Epilogue Chapter 8
“I, I like it. It’s in my pocket. I took it off when I saw you coming into the bar. I was a little worried someone might notice we’re wearing the same thing.”
“Ah.”
“I usually wear it… You know that.”
“Then put it on now.”
Joo Kwon-oh insisted stubbornly. I immediately took the ring out of my pocket and put it on.
“Okay?”
“Yeah.”
But his expression was sulky again.
A sulky Joo Kwon-oh. It didn’t seem like it would suit him, but in reality, it suited him too well, and I was flustered.
“Why, again?”
“This isn’t enough.”
“Then what should I do?”
Joo Kwon-oh stared intently at my face. The feeling emanating from his eyelids, which were slightly looser than the usual ones I knew, was different, and my heart pounded.
At the same time, I was also afraid of what words might come out of his mouth.
“Let me lick your cheek just once.”
“What? Wh, wh, why lick my cheek?”
Not a kiss, but licking? With his tongue?
“I want to lick it.”
“That’s weird… How much alcohol did you drink?”
“Because of Jeong-ha.”
“…….”
Even while making strange requests, Joo Kwon-oh was confident. Instead, I was at a loss for words.
“No?”
“Th… We can’t do it on the street…”
“Then we can just go over there.”
His tone was firm, as if he absolutely had to lick it. I was speechless for a few seconds.
“But why do you suddenly want to lick my cheek?”
“Because, I haven’t been able to properly see you or touch you for three months.”
“Then let’s just hold hands.”
“…….”
“Huh? Kwon-oh.”
“…Okay.”
After confirming that there was no one in the alley, I reached out my hand, and Joo Kwon-oh approached. Just as we were about to hold hands, he leaned in and licked my cheek.
“What!”
He really licked it.
“Delicious.”
He licked his upper lip with his tongue and grinned mischievously.
“Th, this… What are you doing on the street! We agreed to just hold hands.”
“Did you think that would be enough? You took off your ring, and you’re not wearing the gift I gave you.”
I explained why I took off the ring, but he seems to have forgotten already. I didn’t have the presence of mind to properly take care of the gift…
I wiped my face and shook my head. It’s obvious he’ll forget again even if I explain it now.
This was the first time Joo Kwon-oh had gotten this drunk, and I was so flustered that I wasn’t even angry.
I rubbed my cheek with the back of my hand and went into the convenience store. Naturally, Joo Kwon-oh followed closely behind.
“Jeong-ha, what do you need?”
“Cigarettes and snacks.”
“Are you going back to the studio now?”
“No. I’m going to my apartment.”
“You said you were going to stay up all night working on your project. That was a lie too…”
Joo Kwon-oh muttered in a hardened voice. I watched him and picked up gum and a condom.
Joo Kwon-oh didn’t seem to notice what I was holding.
“We had a little argument, and you saw me coming into the bar, but you didn’t even make eye contact or say hello.”
“…….”
“It’s been months since we last saw each other. How can you do that? I couldn’t do that, but it seems easy for you.”
“…….”
“The kids all say you’re a vixen.”
Listening to Joo Kwon-oh’s resentful grumbling, I realized that he seems to really think of me as a vixen.
It was absurd. Joo Kwon-oh is the only person in this world who would call me, someone who is shy and introverted, a vixen.
What kind of infatuation is this? He’s the one who’s a kumiho (nine-tailed fox)…
I fiddled with the condom in my hand and glanced at him.
Should I just do whatever I want? It’s unconscionable to take advantage of a drunk lover as a boyfriend… Honestly, Joo Kwon-oh was too cute to just leave him alone today.
After checking out of the convenience store, we went to a secluded building with almost no streetlights, as if we had made a promise.
Because winter is approaching, the sun sets very early. The sky was already dark.
I looked up at the faintly visible moon and glanced at Joo Kwon-oh again. He stood still, as if he wouldn’t open his mouth until I spoke.
We hadn’t finished the conversation we’d cut off yesterday, but it felt unimportant now.
The exam studying and the all-nighter we were supposed to do today didn’t seem important anymore either. Anyway, the kids at the bar will be drunk tonight, and almost no one will go back to the studio to continue working. Even if I leave like this, no one will find it strange.
I rolled my eyes and told Joo Kwon-oh what I had just bought.
“I bought a condom.”
“That’s why you’re a vixen. You won’t even let me lick your cheek.”
I don’t know why he keeps trying to lick my cheek, but I could allow it anytime in a space where it’s just the two of us, not on the street.
I quietly watched Joo Kwon-oh take out a cigarette and light it. Completely drunk, he was somehow languid yet restless, more so than usual.
“Kwon-oh.”
“Yeah.”
“You said I appeared in your dream when you were in the Netherlands.”
“Yeah, often.”
He nodded slowly, sucking on the filter.
“…What did you do with me in your dream?”
“We had sex.”
With the cigarette in his mouth, he said the embarrassing words casually. It was the expected answer, but the explicit expression made my ears burn.
“Let’s… do it?”
“Do what?”
“Like we did in the dream.”
Then Joo Kwon-oh took a deep drag of his cigarette and stared intently at me. His gaze, unfiltered desire, was direct.
“If we do it now… I can’t control myself.”
He said, his voice like a hazy mist after licking his lips several times.
“It’s okay if you can’t. I won’t either.”
“It’ll hurt.”
“You said you wanted to lick my cheek. Don’t you want to?”
At my playful words, Joo Kwon-oh let out a dull moan from deep in his throat.
He seemed to be agonizing, roughly running his hand through his hair, as if testing whether he was in a state where he could control his instincts or not.
“What if I overpower you?”
Soon, Joo Kwon-oh came closer, gently grasping my chin and lifting it. His tone wasn’t heavy, but his eyes were full of thirst. It was as if he was testing me.
It felt like our body temperatures were soaring in an instant.
As I swallowed hard and hesitated, he lowered his voice and whispered softly.
“Even if you cry, saying it hurts and you can’t do it, I’ll fill you up completely with my cum until the end. Still?”
A voice thick with excitement. A thrill ran through my body.
I didn’t know if it was a scare tactic or a warning. He reeked of alcohol, and we hadn’t been intimate for three months, so we were starving for each other.
The thought suddenly occurred to me that Joo Kwon-oh, who was really drunk, might lose control and hurt me.
“…….”
“…….”
Nevertheless, I nodded.
Simultaneously, Joo Kwon-oh’s pupils flashed with raw desire. Throwing away his cigarette, he grabbed my wrist and started walking towards my apartment.
We walked like we were dancing, weaving through the drunkards strolling through the bustling streets. Even though there were so many people outside, it felt like it was just the two of us in the world.
My apartment wasn’t far away, and thanks to our brisk pace, we quickly reached the door.
As soon as he unlocked the door, he tried to take off my clothes. Perhaps because he was drunk, his hands, which usually skillfully unbuttoned buttons, fumbled for a long time today.
“Wow, damn. Peach scent…”
He led me inside the apartment, roughly grabbing my hair and burying his nose in my shoulder.
“Haah. I really like it.”
Three months. A full three months.
I shivered at this rough and simple foreplay. And I inhaled his scent mixed with the smell of alcohol.
“Kwon-o, you smell good too… *sniff*.”
With that, my lips were devoured. Joo Kwon-oh licked me greedily, as if he would devour me.
“Haah, I… wanted to kiss you…”
I said, looking into his eyes after briefly parting our lips. Joo Kwon-oh looked down at me, smiled faintly, and opened his mouth.
“Really?”
“Yeah.”
“Then will you let me do it somewhere else? Kiss.”
I nodded. And Joo Kwon-oh put his hand on my head and pressed down firmly.
His strength forced my knees to buckle, and I was in a position looking up at Joo Kwon-oh from below.
I was a little surprised, but I knew what it meant.
“You said you would. Like we did in the dream.”
“Ah, tell me. In the dream… how did I do it?”
“Use your teeth to unzip me.”
At his words, I brought my face to the front of Joo Kwon-oh’s pants. I could feel his already erect dick tensely through the fabric.
I carefully used my teeth to unzip him slowly, and I could feel the hard shaft throbbing inside his underwear.
Joo Kwon-oh took his dick out of his underwear and waved it in front of my face. With a thud, the hard shaft touched my face.
How did the me in Joo Kwon-oh’s dream do it? It’s funny to be jealous of myself, but it felt strange to think that he longed for the me who existed in his dream.
I must be quite drunk too, though not as much as Joo Kwon-oh. Judging by how I’m swayed by these foolish emotions.
I stopped hesitating and took his thick dick, which poked my cheek, into my mouth. I took it in until my cheek was full and sucked.
“Hng… *chup*, hng…”
It’s been too long. My jaw ached from being stretched to its limit by the shaft that filled my mouth.
I carefully licked Joo Kwon-oh’s dick, swallowing it deeper and deeper. My breath was gradually getting caught in the tight sensation of my flesh being scraped against the hard glans.
“Crazy. Ah.”
A deep moan escaped Joo Kwon-oh’s mouth. He frowned and looked down at me, who had his dick in my mouth.
As if to tell me to take it deeper, he pressed my head firmly towards his groin.
“Mmm, hng… *sniff*.”
In the different, more forceful atmosphere than usual, instead of pulling my head back, I opened my throat wider to meet his demands.
…Ah. The stimulation is only on my gums, but why am I so excited? My lower abdomen feels tingling.
After diligently sucking the dick I hadn’t been able to touch above or below for so long, I spat out the shaft that had been deep inside me when my breathing reached its limit.
My mind is hazy. But my body was steadily getting excited to match the situation. I carefully kissed the glans and looked up at him.
“Haah, haah. …Again? *chup*, again, how, how did I do it?”
“Here. Swallow it down to your throat.”
Joo Kwon-oh said, gently grasping the area around my Adam’s apple with his thick, long fingers.
“…Yeah.”
Author: Hyacinthus B
Hyacinthus
