#094
By the time the hypnosis wore off and the fever rose again, the stuffy feeling had disappeared somewhere, and Raon crying like a child just seemed cute and lovable. Such a sudden change in emotions didn’t sit well with him either. There were too many suspicious aspects to dismiss it as merely being due to medicine or hypnosis, as Raon had said. One of the reasons he suddenly wanted to recover his memories was because of this incident.
With complicated feelings, Carlisle looked down at Raon and stroked his fine hair. The sensation brushing between his palm and fingers was ticklish. Just a slight touch of part of his body made him feel much cooler and noticeably improved his mood. Carlisle felt his habitually tense mouth relaxing.
Right after being intimate with Raon, not only the fever but also the pain had almost completely disappeared. Of course, as time passed the fever returned, and after running wild in the snowy mountains, the pain inevitably came back too, but it wasn’t as severely agonizing as before. Since he still had the item equipped and cigarettes, he figured one more sleep before the next expedition would be sufficient.
But that was only what his head thought.
Since high fever had become routine, he’d never bathed in hot water. Not only would the pain worsen, but it would make him feel indescribably unpleasant, so he’d developed a habit of deliberately bathing in cold water. But the moment he discovered Raon’s clothes scattered around the room, his steps naturally headed toward the bathroom.
Seeing Raon red and cooked in the bathtub, his body moved on its own. As soon as he immersed himself in the hot spring water, fever naturally rose, but the moment he touched Raon’s body, both the heat and pain diminished instantly. Any kind of contact with Raon reduced the pain. It didn’t completely disappear, but it certainly made him feel good to an excessive degree. Rather than feeling good because the pain decreased, it felt like the pain decreased because he felt good.
They had made a contract of sorts, and Kang Raon himself had a body weak to pleasure, so seducing him wasn’t difficult. It was just that, like the day they returned from the desert, seeing how he’d lost weight again after just one day of activity meant Carlisle couldn’t act as he pleased. With stamina so poor that he couldn’t even wake up easily after one night of wild play in bed, what more could be expected?
His feelings about Raon’s easy reactions were also complex. The sight of him heating up easily in his hands was utterly delightful, but… thinking that he might show such reactions to anyone brought up indescribably complicated emotions.
‘Why am I being like this?’
The memories Carlisle had of Raon were, so to speak, mechanical. It was as if emotions had been erased and only facts remained inputted.
Because of this, the night they spent together at his mansion the previous day was like a first night for Carlisle. It would be the same for Raon since he had no memories either.
That night, Raon clearly seemed like someone unfamiliar with the act. When he said “you liked sleeping with me,” that was just something he’d thrown out there. Raon worked hard to act familiar, but when his chest was sucked, he whined like a puppy, and when the area between his buttocks was touched, he couldn’t hide his bewildered expression. While thinking it was natural since he wouldn’t have memories, the thought that he might be essentially the first man for the current Raon stirred a strange excitement.
In the end, it was like a first night for both of them. If Raon had memories with someone else, it would be better if they all remained erased like this – if that night became both their first experience, it wouldn’t be bad.
Carlisle lowered his hand to stroke Raon’s cheek. The seemingly dry and pale skin wrapped around Carlisle’s rough, firm palm as softly as if it would melt. Due to his abnormally high body temperature, Raon’s skin always felt pleasantly cool to the touch.
“Mmm…”
As if half-asleep, Raon stirred. Carlisle thought he might be waking up, but Raon rubbed his cheek against Carlisle’s hand and buried his face in it. Like a cat burrowing into a warm embrace. Even such a small action sent heat heavily surging downward. His mouth went dry, and Carlisle moistened his lips with his tongue and swallowed dry saliva.
He’d promised not to do anything today, and seeing the weight loss, he shouldn’t touch him anymore.
‘But doing it alone is fine.’
While recalling their first night together, his body was already heated up. remembering the scene of Raon inserting his own fingers into his buttocks made his head instantly hot.
“Huu…”
The breath that flowed out was hot. When he lowered his pants, his half-erect cock sprang out from between thick body hair. Keeping his gaze fixed on Raon’s face, Carlisle slowly stroked his aroused cock.
He both hoped Raon would wake up and hoped he wouldn’t. Even if he woke up and looked at him like a pervert, he had no intention of stopping. He’d already held back once in the bath. If Kang Raon was a man, he should accept this much. Carlisle thought shamelessly as he began vigorously stroking his cock that was already starting to harden.
“Mmm…”
He bit his lips and let out a moan. Deep wrinkles formed between his brows and dark veins stood out on his forearms. He’d masturbated once as soon as Raon fell asleep, and again after wiping his body and dressing him in pajamas, but his cock stood up menacingly in an instant as if protesting that it had been holding back for days without releasing anything.
“Raon.”
“Mmm…”
At the whispered call, Raon moaned as if answering.
Carlisle exhaled another hot breath. The speed of gripping and shaking his cock accelerated. His face contorted and his neck tensed. The desire to grab Raon’s white buttocks and ruthlessly thrust between them engulfed his entire body. If he couldn’t do that, he wanted to at least bury his face between Raon’s legs. He wanted to pierce with his tongue, suck with his lips, and bite with his teeth. Having to suppress his desires while that obedient body lay before his eyes was rather torture.
“Mmm.”
His moans deepened as much as his pain. He closed his eyes instead. Then the image of Raon’s naked body he’d last seen in the bath came to mind. His flushed eyes, watery pupils and open red lips, the small nipples standing erect and his half-erect cock dripping water, his reddened fingertips and toes. A body that seemed like it would taste sweet wherever bitten.
“Shibal, Raon.”
A curse slipped out. He hastily unbuttoned and pushed open Raon’s pajama shirt. Under his rough touch, the white chest was quickly revealed. Whether from cold, the cute nipples were still reddish and acting up. When he pressed with his finger, the small nipple flattened then stood up straight again. The sensation of tickling skin, the urge to bite down with a full mouth made saliva pool.
Carlisle kept his gaze fixed while gripping the bed headboard and moving his hips. The bed swayed, unable to withstand the rough movements. Would Raon wake up? Right now he rather hoped he would. If he woke up, he’d immediately spread Raon’s legs and shove his thing between them, shaking madly.
Carlisle bit his lips and threw his head back. Veins stood out on his thick neck. He jerked as if trying to pull out his own flesh while letting out beast-like moans. His head grew distant. It was a signal that ejaculation was imminent.
“Kheuk.”
And finally, at the moment of climax, thick fluid poured wildly onto the white body as if he’d been celibate for a long time. The semen that dripped onto the flat stomach pooled nicely into the shapely navel.
“Huu…”
Carlisle let out a long breath and leaned his body over Raon.
He’d thought spraying semen on a person’s body was dirty and perverted behavior, but Carlisle had to admit it. When it came to Raon, he was indeed a pervert. While rubbing his semen into the cute, protruding small flesh with his fingers, Carlisle felt both satisfaction and possessiveness. He was pleased to confirm that the white fluid had splattered onto Raon’s long eyelashes, pale cheeks, and even red lips. After staring for a while and feeling a strange happiness, Carlisle pushed his tongue between Raon’s slightly parted lips.
Even Kang Raon’s saliva was excessively sweet.
***
On the first morning at the mountain lodge, I woke up refreshed but was soon enveloped in ambiguous feelings. Since Carlisle was sleeping beside me, I tensed up in alarm and checked my body, but contrary to expectations, I was relieved to confirm that nothing had happened. My body was pleasantly fresh and clean, just as it had been when I fell asleep after bathing.
Originally, Carlisle had said the pain from contamination peaked after combat, and he’d performed preview-like actions in the bath, so I’d thought he would definitely do something at night.
Of course, I had fallen into a dead sleep after hot bathing plus a blowjob on top of my sleep-deprived body, but I thought Carlisle might wake me up or just do as he pleased whether I was asleep or not. (He already had a record of having his way with me when I was half-asleep the previous day.)
‘Did I get teased?’
I briefly seriously considered whether creating an atmosphere like something would happen and then doing nothing might be a form of mockery, but since there was no discomfort and my condition was excellent – the best it could be – there was nothing to grumble about.
During the few more days we stayed in the snowy mountains, aside from what happened in the bath, Carlisle didn’t particularly try to touch my body. He no longer came in during baths (I only lost out by being needlessly wary and tense), and I didn’t know where he was sleeping – he didn’t appear even in the room he’d called “our room.”
While feeling relieved, a strange petulance arose, but since getting upset over such things was ridiculous, I tried my best to act nonchalant when we faced each other during the day. (But that guy’s composed and calm face somehow scraped at my insides without me realizing it.)
Author: Hyacinthus B
Hyacinthus
