# Chapter 45
“Hey, Lee Ha-min. Are you okay? With wavelengths at this level, aren’t you in an extremely difficult state right now?”
“Yes, it is difficult.”
And then he smiled.
It was the kind of smile a child might have after sitting in front of a heater with a flushed face, wanting to attract the attention of a mother who couldn’t look at him because she was busy taking care of his younger sibling.
The thought I briefly had before crossed my mind again.
Could it be this guy…
Could he control wavelengths? That thought.
Even then, it seemed too absurd to dwell on for long, but this time it lingered a bit longer.
Lee Ha-min probably didn’t know what I was thinking, but he said he had overdone his training a bit.
“What kind of training did you do?”
“I helped the S-class Espers while they were training.”
“How exactly did you help them?”
“By using my amplification ability.”
“Then you weren’t helping the S-class Espers, you were training yourself.”
“That’s right.”
As I was wondering how much training he must have done to end up like this, I noticed a Center management team vehicle rushing by with its sirens blaring.
It seemed serious enough to remind me of that time when all the S-class Espers had turned around and fought as if there was no tomorrow.
While I was wondering what was going on, Lee Ha-min showed no interest at all.
I asked if he had anything to do with it, and surprisingly, he answered candidly.
“I was helping Kyun In Esper with his training. I wanted to check how much amplification I could provide, and it seems I can do about four times.”
“Four… times? What do you mean by four times? Four times the power that Kyun In Esper uses? You made him that strong?”
“Yes.”
Hey, Lee Ha-min.
Is that something you answer so casually?
Thinking I couldn’t miss this spectacle, I enhanced my body and ran to Kyun In’s training ground.
Completely forgetting about the poor little lamb who had come to me for guiding.
When I arrived there, I froze in place for a moment.
Not just me, but everyone who had come there was the same.
Wasn’t this place originally different?
Was there always such a clearing here?
No, right?
This area used to be full of densely packed buildings and training grounds, so why was it empty now?
Then, looking around properly, I realized what had happened.
There was a jumbled mix of spectators, witnesses, and people who had escaped the catastrophe.
These categories somewhat overlapped.
Those who had escaped had become witnesses and spectators.
Since such incidents weren’t entirely uncommon, people had already evacuated when they sensed the signs and were now eagerly discussing what they had seen.
The testimonies were similar.
That Kyun In had “pulled” with his ability.
However, there were consistent reports that his power was unbelievably stronger than what they had seen before.
Again, all the Espers had evacuated safely, and while people might have been shocked at first, now more were simply marveling at the spectacle they had witnessed.
The management team had been dispatched, but they seemed unsure of what to do and just kept staring at the scene.
Gaining the insight that this is what happens when Lee Ha-min’s power is added to Kyun In’s, I trudged back.
Lee Ha-min came out to meet me.
Deliberately.
Even in a state where his wavelengths were running wild, deliberately.
“Lee Ha-min. You’re not really sick, are you?”
“No, Eunwoo. I am sick.”
Could this guy be the hidden mastermind?
Is Lee Ha-min actually a hidden schemer?
Why does that not sound like nonsense?
Before I knew it, I had gone to his room.
There was a separate guiding room, but as if there was no need to go there, he took me to his own room.
Having discovered an Esper who had overused his ability and whose wavelengths were running wild, and considering that the Esper had a high matching rate with me, it was natural for me to guide him.
That made sense, but somehow it felt like things were going according to his plan, which made me a little spiteful.
“Haaa…”
What should I do with this guy?
Still, it seemed necessary to give him a stern talking-to at least once.
“Lee Ha-min. You know, I’ll guide you while I’m here, but you recklessly used your ability relying on me, but I might not always be available. You should prepare for those times too. Don’t overuse your ability. What if you suddenly die doing this?”
He looked at me with a surprised face.
“Why wouldn’t you be around, Eunwoo?”
“No one knows what will happen to a person. You never know what might happen, when or where.”
“I’d rather you didn’t say things like that.”
I don’t want to say it either, but you’re acting so recklessly, you bastard.
When I sighed in resignation, his expression noticeably brightened.
Isn’t this funny too?
Why is he happy when I’m giving up?
But I knew I couldn’t push Lee Ha-min away.
There would be no point in continuing to deny that I enjoyed guiding him and looked forward to it.
“Can I, Eunwoo?”
“Don’t say things like that, man. It’s weird, just do it.”
“Okay.”
Even as an Esper, even in the position of receiving guiding from me, he hadn’t changed at all.
As always, he was affectionate and pure.
When had he gotten so close?
He held my head and gently kissed me.
Despite his wavelengths running so wildly, he was this gentle.
Just how remarkable was this guy’s self-control?
His lips, which had quietly overlapped with mine, parted.
If only he would hurry a little more.
Then I realized what I was thinking and was startled.
I could feel him smiling.
With our lips still pressed together, his smile was vividly felt.
He entwined his tongue with mine and held me close without any gap.
Before I knew it, I had raised my arms and wrapped them around his neck.
Lee Ha-min’s hands moved busily, unbuttoning his shirt.
From the moment I noticed what he was doing, heat rose within my body.
His hand caressed my cheek and played with my earlobe, then slipped under my shirt.
“Haa…”
An extremely satisfied moan escaped me.
My sigh flowed into his mouth.
That fact excited me.
I’m working right now.
In the middle of guiding.
I’m sacrificing for Lee Ha-min.
When I felt ridiculous for getting excited while clinging to a man, I would string together such excuses.
My current position couldn’t have been more satisfying.
His hand, which had slipped under my shirt, touched my abs and then moved a bit higher.
Lee Ha-min’s finger approached my flat nipple.
“Kuh!”
How could that make a strange heat spread throughout my body?
His gentle movements took on a playful quality.
Finally, he stopped kissing me, looked at me, grinned, and tried to remove my shirt.
As I raised both arms, my shirt came off.
He gazed at my body as if enchanted and then took off his own shirt and threw it aside.
On the floor, the clothes of both people were haphazardly piled like shed skins.
My heart was beating wildly and felt like it would jump out of my mouth.
I closed my eyes tightly, then opened them again and looked at him.
As I was admiring his sculpted face, Lee Ha-min looked back at me, and our eyes met.
A familiar smile appeared in his eyes.
He gently stroked my back.
Under his touch, I felt as if my cells were coming alive.
He touched me with such care.
It seemed like he was curious about every part of me and felt he had to explore each one.
With his fingers, with his palm, sometimes with his nails, he stroked my back and finally rested his hand on my waist.
He gently pulled my waist.
Lee Ha-min was taller than me, and when we were so close, the height difference between us was clearly felt.
I had to look up to see him, and he quietly looked down at me.
The angle of his parted lips, the saliva on those lips.
All of it evoked a deep longing.
His hand naturally went down and caressed my butt again in that way.
With his palm, with his fingers, with his nails.
Each time, I became uncontrollably excited.
Without a single thread on my body, the fact that my excitement was completely exposed seemed to intensify my arousal even more.
He gave me a deep kiss and grabbed my buttocks.
Before, things had happened without me knowing what would occur, but now I knew.
That I would soon become one with Lee Ha-min.
The fact that he would enter me.
The fact that he would stay inside me and fill me.
The thought of us connecting heated up my mind.
With my arms around his neck, I seemed to cling to him even more.
Lee Ha-min looked at me with a face as bright as if he had received a great gift and smiled.
A face full of emotion.
I was grateful for that expression.
I was glad his face showed emotions well.
If he had an expressionless face, I would have worried a lot about what he thought of me.
“Lee Ha-min. Your wavelengths seem to be getting more unstable.”
“Don’t worry. It’s because I’m happy.”
“I’ve heard there’s such a thing as dying of happiness. Apparently, you can die from being too happy.”
“If it’s with you, Eunwoo, even dying of happiness would be fine.”
I can’t believe this guy would say such things.
But it was definitely not the face of someone just joking.
And so I accepted him again, and Lee Ha-min filled my insides with himself.