My Stalking Diary – Side Story 9

Epilogue Chapter 9

I answered, but I wasn’t sure. Could I do it?

Taking a deep breath, I inserted Joo Kwon-oh’s dick, already glistening transparently with my saliva, even deeper than before.

The shaft slowly entered my throat, which had momentarily relaxed.

I felt the strength in his firm hand gripping my hair increase.

“Kkk, tight.”

The thick thighs and abs of Joo Kwon-oh, which I was using to steady myself, trembled.  Although he was still clothed, I could easily imagine the veins bulging and writhing all over his body.

“Chup, tseuup… Uuung.”

“Ah, Ryu Jeong-ha. Sip…”

Tears welled up in my eyes, a physiological response, but I didn’t stop taking Joo Kwon-oh in with my mouth.

Soon, semen surged into the back of my throat.

The viscous liquid flowed down my esophagus, making a gulping sound.

“Haa, haa…”

After swallowing all the ejaculate, I parted my lips. Joo Kwon-oh took out a tube of gel from the bedside drawer and squeezed some onto his hand.

He lightly kissed my chin and asked,

“Didn’t you finger yourself this time either?”

I shook my head.

“Not once?”

“Nope.”

“The hole I opened must have tightened up again.”

Joo Kwon-oh laid me down on the bed and touched my lower body with his gel-covered hand.

“Ah.”

He hadn’t controlled his strength well; far more gel than usual soaked my perineum.  The cold sensation made me curl my legs.

Joo Kwon-oh’s hasty hand unhesitatingly entered my lower body.  It wasn’t stiff thanks to the gel, but the feeling of the closed entrance being forcibly opened was a little unfamiliar.

“Ah, it hurts…”

“Just bear with it a little.”

Joo Kwon-oh said firmly. I swallowed hard and looked up at him. Then I blew warm breath into his ear.

“What position did we do it in, in the dream?”

“Facing each other.”

“Facing each other?”

“You spread your legs.  Incredibly arousing.”

He said this while pushing his index and middle fingers firmly into my hole.

“…Like this?”

“Show me more of the hole.”

“Ah…”

Was it because it had been so long?  I felt like I would die of embarrassment spreading my legs in front of Joo Kwon-oh.

Fueled by alcohol, his actions were unusually rough.  Whether he didn’t realize I was struggling or not, he shoved in multiple fingers at once, roughly widening the entrance.

Before long, Joo Kwon-oh was looking down at my quivering hole, tearing open the condom I had bought at the convenience store.  As usual, he fumbled several times before managing to put it on.

I glanced at the thick, long shaft that was twitching involuntarily, and suddenly something came to mind.

“Did we use a condom in the dream?”

“No.”

“…Then just put it in without one.”

“Bare?”

Joo Kwon-oh asked back, grunting.

“Yeah.”

“There’s no need to go that far…”

“Put it in.”

I reached for his dick and peeled off the condom he had painstakingly put on. Joo Kwon-oh stared intently as the transparent, thin sheath slowly peeled off in my hand.

I felt his excited black pupils scanning me like a snake.  When the condom in my hand fell to the floor, Joo Kwon-oh gritted his teeth and commanded,

“Again.”

“…….”

“Spread your legs.”

Averted my gaze in embarrassment, I opened my legs, which had been closed for a moment.

“I will.”

Joo Kwon-oh whispered, caressing my eyes and cheeks. I nodded.

Then, Joo Kwon-oh, pressing his lower body close, pierced me at once.

“Ah! Wa-wait…!”

A sharp sensation spread to my toes, along with a dull ache that spread throughout my abdomen. It felt like a flash of light was striking me through my blurring consciousness.

I froze for a while, completely shocked. This was the first time Joo Kwon-oh had entered me like this, making the shock even greater.

But the pain was fleeting.

“Haa, relax a little. I think I’m going to break my dick.”

“Hwit…”

Joo Kwon-oh began thrusting his hips shallowly and rapidly from the start. The vivid sensation of the bumpy shaft, with its bulging veins, brushing against my walls made my toes curl.

Overwhelmed by the heavy pleasure spreading through me after so long, I gasped for breath, swaying with Joo Kwon-oh’s thrusts.

“Ah, so tight. Hoo… I’m going crazy.”

Joo Kwon-oh touched my nipples, then pinched and twisted them.  Along with the sharp pain, my lower abdomen involuntarily tightened.

“Wait, wait, just a moment. Ah!”

Was it because it had been months? Even though it wasn’t that intense a stimulation, my lower body spasmed, my senses intensifying instantly.

I wrapped my arms around Joo Kwon-oh’s neck and closed my eyes.

“Hwit…. Kwon-oh-ya.”

“Yes, Jeong-ha-ya.”

“This is a little… right now, hheuk, it’s too fast…!”

“Hoo. Too fast?”

“Ju-just a little… euung! Slower, hi, please.  Yeah?”

Although I begged him desperately, clinging to him, his movements only became rougher and faster.

‘It’ll hurt.’

‘Even if you cry, saying it hurts and you can’t do it, I’ll fill you up to the end with my cum. Still?’

Joo Kwon-oh’s voice, a warning from in front of the convenience store, echoed in my ears.

Like someone who had lost all self-control, he gripped my pelvis and moved his hips violently, thrusting down.

“Eu-hup, at… ! Too fa-fast…!”

Thump! Thump! Every time his dick was almost pulled out and then rammed in all the way, my eyes welled up.  It felt like my head would burst from the heat.

It should hurt. It should be painful, but my body was receiving pleasure even from Joo Kwon-oh’s rough movements.

The desire to move my body after such a long time led us to a rapid climax.  Even though he didn’t touch me separately, I reached climax every time Joo Kwon-oh’s dick pounded against my inner flesh. Each time, the muscles I had been tensing seemed to soften.

“Ha-eung, um… ! Ah, eu-euung.”

When my lower body contracted from the aftereffects of pleasure, Joo Kwon-oh muttered obscenities.

After finally pulling out the shaft, which he had deeply inserted one last time, he aimed at my face and ejaculated, shaking his hand.

“Heok, heok… Hoo-eu.”

“Ut… Haa.”

The viscous liquid flowed down my face.  The milky fluid dripped from my forehead, eyes, philtrum, and chin.

I narrowed my eyes and looked up at Joo Kwon-oh, who was cumming on my face, in a hazy state.

But before I could properly enjoy the afterglow, he roughly laid me down on the bed again and entered me.

*

The next day.  As soon as I woke up, tossing and turning, Joo Kwon-oh approached, somehow knowing I was awake.

He had already gotten up a while ago and offered me a cup of warm water.

“Awake? How’s your body?”

“I’m okay…”

Muscle aches and a dizzying hangover followed the return of consciousness.

I took the cup and drank the water, then reached out to Joo Kwon-oh.  He pulled my arm, treating me like a child, helping me sit up straight in bed.

“Ah, wait a minute.”

My back and thighs ached as I moved, causing me to groan involuntarily.  Seeing me like that, Joo Kwon-oh sighed briefly.

“I pushed you too hard yesterday.”

“A little…”

I muttered, recalling last night. How many times did we do it? It was a long and intense night, to the point where counting the times was meaningless.  Joo Kwon-oh had been very drunk, so the sex was rougher and longer than usual.

But I didn’t dislike it.  Rather, the pain I was feeling now made me realize that Joo Kwon-oh had really returned to Korea, and I felt good.

…It hurts, but I feel good.  Am I really going crazy?

“Shit, I haven’t been that drunk in ages.  I couldn’t stop myself. Does it hurt a lot? Should I get you some painkillers?”

“I’m okay. My lower body is a little stiff… but it’s good because you did it.”

“…….”

“Ah, no. I don’t mean the pain is actually good… it’s just that, after doing it for so long, the feeling of… you… being with you… that’s what’s good.”

“You’re such a fox, Ryu Jeong-ha.”

Why does it always end up like this?

“If you look closely, you keep playing with me.”

“…….”

Despite that, Joo Kwon-oh seemed happy, covering his mouth and grinning.

“Want breakfast? I made porridge because I thought your stomach might be upset.”

“In a little while.”

“Tell me when you want it. I’ll heat it up.”

“…But Kwon-oh-ya.”

I called his name, quietly watching Joo Kwon-oh’s movements as he put the empty cup in the sink.

“Yeah?”

“Should I just start drawing again?”

He paused at my words.  Whatever his reaction, I decided I had to bring up the issue I had been putting off, in this relaxed and comfortable moment.

“It’ll be difficult this semester, and I’ve wanted to draw you as the model for my graduation exhibition. But lately, I’ve been enjoying our dates so much… I’ve just forgotten about drawing. I promised, I’m sorry.”

“…….”

“And.”

I worked hard to clear my still-heavy head, organizing what I wanted to say in my mind.

“I, I can’t play with you. I… I can’t. You know, I like you too much.”

“I know.”

“And… and Senior Lee Sung-rok…”

“That’s okay. Because you broke up with me because of Lee Sung-rok, I reacted too sensitively at the time. I was being pathetic, it’s not your fault.”

Joo Kwon-oh cut me off before I could speak.  Unlike yesterday, when he was so tense, his tone was noticeably softer.

“Since you said it’s okay, I won’t worry about it anymore.”

“…Euung.”

I rubbed my swollen eyes and opened them.

“Ah. And the intern we did with in the Netherlands…”

Joo Kwon-oh, who had started the conversation, slightly furrowed one eyebrow and tilted his head. I noticed it was the expression he made when he was trying to recall something he couldn’t remember.

Seeing that, I thought, it doesn’t really matter, does it?

Clearly, until yesterday, I was furious with Joo Kwon-oh and didn’t know what to do.  Looking back calmly, I was convinced that whether he had actually received a confession or not, it was such a trivial matter to him that he didn’t even remember it properly.

There were always many women who liked Joo Kwon-oh, and knowing his personality, he probably wouldn’t have bothered to worry about it.

Was it because we had been apart for so long?  I felt anxious about things I would have normally overlooked, and both Joo Kwon-oh and I became emotionally agitated.

So this was the kind of emotion that could be resolved with just one round of sex.  I wondered if we were too instinctual, but I was glad that the issues that had been bothering me had suddenly become insignificant.

“That’s okay too. Since you said you don’t remember it well.”

“I never spent time alone with her. I swear, nothing you’re worried about happened.”

“I believe you.”

“And please draw me. I naturally assumed I was the only exclusive model for Ryu Jeong-ha.”

At his words, I smiled slightly and nodded.

“Okay. I will.”

“Good. Definitely.”

“…But Kwon-oh-ya.”

I stretched and called Joo Kwon-oh. He pulled a desk chair next to the bed and sat down obediently.

“Why?”

“Did you learn what you wanted to learn?”

“Well, almost? Why?”

Hearing his gentle voice, like before, I felt relieved and wanted to be more honest about my feelings.

“You know, I… I wish you wouldn’t go on any more internships.”

“Why? You were the one pushing me to go.”

Joo Kwon-oh raised his eyebrows mischievously.

“I pretended not to, but I missed you so much… every day.”

He chuckled and ruffled my hair.

“I won’t go. So sleep a little more. You still look tired.”

“Really?”

“Yeah, I’m not lying. If you’re sleepy, sleep more quickly.”

“…I have to go to the studio later.”

“What does it matter, it’s the weekend. We can leave a little later.”

“…….”

Kim Jae-hyun will probably ask why I was late. How will I explain?

No.  Are the others still at home because of their hangovers? How will I explain why I went home without saying anything yesterday?

Various worries came to mind belatedly. But it was only for a moment.

As Joo Kwon-oh got up and laid me back down on the bed, sleepiness poured over me again.

The bedsheets covering me were warm.  I still found it amazing that I was here, in this space that smelled of Joo Kwon-oh, with Joo Kwon-oh.

“Kwon-o, lie down next to me too.”

“Okay.”

“Do we have to go anywhere today?”

“No.”

“Then, I’ll sleep a little longer, and you have to stay here until I wake up. Don’t go anywhere…”

“Where would I go? I’m going to be with my peach from now on.”

“Good.”

I hugged Joo Kwon-oh, who lay down next to me, and closed my eyes.  And so, we returned to our everyday lives.

The End of Epilogues

Author: Hyacinthus B

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