Toward the End (11)
Sa Hae-geon probably didn’t realize he had unintentionally erased my anxiety. I carefully took hold of his hand as it caressed my stomach. His large hand immediately froze. When I slightly turned my head, I saw Sa Hae-geon quietly gazing at me.
His eyes, reflecting my face, were beautiful. I always loved his eyes, the way he looked at me. Sometimes late at night when I lay in bed, Sa Hae-geon’s eyes would come to mind. I would struggle, drowning in those eyes, until I fell asleep.
I gently grasped his firm cheek with the hand covering his and caressed it slowly. Sa Hae-geon blinked and accepted my touch with a docile expression. He looked so much like a purring cat that I couldn’t help but smile.
As I was slowly touching his face, I suddenly felt overwhelmed and gave him a quick kiss. Sa Hae-geon must have been surprised because I heard him draw in a breath. While I was quietly laughing at his cute reaction, he blinked, steadied his breathing, and then unexpectedly pulled my head closer and kissed me. Sa Hae-geon kissed me desperately, as if he would take all my breath away.
Even when I gasped, struggling to keep up with his pace, Sa Hae-geon paid no attention and pushed his tongue inside. His hot, moist tongue gently explored my mouth. He savored me greedily, sometimes slowly brushing against my hard palate, sometimes lightly touching the soft mucous membrane.
When I cautiously entwined my tongue with his thick one, Sa Hae-geon tilted his head slightly and sucked on my tongue. It seemed gentler than before, but I still felt a pulling sensation at the root of my tongue that made it ache.
“Mmm…”
As I closed my eyes and let out a quiet moan, I felt Sa Hae-geon’s hand tighten on the back of my head. Our excited breaths intermingled between our connected skin. My heart was pounding as if it would burst. The intense, overwhelming sensation that had enveloped my entire body when I had sex with Sa Hae-geon vividly came back to me, making my fingertips tingle.
Almost simultaneously as I swallowed dryly while kissing him, Sa Hae-geon’s lips pulled away. He licked his lips, which were glistening with whose saliva I couldn’t tell, and stared at me intently. The sea in Sa Hae-geon’s eyes was churning roughly.
Sa Hae-geon seemed to pause to catch his breath, then reached out and grasped my pajamas. He was acting urgently as if about to strip me, but for a moment, something seemed to bother him. He just fingered the fabric and asked in a slightly husky voice:
“Hyung, is it okay to do this in front of Cream?”
“…Huh?”
“I don’t think it would be good for Cream’s mental health…”
Did he not really expect an answer? Ignoring my response while muttering something incomprehensible, Sa Hae-geon seemed to reach his own conclusion and stood up. Before I could stop him, he suddenly lifted me in his arms. My vision suddenly spun. Startled, I instinctively placed my hands on Sa Hae-geon’s chest to stabilize myself and felt his thundering heartbeat beneath my palms.
He firmly supported my back and the backs of my knees with his arms and began walking. With each step Sa Hae-geon took, I could hear his quiet breathing above my head. The sound of both our rapidly beating hearts also echoed in my ears.
Sa Hae-geon entered his bedroom, sat me on the bed, and headed toward the door. He was quite firm with Cream, who was trying to follow us into the room.
“No, Cream.”
“Meow!”
“Even if you insist, no means no.”
Sa Hae-geon gently blocked Cream, who was trying to stick her head between his legs, and closed the door. I could hear Cream meowing and scratching at the door, but Sa Hae-geon callously turned away and walked toward me.
“Cream will be upset.”
“We have no choice. We can’t show this to Cream. She’s still young.”
I couldn’t help but laugh at the way Sa Hae-geon treated Cream like a child, but I just nodded in agreement. Sa Hae-geon sat on the bed and began undressing me one by one. After a few touches, when I was completely naked, Sa Hae-geon clenched his hands as if restraining his impulses and steadied his breathing.
He looked at my body as if licking it with his eyes, then carefully reached out and touched my shoulder blade. When his hand, calloused in places, touched my bare skin, it felt strangely unusual. I got goosebumps from the peculiar sensation, which was like feeling ticklish, or like a few rough grains of sand rolling across my skin.
As my nipples automatically stood erect, Sa Hae-geon’s gaze moved toward them. He reached out and lightly flicked my pointed nipple. Though he just barely flicked it, it felt like lightning running down my spine, and my fingertips tingled.
Sa Hae-geon, who had been repeatedly flicking my nipple to gauge my reaction, let out a soft chuckle.
“Hyung.”
“…Y-yes.”
“You’re hard.”
“W-what?”
Instead of answering, Sa Hae-geon grabbed my dick with his hand.
“Ah, H-Hae-geon…!”
Even as I called his name in a voice close to a scream and grabbed his hand, Sa Hae-geon didn’t back down but rather deliberately tightened his grip on my dick.
“Ngh, ah…”
“I haven’t done anything yet, but you’re already hard.”
What does he mean, he hasn’t done anything? I wanted to challenge Sa Hae-geon’s absurd claim right away, but he didn’t give me the chance and started manipulating my dick as he pleased.
“Ah, ah! Ngh, w-wait… ah, ah!”
With his rough stroking of my dick, it felt like a bright light was flashing before my eyes. With continued stimulation, precum flowed from my urethra down the tip of my dick. The embarrassing squelching sound intensified my shame.
Sex with him was good, but each detailed process was so embarrassing. However, I also enjoyed the moments when our bodies mingled, and Sa Hae-geon held and moved me as he wanted. It was thrilling to feel like he was engulfing my entire body like a massive wave.
The dense sensation of approaching climax gradually crept up, making my head tingle. I desperately tried to endure, determined not to ejaculate in Sa Hae-geon’s hand, but it was all in vain. As he gently stroked the part connecting the glans and tip with his thumb, the dam collapsed, and I ended up ejaculating from my urethra like a river bursting forth.
“Ah, ngh, ah… ah!”
I stared blankly at my dick, which had spurted opaque semen while twitching in his hand, then looked away. My mind was filled with indescribable embarrassment, self-loathing, and bewilderment. Even if I enjoyed him handling me as he pleased, reaching climax after just a few touches from Sa Hae-geon was…
This was a matter of male pride.
Wasn’t it similar when I had sex with Sa Hae-geon before? While he ejaculated just once, I had ejaculated three times and fallen asleep, exhausted. It was Sa Hae-geon who washed and dressed me. Sa Hae-geon was my lover, not my caretaker. I didn’t want such an unfortunate incident to happen again.
My stamina was far inferior to Sa Hae-geon, an Esper. Even if I couldn’t completely keep up with his pace, should I exercise to build up my stamina? Had I been too complacent in my life as a Guide? As the sensation of orgasm subsided from my body, these concerns filled my mind.
Perhaps noticing that I was thinking about other things, Sa Hae-geon’s hand, still holding my dick, tightened again. He slowly stroked my dick, still sticky with semen, and spoke.
“Hyung.”
“…Yes.”
“Look at me.”
“Why…”
Hesitant from the lingering embarrassment, I slowly raised my gaze and met Sa Hae-geon’s intense stare. His hand, which had been holding my dick, gradually moved downward.
His finger, passing the perineum area and reaching the tightly closed entrance, tapped it gently. Sa Hae-geon carefully stroked around the hole with his hand, which was mixed with precum and semen from my dick.
“Relax, hyung.”
As he said this, he laid me down on the bed. I looked up at Sa Hae-geon with my back against the blanket and relaxed the tension in my body a bit. Taking advantage of this, Sa Hae-geon’s finger began to slowly enter the tightly closed entrance.
“Ah… ugh, w-wait… ngh…!”
The sensation of forcibly opening and entering a dry, stiff place was unpleasant. Though it was infinitely smaller than Sa Hae-geon’s dick, which had pierced through my body before, since that was my first time, the process of opening up felt overwhelmingly unfamiliar.
As I trembled and exhaled heavily, Sa Hae-geon gently stroked my dick with his other hand. He touched the glans, which was soaked with involuntarily flowing precum, as if rolling a ball. My dick became erect again at his subtle and delicate touch, different from before.
“Ngh, ah…!”
And at that moment, Sa Hae-geon’s finger parted the entrance and entered me.
Author: Hyacinthus B
Hyacinthus
