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It didn’t seem like he had said that to Donghwan in particular, as Taein fell silent after that.
His eyes no longer turned toward Donghwan either.
He just kept straightening his head that slowly tilted backward, and when it tilted again, he would straighten it again.
His unfocused eyes and parted lips, his body swaying back and forth, made him look like someone dozing with their eyes open.
“Itchy…”
And again he said it was itchy. At the quietly muttered voice, Donghwan leaned his body to the side and asked.
“Where is it itchy?”
This was a different attitude from when his words had come out bluntly, judging that he had given him medicine and there was nothing more he could do. Donghwan tried to say something like that while watching Taein, who had brought his hand to his stomach, perhaps because of pain. If he wanted water, food, or simple items, he could bring them, so he was asking about his condition first.
“……”
Taein touched his stomach with his hand and just slowly shook his head.
He didn’t say exactly where it was itchy or painful.
The extreme drug seemed to be functioning in reverse due to the neutralizing agent. Whether he was feeling uncomfortable sensations in his stomach, Taein’s brow was deeply furrowed. Donghwan also roughly caught on and scratched as if rubbing his own eyebrows. But he didn’t really know what would help in this situation.
Donghwan put one knee on the bed and asked.
“Want some water? You didn’t drink any earlier either.”
Taein’s eyes slowly turned toward Donghwan. The angle narrowed strangely and their eyes met quickly. Normal conversation still seemed impossible, as Taein stared blankly at Donghwan and only moved his lips. He no longer said it was itchy either. He just opened and closed his lips to about an “uh” degree. Donghwan, who had opened his eyes narrowly, looked at his mouth, eyes, and body that kept moving back and forth, then reached out his hand.
“Want to lie down completely?”
He tried to push his shoulder to make him lie down, but his strength was tense and he wouldn’t budge at all.
It seemed he didn’t want to lie down properly.
“Is your stomach uncomfortable?”
Even when he asked that, no answer came back.
Donghwan also didn’t open his mouth after asking if he was uncomfortable. There wouldn’t be an answer anyway, so he didn’t know why he kept asking. He was thinking of just watching his condition like this and leaving if he seemed okay. The way he slowly closed and opened his eyes made it seem like he would fall asleep again soon.
“……”
Donghwan, who had been silently watching Taein like that, suddenly straightened his body. He pulled back one knee that had been on the bed and stood properly. Ah, fuck. The reason he cursed internally was because he suddenly got an erection out of nowhere. He usually didn’t get hard for male Omegas and had never fucked one, but the drug seemed strong enough to affect him too.
Donghwan hadn’t felt sexual desire for anyone since the traffic accident.
When he was alone, he easily got erections and sexual desire boiled up, but his body had never reacted to seeing someone.
He thought he probably had experience before the accident, but there was also the possibility that he was a strange asexual person like now. He got erections easily when he wasn’t thinking about anything, but he didn’t get the urge to fuck when looking at people. He was like that with women too, let alone men. Especially when male Omegas with male bodies approached him, he just felt disgusted.
No matter what, where did a male bastard have nothing better to do.
That’s why he got even angrier when Jang Ihwan sent him a man.
Donghwan looked at the area around his zipper that was bulging out prominently, then raised his gaze.
…If even he was getting like this, it meant the drug wasn’t ordinarily strong. It was hard to gauge how much his pheromone glands had been stimulated.
Suddenly feeling reluctant to be close, Donghwan stepped back completely. He stepped backward until his back touched the wall, then stopped when he felt the thud of impact.
Taein turned his eyes to the side at that sound. He still had no strength.
“What are you looking at?”
Saying this to someone he couldn’t even communicate with must be because he was feeling guilty about something. Donghwan felt pathetic for throwing such childish words at the delirious man. So he closed his mouth again and conveyed his apology to the man with words like “I didn’t mean anything by it.”
He was a man who lived diligently with his younger brother. If he hadn’t seen it, he wouldn’t have known, but he had even seen him go home and hug his younger brother. He probably had suddenly offered to help there too.
‘How many times am I going to do unnecessary things?’
While Donghwan was lost in thought with his face touching his chin, Taein was going through another crisis. Even in his unconscious state, he felt his stomach tickling, but heavy pain was washing over him at the end each time. This time the degree was severe. Taein made an “urgh” sound at the sudden abdominal pain and curled up his body completely.
Donghwan also lifted his back from the wall at the sight of Taein collapsed on the blanket.
“What’s wrong?”
“Ah… urgh…”
“Does it hurt?”
Donghwan unconsciously approached and put only his knee on the bed like before.
“What. Should we go to a hospital?”
“Ugh…”
“What should I do?”
“Next to…”
Though his face was buried in the blanket, that sound was clearly heard. Donghwan was about to hurriedly call Daejeong, but at Taein’s “next to” sound, he stopped thinking too. Taein didn’t continue speaking after that. He just said “next to” and that was all. Donghwan, who had been leaning his upper body toward Taein, also put his other knee on the bed and narrowed the distance with Taein.
“Next to? You want me to stay?”
“Uurgh…”
It was the sound of enduring with all his might. Though he had said his body was itchy and whatnot, with his upright nature and strong patience, when the aphrodisiac was properly taking effect, he was desperately trying to endure it like this. Donghwan also roughly grasped the situation and looked for what he could do.
Having an Alpha nearby being a way to lessen the pain, he had said “next to” even in that state of mind.
Though it was troublesome that his cock was erect, since he was going to help anyway, it seemed better to help until the end.
Donghwan approached with his knees so that his energy could properly reach the curled-up Taein.
With his eyes turned elsewhere, Donghwan pressed his body against Taein’s back as if watching a fire across the river, and just breathed “hmm” several times. Taein’s rough breathing seemed to calm down momentarily. Donghwan’s pheromones found him temporary stability, making the severe pain subside. But only briefly.
“Ugh, urgh…!”
At Taein’s sudden action of grabbing his own neck and lifting his upper body, Donghwan’s hand urgently reached out.
“Hey, why!”
Donghwan, who ended up trapping Taein in one arm, even pulled away the hand that had been going to his neck. It was so tense with strength that it didn’t come off in one go. Finally, he was able to pull the hand away only by exerting enough force that veins bulged in his own arm. Since he was definitely unconscious, he seemed to be using such superhuman strength.
“Huh, uurgh…”
“Ah fuck. How. What.”
Who would have thought that looking down at Taein supported by his arm would be this troubling? Donghwan was tormented by his cock that kept getting erections, and felt uncomfortable watching Taein whose eyes moved rapidly as if seeing hallucinations. It wasn’t his business what others did or what happened to them, but the words he had thrown out as if he would help seemed to have been bothering him all along. Donghwan was also feeling guilty, wondering if this happened because he had carelessly given him the detox injection. Would someone who doesn’t even respond to aphrodisiacs easily accept something called a neutralizing agent?
He could see the man still suffering, shaking his head.
Looking at the man whose body was leaning fully against his arm, Donghwan reached out his hand with a furrowed brow.
“Does this make it a little better?”
His own face was also flushed. He had never rolled around in bed with male Omegas, naturally, or even with women. What could he do if he didn’t want to fuck? Donghwan realized for the first time that he was someone who could touch another person’s nipples like this. His hand naturally went to the nipple, gently rolling the protrusion. Though Taein’s body fluttered at the sudden touch, he didn’t look as distressed as before. Rather, red energy was spreading from the center of his chest.
“…Feel good?”
Given the situation, there wasn’t the usual mood that flows when ordinary people enjoy foreplay.
He didn’t want it to flow in that kind of atmosphere anyway.
Even after saying “Feel good?” Yoon Donghwan immediately furrowed his brow.
“What the fuck…”
Yet he continued to touch Taein’s nipples. The somewhat moist nipples stood stiffly and touched his fingers. Donghwan roughly frowned while gently rolling the nipples, then said “fuck” and jerked his lower body. Trying to do this while sitting, his cock felt like it would die being caught in his pants. He had been erect since outside the bed, so how much worse could it be? His enlarged dick felt like it would burst the zipper now. Donghwan lowered his hand carelessly and pulled down the zipper, roughly pulling out just his dick.
“What the hell is this, fuck.”
Only Taein could feel the thick pheromones that spread in that moment. Since pheromones are originally only felt by the intended recipient, Donghwan didn’t even know what he was releasing. And though Donghwan pretended otherwise, aside from the simple drug effects, his body was heating up because of the smell that Taein was constantly leaking. The first time was definitely because of the drug, but as they were pressed together doing caresses, murky desire began to slowly raise its head. It wasn’t even after a long time, but the first time Donghwan felt such feelings, so his head was somewhat dizzy.
Feeling sexual desire toward a person for the first time, as if wearing a mask, made him wonder if his time to die had come.
Author: Hyacinthus B
Hyacinthus
