Chapter 14
“Gasp.”
Just as he was slowly sinking into darkness, warmth touching both his cheeks pulled his consciousness back to reality. When he blinked, somehow his head had been lifted and he could see Baek Rak’s face. He was looking at him with an expression he had never seen before.
What? Why does he have that face?
Why… is he wiping away tears?
Why, how come his touch is so careful?
“Yoon Seo Won.”
Pick one, please. If you’re going to do whatever you want, then do whatever you want, but if you’re going to be considerate, then be properly considerate. Why do you keep being so half-heartedly mean and then careful?
Seo Won couldn’t hold back the overwhelming sorrow and tears flowed endlessly. Even as Baek Rak wiped them away again and again, his face kept getting wet without fail, looking pitiful.
After calling Seo Won’s name, Baek Rak silently just wiped away the flowing tears. Seo Won stared at him blankly. He didn’t even know how time was passing. After doing this for quite a while, as he gradually calmed down, the pouring tears slowly decreased.
Baek Rak, who wiped away even the last drop with his fingertips, then lifted Seo Won’s face and lowered his head.
“……”
Their lips touched, and lips touched again. The flesh that slowly entered through the weakly parted gap carefully explored inside his mouth. Seo Won felt the pain diminishing as he looked at Baek Rak’s blue eyes gazing at him.
Bad bastard. The guy who made it impossible even to give up was truly a bad person. As if cheering him on that he could endure it, he breathed hope along with his breath.
While the sizzling lava hesitated, Seo Won recalled what kind of person this guy was.
Come to think of it, Baek Rak only spoke for himself but never lied. Though his manner of speaking was cold, he protected him from Creatures, and never dragged him around by force or used violence. Though the boundaries were ambiguous, it was true that there was no physical coercion.
In this kind of world where people ate their own kind and used them as slaves, Baek Rak might actually belong to the gentle side.
Thinking this way, he could look at himself objectively. From Baek Rak’s perspective, he might seem like someone getting worked up alone. Sensitive, noisy, always making stupid expressions.
Just as Baek Rak probably didn’t understand him yet, he didn’t understand that guy either. Maybe that’s why it felt somehow unfair to give up like this.
Communication was only possible if you stayed alive, and understanding or hating was also only possible if you stayed alive.
Then he had to endure persistently. To become equal with this guy, he had to become a Hunter. The act of joining bodies with this guy was probably just part of the healing process, so it would be better for him to accept it that way too.
Seo Won, having steeled his resolve, squeezed his eyes shut and parted his lips. A hoarse voice came out, completely suppressed by pain.
“……Do it.”
“……”
“Let’s do it, quickly. Ugh.”
His vocal cords felt like they were being torn to shreds, so he buried his head in Baek Rak’s shoulder. Though he was still dissatisfied that the pain increased as soon as he separated from the guy, it was also a fact he had to accept.
But Baek Rak, who he thought would pounce immediately, didn’t move even though things went his way. What?
With no response coming back and pain still gnawing at his entire body, Seo Won tapped Baek Rak’s back with trembling hands.
“Do it.”
“……”
“Baek Rak……”
When he called the guy’s name with difficulty, a response finally came. But this wasn’t the kind of response he wanted. His body suddenly floated up.
“Ugh?”
As soon as he was lifted lightly as if defying gravity, his pants and underwear were stripped off in one go. Even though he had accepted having sex with the guy, being naked in an instant was bewildering. But before he could feel embarrassed, Baek Rak’s two fingers penetrated his lips.
“Mmph, mmm.”
The fingers that invaded his mouth began to mess around everywhere while pressing down on his tongue. The movement to thoroughly coat the fingers with flowing saliva was blatant.
If anything was fortunate, it was that he was distracted by pain and didn’t have the luxury to think deeply.
Baek Rak, thinking he had moistened enough, pulled out his fingers. After wiping away the saliva flowing down the corner of his mouth, he went down to Seo Won’s lower area and rubbed the entrance.
He thoroughly moistened the hole that flinched reflexively and applied pressure. Then a smooth finger slipped into the slightly opened place.
“Hngh.”
Perhaps because he was tensing his body trying to endure the pain, his insides were tightly clenched.
Baek Rak lifted the face of Seo Won, who was curled up, and kissed him again. When he pried open the tightly shut teeth and licked inside, Seo Won belatedly clung to him actively.
As the pain decreased a little, his rigidly stiff body relaxed as expected. Baek Rak didn’t miss that moment and began moving his finger to widen the inner walls.
“Hah, mmph.”
At the unfamiliar sensation he was feeling for the first time, Seo Won unconsciously curled his body. But immediately his waist was pressed down by force and his buttocks lifted helplessly. He could feel the finger inside moving more freely than before.
How should he accept this unfamiliar sensation felt between the pain? Though he had made up his mind, he had never once imagined that something like this would happen to him. Maybe that’s why he felt strange. It wasn’t simply repulsion, but literally some different feeling.
“Ugh!”
Before he could think about what it was, a second finger forced its way inside.
Feeling strange, he tightly embraced Baek Rak’s nape. The tighter he hugged, the more their touching lips parted and the kiss deepened.
The thoroughly wet inner walls stretched without difficulty as they were spread and swallowed the fingers. Each time, creaking sounds could be heard from inside. The fingers quickly increased to three, and Seo Won was frantically overwhelmed, not knowing how much his insides had been opened.
“Huu… ah.”
The long-lasting kiss ended when their lips were thoroughly soaked and glistening. Only then did Seo Won take in the breath he had been lacking all at once.
As Baek Rak said, the energy flowing in was decreasing as time passed. No, to be precise, it seemed like immunity was developing. The energy coming through his skin already felt bland like lukewarm water. The same temperature, so it no longer felt cool – that kind of feeling.
Since their lips had separated, the pain was expanding in volume again. Trembling from pain that felt like someone stabbing his entire body with needles, something that had felt like part of him slipped out smoothly from below.
“Ugh…!”
“It would be better to hold back your voice.”
The voice heard by his ear was completely subdued. It was a husky voice that felt somewhat rough.
Baek Rak undid his belt and took out his already firmly erect cock. Then he positioned it at the slightly opened entrance and pulled Seo Won’s body down.
“Ah!”
Though the massive pillar entering while spreading his insides wide should have been painful, the pain tormenting his entire body was greater, so instead of a scream, a single gasp flowed out. The tip of his sharply raised chin trembled.
Baek Rak buried his head in the long stretched nape and made Seo Won’s body sit down completely at once.
“……!”
In that instant, Seo Won swallowed his breath at the intense pain splitting his body.
It was different from the pain he had felt so far. Something had pushed aside his internal organs and settled in his lower abdomen. It was too overwhelming to contain that heavy, hard thing that stubbornly asserted its presence.
As he squirmed trying to escape from it, he could feel cool energy spreading throughout his entire body from inside. Stronger and more refreshing energy than when they had touched skin to skin and rubbed lips.
“Th-this. Hngh.”
The pain was being pushed back, just a little. The cool energy that had been tensely confronting like a power struggle slowly covered his entire body.
Maybe that’s why his spread lower area no longer felt overwhelming. Though his body was struggling, it had soothed the pain. Seo Won panted, feeling strange relief. It seemed like he might live, just a little.
Then Baek Rak’s hot breath penetrated his ear.
“……Huu.”
At the same time, something tingling ran up his spine like lightning from the tips of his toes. Seo Won embraced Baek Rak’s neck a bit more forcefully. His whole body was so ticklish he shook his head frantically, but it didn’t easily go away.
“Aah, haah, mmng…!”
His tightly tensed insides began to squeeze and release the cock, chewing on it. Baek Rak, feeling the pressure crushing his cock from all sides, grabbed Seo Won’s buttocks and began moving him up and down.
At first he moved slowly, but the pace quickly picked up.
As the hotly heated cock pressed against the inner walls here and there, Seo Won’s waist trembled. That vibration was completely transmitted to Baek Rak.
Baek Rak, feeling that just moving Seo Won wasn’t enough, began thrusting his own hips up as well. With the rapidly continuing thrusts, the inner walls clinging to the cock were pulled and returned repeatedly.
“Ah, ah, hagh, mmph!”
The speed made it impossible to distinguish whether it was pulling out or going in. Seo Won’s moans came out in short, broken fragments. Each time, the wet inner walls made splashing sounds as they bit down on the pillar.
“Haah……”
Baek Rak readjusted his grip on the slipping body and wrapped the two weakly swaying legs around his waist. When he pressed their lower bodies closer together and penetrated the deep places that hadn’t opened yet, Seo Won’s head snapped back forcefully.
“Ah! Hngh, w-wait, wait. Inside… i-is, mmng.”
Seo Won exhaled shallow breaths feeling his completely filled insides. The pillar entering while ruthlessly spreading his insides was so hateful. It would be nice if it gave him time to adjust, but without a trace of consideration, it tried to tame his belly.
Author: Hyacinthus B
Hyacinthus
