#9
“Are you seeing someone else?”
Kang Jihan was angry right now. It was unbelievable. The fact that he had misunderstood something so absurd again was ridiculous, and it was frustrating that he couldn’t even think that ‘that guy’ might be himself. Anyway, why couldn’t this Kang Jihan or that Kang Jihan understand when he said he liked him?
Feeling a sense of suffocation, Nam Seonwoo, who had abruptly unbuckled his seatbelt, was about to open the window. At that moment, the door locked with a click. Thinking that he might just open the door and leave, a colder voice was heard.
“Answer me.”
“Yeah, I’m seeing someone. Why does it matter?”
Kang Jihan, who ran his hand through his hair, sighed.
“Is this the time to be doing that? I could understand if you were seeing someone for marriage.”
“Marriage? Do you think I would just send you off if I said I was seeing someone for marriage?”
“Don’t say obvious things.”
“But seeing a guy is not allowed?”
Kang Jihan closed his mouth.
“Do you know that what you’re saying doesn’t make sense?”
……
He seemed to have realized his own contradiction. This time, Nam Seonwoo took a deep sigh. Since that stubborn guy had finally recognized the flaw in his logic, it seemed like they could have a proper conversation now.
But as if mocking Nam Seonwoo, the phone that had been turned off started vibrating again.
The screen was off. But the continuous vibration soon turned into a ringtone, and the volume gradually increased.
It was a familiar ringtone. Realizing that it was the alarm sound he had set in the morning, Nam Seonwoo intuited that this dream would soon end.
Nam Seonwoo immediately grabbed Kang Jihan’s collar.
“Hey, Kang Jihan. Let me ask you one thing.”
Kang Jihan seemed surprised. Well, the twenty-one-year-old Kang Jihan had his collar grabbed many times, but it was probably the first time for the thirty-four-year-old Kang Jihan.
“Do you like me?”
It was a question he knew the answer to. But he thought he had to hear it from ‘this’ Kang Jihan’s mouth to feel satisfied. But Kang Jihan didn’t seem to want to open his tightly closed mouth. So, Nam Seonwoo took the initiative.
“I like you. A lot.”
The black pupils trembled. Nam Seonwoo could read the disbelief within them. As the ringtone grew louder, Nam Seonwoo raised his voice.
“So, I’m going to live by your side for the rest of my life. If I meet annoying parents or managers at work, I’ll quit right away and live off your money. But I don’t plan to live my whole life with someone who doesn’t like me. So, I’ll ask you one last time. Answer well.”
……
“Do you like me?”
The lips that used to spit out harsh words were now just trembling. He waited a little longer, but Kang Jihan eventually closed his mouth again.
Well, what did he expect from this Kang Jihan?
He must have thought that something different would come out because it was a dream. With a self-deprecating laugh, Nam Seonwoo was about to loosen his grip on Kang Jihan’s collar when his wrist was tightly grabbed.
Looking up, Kang Jihan was saying something. But because of the ringtone that had grown so loud that it furrowed his brow, he couldn’t hear Kang Jihan’s voice at all. Even with the noise that seemed to tear his ears, Nam Seonwoo didn’t cover his ears and shouted.
“What did you say?”
Kang Jihan desperately tried to say something, but still, no sound could be heard. However, it wasn’t difficult to understand what he was saying.
His urgent expression, trembling pupils, the strong grip on his wrist, and the trembling conveyed from there told him.
So, he could smile.
***
When he opened his eyelids, the alarm that had been ringing loudly stopped abruptly. The warmth that had briefly moved away rustled and returned to his back.
“Are you awake?”
At the voice that pierced his ear, Nam Seonwoo secretly laughed. It was funny how he couldn’t hear it a moment ago, but now he could hear it so well. As if he had been caught laughing quietly, a large palm cupped his cheek and turned his head.
“Seems like you had a good dream.”
“Um… yeah.”
As he mumbled and closed his eyes again, Kang Jihan pecked at his eyelids and nose in turn.
“What kind of dream was it?”
At the lips that tickled his thin skin, Nam Seonwoo burst into laughter. When he opened his eyes, their gazes met at close range.
“Jihan.”
“Yeah.”
Kang Jihan was hugging him tightly from behind. Lying on his side with his head turned, the position was a bit uncomfortable, but Nam Seonwoo, staring into the black eyes, asked.
“Do you like me?”
“Yeah. I love you.”
Unlike the hesitant Kang Jihan in the dream, the immediate answer made Nam Seonwoo laugh again. His lips descended over his eyes, which were curved into a smile.
“What kind of dream did you have?”
As if telling him to speak, both arms tightly hugged his stomach and chest. Feeling the warmth of being embraced, Nam Seonwoo, who had been vibrating his throat, suddenly flinched at the strange sensation he felt. It was a sense of fullness as if something was ‘tightly’ filled, but it wasn’t just from the warmth that enveloped his body.
Nam Seonwoo’s gaze turned downward. The lower half of his body had almost no sensation. As he fidgeted his legs to find the root of this unfamiliar sensation, he unconsciously clenched his lower body, and Kang Jihan’s rough breath spilled over the back of his ear.
“…Hey, what are you…”
“Do you realize now?”
“What?”
“We’ve been like this all along.”
If he said ‘all along,’ since when… Looking out the window, the sun was high in the sky. Nam Seonwoo recalled his last memory before he lost consciousness yesterday.
It was a little past midnight. Thanks to the condoms running out, the sex had finally ended, and he had dozed off half-leaning against the shower booth, enjoying the feeling of the hot water washing over his body. Then, his knees were lifted, and Kang Jihan had entered between his spread legs… that was his last memory.
“Did you… to a sleeping person…”
“I didn’t.”
As if claiming innocence, Kang Jihan immediately replied.
“I waited until you woke up.”
If he had passed out in the shower booth around midnight, how many hours had he been just lying there? Moreover, it was even more absurd that he had been erect all that time.
“You’re a real pervert.”
“So, what was the dream about?”
At the slow hip movements, Nam Seonwoo let out a moan. Although he had no sensation below his waist, he could feel the cock moving softly inside his stomach. As the tip teased the sensitive spot, the stiff inner wall quickly softened. Kang Jihan, moving leisurely, persistently asked about the dream. The repeated ‘Hmm? Hmm?’ was annoying, so Nam Seonwoo vaguely answered.
“Dream about… ah, cheating.”
“What?”
Kang Jihan laughed as if it was absurd.
“Is that a good dream? Cheating on me?”
“Ah…!”
As the cock thrust in fiercely, Nam Seonwoo’s body was pushed weakly. Kang Jihan, who had pulled his pelvis and fixed it, increased his speed as it was.
“I endured it, wanting to do it with someone.”
Even though the cock that had been gently swimming inside turned into a weapon and pounded, the lower body couldn’t close its mouth and sucked Kang Jihan in. Unable to control his body, Nam Seonwoo tried to remove the hand holding his pelvis, but it didn’t budge.
The sweat that had formed in the meantime trickled down his lower back to his buttocks. As the space between the hard abs and the helplessly pushed buttocks got wet, the two skins stuck and peeled off. As Kang Jihan, who was increasing the pitch, Nam Seonwoo hurriedly opened his mouth.
“Don’t forget… ah, in the morning, it’s… once.”
“I know.”
The answer came from the nape of his neck. As he read the signal, Nam Seonwoo turned his head with difficulty, and as if he had been waiting, their lips intertwined. With the hip movements that pounded below, their lips misaligned and teeth clashed, but Kang Jihan persistently kissed him. As he had his breath stolen by him, Nam Seonwoo thought. This was quite a progress.
Kang Jihan didn’t like doing it from behind even as time passed. No, it was closer to avoiding it. Because he couldn’t see his face. It was surprising that Kang Jihan, who used to be so stubborn, started in the missionary position. Thanks to that, he could avoid the hassle of always having to spread his legs.
Of course, the condition that he had to keep kissing during that position followed, but since he liked kissing anyway, there was no big complaint. Although there was discomfort in having to keep his head turned for tens of minutes, the cock that only poked at the pleasant spot soon made the pain fade away.
Perhaps because he was shaken helplessly in a half-asleep state, he became more and more dazed. Unable to swallow, the saliva that had pooled in Nam Seonwoo’s chin dripped down. Kang Jihan, who had lowered his lips over it, also had his pupils hazily blurred. As his body was weakly pushed by the pounding, Kang Jihan raised one arm to wrap around Nam Seonwoo’s chest as if to squeeze it. The arm that bound his shoulder and chest, and the hand that gripped his pelvis until the skin turned red, arched his white waist to the limit. Watching the bulging and receding stomach, Kang Jihan pushed his body in even more.
“Huh, huh, stop…”
“Can I put it all in?”
Nam Seonwoo shook his head. He didn’t want the bed to be a mess in the morning. Then, Kang Jihan lightly pressed his lips to the back of his ear.
“I don’t want to.”
“What…?”
“I won’t listen to a cheater.”
Taking advantage of the moment he was caught off guard by the refreshing kiss, Kang Jihan thrust in to the root. Nam Seonwoo, who let out a death scream, convulsed with his body stiffened, and Kang Jihan pushed his cock in once more. The tip that had stubbornly pierced through the narrow gap in the wall, something trickled out of Nam Seonwoo’s cock.
“Who did you cheat with?”
Kang Jihan moved his hips softly with his cock deeply inserted. The palm that had been holding his pelvis moved up and blatantly covered the protruding stomach. As he pushed the cock to the limit and pressed it down on his stomach, Nam Seonwoo’s body stiffened even more, tightly gripping the cock.
“Kuh…”
“Ah…!”
Nam Seonwoo flinched. Even in the vision that seemed to fall backward at any moment, only the sensation of his stomach warming up was clear. As the hot liquid filled his body, Nam Seonwoo tightly closed his eyes.
‘This guy, didn’t use a condom again…’