“Are you awake?”
“Huugh, ungh!”
“I thought you’d only open your eyes when I put it in.”
After asking, he poked the place he had been licking with the tip of his tongue. Feeling the perineum sink in concavely, Ran arched his back. Though he had been licked all over by Andrea before, everything was different each time except that it felt excessively good. It didn’t become familiar. Sleep fled in an instant, and the cleared consciousness awakened sensations throughout the body. Ran, who had been panting, opened his eyes wide. It was because Andrea gently pressed with his finger on the place that had been continuously licked by his tongue.
“Ha, huu.., uugh, hup.”
“If there was one more hole here, I could cherish you even more.”
After saying this and lightly tapping, the body tensed up sharply. Andrea also tapped that place with his lips.
“Ah, auu…”
The words about wanting a hole where the perineum should be weren’t just said to tease. He was somewhat serious. If a genital were to form there, though it wouldn’t happen… he intended to leave it unattended for a long time without penetrating it immediately. He would lick and touch only around it, and occasionally, as if showing kindness, insert just one finger and stir inside.
Even if he became accustomed to one finger, without inserting a second, he should torment him from the beginning again. Endlessly stimulating just around, not the desired place, watching as the inside becomes itchy and he doesn’t know what to do. For days, for months.
Just as there are things more enjoyable to eat after long maturation, Ran was like that too. Perhaps he should tie both hands so that not only others’ hands but even his own couldn’t touch? Or putting on large, thick gloves wouldn’t be bad either. He would know exactly which part he wanted but wouldn’t be able to touch it precisely.
In that way, he would gradually tame Ran and make him desperate. Just seeing him, he would close his legs, and with no way to soothe the sensation, he would press both knees together and curl his toes. The image of him repeatedly swallowing the words hanging on lips that couldn’t quite say “please do it” was clear.
When the time comes that fluid flows out just by touching with fingertips, should he penetrate it in one breath?
But regardless of his desires, Andrea had no intention of changing Ran’s body through any method. Unless he were to swallow him whole. Moreover, there wasn’t enough time to devote to the one already there.
“It’s a strange thing, Ran.”
“Huuungh…”
“Why, even while eating you.”
He didn’t know why he was having such sinister thoughts about Ran, being so hungry, having such a gnawing hunger. Though it wasn’t a matter of just a day or two, it was still newly questionable…
“Haugh, ah, auhic… hup…!”
He came down again from the perineum to above the hole. With the broad surface of his tongue, with the tip, and then his finger took its place.
“Uhuugh…! Ah!”
Since he had only licked the hole without caressing inside, the inflexible inner flesh tightly squeezed Andrea. Ran also felt some pain, but after several thrusts, it began to get wet from the inside. Because of this, the finger easily went in and out, becoming slick with bodily fluids.
When he spread the fingers taken out, the thin yet sticky fluid stretched obscenely. Ran, who had unconsciously been staring at it, couldn’t keep his gaze long and turned his eyes away. The pleasure he had felt still seemed sinful, and what was on his hand looked like evidence of that pleasure, making it impossible to look at it for long.
“Ungh… ha…”
Andrea’s body positioned Ran below him. He didn’t allow him to remain lost in thought for long. Ran, who had been hesitating, bit his lower lip and spread his legs to receive Andrea who was about to insert. His body was splitting open to match the slow insertion.
“Ran—”
At some point, he started calling his first name instead of the surname Icanoth. Ran, repeatedly—escaping from the voice pouring down from above wasn’t an easy task. After accepting without pain, when he began to grind finely, all nerves became fixed on Andrea as if nailed down.
“Ha… aah, ungh!”
It was different from usual. He wasn’t pushing him to the point where he would lose his reason and cling to him. This wasn’t like Andrea. Though the foreplay wasn’t like this, beyond gentleness, at every moment, he was considering only him.
“Huu… hic—”
Even for Andrea, who pressed his lips on the furrowed eyelids, the behavior he was unconsciously continuing was equally incomprehensible. He only wanted to embrace him greedily, to take him, to make Ran unable to escape from his sensations.
But once their bodies overlapped, he found himself acting moderately, to his own surprise. Ran had always been precious to him, but he hadn’t treated him as if he would break at a touch, yet he caressed him with hands that had become surprisingly careful.
“Ha… ah, there, there, ha… aah…!”
Of course, this wasn’t bad either. He could look down at Ran clearly, and he too could see him just as he was seeing him. They continued thrusting, imprisoning each other in their gazes. He wasn’t just unilaterally giving unbearable pleasure but was being considerate of him. As proof, for some reason, today Andrea seemed to be trying not to ejaculate inside.
“Auhic, up… ung…”
Right after starting to stay at the mansion, despite enduring the hassle of washing him with his own hands each time, he thoroughly released his semen inside… However, since he couldn’t trust Andrea, he hoped his guess was right.
“Hup…!”
It was a moment infinitely close to climax. His thing withdrew from inside the body. Just as he was feeling the inevitable lack that followed, Andrea overlapped their bodies again and bit his neck.
“Hungh… ungh, ah…”
Ran’s wavering gaze went down, toward Andrea who was heavily pressing down on his cock. Not long after the shafts rubbed against each other, Ran gritted his teeth at the rising feeling of ejaculation. The semen he released and Andrea’s semen mixed and fell onto his stomach.
“Uu. Hauugh… haa, ah… uuu… hic!”
The hand that had been tightly gripping the sheet went to his stomach. The stomach that had been stiff and painful while Andrea was thrusting was now soiled. It felt like not just semen but also remnants of pleasure remained inside his stomach.
“…”
The pleasure is sticky.
It didn’t seem like it would ever detach from his body.
* * *
“I’ll leave clothes for you to wear here.”
It seems like I’ve been doing something my body couldn’t accept for a long time. Ran couldn’t answer and only rolled his eyes. After putting a piece of clothing on the bed, Andrea walked toward the door.
“I’ll bring breakfast, so wait a moment.”
It’s already morning. It wasn’t clear when he had slept. The color of the sky seen from the bed was unfamiliar. After watching the cloudless sky by just rolling his eyes, he shifted his gaze to the clothes Andrea had left.
Today too, it’s just a top. Since being unable to return to his own home, Ran hadn’t properly dressed himself. Only occasionally when he had to see other people could he wear pants; otherwise, he barely received and wore slightly long tops. Even that was only when Andrea wasn’t around. When he was beside him or on the bed, he was always naked. Far from rebelling against this, it was difficult even to think of disliking it. There were so many other things that were harder to endure. Not being able to wear clothes was relatively easier to bear.
Because of this, as Ran looked down at his pale bare legs that remained uncovered even with the new clothes on, he suddenly bent over with an overwhelming feeling of nausea.
“…”
It wasn’t his mood affecting his physical state. His stomach felt unwell in a way he had never experienced before. Though Andrea was nearby, Ran staggered to the bathroom, and as soon as he opened the door, he buried his face in the toilet and retched. Despite not having eaten much food, what came out was surprisingly plentiful. Andrea, while stroking the struggling Ran’s back, headed to the hospital without delay.
Even then, Ran didn’t greatly question or worry about his physical condition. Since living with Andrea, his condition had always been at its worst. Even when eating food, it always felt like it was sitting heavily in his stomach, and sometimes his entire body would tingle for no reason.
Because of this, he sometimes secretly hoped to fall ill. At least if it were a serious illness requiring long hospitalization, he could be away from Andrea. At least escaping this house would be tremendous happiness for Ran.
“You can lower your clothes now. Please come this way.”
He underwent tests at a large hospital without an appointment. The staff at the hospital were all excessively kind. Not only in their treatment of Andrea but also of him, exceeding kindness to the point of prostrating like criminals, making Ran feel uncomfortable.
It wasn’t surprising if he thought this hospital was also related to Andrea’s family… Feeling a sandlike discomfort, as he was about to move for the next test, someone knocked from outside.
“Excuse me. I was told to have you come directly to the consultation room after skipping the other tests.”
The implication was to go together. For Ran, who would be willing to have his blood drawn dozens of times if it meant being apart from Andrea even briefly, he closed his eyes with a sigh, then opened them and took a step. Perhaps due to having lain down for a long time, he felt slight dizziness. Though the consultation room wasn’t far from the examination room, even walking there was quite arduous.
Author: Hyacinthus B
Hyacinthus
