#074
“Hnngh.”
My thoughts were interrupted by Carlisle again. Because his hand had now slipped into my pajama pants. The little guy, resembling its owner in being easy and sensitive, was already in a completely aroused state. But I was already too heated up to feel embarrassed about it. I was thoroughly excited by Carlisle’s large, rough hands wrapping around and touching my thing.
“Haah… ah, mmnh, ah.”
“Raon, stick out your tongue.”
While roughly rubbing my cock, Carlisle whispered against my ear. Looking at him with hazy eyes, I obediently parted my lips and stuck out my tongue. Since I couldn’t put proper strength into it, he bit the tip of my barely extended tongue and pulled it into his mouth. He lightly scraped it with his teeth and rubbed underneath with his tongue. The sucking force was so strong it almost felt painful. I got goosebumps all over.
“Mmh… nnh, mmnh.”
I was completely out of my mind. My consciousness would fade from having my tongue sucked, then snap back from the fierce grip squeezing below. At some point my pants and underwear had been removed and my lower half was naked.
I was melting from having my cock and testicles roughly kneaded together so intensely I worried I might burst, when suddenly I became alert as if hearing an alarm. It was because of the sensation of something foreign invading an unfamiliar place for the first time in my life. Carlisle’s finger was digging between my buttocks, circling around the wrinkled area.
‘W-wait a minute.’
My protest remained only in my mouth. Because Carlisle was still blocking my mouth with his lips. I tried hard to turn my head and pushed Carlisle away with all my strength.
“Wait a minute.”
Carlisle briefly lifted his lips, but even this time he didn’t seem to care much about my protest. His gaze and lips still pursued my lips. I had to physically block his lips with my hand.
“Wai-, urgh!”
But the thick finger that had been rubbing the wrinkles took advantage of the moment when I panicked and lost strength, quickly burrowing inside.
“Wh-what are you doing?”
I flailed in confusion, but Carlisle was calm.
“What do you mean what am I doing? The preparatory process for the act we agreed to do today?”
That’s… right. It’s not like I didn’t expect it. I know how same-sex penetrative sex works, and I already anticipated I’d be the bottom based on our size difference and the atmosphere. But this isn’t something the body can naturally accept just because the mind anticipated it.
Preparation? Right, preparation is important. It would be even more important for the receiving party to avoid injury. But more important than physical preparation is mental preparation. I started to struggle.
“Um, th-that… I’ll do it myself. Move aside for a moment.”
“…You’ll do it yourself?”
Carlisle raised an eyebrow as if he’d heard something strange. Yet he didn’t move at all, so I thought this bastard would ignore my words and do whatever the hell he wanted again. But surprisingly, after thinking about something for a moment, he obediently moved away from on top of me.
“Then go ahead.”
I hurriedly brought my spread legs together. I was out of my mind, and Carlisle’s body temperature between my legs had been so hot that I hadn’t noticed while we were pressed together, but being alone with my bare legs completely exposed and spread was quite cold, empty, and embarrassing at the same time.
I bent my legs thinking to get off the bed, but one leg didn’t follow. Looking down in confusion, I saw Carlisle’s large hand was still gripping one of my ankles. As if it were some kind of hostage.
“You… need to let that go for me to go?”
Carlisle tilted his head slightly as if puzzled.
“Go where?”
Where else?
“To prepare… the bathroom?”
Carlisle let out a light chuckle.
“Don’t say ridiculous things. Are you going to stay up all night preparing for sex? Either do it here or leave it to me – choose one of the two. Which is it?”
No, how long does it take to prepare just that?
But I kept my mouth shut. He had definitely noticed I was planning to escape under the pretext. Toward me who had grown quiet, Carlisle spoke in an ominous voice.
“Well, I don’t mind. Whether you stay up all night preparing or stay up all night having sex. What we don’t finish can be done in the car tomorrow. Just lower the partition between the driver’s seat and back seat.”
“What are you talking about, are you crazy?”
I was horrified. Of course I believe he’s just saying it to make me hurry, but it was something I didn’t even want to imagine. How could I face Taro? No matter how much we lower the partition, he’s an adult too – wouldn’t he know what we’re doing in the back? But the scary thing was that I couldn’t completely eliminate the slight possibility that this bastard might force it through if it came to that.
After eliminating the option of escaping to the bathroom to buy time, I hesitated for a moment. Then it came down to whether I’d do it myself in front of this bastard or leave it to him…
I awkwardly raised my knees to position myself. Only then did Carlisle let go of my ankle. My face heated up when I saw my nipples, red and swollen, standing erect. I roughly pulled up the crumpled pajama top hanging on my arm to cover my chest.
But how should I do this? It was embarrassing to face Carlisle directly, but it was also shameful to show him my back.
‘Still, showing my back would be better than facing him… The pajamas are long so I think I can roughly cover my butt…’
I awkwardly turned around and grabbed the headboard. Come to think of it, swollen nipples weren’t the problem. When did I even climax? My cock, testicles, and between my legs were a mess of wetness. I could feel the sticky sensation all the way to my perineum and behind.
I thought I’d need gel, but with my buttocks so thoroughly wet, it didn’t seem necessary. Should I consider this fortunate…? Not only was my face burning hot, but heat rose all the way to my ears and nape.
“How long are you going to dawdle? Are you really planning to stay up all night?”
Carlisle urged from behind. But contrary to the content of his words, his voice somehow sounded leisurely. He seemed to be filled with anticipation like someone awaiting an interesting performance.
‘Should I not have said I’d do it myself…? I should have just let him do it.’
I had a subtle feeling like I’d fallen into a trap I’d dug myself, but it was already too late to turn back. I should at least try…
I carefully sent my hand behind me. I hesitated around the wrinkled area with my finger, tracing it before trying to push a little inside.
‘Mm…’
Even though just the tip went in a little, my brow furrowed automatically. It didn’t hurt or anything. It was just an indescribably strange sensation that made me keep hesitating and wavering.
I wanted to stop, but I’d already said I would, so I couldn’t. After wavering, I couldn’t keep doing this forever as Carlisle said, so I gathered courage and moved my finger more. Whether because the area was slippery or because Carlisle’s finger had already been in and out once, it seemed to go in more easily than expected.
Every time I moved my finger, the squelching sound seemed particularly loud, making me bite my lips. The sensation of the hole opening was strange. This was the problem now that my excitement had died down and I’d come to my senses. It was embarrassing. What the hell was I doing?
I squeezed my eyes shut and put strength into my hand to push my finger deeper. My mouth fell open without my realizing. My breath burst out with a strange sound.
“Hng, nnh!”
Hot heat spread through my entire body. Did I get a fever? No. Carlisle had somehow come close behind me.
“I’ll help you.”
Hot breath touched my ear. At the same time, his hand overlapped mine. His fingers intertwined between mine, and Carlisle’s finger pushed into the hole where my finger was already inserted.
The hand that dug forward grabbed my chest again. My ear was sucked into his hot mouth. I lost my mind again. I hunched my shoulders.
The finger that had entered saying he’d help moved mercilessly. It pressed and rubbed against the soft, smooth inner walls as it moved. No, somehow it seemed like rather than the inner walls, it was clinging to my finger and rubbing against it.
“Nnh, ah… ah.”
As the fingers entering from behind increased one by one, the stimulation applied to the inner walls became more intense. Strength drained from my tingling body and my waist kept swaying. It was just preparation to open the way, but my whole body kept burning up as if we were already having sex.
Just from having fingers mess around in the back, without even touching the front, my cock began to harden again. It really was a lewd body. Unable to bear it, I lowered my hand forward. But before I could even touch myself, my hand was caught by Carlisle.
“What are you doing, baby? That’s not polite when you have a partner right here.”
The breath touching my ear was excessively hot. Carlisle’s fingers occupying the back moved roughly. Following that movement, my body also swayed lewdly. Excitement filled my body steeply. It was no different from penetrative sex.
“Now th-that’s eno-, ah! Nnh, urgh, haah.”
My mind went white, then all strength drained from my body the moment I climaxed. My breathing heaved as if I’d been running at full speed. My body collapsed onto the mattress like I was falling. Carlisle let me collapse.
“You came twice, so now it’s my turn, right?”
Turning me from face-down to lying on my back and looking down at me from above, Carlisle asked gently. Contrary to his tone, the red aura in his gray eyes seemed to be seething and boiling.