Like a riddle that had remained impossible to solve no matter how hard he tried, only to unravel all at onceāso too was the darkness surrounding Seiyad gradually lifting. Clues implicating the Crown Princeās deep entanglement with a Devil began aligning one after another, and Seiyad uncovered hidden truths with each passing day. As the realization settled in, a bitter scoff escaped him.
āWhat a fool.ā
He couldnāt help but find himself utterly pathetic. The very person he should have killed had been right beside him all along, and yet heād remained blind, focused only on distant shadows. Caught in the Devilās trap, he hadnāt even realized he was the baitāconsumed instead by a blind hatred for Ressas.
If Ressas hadnāt killed him⦠if time hadnāt been reversed⦠by now, he wouldāveā
Seiyad had never once allowed himself to consider the life that mightāve continued on. It simply wasnāt in his nature to dwell on things that hadnāt happened. He saw no point in stirring up emotions over pointless what-ifs. But upon hearing the words Aster had delivered through Tiaki, a chilling image took hold of him.
Had he survived after committing a massacre that would forever be etched into history, his entire domaināand every member of his familyāwould have suffered. As for Seiyad himself, even if by some miracle heād avoided execution, he wouldāve been reduced to an empty shell of a man.
āDuke, are you all right?ā
Tiaki noticed the silence that had taken over Seiyad, who had gone still from that sickening thought. As he shook off the grim fantasy, Seiyad gave a small nod.
āI had something on my mind. You said it was a snake-like shadow?ā
āYeah. It suddenly appeared out of nowhereāso strange I couldnāt ignore it. When I tried to take a closer look, I got this eerie feeling like the shadow and I locked eyes. I was already freaked out and thinking of hiding, but then⦠I saw something even worse.ā
Tiaki wore a confused expression, like even he didnāt fully understand what heād seen. Frowning, he tapped the corner of his eye with one finger.
āThe Crown Prince suddenly stopped dead in his tracks, then slowly turned to look in my direction. And his eyes⦠they were pitch black. Iāve never seen anything so grotesque in my life. I was terrified. Then he called for the knights. By the time I looked again before running, his eyes were back to normal. I ended up like this after being chased all over by them.ā
ā¦Seiyad had never witnessed Aster in such a state. Did that mean the transformation only occurred under certain conditions? Listening to the description, it felt eerily similar to a Devil taking possession of someoneās body.
What Tiaki had seen was undoubtedly significant. It was a miracle heād survived after witnessing a secret that should have cost him his life.
āYour concealment skills are nearly impossible for ordinary knights to detect. Yet they still found you?ā
āThey knew exactly how to handle me. They shot fire arrows at me, closed in with torches from every direction, and broke my stealth. I was on the run for days. When I heard the Duke was heading south, I made this my destinationābut of course, the Crown Prince was already here. I couldnāt just show myself. Anyway, thatās the end of my glorious little adventure.ā
After recounting what had happened, he looked at Seiyad with a hint of curiosity.
āDid you already know and send me to spy because of this? What exactly is the Duke looking for?ā
Seiyad took a moment to organize his thoughts. Ultimately, his mission was to eliminate the Devil. And for that, he needed just cause to strike at the Crown Prince. It wasnāt as if Asterās position could be challenged on a whim. There wasnāt even concrete proof that he was the Devil. With anything less than solid evidence, it would only look like a smear campaign.
āTiaki, do you know the Devil from the founding legends?ā
āThe Devil? Of course. The one who tried to devour the sun and plunge the world into darkness. Ninaās the one who knows all those stories. Donāt tell me⦠youāre saying that Devil from the old tales is real?ā
āSeems youāve been out of the loop. Stories have been spreading all over the Southāgo and look into them. The previous Duke of Shildras awakened the Devil. I believe itās now bonded with the Crown Prince.ā
āA lotās happened in just a few days, huh? Hmmm, actually, that would explain a lot. What if the snake-shaped shadow I saw was the same memory serpent I glimpsed back when I used Kurthu? I always thought it belonged to the former Duke⦠but if it was the Crown Prince insteadā¦ā
Tiaki was quick to accept the implausible. His theory aligned closely with what Seiyad had already suspected.
If Nirāaāthe snake-like figure that appeared during the time his mother was being framedāhad originated from Aster, then the faceless youth in Jasperās memory was most likely Aster himself. Having all the right people in the right place at the right time was far too deliberate to be coincidence.
āYou really played me for a fool, Aster.ā
Seiyad clenched his fist without realizing it. The rage simmering in his chest had no immediate outlet. It wouldnāt be extinguished until the one whoād disgraced his family lay dead. His nails dug into his palm, breaking the skin and drawing blood.
The pain was groundingāsomething he could endure. Gritting through the stinging burn, Seiyad gave Tiaki his next command.
āFrom now on, quietly spread the rumorsāuse every contact you can. Wherever there are whispers of the previous Duke, sneak in and amplify the stories. Make it known that a Devilās seed has infiltrated the royal family. Let the tale reach the palace: that a Devil with a serpentās shadow now wears the guise of a royal.ā
If someone else had seen what Tiaki had, or could, suspicion might begin to circle Aster within the palace itself. And if it reached the king, he wouldnāt be able to ignore it. If, by that time, Seiyad could uncover proof of the Crown Princeās true nature, heād have his justification to strike.
āSo does that mean the Crown Prince will be replaced?ā
Without expression, Seiyad tilted his head slightly and looked down at Ressas, who was leaning against his shoulder. He gave a small nod.
āOnly if Prince Ressas inherits the throne will any of you get what you want. So cooperate.ā
āWhen have I ever turned down a request from the Duke? Still, if a Devil really is on the loose⦠a lot of people are going to die. Nina said that too. That a Devil will do whatever it takesākill everyone in the world, if necessaryāto get what it wants.ā
āThat name you keep bringing upāwho exactly is she?ā
āOh, Nina was the leader two generations ago. Sheās an old lady now who looks after the children that end up in Desertus, or finds those like us. Sheās like a mother to all of us.ā
As Tiaki spoke, a soft expression came over him. His sharp features relaxed, and he gave a crooked smile.
āNina used to investigate a lot, trying to trace our roots. If you visit her sometime, it might actually help you, Duke. She canāt travel far anymoreāher bodyās too weak now.ā
Since people like Bridehit who knew much about the past were especially valuable at times like this, it wouldnāt be a bad idea to meet her at least once.
āWhere do I go to find her?ā
āHead west. Where the sun sets, the traces of night are strongest. Thatās where many ancient stories are buried.ā
As they spoke, Ressas stirred faintly. The cheek that had been resting on Seiyadās shoulder shifted slightly, and then, like a baby animal burrowing in for warmth, he nestled his face against him. Though it was about time to set off with the sun rising, Seiyad remembered how tired Ressas had looked yesterday. He wanted to let him sleep just a little longer. Seeing him so deeply asleep tugged at his heart.
āWeāll talk more later. For now, get some rest. When I head to Bridehitās territory, join me then.ā
Worried he might wake Ressas, Seiyad whispered as quietly as he could. As he considered whether to lay him down since his posture looked uncomfortable, Tiaki suddenly spoke.
āNow that I see it, maybe the prince isnāt the only one who has feelings for the Duke. Youāre seriously attentive. You like him that much?ā
Seiyad frowned at the teasing tone, clearly displeased. When his expression screamed What nonsense are you spewing?, Tiaki looked even more surprised.
āWhatās with that look? Youāre not seriously going to scold me now for being improper, are you? Expecting manners from a guy like meāget real.ā
āItās because of that nonsense you just said.ā
āHaha! So even the Duke gets flustered.ā
āLooking after the prince is a basic duty. Donāt twist that into something strange.ā
āIf thatās all it is, last nightās conversation sure sounded like one only lovers would have.ā
Seiyadās mouth shut tight at that. Hadnāt Tiaki been unconscious and on the brink of death?
āWere you pretending to sleep?ā
āāPretendingā? Donāt be creepy. I was drifting in and outāheard bits and pieces of the conversation by chance. I didnāt even catch the whole thing. I just remember you getting jealous, then I passed out again.ā
Seiyadās head began to ache from Tiakiās endless nonsense. At the word jealous, his brows drew together, clearly showing his discomfort. That kind of word was meant for someone in loveācertainly not for him. The reason heād confronted Ressas was simplyā¦
āJealousy? Me?ā
āThen why else would you care so much about whether or not heād kissed someone? Anyone could see how smitten the prince is with you, so ease up a little, will you? Lifeās too short to hold back when youāve got a rare connection like this. Treasure it. A guy like you could use something like that.ā
For a moment, Seiyad was left speechless, unsure where to even begin scolding Tiaki. Somehow, the way heād been caught off guard only made it worse. It poked at something inside him. Unwilling to entertain the conversation further, he stiffened and dismissed Tiaki with excessive seriousness.
āI have no idea what youāre talking about. Even jokes have limits. Rather than wasting time on impossible fantasies, worry about your own condition. Go.ā
If he had enough energy to run his mouth like that, he was clearly well enough. With a lopsided grin, Tiaki shrugged.
āThereās no such thing as impossible if youāre willing. If you want something, thereās always a way. Quit scowling and try smiling a little, Duke. Iām off. Donāt forget what I risked my life for.ā
Tossing and catching an apple in one hand, Tiaki sauntered out of the barn. Seiyad stared in the direction heād vanished, expressionless, then let out a quiet sigh and turned back. His mood eased a little as he looked upon Ressasās sleeping face. Seiyad had been exhausted too, and for a brief moment, he allowed himself to relax and simply watch him.
Why did it matter so much?
Whatever Ressas had done with someone elseāwhy did it matter?
A strange mix of shame and fear welled up inside him, as if some vulnerable part of himself had been exposed. Tiakiās blunt words, though absurd, had managed to hit a nerve that Seiyad hadnāt realized was even there.
āYou like him that much?ā
The question echoed in his ears. Did I really seem that way? For the first time, Seiyad examined his own heart. The truth was, Ressas had always been someone heād resolved to hate. His mind constantly reminded him that he shouldnāt care for him more than necessary. Everything theyād done togetherāhe had always believed it was for a purpose.
Iā¦
I⦠youā¦
As Ressasās head gently slid downward, Seiyad caught it with care and laid him across his thigh. Sunlight filtered in through the gaps, threatening to disturb his sleep, so Seiyad raised a hand to cast a shadow over his pale face. Watching the soft frown ease from his delicate brow, Seiyad was struck by a heavy, unfamiliar emotion that he couldnāt quite name. His chest felt tight, as if something was quietly pressing down on it.
Tiakiās question had stirred something deeper than Seiyad expected. Until yesterday, his only concern had been Ressasās feelings, Ressasās actions. But Tiaki had pointed at Seiyadās own behavior. And that forced him to look inwardāto ask what he truly wanted.
The answer didnāt come easily. All he knew was that, right now, what he wanted most was for Ressas to sleep peacefully, undisturbed.
It was a feeling not unlike the way heād watched over a young Cecilia until she fell asleepābut it was also far deeper, far more potent. An impulse to brush his fingers against those long lashes. A desire to taste those soft pink lips. These urges suddenly surged in Seiyadās chest. Startled by his own feelings, he hesitatedāthen, almost instinctively, covered Ressasās eyes with his hand.