#103
Kang Jihan lifted Nam Seonwoo’s legs as if they were his own and completely removed his pants. His weakened knees parted limply following Kang Jihan’s touch. Perhaps because the aftereffects of his climax hadn’t subsided yet, it felt like sensations were being transmitted about a second late. That’s why Nam Seonwoo only belatedly noticed that a soft pillow had been placed under his waist.
“Who said they didn’t like you?”
Looking at Kang Jihan who had positioned himself between his knees, Nam Seonwoo belatedly retorted.
“I didn’t say I didn’t like it, I wanted us to come together. As you said… it’s our first time.”
As lovers. The words that followed were close to a whisper due to embarrassment. But Kang Jihan seemed to have heard it. He looked happier than ever.
“Really?”
Because Kang Jihan suddenly bumped their foreheads together, Nam Seonwoo’s legs lifted into the air. His thighs, pressed against the broad chest, spread helplessly, and his body was instantly folded in half. Nam Seonwoo hit his shoulders hard as if uncomfortable, but Kang Jihan continued to smile without separating their foreheads.
“Then try to endure well this time.”
“What… ah!”
Something abruptly invaded between his defenseless, raised buttocks. Nam Seonwoo, who instinctively tensed up, quickly rolled his eyes, but he couldn’t see below well because of the position. Frantically grabbing Kang Jihan’s shoulders, he asked:
“Did you, put it in?”
Seeing Kang Jihan look at him incredulously, it seemed that wasn’t the case. As he embraced Kang Jihan’s shoulders and gradually relaxed, he could tell that what had entered was a finger. And just one at that.
The finger that gradually widened his inside was smooth, as if he had applied semen on it. Afraid that he might insert his tongue like he did at the officetel, Nam Seonwoo tried his best to relax his body. Soon, a second finger entered. When Nam Seonwoo let out a moan at the two fingers rotating inside, a third finger wedged its way in. He could feel his entrance contracting tightly at the touch that somehow felt urgent.
“You’ve gotten tight again already.”
Muttering that, Kang Jihan abruptly pulled out his fingers. Then he took that hand straight to his mouth to wet it, and then thrust it back down.
“…!”
The fingers, coated with liquid hotter than before, entered with all three lined up from the start. Due to the scene that had unfolded right before his eyes, Nam Seonwoo belatedly let out a moan. Whether due to Kang Jihan’s saliva or the surreal scene just moments ago, his inner walls gradually softened.
“Ah, Kang, Ji, han…”
When he looked at Kang Jihan, meaning that it was enough and to hurry and put it in, the fingers were withdrawn. His lower region already felt empty, but thinking about the volume that would soon rush inside made his body heat up even more.
While closing his eyes and focusing on his breathing to reduce the pain of entry, he heard a rustling sound beside him. Slightly confused, Nam Seonwoo opened his eyes.
…So he has the presence of mind to get a condom even in this situation. Nam Seonwoo pouted and abruptly pulled Kang Jihan’s neck.
“Just do it without.”
“No.”
“I said just do it.”
“It’s not good for your bod-”
“It’s our first time.”
The effect of “first time,” to which Kang Jihan attached so much meaning, was more impressive than expected. Tightening his arms and legs around the silent Kang Jihan, Nam Seonwoo gently bit his bright red ear.
“Just this once. Hm?”
While uttering words that sounded like whining, Nam Seonwoo realized that he himself was also attaching quite a bit of meaning to “first time.” There was urgency, but more than that, there was a strong desire to be as close to Kang Jihan as possible.
When he whispered his raw desire, he felt something blunt shifting under his buttocks. The sensation against his skin was damp.
“You…”
Ignoring the voice coming from behind his neck, he chewed on the ear, and finally Kang Jihan signaled his surrender.
“If there was a ‘Sex and Health’ subject on the college entrance exam, you would have been in big trouble.”
At the unexpected remark, Nam Seonwoo laughed. Just like during their first time having sex when he had talked about sex education and whatnot, ruining the mood, this time was the same. Though it sounded like nagging, it ultimately meant “okay.” Nam Seonwoo responded with a voice tinged with laughter.
“And you would have gotten a zero in the ‘Romance’ subject.”
Kang Jihan kissed the nape of his neck and then raised his upper body. The two bodies that had been pressed together separated, but the arms around Kang Jihan’s neck and the arms cradling Nam Seonwoo’s head while supporting them on the bed still connected them.
Nam Seonwoo looked up at the body leaning over him. Droplets of sweat beaded on the chest that blocked the ceiling, making him feel the heat just by looking at it. Something as hot and wet as those droplets pressed against his lower part and then rubbed around the entrance as if tickling it. Even though it had only brushed against it dully two or three times, he could feel the skin around the entrance getting wet with the pre-cum that Kang Jihan was leaking. The newly realized size made his breathing quicken. But when the head was pressed firmly against the entrance, as if reading his anticipation, he naturally had to hold his breath.
“I’m going to put it in.”
Kang Jihan said, looking straight into his eyes. There were times when that straightforward gaze felt burdensome, but now it only brought an inexplicable sense of reassurance. As soon as he nodded slightly, a sharp pain arose from below.
“Nngh…”
As soon as his face contorted, lips descended on his brow. But right now, more than that ticklish sensation, all his senses were focused on the entrance being tightly spread. Was it because Kang Jihan was entering too slowly? Nam Seonwoo dug his nails in as his lower part spread endlessly, making him think it might tear.
“Does it hurt?”
Kang Jihan stopped. Nam Seonwoo shook his head, swallowing a curse. He meant don’t stop, just quickly put it in. But as if only half the meaning was conveyed, the dick began to enter slowly again.
The sensation of the head parting his inner flesh as it entered was so vivid. Though only a thin membrane was gone, he could feel each and every contour of the glans slowly widening his inner walls and the bulging veins protruding along the shaft. It was as if he could visualize the dick gradually, gradually wedging its way into his stomach.
Suppressed breathing poured down from above. Nam Seonwoo silently stared at Kang Jihan, whose face was also heavily contorted. Sweat that had flowed down from his temple was precariously pooled at his chin. The moment that transparent droplet fell onto his cheek, Kang Jihan suddenly spoke.
“I know I’m getting a zero.”
Looking at him who had uttered an introduction and then abruptly closed his mouth tightly, Nam Seonwoo read something other than pain in that distorted face. What emerged, as if impossible to swallow, was an immature emotion. After a few seconds of hesitation, Kang Jihan spoke.
“…Who did you do it with?”
But soon after, he shook his head with a self-deprecating expression. Though Nam Seonwoo kept his mouth shut as if the request was to forget what he had just said, Kang Jihan soon asked, as if seeking reassurance:
“But you weren’t dating, right?”
“…”
The pain that had been striking his entire body just moments ago seemed to disappear in an instant. Whether this should be considered absurd, or cute, or pathetic… Nam Seonwoo, in an awkward state where he could neither laugh nor get angry, looked at Kang Jihan’s conflicted face.
So right now, Kang Jihan was jealous of a non-existent phantom.
‘Does this guy really think I was sleeping around while studying?…’
Even giving him the benefit of the doubt that the person who lied first was at fault, why ask such a thing at this particular moment? Nam Seonwoo muttered as if lamenting:
“Not a zero, but a minus for you.”
After re-grading the romance score of the guy who had completely ruined the mood, Kang Jihan ran his hand through his hair as if frustrated.
“I know it’s pathetic. But it’s irritating. If you’re saying ‘aren’t you tired yet,’ then with that bastard… to that bastard too…”
Suddenly grinding his teeth, Kang Jihan couldn’t continue his words and clenched his fist tightly as if enduring something. Yet his other hand, caressing Nam Seonwoo’s cheek and neck, was only careful.
But Nam Seonwoo felt wronged. He didn’t remember saying “aren’t you tired yet.” Even if he had mumbled useless talk in his dreams again, even in those dreams, it was always Kang Jihan. Not any other bastard.
Misunderstanding the silence, Kang Jihan muttered as if gnashing his teeth:
“That bastard, without even a condom to you-”
“Oh, come on, really!”
With no collar to grab, Nam Seonwoo seized both of Kang Jihan’s cheeks with a slapping sound and pulled him close.
“There’s no such bastard, I’m telling you there isn’t!”
If he had actually had sex with some other guy, he wouldn’t even feel wronged, but whether in his previous life or this one, it had only been Kang Jihan. Yet he couldn’t bring himself to say “that bastard is you.” Feeling a surge of inexplicable indignation and frustration, Nam Seonwoo enunciated clearly:
“You’re my first, you idiot!”
Of course, if having sex with Kang Jihan from his previous life counted as experience, then there’s nothing to say, but what kind of idiot is jealous of himself?
Kang Jihan remained dazed even after having his cheeks slapped. After a moment, he blinked once and moved his lips.
“But back then…”
“Back then what! Despite having done it yourself, you didn’t know I was a virgin? Well, that’s why you tried to put that monstrous thing all in. Sheesh, I thought I was going to die from the pain, you know?”
He belatedly recalled Kang Jihan teasing that he was “like a baby” during their first time having sex. Looking at that, maybe Kang Jihan had inadvertently noticed it was his first time. It’s just that he himself was also a “baby,” so he couldn’t be sure.
The response came after a long while.
“…Sorry.”
Nam Seonwoo glared at Kang Jihan. Because the guy who said he was sorry was grinning. The corners of his mouth, which had been heavily stiffened until just moments ago, wobbled as if unable to contain his joy. With that foolish face, Kang Jihan confirmed again:
“Am I really your first?”
Even though Nam Seonwoo stared at him intensely, Kang Jihan’s smile only deepened.
“I’m not doubting you, it’s just that you were feeling it so well.”
Of course, having had sex for over ten years in his past life, it was natural. He could find the right spots with his eyes closed. If that appeared skillful, then there was nothing more to say, so Nam Seonwoo decided not to respond. Anyway, if only considering this “body,” then it was indeed his first time.
Kang Jihan stroked the pale white stomach and asked:
“Then is it just natural talent?”
Author: Hyacinthus B
Hyacinthus
