#075
Carlisle lifted my legs and placed them on top of his thighs. The way my legs were spread so wide was utterly shameful, but I didn’t have the energy to say anything about it. I was truly sprawled out helplessly, only able to watch what Carlisle was doing in a daze.
Carlisle took his cock out of his black drawers and slowly shook and rubbed it a couple of times. Even while doing this, his gaze remained fixed on my face. My eyes, which had been staring blankly without any thought, gradually widened.
‘What… is that?’
The monstrous flesh that I had never seen before, which could only be described as enormous, called back my half-departed consciousness. Carlisle’s cock, already hard and swollen, was so thick that even my male hands couldn’t fully grasp it, and it was long too. The tip was already wet with pre-cum and glistening. Just looking at it made me feel breathless.
He’s planning to put that thing into a human body? Does that bastard have no conscience?
With my mouth half-open and mind blank, I stared at him like I was looking at a madman. Carlisle, meeting my gaze, tilted his head slightly.
“Why?”
Why, he asks. Why?
“That… isn’t it, isn’t it too big?”
Carlisle made an expression as if he didn’t know how to react. His brow furrowed and the corner of his mouth twisted upward slightly.
“Acting like it’s new to you?”
“Ah…”
Right. This should be a fact I obviously know. Being surprised like I’m seeing it for the first time would definitely look strange.
“Ah, I mean… it’s, it’s been so long?”
An ambiguous smile hung on Carlisle’s lips. Carlisle’s hand left his cock and grabbed around my waist. His touch wasn’t particularly gentle.
The firmly swollen cock, now that its owner had let go, stood up even more menacingly and twitched. The fluid that had been beading at the tip rolled down the dark red shaft and disappeared into the thick forest.
Watching this scene while half-sitting up awkwardly, I gulped. A fear arose that something that shouldn’t happen was waiting. Both the alcohol and the excitement from just moments ago seemed to disappear instantly.
Maybe I had misjudged something. Perhaps I should have avoided this for now, regardless of what would happen later? Maybe that’s why Carlisle Lightinger gave me two chances to refuse because it was truly dangerous?
Like a herbivore that had been under anesthesia and suddenly woke up, I came to my senses and struggled to escape. I pressed my elbows back and hurriedly tried to pull my legs off Carlisle’s thighs and back away. But my legs, which I thought had slipped about a span’s length, were immediately caught by hot hands. And they were pulled back with even stronger force than before.
“Ugh.”
With a thud, my lower body hit Carlisle’s firm stomach. My legs spread almost horizontally and my testicles were pressed uncomfortably. At the same time, something hot, hard, and foreign touched my buttocks. The vicious pillar began to rub against sensitive places, seeking them out. The sensation of my deeply hidden secret place being messily rubbed by another’s cock while covered in bodily fluids was more than strange – it was bizarre.
The moment Carlisle pulled his lower body back slightly, the massive flesh pushed its head in, trying to invade my body with a firm pressure. Cold sweat broke out at the unfamiliar sensation of my hole being pressured and spread open – something I had never felt in my life. My heart pounded. I felt the blood draining from my face.
The thought suddenly occurred to me that I might have mistaken my sexual orientation. It was only because Carlisle was excessively handsome that my heart was swayed; I probably didn’t actually want to have sex with a man. Wasn’t there talk about how everyone has some degree of bisexual tendencies? Maybe I was just confused because of that. I don’t know if it’s scientifically proven though…
“W-wait a minute, Carlisle. I, I don’t think this will work. Today just isn’t…”
Whether it’s science or sexual orientation, whether that’s right or wrong isn’t what’s important. The problem is that I might die from Carlisle’s cock tonight before I freeze to death in the snowy mountains or get eaten by monsters. I flailed around, grabbed the bed sheets with my hands, and tried once more to pull my body away. But only my torso twisted in place while my lower body, caught by Carlisle, didn’t move an inch.
“Why are you acting like it’s your first time? You’re used to it. It’s not like we’ve only done this once or twice.”
‘No, so that experienced person is me but it’s not me!’
I wanted to shout out loud, but it was a truth I couldn’t speak.
“It’s, it’s been so long that my body doesn’t seem to be loosened up. What if I t-tear… Hah!”
I opened my mouth wide and stopped breathing. Because Carlisle had suddenly thrust his cock in with a thud, as if ramming it in. It felt like my inner walls had been struck. A heavy, dull pain hit along with sparks flying in my head.
“Ah, ah, ah…”
Under the tremendous pressure, I couldn’t speak and only gaped my mouth. It was hot, hard, and big. It felt like a massive pillar of fire had been rammed into my lower body. My whole body trembled regardless of my intentions.
“Phew… That’s why I loosened you up enough earlier, right?”
Carlisle, with his face slightly furrowed, looked down at me as he spoke. The abs positioned on his stomach stood out particularly prominently and twitched.
“I even used lubricant specially made from potions, so there’s no way you’ll tear. Stop exaggerating, Kang Raon. The chance to refuse has already passed. Don’t say two different things with one mouth.”
Potion? He used a potion? When? But I had no memory of it.
“I’m not exaggerating… ah, don’t, don’t move, ahhh!”
As Carlisle pulled his waist back, I screamed and shrieked. With a thud, Carlisle instantly thrust in. The sound of wet inner walls colliding rang in my ears. I stretched out my arms to try to grab him, but every time he thrust up, I fell back as if collapsing, completely unable to raise my upper body. Without realizing it, my head bent back and my back arched. Instead of Carlisle’s arm, I gripped the edge of the sheets. Sparks burst continuously in my head. Moans that sounded like groaning or crying burst from my mouth.
“Ngh, ah, ahh, hng…”
The hot flesh like a pillar of fire thrust back in with thudding sounds as soon as it withdrew. I couldn’t come to my senses. My body shook wildly like a doll. The sound of wet flesh violently colliding filled the room.
I panted and pleaded. But I have no memory of whether I begged him to please stop or to do more. The only thing certain was that at some point, fear and pain had changed into pleasure and ecstasy.
Carlisle bent his waist and bit my chest. My sharply erect nipples were roughly ravaged by his tongue, teeth, and lips. I felt like I might get burned by his hot breath.
“Ahhh.”
A moan burst out, but it wasn’t from pain. From the sharp pleasure, I pushed out my chest and embraced his head. With our lower bodies connected as he bent his waist over me, my body curved round like a ball. My legs swaying behind him were reflected hazily.
As his cock pressed against a different place than before, another chilling pleasure raced through my entire body. My thoroughly melted inner walls wanted to melt and devour the other person’s flesh. They swallowed, tightened, slightly spat out, then when it tried to withdraw, they urgently sucked it back in again. The roughly echoing sounds had now completely changed into purely lewd squelching.
“Ngh, ngh, hng…”
Climax was coming. I held back my moans and tensed my entire body. I put strength into my stomach, legs, and toes, everything contracting. A rough moan leaked from Carlisle’s mouth. Something burst and my head instantly turned white.
The next moment, my stomach and chest were completely sticky with viscous fluid. It was my semen. Both my stomach and Carlisle’s stomach were completely wet and slippery.
“Hah, hah, hah…”
Had I ever run so frantically like this? Whether sex or exercise, never once. No, maybe it was similar to when I was chased by monsters under threat to my life. I don’t know.
I grabbed his face, lifted it, and looked into his eyes. I saw pupils that had melted softly like chocolate. I felt willing. I willingly gave my mouth to his approaching lips. I entangled tongues and sucked breath. The humid heat scattered.
Our touching lower bodies began to move. The rough movement started again.
It was already deep into the night and the thought that I had to leave for the expedition early in the morning had disappeared far away. I merely panted like a beast, faithful to instinct.
***
When I came to my senses, the whole world had turned white. I thought winter had returned.
I stared blankly at the snowstorm hitting the window. My hearing was drawn to the sound of fierce wind howling and circling around. But despite winter’s deadly attack, I was comfortable and warm. I was so cozy and languid that I just wanted to keep sleeping.
“So you do open your eyes. I thought you’d become a breathing corpse.”
The voice falling from above my head was familiar.
“Carlisle.”
My voice leaked out like a whisper. I hadn’t intended to whisper, but my throat was completely hoarse and couldn’t produce proper sound.