Blossoming (8)
I stared at him as if entranced before finally speaking.
“…Hae-geon.”
At my slightly husky voice, Sa Hae-geon blinked before responding with a gentle smile.
“Yes.”
“Why are you smiling so beautifully?”
“Am I beautiful?”
“Yes. Beautiful.”
“…I’m glad. That I look beautiful in your eyes.”
Sa Hae-geon lowered his gaze with a shy smile and buried his face in my chest again. His tongue, extending from his red lips, circled around my nipple like a snake. Almost as if tracing a circle around it. He continued this motion, enveloping my nipple for several minutes.
After sucking firmly on the erect flesh one last time, Sa Hae-geon slowly raised his head. His hands soon moved toward my waistband. Sa Hae-geon made eye contact with me as he pulled down my pants and underwear. His gaze seemed to tell me to watch what he was about to do, and I couldn’t look away.
I was also curious. How far was Sa Hae-geon planning to go with me today?
With my underwear and pants caught around my ankles, the cool air distinctly touched my skin. When I instinctively drew my legs together, Sa Hae-geon’s grip tightened. He firmly spread my legs and kissed my exposed groin. The spot where his lips touched felt burning hot, as if scalded.
Once again, Sa Hae-geon bared his teeth and gently bit the thin skin, more delicate than other areas.
“Ah, w-wait…! Wait, Hae-geon!”
Ignoring my pleas, he began leaving his marks on my groin. It seemed like ever since I acknowledged his teeth-baring habit, the frequency of his biting had increased. And I was the one suffering for it. The raw sensation was several times more intense than when he had teased my chest. It wasn’t particularly pleasurable, but it wasn’t unpleasant either.
Sweat seemed to trickle down my spine from this strange, indescribable feeling. I placed my hand on Sa Hae-geon’s head as he alternated between biting and licking my groin. Sa Hae-geon hesitated momentarily at my touch before resuming his movements. I felt as though I was being gradually devoured by him.
Perhaps that was his intention in exploring my body with his teeth—to mark his territory and consume me whole.
Sa Hae-geon’s hands, which had been persistently attacking my groin, gradually moved toward more intimate areas. I shuddered as his fingers naturally began to caress around my perineum.
“What, what are you doing?”
While I had been curious about how far he would go with me, I was taken aback, having not expected him to aim for the finish line the very day after we started dating. At most, I thought we might masturbate together while kissing like in the shower, but my expectation was completely off. Sa Hae-geon was deliberately touching my most private area.
‘…Wait. This seems a bit too fast.’
The pace was quite rapid for an ordinary relationship. To me, Sa Hae-geon was someone I loved, not just an Esper. But this felt almost like dating an Esper.
At that moment, as he gently stroked my perineum with his thumb, he looked at me with what seemed like a desperate gaze, as if seeking permission.
“Hyung.”
“…Hae-geon.”
“Do you dislike it?”
“It’s not that I dislike it… but don’t you think this is a bit fast?”
A faint crease appeared between Sa Hae-geon’s brows at my cautious comment.
“What’s fast about it?”
“We’ve barely been dating for two days. No, to be precise, it hasn’t even been two days yet.”
“Hyung.”
“You might think I’m conservative and old-fashioned, but it feels… too fast to me. There’s no need to rush, Hae-geon.”
Sa Hae-geon said nothing. He seemed lost in thought, holding his breath, until it started to feel a bit chilly, and then he spoke.
“Hyung.”
“…Yes.”
“I never thought it was too fast. Because I’ve always… wanted to touch you. That’s why I’ve been so eager.”
I quietly listened to Sa Hae-geon’s words.
“And I never even considered that you might dislike it. I actually thought you would enjoy it too. Since our hearts connected, I naturally assumed the same would apply in this aspect…”
“What, what aspect is that?”
But I couldn’t let the last part slide. ‘This aspect’? What exactly did that mean? And Sa Hae-geon responded with remarkable composure.
“Sex.”
“…”
“You clearly said you wanted to kiss me and have sex with me.”
“Th-that… that’s true. But… I said that without expecting things to move this quickly, like frying beans on lightning.”
“…Yes, I think I understand what you mean. If you don’t want to, I have no intention of going further. Your opinion comes first.”
There wasn’t the slightest hint of disappointment on Sa Hae-geon’s face. He just appeared calm. As if we were having an everyday conversation.
To be honest, I had wondered if Sa Hae-geon had been confessing to me continuously because he wanted to have sex with me. He had been kissing me incessantly, showing how much he desired me. It was both pleasing and unsettling. I worried that he might only want my body.
Of course, compared to other people’s relationships, our pace probably wasn’t even that fast. Some people sleep together first and then date if they’re sexually compatible, and ability users were even more open in that regard.
But I not only felt disillusioned with the world of ability users, but I also hoped that my relationship with Sa Hae-geon wouldn’t progress in that way. However, I’m not always right. Perhaps I had been anxiously trying to force Sa Hae-geon and myself into a different mold than ability users, determined not to follow their patterns.
What did that have to do with our relationship anyway? Whether our pace was similar to theirs or not, how would that affect our relationship? Our relationship was between Sa Hae-geon and me. I thought I had grown accustomed to ignoring others’ judgments, but I realized I had actually been more concerned about them than anyone else.
That realization made me feel pathetic. I enjoyed everything with Sa Hae-geon, yet I was worrying about such trivial matters.
By now, Sa Hae-geon was helping me put my underwear and pants back on. I stared blankly at him as he moved his hands diligently. The front of his pajama pants was embarrassingly taut. It also seemed a bit wet.
I still found it amazing. How could something so large be confined within those pants?
When I silently raised my upper body, Sa Hae-geon looked down at me with puzzled eyes. As I met his gaze, I reached out and grasped his fully erect dick, which was painfully stiff.
“…H-hyung.”
Sa Hae-geon stammered my name, not knowing how to react, and tightened his grip on my pants. He seemed quite perplexed that I, who had been rejecting him, suddenly grabbed his erection. Of course, contrary to Sa Hae-geon’s expression, the dick in my hand continued to grow.
“W-wait a moment.”
Sa Hae-geon desperately caught my hand, his cheeks reddening. As soon as his hand left my pants, I used my free hand to pull down my bottoms all at once.
“Hyung!”
Sa Hae-geon, belatedly noticing the scene, cried out in shock.
“Hae-geon.”
Instead of answering, he stared at me with confused eyes. I smiled prettily and kindly told him:
“Let’s continue, shall we?”
“Suddenly, why are you acting like this? Did I do something wrong?”
When I shook my head, Sa Hae-geon looked even more perplexed.
“I don’t understand. You said it was too fast. You said there was no need to rush. But suddenly, why…”
“Because I’ve become impatient.”
Sa Hae-geon’s eyes widened at my words. Then, as if unable to believe it, he stammered:
“You, you’ve become… impatient?”
“Yes. I’ve become impatient. Do you dislike that?”
“No. It’s not that I dislike it… but it’s strange.”
“What’s strange about it?”
Sa Hae-geon responded with downcast eyes:
“If you’re doing this because of me, even though you don’t really want to, you don’t have to. I’m fine. Actually, I feel sorry for pushing my desires onto you.”
I took Sa Hae-geon’s hand, which was spouting nonsense, and placed it on my chest. His hand was trembling slightly.
“Hae-geon, I may not know much about sex.”
“…”
“But I definitely know that it’s done with the body, not with words.”
“…”
“So stop talking and come here.”
The expression on Sa Hae-geon’s face after hearing my words was quite a sight. His face, filled with bewilderment, contorted subtly, creating an expression I had never seen before.
“And when we’re done, let’s have lunch together, Hae-geon.”
…But my words weren’t kept. Or rather, they couldn’t be kept from the beginning. If I had known how sex with Sa Hae-geon would unfold, I wouldn’t have spoken so boldly.
As soon as I finished speaking, I closed my eyes and embraced Sa Hae-geon, who clung to me and kissed me.
Author: Hyacinthus B
Hyacinthus
