Chi-yu never realized he was the type to be this possessive. Reporting Catdogās secret to the higher-ups was sensitive enough on its own, but he ignored all of that and stopped it simply because he hated the thought of Sung Ji-yeol and Hyun Tae-oh being alone together. The more he thought about it, the more he saw how petty and small-minded he was being.
āChi-yu.ā
āSorry. I donāt know why I get this way, but in that moment, I just couldnāt stand itā¦.ā
āYouāre not petty.ā
āSorry for being such a narrow-minded boyfriend.ā
At Chi-yuās small, whispered apology, Tae-ohās arms tightened around him. The long sigh that slipped from his lips carried a strangely tender warmth, and the hand stroking the back of his neck was endlessly gentle.
āYouāre not narrow-minded. If anyone is, itās me. Whatever you hate, I hate too. Honestly, even if you donāt hate it, I probably would. I canāt stand peopleāanyone but you. You know thatās the kind of person I am.ā
āā¦ā¦ā
āI donāt know what he wants to talk about, but itās not important enough to put up with something that only annoys you. If he wants to expose something, let him. No matter what happens, I can protect both you and Catdog.ā
Whether those words were his true feelings or just an attempt to soothe him, Tae-ohās reassurance eased Chi-yuās heart. It was as if nothing else matteredānot duties, promises, or obligationsāif it meant calming his jealous, possessive lover. His whole focus was on Chi-yu. That was Hyun Tae-oh.
And Chi-yu knew it would always be that way. His childhood friend, now his lover, would never change. That certainty was extraordinary, and Tae-oh was the one who gave it to him. He really was remarkable.
From deep within his chest, the words came out.
āI love you.ā
Like wasnāt enough. Even love didnāt capture the whole of it, but it was closer than like could ever be. With a deep breath, he let the words fall again, this time filled with every bit of his heart.
āI really love you.ā
For the first time in his life, he confessedānot to anyone else, but to his oldest friend, the one he had secretly loved for years, his very first partner. The words were heavy with every ounce of his feelings.
Tae-ohās arms tightened fiercely. Chi-yu clutched him back just as hard, the two of them embracing so tightly that not even a sliver of space remained between them. As if letting go would mean losing each other forever, they held on and breathed deeply.
āI love you, Kang Chi-yu.ā
The low, husky murmur spilled from Tae-ohās lips. His rich baritone had always made Chi-yuās heart flutter, but now, carrying the word love, it broke something open inside him. Without warning, tears welled up and spilled over.
He bit his lips, unwilling to wear the disgrace of being called a crybaby as a grown man, but the dampness around his eyes gave him away.
āI love you about twenty-five times more than you love me.ā
Tae-oh brushed his tears with his thumb, speaking softly.
āAnd how exactly do you know how much I love you, to say twenty-five times more?ā
Chi-yu let out a shaky laugh.
āDoesnāt matter. However much it is, I love you twenty-five times more than that.ā
āUnbelievable.ā
Chi-yu buried his face back in Tae-ohās chest.
āYou can meet with Guide Sung Ji-yeol if you want.ā
āNo need.ā
āIt might be better to make sure he keeps quiet.ā
āā¦ā¦ā
āI know I said I wouldnāt be narrow-minded, but⦠I really donāt want the higher-ups finding out about Catdog.ā
āMore than that, itās better if no one finds out Iāve Marked you.ā
At those words, Chi-yuās head snapped up.
āWhat?ā
āIf they knew I Marked you, theyād start scheming again.ā
Tae-oh stroked his hair as he continued.
āHonestly, I wasnāt sure whether to tell you this. I debated for a while.ā
āā¦ā¦ā
āBut knowing how strong and incredible you are, I figured itād be better if you knew. Easier to fight back when youāre aware, right?ā
āā¦What is it?ā
āThis isnāt something to talk about here. Letās go home first.ā
Before Chi-yu even fully nodded, Tae-oh had already teleported them to his house. He sat him down on the sofa, opened the fridge, and pulled out the fresh fruit juice Chi-yu liked.
Opening the cap, he handed it over before sitting at his side.
āI think the lab needs both of your abilities.ā
āā¦What?ā
Chi-yuās eyes went wide as he accepted the bottle.
āItās not officially confirmed yet, but I think the Bureau, the Association, the government, and the lab have been conspiring to create Mutant Beasts.ā
āā¦What!?ā
āIām almost certain.ā
āWhy the hell would theyā!?ā
āI donāt know the reason. But Iām convinced every single Mutant Beast discovered until now was actually created in the lab.ā
āā¦ā¦!ā
āAnd Catdog is one of those test subjects.ā
āā¦ā¦ā
āWhat Iāve said so far is a mix of what Iāve seen and what Iāve deduced. But what Iām about to tell you nowāitās still speculation, but I have strong grounds.ā
Chi-yu gave a silent nod.
āI think the lab hit a wall with their creations. Probably the problem of Rampages.ā
āā¦ā¦ā
āI know some C-rank Guides who only had Rampage Recovery were brought in for experiments. But even with them, the lab couldnāt get the results it wanted. Thatās when they mustāve thought of you.ā
āā¦ā¦ā
āYouāre the only Guide who can both recover Rampages and stabilize wavelengths. Thatās why you were assigned to First Division.ā
āā¦They want me to suppress the beastsā Rampages?ā
Tae-oh nodded.
āThatās probably why, during the Black Gate, they deliberately summoned a beast mid-Rampage inside the Guide safety zone. When you calmed it, that confirmed they needed your power.ā
āā¦ā¦ā
āThatās as far as my theory goes. We wonāt know how close it is to the truth until we get proof.ā
āā¦And Catdog?ā
āIām still investigating, but it seems like Catdog might be a key.ā
āA key?ā
āA key to how your power can be used.ā
āā¦ā¦ā
āThey canāt exactly drag you out every time a beast goes berserk. And creating beasts at all is already taboo. If the World Peace Committee finds out, itāll blow up into something massive.ā
āā¦ā¦ā
āI donāt know exactly what plan the lab, the Bureau, the Association, and the government are scheming, but one thing is certainātheyāre already moving. And theyāre desperate to extract your ability.ā
Chi-yu swallowed hard. He couldnāt even imagine how theyād āextractā his power. But the idea that Catdog might be the key sent a cold shiver down his spine.
āThey might try to separate you from Catdogāā
āNo! I wonāt let that happen!ā
Chi-yu shouted instantly.
The creature had already become too precious. When it went missing earlier that day, he realized just how much. He couldnāt lose it. He had to find it safe. If he didnāt, it would hurt as badly as when his cat had crossed the Rainbow Bridge years ago. Catdog was already family. No matter what danger it might bring, he could never let it go.
āThatās why Iām sayingāall of this is still conjecture. If you donāt want to be separated from Catdog, then Iāll find another way. I donāt want to send him away either.ā
āā¦ā¦ā
āBut ifā¦ā
Tae-ohās expression turned grave as he looked at him. Chi-yuās heart plummeted. He already had an idea what was coming.
āIf Catdog ever becomes a threat to youāif it hurts youāIāll have no choice but to kill it.ā
Chi-yuās lips trembled. His reddened nose and bloodshot eyes signaled tears about to fall. He tried to hold them back, but they broke free, spilling down his cheeks.
āā¦It might not come to that, right?ā
āOf course. Itās fifty-fifty.ā
The tears poured faster, like a broken dam. Tae-oh wiped them gently away, trying to soothe him.
āNothingās certain yet. My theory could be completely wrong. Just keep it in mind, thatās all.ā
āā¦ā¦ā
āChi-yu, when you cry like this, it makes me want to kill myself for being the reason.ā
Chi-yu shook his head.
āAs long as Catdog doesnāt threaten you, Iāll do whatever it takes to keep him by your side. So donāt worry about anything.ā
Wiping his eyes with the back of his hand, Chi-yu nodded firmly.
āThen⦠it is true the labās been creating beasts?ā
āYeah. That partās not speculation. Min Yu-hyun is gathering evidence at the lab right now.ā
āā¦But why would theyā¦?ā
āI donāt know. What matters is, they have no intention of stopping. Countless test subjects have already been created. And Catdog⦠is the thirty-ninth.ā
āā¦Ah! That number above its belly button!ā
When Chi-yu cried out in shock, Tae-oh nodded once.
āExactly.ā
āā¦ā¦ā
Chi-yu fell silent, words failing him. Tae-oh pulled him close, pressing a tender kiss to his hair.
āEven if it costs me my life, Iāll protect you. Just stay alert to anyone suspicious who tries to get close.ā
āThatās not comforting. What am I supposed to do without you?ā
The quiet, matter-of-fact words struck deeper than any dramatic declaration of love. Tae-oh stared at him for a long moment. Then he wrapped his arms around him tight and murmured low:
āHa⦠seriously. Kang Chi-yu, you love me way too much.ā
And the murmur was filled with nothing but happiness.