that suggested he should have taken better care. Jin-ha sighed in frustration as he fixed his clothes and got up.
Riyekan, who had been waiting a few steps ahead, started walking first. Jin-ha followed him and said,
“I don’t want to bathe together.”
“Alright.”
“I also have something to say.”
“Okay.”
“By the way, will you do this with Legas too, for proof?”
“Are you crazy? Why would I do this with him?”
“……”
* * *
Could this really be called separate?
Jin-ha, with his shoulders submerged in the bathtub, anxiously surveyed his surroundings. The bathtub was outdoors. More precisely, it was in Riyekan’s room, behind the bedroom, but it felt like it was outside. Surrounded not by walls but by bookshelves and desks, with the star-filled sky clearly visible above.
“Hmm.”
Jin-ha flinched and turned toward the sound with a wary expression. There were bookshelves densely erected there, and through the spines of the books, the man’s body could be glimpsed. Jin-ha saw the man’s back muscles writhing and quickly turned back to face forward.
That bookshelf was what Riyekan had placed in the middle of the bathroom, saying he would accommodate Jin-ha’s request to “not bathe together.” He said he would bathe on the left side, and Jin-ha should bathe on the right. The bookshelf was densely packed with books, but the heights of the books were irregular, so if one wanted to look, they could peek at the other side, just like a moment ago.
How was this separate? It was no different from putting a pillow in the middle of the bed and insisting it wasn’t the same bed. Jin-ha moved his lips in displeasure but kept quiet, fearing that if he expressed his complaint, Riyekan might remove the existing bookshelf.
“……”
Splash—the sound of water pouring continued.
It seemed Riyekan had finished showering and was getting into his own tub. As the sound of showering stopped, the surroundings were enveloped in silence. It was so quiet that the dripping sound of water drops falling from the shower head could be clearly heard.
Somehow, Jin-ha found that silence burdensome, and after staring blankly at his toes submerged in the water, he impulsively blurted out.
“Do you know something?”
“What?”
“Dealing with you is really exhausting.”
“……”
“Your personality is nasty, you’re selfish, sensitive, and you get lonely too…”
“Was your ‘something to say’ just complaining about me?”
“There have been countless times when I wanted to ignore you.”
“If you make me lonely again, it won’t end as lightly as today.”
What a terrifying threat. Jin-ha glared at Riyekan, who was snorting from beyond the bookshelf. However, his gaze naturally softened and became affectionate, so Jin-ha had to quickly disguise his indifference, afraid of revealing his true feelings.
Author: Hyacinthus B
Hyacinthus
