The Harmony of Yin and Yang Is Not as It Seems PART2 (3)
Would he also honestly answer that my face without glasses looks unpleasant?
It would be awkward to say that. But if he did say so, I would honestly feel bitter. Even if it’s a known fact, it wouldn’t feel good to have it confirmed by someone else after a long time.
“……”
“……”
Tae Young-won didn’t respond easily. As expected, only an awkward atmosphere lingered.
Mo Yeon glared at the ground and bit his lip hard.
The reason it was okay to show his eyes to Tae Young-won was mainly because Mo Yeon didn’t have a strong desire to impress him. And they were already entangled in the wrong way. At first, thinking he was gay, there was no need to impress him when the conflict started, and when he briefly wanted to impress, he had to thoroughly hide his face.
And now, since he seemed fixated on another part of him, it didn’t seem to matter what his eyes looked like. He had seen his eyes long ago, so he must be somewhat aware of it.
Nevertheless, at this moment, Mo Yeon suddenly didn’t want to show his eyes to Tae Young-won either. It wasn’t that urgent before. He really felt like he needed to do something about his glasses somehow.
But even after waiting for a long time with his head bowed, no voice came from Tae Young-won. Mo Yeon slowly raised his head as if facing something frightening.
“What……”
Tae Young-won was frowning hard as if he couldn’t understand what he had just heard.
He even looked a bit dazed. Tae Young-won, who rarely showed such an expression.
“Did I hear wrong?”
“……”
“What looks unpleasant?”
And now he frowned even harder, as if bewildered. Mo Yeon flinched at this incomprehensible reaction.
“I don’t know about other parts, but my eyes look unpleasant, don’t they? The color is also dull.”
Mo Yeon spoke calmly about the fact he knew.
“I’m just saying that.”
He stared at Mo Yeon for a long time. As his gaze continued, not knowing what he was thinking, Mo Yeon ignored him and looked around. Although something dark could be seen in the distance where the streetlights weren’t shining, there was nothing near them at least.
Mo Yeon took the opportunity to look up at the window as well.
Looking at the exterior wall like this, it was nothing special, but why couldn’t he see when he told him to look out the window earlier?
In fact, even to himself, his face was something people would dislike.
From his cold impression to his shaded expression, there was nothing that could be seen as likable anywhere.
Mo Yeon’s hair was a deep natural brown, close to black. Because of this dark hair, his already cold-looking face appeared even paler.
Meanwhile, his eye color was light brown. None of his family members had such eyes, only him. Naturally, Mo Yeon came to think it was because he had eyes that could see ghosts.
Perhaps others also found these eyes strange, as people had been bothered by Mo Yeon’s large eyes with pale irises since he was young. Whether children or adults, they would express discomfort, saying his eyes made them feel uneasy when stared at. Sometimes there were even false rumors that if you made eye contact with him for more than a few seconds, you would see ghosts.
So Mo Yeon rarely made eye contact with people. Even when talking to Kim Na-eun earlier, he honestly never properly made eye contact.
Therefore, the reason Mo Yeon insisted on wearing glasses not only when facing ghosts but also people was more to cover his eyes than his face.
“Really? Then let’s take a look.”
He lightly asked, then lifted Mo Yeon’s chin with his hand and made eye contact. Mo Yeon stared at him blankly.
“Hmm……”
Mo Yeon’s expression remained the same as usual as he watched him observing, slightly bowing his head. His pale face was calm as always, without any particular expression.
However, Mo Yeon was actually repeating to himself internally.
‘I don’t really want to impress this person.’
Anyway, I’ve already shown him my worst side and messed up. If the first impression is a stalker, it’s bound to be unpleasant no matter what I look like.
Even if I look unpleasant, sunbae is a pervert who’s fixated on that thing of mine anyway, so I don’t care what he says.
I don’t like sunbae either.
“…Mo Yeon.”
At the voice that came after a long time, Mo Yeon unknowingly took a sharp breath. Honestly, he was trembling.
And Mo Yeon was watching his expression slowly change before his eyes.
Tae Young-won was frowning as if he had become tired. As expected, it was like that.
“Do you really want to die?”
Not only the content of what he finally said, but also witnessing his sighing expression, Mo Yeon’s mouth corners drooped down on both sides without him realizing.
“You look so fucking hot, what are you talking about……”
And Tae Young-won’s voice continued.
…Huh?
His eyes widened belatedly.
‘What is this now?’
And Tae Young-won was still grinning, looking at Mo Yeon’s drooping mouth corners. His eyes, curved like crescent moons, didn’t leave Mo Yeon’s lips.
“Were you surprised? Thought I’d say it was unpleasant?”
Mo Yeon glared at the crescent moon-like eyes. Tae Young-won then frowned again.
“Damn, don’t open your eyes like that. It’ll be troublesome if I get hard here.”
“……”
What is this?
I’ve seen people who are uncomfortable when looked at like this, but I’ve never heard someone say they’re turned on…
Caught up in thoughts of how he should open his eyes, Mo Yeon blinked his round eyes several times, then just moved his gaze elsewhere.
Looking at Mo Yeon’s side profile, Tae Young-won muttered softly.
“I don’t understand. Someone who seems like they wouldn’t care at all about others’ eyes, what kind of twist is this……”
“It’s not that I care, it’s that I don’t want to care. People keep saying things to me.”
“What kind of bastards said what to make you like this? I can’t understand.”
“……”
Is this person serious?
“If you’re used to it, you can cover them. Honestly, I think you might need to cover them for a different reason. Are you trying to make someone else gay too? Hm?”
Mo Yeon was bewildered. He felt confused, as if hundreds of thousands of question marks had appeared in his head.
Then the thought that came to Mo Yeon’s mind was like this. Maybe he’s just saying it.
Because a few days had passed since they couldn’t do it properly in the lecture room due to his busy schedule.
Maybe he’s just saying something nice that someone experienced with people would say?
“But not with something like this.”
Tae Young-won said, brushing back Mo Yeon’s hair that slightly covered his eyes.
In his other hand, he still held the thick, heavy glasses that were broken and wrapped with tape.
“Ah, right.”
“……”
“I’m not saying nice things to have sex with you either.”
Feeling like all his thoughts had been read, Mo Yeon couldn’t think of anything. The many thoughts that had been swirling in his head just moments ago now all seemed hazy, as if covered in fog.
Maybe this person is the ghost?
He couldn’t say anything.
Eyes full of doubt that wouldn’t easily disappear kept staring at Tae Young-won.
“Sunbae, do you want to come to my place?”
Tae Young-won’s expression hardened.
“No?”
“Or should I go to yours?”
“I don’t want to.”
That can’t be.
Mo Yeon stared at him and took a step closer. Tae Young-won backed away at this unusual behavior.
“Why don’t you want to? We couldn’t do it last time. You said you’d feed me next time, I’d like that to be today.”
“Crazy. It’s very unfamiliar when Mo Yeon acts like this. But the timing is too inappropriate. I’m not that tactless of a person.”
“I’m okay with it.”
Mo Yeon looked up at him intently. Looking down at him, Tae Young-won frowned severely.
“Fuck, I need to cover them, I really need to cover them.”
He seemed to think he should wear glasses after all. Mo Yeon spoke quietly.
“Then give me back my glasses. I need to wear them tomorrow.”
“I told you, no, Mo Yeon.”
He said firmly once again. Instead of the glasses, his hand touched Mo Yeon’s hand reaching for them. He gently lowered Mo Yeon’s hand and stroked the back of it.
“It’s true that I came running here, saving sleep because I wanted to see you like crazy, but I’ll try to hold back. If you don’t want to treat my words as nonsense, that seems to be the only way.”
“……”
At the blank stare looking up at him, he grinned. Mo Yeon couldn’t take his eyes off that face.
“I don’t know what’s wrong or where the problem starts, but you’re misunderstanding something.”
Tae Young-won is really, really…
A very strange person.
“Can you believe what I’m saying?”
“……”
Mo Yeon couldn’t answer because he felt too strange.
Somehow, he just couldn’t bear this strange feeling anymore. So Mo Yeon, without realizing it, impulsively said:
“I masturbated because of you yesterday, sunbae.”
“……”
